I don't want you to walk alone

During the night, Song Chen woke up several times, and when he woke up, he squeezed Xu Nan who was next to him into his arms.Feeling Xu Nan's body temperature, Song Chen felt at ease.All of this is like a dream, the person I've been thinking about day and night is now lying quietly in his arms!

On the day Song Chen confessed to Xu Nan, he regretted seeing Xu Nan's reaction so strongly.Regretting why I didn't control my emotions, I'm afraid I won't even be able to be friends in the future.He also knew that he overreacted, and he hid and dropped out of school when he was rejected, which was simply too naive.But he couldn't help it, he couldn't stay in school, he would think of Xu Nan wherever he went, looking forward to meeting him at the next intersection, but also afraid of his cold eyes and ignorance of him.So, the free and easy Song Chen never stopped doing anything, dropped out of school and hid.

In the morning, the sun shone through the window on Xu Nan's face, and he frowned in pain. There were heavy weights on his shoulders and legs, and he was almost numb.He opened his eyes and saw Song Chen who was sleeping unconscious with his head on his shoulder and legs on his lap.He didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and then patted Song Chen's face: "Hey, wake up, your shoulders are numb."

Song Chen struggled to open his eyes, looked up at Xu Nan, then turned over and lay directly on Xu Nan's body.Song Chen buried his head on Xu Nan's neck and rubbed it. After rubbing for a while, he stretched out his hand and pulled off the clothes on Xu Nan's shoulders. He stuck out his tongue and licked it, and then took a bite.

"Hey! You are a dog!" Xu Nan took a deep breath.

"I want to bite." After Song Chen let go, he continued to rub against his body, and then a certain part of the youthful youth stood up majestically.

"Fuck...you should restrain yourself." Xu Nan said helplessly.

Song Chen chuckled a few times, then deliberately pushed his hips, causing Xu Nan to slap him on the head.

The two struggled for more than half an hour before getting up, and then went out to the breakfast stand to eat breakfast and then went back to the house to stay.As soon as Xu Nan entered the door, Song Chen hugged him from behind, rubbing his head on his shoulder.

"...Oh, look at your stickiness, are you still my brother Song Chen, the flower of Gaoling?" Xu Nan teased a little funny.

"I can't help it, it becomes like this as soon as I see you, it's so soft that I can't even stand up." Song Chen pushed Xu Nan to the sofa, and then pressed him to lie down.

"Shall we go back tomorrow? I want to stay with you longer." Song Chen said softly.

"Well...Okay, go back tomorrow."

"Xu Nan, tonight." Song Chen suddenly turned his head and stared at him.

"Ah... what tonight?" Xu Nan blinked, not understanding what Song Chen meant.

Song Chen didn't say anything, just looked at him straight, his eyes sparkling.

"Oh, I'm going...you're talking about this..." Xu Nan tilted his head, "The key is...I also read some knowledge on this topic on the Internet...Isn't it because I didn't prepare something?"

Song Chen kissed Xu Nan's side face: "I'll go to the drugstore in the town to buy it later."

Xu Nan turned to look at Song Chen, but didn't speak for a long time.

"……Row……"

Xu Nan is still a little hesitant about this matter, after all, it will take him a while to get used to changing from a straight man to a crooked man.Now that Song Chen directly made such a request, he was a little at a loss, not to mention Song Chen's state of misfiring, it is appropriate for him to have the awareness of being a zero!

But he really couldn't bear the pitiful begging eyes of this all-rounder whom he admired and admired from the bottom of his heart like a puppy.

The coquettish brother Chen is 100% lethal...

At noon, the two of them went out to the pharmacy, Xu Nan felt a little embarrassed, so he let Song Chen go in and buy it alone.

When Song Chen came out, he walked towards him with a smile on his face.

"What's wrong? You're still so happy to buy it?" Xu Nan said.

Song Chen smiled: "Just happy."

The two of them wandered the street for a while before returning by car, and they both nestled on the sofa as soon as they got home.

"Hey, Brother Chen...you've been here for so long, what do you do every day?" Xu Nan touched Song Chen's side face.

