I don't want you to walk alone

After that night, Song Chen began to eat Xu Nan's tofu intentionally or unintentionally, touching his little hands, hugging his shoulders or patting his butt from time to time...Of course these behaviors are very subtle and Song Chen does it very naturally , did not arouse Xu Nan's doubts.

Song Chen stayed at Xu Nan's house for a full week before packing up and going home. Although he wanted to cling to Xu Nan, he was too embarrassed to stay in someone else's house.Uncles, aunts, and Xu Nan treat him as a guest and treat him everywhere, which is too much trouble for them.

After Song Chen returned home, he watched a video with Xu Nan every other day, which made Xu Nan feel annoyed.After more than ten days like this, the school finally opened.As usual, the two went to the dance studio to practice dancing when they had time in the evening, but the third year was more busy with schoolwork and less time for practice.

One day after dancing practice, the two were walking to the dormitory, and Xu Nan was sending messages on his mobile phone.

"Who are you talking to?" Song Chen asked.

Xu Nan smiled: "A freshman student, a newcomer in my department."

After Song Chen heard this, he felt his heart throbbing, chilling.

"...Is it the type you like?" Song Chen said softly.

"Not really, but it's pretty cute." He was short, a bit like his cousin in his hometown.

Song Chen didn't speak, he didn't expect this moment to arrive so soon...

After that, Song Chen didn't contact Xu Nan for a few days, and the two of them didn't go to the dance room to practice dancing. Xu Nan just thought that he was too busy and didn't have time.Xu Nan didn't see Song Chen at the dinner table until Shan Zehang called him on Saturday, saying that he was going to hold a "teacher appreciation banquet".

"Are you busy these days?" Xu Nan looked at Song Chen and asked.

Song Chen didn't look up, and continued to eat: "Well, I'm participating in a project of the college, and I have a lot of things to do."

Xu Nan didn't think much about it. It was true that things changed a lot in his junior year, and he himself would stay up late to write from time to time.

Shan Zehang didn't notice Song Chen's strange behavior either, and kept chatting aside.

The three of them drank and ate while drinking, Song Chen was a little indifferent, and he would answer every question asked.

Suddenly, Xu Nan's cell phone rang. He took out the phone and looked at the caller ID. It was his school girl, and he probably wanted to ask for materials. He stood up and said, "You eat first, I'll answer the call .”

Song Chen raised his head and stared at Xu Nan's back.

Shan Zehang patted him on the shoulder: "Hey! What's wrong with you? Why are you so mournful? Auntie is here?"

Song Chen glanced at him coldly, didn't speak, then picked up the wine glass beside him and drank it down.

Xu Nan sat down on the seat after answering the phone.

"It's that junior girl of yours again?" Song Chen said in a somewhat eccentric manner.

Xu Nan looked up at him and hummed.

After eating for a while, Xu Nan figured it out, this man was trying to show his face.

Song Chen kept pouring wine into the cup, one cup after another.Shan Zehang finally noticed the abnormality of the two of them, and he was a little at a loss as he sat aside, it was the first time he saw Song Chen drinking like this.

Xu Nan is also a person with a bad temper, he didn't say a word, just sat quietly in his seat, watching Song Chen drinking in front of him.He didn't know where he had offended this master.

Song Chen was completely unaffected by the two people next to him, and drank on his own. After drinking for about 10 minutes, he fell asleep lying on the table.

"...Fuck..." Shan Zehang remained in a daze.

"Send him back to school." Xu Nan said.

"……it is good……"

The two of them put Song Chen into the car at the same time.

"...Xu Nan, are you two... having a conflict?" Shan Zehang asked hesitantly.

Xu Nan looked out the window and said, "I don't know."

When they reached the school gate, Xu Nan and Shan Zehang helped Song Chen to the sidewalk beside the road.It was past 12 o'clock at this time, and there were no pedestrians on the road.

When the night wind blew, Song Chen was a little sober from his wine. He opened his eyes and saw Xu Nan's side face beside him.

"...Xu Nan..." Song Chen murmured.

"Hey! Brother Chen, you finally woke up! What the hell are you..." Before Shan Zehang could finish his sentence, he was dumbfounded the next second, his jaw almost dropped from shock!

I saw Song Chen hugged Xu Nan's waist, put the other hand on the back of his head, and then kissed Xu Nan's lips without hesitation!

Xu Nan's whole body seemed to be struck by lightning, and he stared at Song Chen's enlarged face with wide eyes.He didn't realize what Song Chen was doing, he didn't think of breaking free until Song Chen opened his jaw and stuck his tongue into his mouth and swept it around.

Song Chen didn't let go, but pressed Xu Nan even harder towards him, and even reached into the hem of Xu Nan's clothes, stroking his waist frantically.

Xu Nan only felt a white light flash in his mind. He was suffocated at first, but now he was so provoked by Song Chen, he pushed forward with all his strength, and punched Song Chen in the face.

"What the hell are you smoking!"

Song Chen retreated a few steps in embarrassment, Xu Nan's punch was so heavy that Song Chen's lips were cut, he raised his hand to wipe the corner of his mouth and did not speak.

