I really want to die

"Child, when you see this video, I am very happy because my child who has been sleeping for more than ten years has finally woken up; at the same time, I am also very sad because I did not wait for you to wake up in the end."

"My child, don't be afraid, you must have many questions, don't understand what happened to you, and even, don't know who you are."

"Your name is Su Chen. You are my son. You were born in 1087 in the star calendar. When you were six years old, you fell into a coma and were declared brain-dead several times by doctors, and finally turned into a vegetative state. Some people advised me to freeze you up. Waiting for the opportunity to wake up in the future. But, my child, as your only relative, how can I let you sleep alone in the cold and dark world."

"So I designed a program to connect your brain waves with those of the super light brain, so that your brain waves can always be kept active. In this way, you will not really die, and your body functions can also maintain the best Basic metabolism. However, this is a taboo field in the interstellar world, so I had to take you to a remote and desolate planet. It was very difficult at first, thanks to the help of Aibel."

"My child, although everything you have experienced is virtual, those experiences can still become your wealth. You are separated from the real world because of your drowsiness. As your father, I cannot communicate with you, and I cannot tell you what to do before going to bed. Stories can’t teach you, and you can’t watch you grow up. You can only look at those intertwined and messy lines, look at the data flow pouring like a flood, and guess whether you are safe in that virtual world.”

"Son, I've been waiting for you to wake up, I've been with you, I've been watching you for ten years. In ten years, you only look like ten years old, but I'm still very happy, the speed of time Slowing down on you means that there is more time to wake you up. It’s just that my time flow has not slowed down with you, and it’s almost at the end, so I’m sorry I can’t stay with you until you wake up. .”

"But don't be afraid, Abel will accompany you instead of me."

"Abel will tell you everything you want to know. It will help you get familiar with the world, help you do everything you want to do, grow up with you, and live a good life. It is a gift from your father, it Will replace me, replace your mother, and accompany you until the end of your life."

"So, boy, don't be afraid, you're not alone."

"I'm sorry I can't really grow up with you, my child, but, I love you, your mother and I love you very much. You must be brave, be happy, be healthy and free from any disease and suffering. If Those are still unavoidable, so, I hope you already have a strong heart and the ability to let yourself live a good life and die."

"Goodbye, my child."

The image disappeared, Su Chen looked at the empty wall, and burst into tears instantly.

Without any proof or memory, Su Chen knew that the person in the virtual image was his father, his real father.

He's back, back to the real world.

This is a snow-white room full of technology. The walls are made of some unknown material, smooth as a mirror, but without any reflection.The room was very clean, not a trace of dust.All the instruments are also functioning normally, there are various graphics, lines and data on the display, but they are all quiet, without any sound.

Su Chen was lying in a nutrition cabin. The moment he opened his eyes, the door of the cabin opened automatically, and slowly lowered to the ground.There was no covering on Su Chen's body. He glanced at his body. His skin was so white that it was almost transparent, thin and slender. It was the body of a young man.

Su Chen tried to climb out of the nutrition cabin, but found that just raising one hand and placing it on the edge of the nutrition cabin almost exhausted his strength.Therefore, Su Chen had to move slowly, move a little and rest for a while.This made half an hour pass before he barely sat up from the nutrition cabin.

Looking at the white robe hanging a few steps away, Su Chen gasped and sighed in his heart. It might take half a day to achieve his goal of getting dressed.

After resting for a while, Su Chen's heart slumped, and he stepped on the ground and stood up—this was the plan he had in mind, but the actual situation was that a limb that hadn't stood upright for 20 years couldn't do it at all. It was difficult to coordinate movements, so he fell to the floor in one fell swoop.

"Ah, Xiao Chenchen, you fell down, does it hurt? Does it hurt?"

A voice suddenly sounded in the quiet space. This voice sounded very immature, milky, like a three or four-year-old child.

Su Chen lay on the ground in a daze, looked up to search for the source of the sound, and after searching around, fixed his gaze on the white robe.The collar of the white robe moved, and something was hidden inside, and it came out bit by bit.

An egg, an egg with a black spot on each side.

Just as Su Chen saw this egg, it shrank back with a "swipe", and after a while, it slowly poked out again.Only this time, the two black spots on both sides moved forward, and the distance between the two spots was shortened.