"What else can I do? Go outside and find a place to play, drink at home and be in a daze. A few times, Shan Zehang also came to look for me." Song Chen said.

"...Brother Chen, I really convinced you, why did you react so strongly, and still suspend school?"

"I'm also quite surprised. To be honest, I've never liked anyone like this before you... When you came out of the closet that time, you left so decisively. I really experienced the pain of not getting what you want... ..." Song Chen rubbed Xu Nan's hair, Xu Nan froze for a few seconds, then leaned forward and kissed him on the cheek, "What about you? Why did you come here to find me?" Song Chen raised his eyebrows Looking at Xu Nan.

"Why... because of love... because I want to hold you in my hands, because I don't want you to suffer, because I don't want you to be alone, because my heart hurts when I see you cry. Things are going like this It's developing in an uncontrollable direction. I just don't want to lose you." As soon as Xu Nan finished speaking, Song Chen had already hugged him tightly and pressed his lips. This time Song Chen was not as fierce and fanatical as yesterday, but very slowly Licking, licking and biting, until the end of the kiss, Xu Nan's ears turned red.

At seven o'clock in the evening, after dinner, the two of them went outside for a walk around to digest food.Xu Nan didn't eat anything, just drank a few sips of water. As night fell, he was a little nervous.When Song Chen was outside, he wished he could stick his whole body against him, and as soon as he entered the door, he pushed him against the wall and kissed him.Xu Nan pushed Song Chen away, took a few breaths, and glanced at Song Chen's wet eyes...

"Then what... I'll take a shower first, you wait for me outside."

Song Chen nodded and hummed.

Xu Nan took the clothes and the things he bought today and went into the toilet. To be honest...it was his first time doing this...he was really not very skilled...he took a bath in it for more than 40 minutes before he came out. After opening the door, Song Chen rushed over and carried him to the bed.

Xu Nan had just finished taking a shower, and there was a fragrance of shower gel on her body.Song Chen buried himself in his neck, stuck out his tongue and licked a few mouthfuls, and then licked from his neck to his chest.He leaned down and pushed Xu Nan's legs away with his knees.Xu Nan suddenly spread his legs wide, a little uncomfortable, and was about to lift up a little bit, but Song Chen held him down with his hand to prevent him from moving.In the next second, Song Chen lowered his head and swallowed the thing between Xu Nan's legs. Xu Nan raised his neck and gasped...

Song Chen took the lubricant next to him and poured it into his hand, then reached out to touch his long-awaited ass.Xu Nan had already made some preparations while taking a shower, and it wasn't particularly difficult to expand.But when Song Chen came in, he still groaned in pain, feeling that his tears were about to come out, he raised his hand to cover his eyes.Song Chen didn't move rashly after entering. He bent down, hugged Xu Nan, and still buried his face in his neck.Xu Nan moved her hands and hugged him too.

"Xu Nan, do you know how happy I am now?" Song Chen whispered in Xu Nan's ear.

Xu Nan chuckled, "How happy are you?"

"I'm so happy that I'm willing to die the next second."

"You idiot! What are you talking about! It's so hard that you say it's soft!" Xu Nan slapped him on the back.

"Heh...then do you like hard ones or soft ones?" Song Chen licked his earlobe.

"...What the hell are you talking about..."

"Does it still hurt?"

"Well...it's a little bit better."

"Then I'll start."

"..."

Song Chen hugged Xu Nan and moved his body slowly, but Xu Nan didn't feel any discomfort.Then he straightened up, supported Xu Nan's waist with both hands, and started to move violently...

"I...fuck...Song Chen..." Xu Nan was a bit speechless, only a series of squeaks escaped from his mouth.After a while, this kind of sex changed a bit...

Song Chen looked at Xu Nan's bewildered expression and the reddened corners of his eyes, and couldn't restrain himself from becoming crazier, and Xu Nan's voice became even more broken.

"Xu Nan, open your eyes and look at me." Song Chen lowered his head and said.Xu Nan slowly opened his eyes when he heard the words, Song Chen leaned down and kissed her...

Xu Nan, Xu Nan, do you know?

You are my medicine, the antidote to my life that is glamorous on the outside and gradually crumbling inside.

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