"Song Chen, are you fucking sick? How did I offend you! Tell me what's wrong with you!" Xu Nan continued to shout.

"I'm just sick! Xu Nan...you don't know...I'm fucking gay!" Song Chen pulled the corner of his mouth to laugh, but his lips split again, "Xu Nan, I like you! Tell you! I'm always thinking about how to fuck you!" Just as Song Chen finished speaking, Xu Nan rushed up and punched him in the face again, and Song Chen fell back to the ground with a bang.

Shan Zehang, who was in a petrified state, woke up and rushed forward to block Xu Nan: "Xu Nan, Xu Nan! Calm down! He's drunk! I don't even know what I'm talking about! Calm down!"

Xu Nan's eyes were red with anger, and his chest kept rising and falling. He took a few deep breaths, turned around and left without even looking at Song Chen.

Song Chen sat up slowly from the ground. He looked up at Xu Nan's leaving back, stretched out a hand to cover his eyes, and then sat on the side of the road and sobbed without warning...

Shan Zehang didn't dare to move at the side, he had never seen Song Chen like this before, he knew that something serious happened to Song Chen this time.

Xu Nan walked around the school for a long time and found that he hadn't reached the dormitory. He turned his head and looked, only to realize that he had been circling around a flower bed... He took out his mobile phone, and it was already one o'clock... The door of the dormitory must have been closed. Locked, nowhere to go.Xu Nan stayed there for a while, then walked to the playground.He sat on a stool by the playground, looking up at the neon lights in the distance.

Xu Nan has calmed down, not as angry as before, but now more confused and at a loss.

How did things become like this?

The people who were regarded as iron buddies before, but today they are fighting?

Song Chen is gay?And what he likes is himself?

What should I do?Will you still contact me in the future?

……

Xu Nan felt his mind was in a mess, and he leaned back in the chair and sighed.

A friend may not be able to do it, and I obviously have no feelings for him other than a brother...

Xu Nan sat on the playground all night, and was woken up by the cold in the early morning of the next day.

For the next half month, Xu Nan didn't contact Song Chen, and went to class step by step. There was no news from Song Chen, and he had never met him in school, as if he had disappeared.

Xu Nan knew that this friendship he thought was coming to an end, until Shan Zehang called him one night.

"Hello...Xu Nan...I'm sorry to disturb you, but..." Shan Zehang didn't know what was wrong, he spoke intermittently, and kept breathing. "But can I ask you to come over and help me... Song Chen is drunk, and he will beat people whenever he touches him... I really can't help it, my front teeth are about to be beaten off..."

When Xu Nan arrived at xx bar by car, he saw Song Chen sitting at the door with a bottle of beer pouring into his mouth.

Shan Zehang saw Xu Nan, and smiled: "It's almost here...you're crazy about drinking here..." Shan Zehang's face was ugly, and there were bruises around his eyes.

Xu Nan walked up to Song Chen who was bowing his head, grabbed Song Chen's hand and was about to pull him up from the ground. Song Chen shook his hand to the side vigorously and shouted: "You fucking don't touch me! Get out of here !"

"...Song Chen, get up." Xu Nan said.

Song Chen heard the voice very familiar, looked up, and found that the person in front of him was actually Xu Nan!He got up from the ground in surprise, and stared at him: "...Xu Nan! Xu Nan...how could it be you..."

Xu Nan glanced at him, motioned for Shan Zehang to help Song Chen into the car, then turned around and walked to the taxi to help open the door.

Song Chen thought he was going to leave, so he quickly stepped forward and grabbed his arm: "Xu Nan don't go! I was wrong... I shouldn't have scolded you just now! Don't go... okay..." Xu Nan was a little stunned Turning her head to look at him, Song Chen simply started to cry when he saw him like this, and told Xu Nan not to leave while crying.

Shan Zehang felt he didn't notice, he had never seen Song Chen so humiliated, and when he saw Song Chen crying, he also wanted to cry.It doesn't matter who you like, you have to like a straight man.There are so many people giving you choices, but you should choose Xu Nan's.

Xu Nan hesitated for a while, then stretched out his hand to support Song Chen's arm: "I'm not leaving, get in the car."

After getting in the car, Xu Nan sat in the co-pilot, Song Chen and Shan Zehang sat in the back seat.

"Go to my house. If he looks like this, don't go to school...Master, go to xx Road!" Shan Zehang said.

Along the way, Song Chen sat in the back seat and kept calling Xu Nan's name, saying that he missed him and liked him, and cried again while talking.Xu Nan just stared out of the window, as if nothing happened.

When they arrived at Shan Zehang's house, the two supported Song Chen to go upstairs.Aunt Shan and the others were already asleep, and the two gently pushed Song Chen onto the bed. Song Chen was almost drunk, and fell asleep as soon as he touched the bed.

Xu Nan glanced at Song Chen on the bed, and said to Shan Zehang, "Then I'll go first."

"...Okay, I'll trouble you today..."

Xu Nan shook his head, feeling that he had nothing to say, turned and left.

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