Are those two black spots its eyes?

Su Chen looked at the two black dots and thought uncertainly.At the same time, it somehow felt a little familiar.

"Are you Aibel?" Seeing that the egg was about to retract again, Su Chen asked tentatively.

The egg didn't retract any further, and then Su Chen actually saw that the two black dots moved a little further in the middle, looking more like eyes painted on an egg.

"The doctor called me Beibei."

Su Chen was silent for a while, Doctor, you mean your father?He looked at the egg, which was the size of a fist and white all over. If it weren't for the two black spots—or the eyes, it wouldn't have been found when it was hidden in the white clothes.

"Beibei, can you bring me my clothes?" Su Chen sat up slowly. Although the floor was clean and he didn't feel cold, Su Chen was not used to the feeling of being naked.

Aibel was mentioned many times in that video. From the looks of it, it should be similar to optical brain but more advanced intelligence, maybe it is the "super optical brain" that father said?

"Clothes?" The two black dots froze, as if they didn't understand what Su Chen meant, and looked at him suspiciously.

"Well, it's that white thing on your body, bring it here for me."

"Oh."

The white egg suddenly turned into a mechanical arm, grabbed the white robe and flew in front of Su Chen, paused, and slowly handed the clothes to him.

"Xiao Chenchen, will you go back to sleep like the doctor when you wake up? The doctor also slept, but he didn't sleep in that kind of box like you. The doctor had him buried in the soil to sleep. Xiao Chenchen , let's wake him up."

Su Chen paused his clothed hands, and looked at Aibel who had recovered into an egg shape. Although he couldn't see any expression from the smooth surface, he could hear a trace of longing and loneliness from its voice.

"Beibei, doctor, how long has he been asleep?" Su Chen asked softly.

"Nine years, eleven months, 23 days, four hours, 56 minutes and seven seconds."

Is it ten years?In other words, the overall time of his coma is 20 years.After sleeping for 20 years, his body still looks like he is sixteen or seventeen years old. It seems that the growth rate of his body has slowed down during his deep sleep.

"I can't go out to find a doctor, but I can't hear you when I talk to Xiao Chenchen." The childish voice was a little low, and after saying the previous sentence, he suddenly became happy again, "However, now Xiao Chenchen wakes up. Now, we can go see the doctor together."

Looking at the egg that jumped into the palm of his hand, Su Chen's eyes softened unconsciously.

So, during the ten years of his father's death, it was this egg—no, it was Beibei who took care of him until he really woke up?Imagining Beibei flying around every day in this place, maintaining the normal operation of all instruments, and talking to himself in the nutrition warehouse, Su Chen's heart softened.

This egg must be very lonely.

Su Chen touched Beibei and said softly.

"Okay, let's go see Dad together."

It took Su Chen three days to adapt his body to daily activities. During this period, he basically figured out the situation in the real world.

Human beings have entered the era of the big universe, but the environment of the universe is not so safe. In addition to various meteorites and rays in outer space, there is another creature that threatens the lives of human beings - Aliens.

Alien is a life form whose nature is to kill. They plunder all life except themselves.

26 years ago, that is, the year Su Chen was born, an egg-shaped alien queen came to this galaxy through a wormhole, and then attached to a passing spaceship to a living planet.When the spacecraft landed in the port, all the people inside were dead.The Alien Queen hatched successfully, using the entire ship's artificial nutrition to lay thousands of Alien Eggs.

The alien queen preyed on the port to provide nutrition for her children. In just three hours, all the alien eggs hatched and grew up, and learned to prey on their own.

When the imperial army arrived, the planet had been completely occupied by aliens, and less than one tenth of the people survived.The empire paid a very heavy price and wiped out all the aliens on this planet.And the final survivors on this planet are only ten people, including Su Chen who lost his mother when he was just born.

This year is called the "Year of the Rose".Because this planet is famous for the roses that bloom all year round.It's a pity that after the ravages of aliens, not only the planet is no longer suitable for habitation, but all the roses on it have also withered.

It was precisely because of this disaster that Su Chen had been in poor health since he was a child. With today's technology and medical level, he could not make him healthy, and finally fell into a deep sleep at the age of six, and was declared by the Imperial Hospital to fall into an "irreversible coma." ".

In the same year, Su Chen's father took him and disappeared from the empire.