I really want to die

Seeing the young man being overwhelmed by the mutated beasts, Mu Zhen felt that the whole world was destroyed in front of him, nothing existed, even his own feeling seemed to disappear.

In the end, Mu Zhen didn't know how he got to the front.

The mutated beasts had all disappeared, and on the land in front of him, the figure of the young man had disappeared, leaving only a puddle of blood and a little scum of flesh.

Looking at the flesh and blood, Mu Zhen felt like a walking corpse that had been detached from his emotions, unconscious.He stared blankly at the ground, and what flashed in front of his eyes was the image of a young man surrounded by beasts, with sharp fangs and sharp claws cutting open his stomach and chest, and devouring him bit by bit.

The picture is so clear, as clear as the slow motion of a movie, frame by frame, shown one by one in my mind.He could see the boy's eyes clearly, they were so peaceful and beautiful, without a trace of fear, the blue sky and white clouds were reflected in the pupils, and Mu Zhen could even count every eyelash on them.

And that expression of going to death calmly, as if he already knew his fate and accepted it.

But why die?

Mu Zhen couldn't understand, or rather, couldn't accept it.

Why die?Even if it was to save him, why did he have to die?

The consciousness slowly returned to the body, and all the perceptions recovered, so Mu Zhen was in unstoppable pain at that moment.He knelt down on the ground, lying in the muddy ground full of blood, his fingers convulsively touching the mud mixed with blood, and screamed loudly.

"Su Chen—"

"Su Chen—"

Su Chen opened his eyes with a "swipe", and saw Mu Zhen sitting up on the bed in shock, his head was covered with sweat, his hands were pressed on his chest, his eyes were staring blankly ahead, and he was panting rapidly.

What's going on here?Why are you having nightmares again?

Su Chen walked to the bed, stretched out his hand to comfort this person, but his hand went straight through his body, Su Chen sighed in his heart.He stood up with his hands back, quietly paying attention to the person in front of him.

Recently, the frequency of dreaming is getting higher and higher, and I fall into dreams almost every night, but none of these dreams seem to be good.This person would always sweat profusely after waking up, and sometimes even wake up yelling, like just now.

And every time he yelled his name.

Su Chen.

Su Chen knew that remembering everything might not be lucky, but he didn't know that it would be such a hard and painful thing to remember suddenly after forgetting.Unfortunately, there was nothing he could do about it, nothing he could do.

"In the end, what can I do to make you feel less painful?" Su Chen said with a sigh while pressing Mu Zhen's face.

"Is it you? Chenchen, is that you?" Mu Zhen who was in a daze suddenly woke up, touched his face with one hand, and looked around the room blankly, with a look of expectation and fear in his eyes.

Su Chen was startled, he leaned closer, met Mu Zhen's face, and carefully looked into his eyes.After watching for a while, Su Chen was disappointed.

——Mu Zhen still couldn't see him.

"Is it you? Are you here?" Mu Zhen didn't know that the person he was looking for—or a ghost—was sitting on the bed next to him. He looked up and called out in the room, as if insisting To hear an answer.

"It's me." Su Chen sighed softly, and he sat face to face with Mu Zhen, staring at Mu Zhen tenderly—even though Mu Zhen couldn't see it.

Mu Zhen called several times, but he didn't know if he gave up because he couldn't get a response, or he felt Su Chen's existence.He stopped calling, but began to speak in a low voice, slowly and softly telling what he saw in the dream just now.

"Why do you want to die? I can't find you, I can't find you." Mu Zhen whispered at last, there was not much grief in his voice, it sounded more like murmuring unconsciously, with a different expression. With a bit of bewilderment.

However, two lines of tears flowed down his face slowly.

Looking at his tired face, Su Chen almost shed tears. He leaned forward and leaned on Mu Zhen's body weakly, and said in a weak and sad voice: "I am here, I am here Here."

"How can we end this world?"

In the end, Su Chen already felt a little desperate.

Mu Zhen's state is getting worse and worse, he can fall asleep less and less, and every time he falls asleep, he still falls into a nightmare.In the dream, it was all about him being separated from Su Chen, or watching Su Chen die. Those happy memories of the two of them never appeared in his dreams once.

So, Mu Zhen dreamed of Su Chen's death again and again.The more tragic the death, the clearer the dream.These scenes, like a knife tempered with poison, hurt Mu Zhen's heart, making him more haggard, weaker, and more on the verge of collapse day by day.

A few days later, someone from his subordinates came to report that he had found a witch who claimed to be able to communicate between Yin and Yang. She said that she could make the living and the dead talk to each other. Mu Zhen ordered her to be brought in front of him.

"I want you to find him." When Mu Zhen saw the sorceress, he didn't ask whether she was true or not in the first sentence, and directly expressed his request-he couldn't wait for a second.

The appearance of the sorceress is very ordinary, and she can't tell her exact age. The only thing that makes people a little impressed is that there are two moles on the left and right sides of her face, the same size, the same color, and even the location is exactly the same.

Su Chen was surprised by her answer.

"He's right there with you."

When she said this, the witch's eyes were on Su Chen's place, making Su Chen almost think that she could really see him.

Mu Zhen was surprised at first, and then showed a joyful expression, "Really? Then—how can I see him?"

The sorceress was silent for a moment, and what she said was very suitable for her identity.

"That depends on what price you are willing to pay."

Mu Zhen said without any hesitation: "At all costs."

"Even if it destroys the world?"

"If necessary."

"Remember what you said."

The sorceress gave Mu Zhen a ring, left after leaving some inexplicable words, without mentioning any reward.

The moment Mu Zhen put on the ring, he suddenly felt something extra around him. He stared carefully, not daring to blink, and then saw a blurry figure slowly appearing.

Mu Zhen's eyes widened suddenly, he stared at the place where Su Chen was standing, his whole body seemed to be frozen, and he didn't move for a long time.

Su Chen realized that Mu Zhen could already see him, and while he was surprised, he smiled slightly at Mu Zhen.

A few times the soul and dream are the same, I am afraid that I am in a dream.

Mu Zhen approached Su Chen slowly, stroking his face with trembling hands—hands pierced through.

Mu Zhen was stunned for a moment, and then quickly realized that he no longer tried to touch him. Like Su Chen usually did, he pressed his hand on Su Chen's face, pretending to be caressing, with a smile on his face, Ask softly: "Chenchen, is that you?"

Su Chen still kept a smile on his face, he nodded, and then saw tears streaming down Mu Zhen's face.

Mu Zhen didn't realize that he was crying, he was still smiling, and sighed contentedly, "That's great."

Su Chen also sighed in his heart, yes, that's great.

Mu Zhen can see Su Chen, but can't hear him, even so, Mu Zhen already feels very satisfied.He would look at Su Chen every day and talk to him for a long time. From the perspective of others, he was talking to himself in the air, with a gentle and affectionate face.

The new head of the Mu family is a lunatic with mental problems. This news is already an open secret to the outside world.For many people, as long as their own interests are not touched, it is nothing to deal with lunatics.

However, for Mu Zhen, the people he sees every day can talk, or in other words, he can see them and hear them talk.Those people, they either shook hands with each other, or hooked each other, or hugged, or even kissed.But Mu Zhen himself, although he could see Su Chen, he couldn't hear his voice, let alone touch his body.

The satisfaction at the beginning gradually turned into anxiety - if you can't hear or touch, will Chenchen disappear one day?

Once this idea arises, it lingers like a gnat. Even when seeing those scenes of normal conversation and contact, Mu Zhen will feel a sense of boredom and want to erase it.

Su Chen could feel Mu Zhen's anxiety, but he still could only watch, unable to do anything.

Mu Zhen mobilized everyone to look for the witch, but they couldn't find her. The witch disappeared very cleanly, as if she had never existed in this world. Even with Mu Zhen's current power, there was still no trace of her.

"Chenchen, will you disappear?" Mu Zhen asked Su Chen over and over again, but Su Chen was just silent, looking at him quietly, neither nodding nor shaking his head.

Because he doesn't know either.

Mu Zhen seldom dreamed, he basically remembered all of them, but in his memories, almost all were separation and loss, which aggravated his anxiety even more.

Especially one day, Su Chen suddenly disappeared for a whole day, and Mu Zhen couldn't see or feel him at all.Mu Zhen didn't know if it was just that he couldn't see Su Chen suddenly, or if Su Chen really disappeared.And this uncertainty almost drove him crazy.

When Su Chen appeared in front of Mu Zhen again the next day, Mu Zhen forgot that he couldn't touch Su Chen, rushed forward excitedly and wanted to hug him, and then hugged him for nothing.

At that moment, Mu Zhen felt a terrible emptiness.He was afraid, terrified, like a frightened bird, worried that Su Chen would disappear again at any time, and then, never appear again.

At this time, the witch appeared again.There were bodyguards everywhere outside the villa, but no one saw how she got in.She took the ring given to Mu Zhen last time, fiddled with it for a while, then handed it back to him, and then disappeared just like when she came, and the following bodyguards lost her track shortly after leaving the villa.

"Mu Zhen."

This time, Mu Zhen finally heard Su Chen's voice, which was exactly the same as the one in the dream.The anxiety on Mu Zhen's face gradually disappeared, and he calmed down bit by bit.

He looked at Su Chen with a pious and happy smile on his face.

And Su Chen looked at him, although there was a smile on his face, that smile contained a trace of sadness.

"Chenchen, I will never forget you again, so don't leave me, okay?" Mu Zhen stared into Su Chen's eyes, reluctant to move away for a second.

Su Chen looked back at him, looked at him quietly for a while, and nodded in response.

"it is good."

Mu Zhen spent more time with Su Chen, and all other things were thrown aside. Even if there were some things that he had to deal with personally, the methods he adopted were quite simple and rude - because it saved time.

According to outside rumors, the new head of the Mu family is moody, cruel and bloodthirsty, and anyone who disobeys him will be dealt with.

He also has severe hallucinations, thinking that he is living with a ghost, not only spending a lot of time with this ghost, taking good care of him, but also asking everyone not to run into this ghost, respect him, love him, Can't offend him - the devil knows what they have to do to not offend an invisible ghost.

So the people in the villa were careful even when they walked, because there might be a ghost standing on the way they walked, and they walked straight through the ghost's body without seeing it.And this will make Mu Zhen very angry.

Some people lost their jobs and even their lives because of it.

Su Chen didn't know.

After Mu Zhen could see him and hear him, there were some things he didn't want Su Chen to know, so he would do it behind Su Chen's back.

Even so, the sense of happiness brought by Mu Zhen hearing Su Chen's voice did not last long. Gradually, he felt anxious again, and even became more dissatisfied and anxious—or irritable.

Mu Zhen wanted to touch Su Chen, even if he could touch his fingertips, this desire became more and more serious, gnawing at his heart.

But this time, the sorceress never appeared again.

Like that fisherman's story.The fisherman saved a goldfish, and the goldfish said that in return he could fulfill the fisherman's wish, but the fisherman didn't ask for it, but his wife offered one after another, and it was never satisfied.In the end they returned to the penniless at the beginning, and the goldfish never appeared again.

Mu Zhen is now like the fisherman's wife. After one wish is fulfilled, she soon has another wish, and it is an even bigger wish.

But now, when he is more eager and more urgent, the sorceress who can satisfy his wish is like a fish that has returned to the sea, and can no longer be found.

"You won't disappear, will you, Chenchen?" Mu Zhen asked, staring into Su Chen's eyes.

"Yes, I won't disappear." Su Chen could only answer in this way, otherwise, Mu Zhen would become extremely restless, as if he would collapse at will.It's just that his consolation is about to lose its effect.

The last straw was finally pressed down.

Some forces against Mu Zhen secretly formed an alliance and conspired to remove him and replace him.When these people thought they were ready, they jumped out and launched a full-scale attack on Mu Zhen, including besieging the villa with firepower.

Mu Zhen was very angry, but not because his life was threatened, but because these people disturbed Su Chen—and because, if he died, he would not be able to see Su Chen.This is Mu Zhen's greatest fear, he can't imagine not seeing Su Chen, no matter whether it is to let him die or make Su Chen disappear.

Mu Zhen was completely irritated, and the tight string in his mind was finally broken.

Since everyone is obstructing him and Su Chen, trying to prevent them from being together, then, all of them should die.

He killed them all.

After that, there was a big purge, and those who he considered a threat were all killed.

Because too many people died, and Mu Zhen did it without any scruples, the matter could not be covered up at all. After the news spread, it shocked the whole world.

Mu Zhen was classified as the number one terrorist against humanity.

This time, more people opposed him, and he became the public enemy of the whole world.

"Chenchen, people in this world want to stop me and not let me be with you, it's really hateful."

"If you have to destroy this world to be with you, then destroy it."

Mu Zhen's words fell lightly, like a fallen leaf gently floating to the surface of the water.

Very light, with a layer of shallow ripples.

Su Chen saw that Mu Zhen didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

He can't stop Mu Zhen, and he doesn't care whether the world is really destroyed.

Destroying a world with the power of one person sounds like a joke.However, when this idea was formed in Mu Zhen's mind, the subsequent development was like a step-by-step procedure, step by step, towards that end point.

First, the armed conflict between regions escalated, and the war spread to a country, and then to the entire land.

After that, various infectious diseases broke out suddenly, spreading faster than any previous record, and the virus changed drastically, and the fatality rate increased significantly.

Natural disasters occur frequently in various places. Floods easily submerged cities, and earthquakes destroyed countless buildings and lives.

The whole world fell into panic, the population decreased sharply, and the real doomsday was approaching.

The last blow came from outside the sky.

A meteorite came from outer space, hit the planet, and all life was annihilated.

The high heat generated by the impact of the meteorite into the atmosphere made the entire sky burn, and countless meteorite fragments fell from the sky like meteors, igniting more red flowers.

Under the background of the sky full of fire, Mu Zhen stared deeply at Su Chen. At this moment, the anxiety on his face disappeared, and he became calmer than ever before, and there was a kind of soothing power in the quietness.

He stared at Su Chen, as if he wanted to engrave Su Chen's appearance in his heart.His eyes were unprecedentedly serious, but did not reveal a trace of emotion.But Su Chen looked at it, and clearly felt that this man had clearly integrated him into his own flesh and blood, and branded him deep in his soul. Even if the planet was destroyed, he could not be erased from his memory.

This man is Mu Zhen, not Mu Zhen.

Su Chen looked back at him, his expression was also very calm, with a sense of relief that the dust had settled.

"wait for me.

The man only said two words, and his figure melted into the flames.

In the glaring light, Su Chen closed his eyes, and then felt that his eyelids were extremely heavy. He wanted to sleep, as if he wanted to fall asleep like this.

All sounds gradually disappeared, and the world became extremely quiet.

Su Chen couldn't hear anything, and couldn't feel anything.He closed his eyes, as if he was about to fall asleep, and he seemed to be about to wake up after sleeping for a long time.

He couldn't see, he couldn't hear, and even the turbulent thoughts in his mind gradually calmed down, and he didn't think about anything.

When Su Chen was about to fall asleep, a voice sounded in the silent world. It didn't know where it came from. It seemed to pervade the entire space, and it seemed to come from the depths of his mind.

The voice was saying—

"Son, wake up."