I really want to die

Knowing all the causes and consequences from the black giant beast, the last trace of luck in Su Chen's heart was wiped out.

Fifty avenues, forty-nine Tianyan.

It turns out that the ray of life mentioned by Wukong Jieshu refers to the life of that world, the life of all other living beings, but not including the life of Sui Yan.Because, Sui Yan is the vitality of all this.

Su Chen was sad for a long time, and said in a wooden voice: "So, this time the gate of the abyss is sealed, he will disappear completely. The derivative of the law is not in the three realms, and it is not even a human being. After completing the mission—— —" Su Chen paused, and then continued, "It's as if it never existed."

The black behemoth blinked again, "Actually, that's right." Its voice was tinged with confusion, "But at the moment when the gate of the abyss was sealed, I felt a breath of another world, although it was extremely faint. , but it is indeed from another world.”

Su Chen opened his eyes and forgot to blink, and stared at the black giant beast, as if he didn't quite understand what it meant - he was disappointed too many times, and he didn't dare to have any extravagant hopes.He looked at the black giant beast and said:

"I came from that world, the breath you feel, isn't it me?"

"It's different. You come from the abyss. Even if you go to a different world, the inheritance will not change. Otherwise, why do you think other abyss creatures that invaded the past can recognize you?" Su Chen thought of Sui Yan leaving his side Finally, the invading creature from the abyss did launch a frantic attack on him. He closed his eyes, not daring to think deeply, and just followed the words of the giant black beast.

"The gate of the realm is opened. Only creatures from this side can pass through, can't the creatures from that side come in? Maybe in the end, besides me, there are other creatures from other worlds that were accidentally drawn in."

The giant beast kept its eyes open and didn't move, as if it wanted to roll its eyes to express its dissatisfaction, but failed to do so, so it opened its already big eyes even wider, stared at Su Chen and said in a displeased tone: "Why do you go to Su Chen?" I went to another world, but I didn’t bring back my brain when I came back? The gate of the abyss is a single channel, only the creatures of the abyss can pass through, and the creatures over there cannot come. I have guarded here for tens of thousands of years. I saw countless abyssal creatures rushing past, but I never saw any creatures coming from there—of course, you are the only exception.” Speaking of which, it suddenly stopped, blinked twice, and looked at Su. Chen's tone became puzzled again, "ah, it's strange, the aura on your body is similar to that aura, but creatures from the abyss can only assimilate everything, and can't be assimilated, then the aura on your body that doesn't belong to the abyss comes from Where did you come from?"

Su Chen's heart beat violently, he suppressed the excitement that was about to burst out of his heart, and asked in a calm voice as much as possible: "Then, where did the breath you feel go?"

Su Chen galloped all the way, drawing an afterimage under the gray sky.

The words of the giant beast echoed in his ears.

"The abyss is an extremely exclusive world. It is impossible for anything not in the abyss to exist. The only exception is the carousel in the Valley of Illusion. It is said that it is the place where all the soul fragments floating from other worlds are gathered, because The existence of itself has surpassed the laws of the world, so after death, the soul does not disappear completely, but goes to the reincarnation platform, where it fades away with time until it finally perishes."

"If you want to find that wisp of breath, you must do so as soon as possible. One turn of the revolving platform is equivalent to a hundred years in the abyss. After nine turns, no matter how strong the fragments are, they will disappear completely—although even if you find soul fragments, it is useless. "

At this moment, Su Chen didn't think about anything, his only thought was to hurry to the place called Void Misty Valley.

When Su Chen finally came to the Valley of Void Misty, he suddenly stopped, the lifted foot seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't step out.He raised his head and saw countless white light spots floating in front of him, floating in the air like reed catkins, creating a dreamlike effect on the world in front of him.Not far away, there is a glowing pillar, the top of which cannot be seen, and the whole body exudes a faint fluorescence.

No, that's not the pillar emitting light, but the light emitted by countless white light spots winding around it.

The floating of all light spots has a direction, and there is only one direction, which is the direction of the pillar.

——There is the rotating platform, and these light spots are soul fragments.

Su Chen was stunned for a moment, before he came back to his senses, his feet had already walked over as if he had his own consciousness.He was surrounded by countless light spots, and because of the airflow brought up by his walking, the light spots around him suddenly increased and fluttered greatly, some hit him, and some floated farther away.

Su Chen walked forward slowly step by step, feeling no sadness or joy in his heart.

Suddenly, he stopped and stood still, a light point flew over, flew around him three times, and then stopped in front of his eyes.

Su Chen stretched out his hand very slowly, and when he was about to touch the light spot on the ground, the light spot flew to his palm.

Su Chen stared at the faint white light in the palm of his hand, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked softly and slowly:

"is it you?"

Su Chen wanted to take Sui Yan's soul fragments with him, but the soul fragments could not leave the Valley of Void Misty, otherwise they would perish completely.And if you stay on the rotary platform all the time, there is still only one way to perish.

This time, Su Chen didn't think too much, only thinking about how to bring the soul fragments with him.If the soul fragments want to continue to exist after leaving the revolving platform without dying, they must leave the abyss and return to the original world.

Su Chen found the black giant beast again. The giant beast had closed its eyes and fell into a deep sleep. Su Chen woke up the giant beast without the slightest hesitation, but the price was that one of its tails was almost broken.Fortunately, the giant black beast saw Su Chen after opening its eyes, and remembered who he was, which prevented Su Chen from breaking off a tail—you must know that the tail of a nine-tailed celestial fox represents strength and lifespan. Not to mention the great reduction in strength, let alone how much life span will be lost.

For Su Chen, shortening his life means that he cannot die, and he no longer has the courage to do it again.

Su Chen only asked the black giant one question.

"How can I leave the abyss."

The black behemoth's answer was also short.

"Wait another 1 years."

Su Chen was silent, 1 years is too long, he can't afford to wait, Sui Yan, let alone wait.

After that, Su Chen frantically explored the abyss, wanting to find a way to go back. At the same time, he didn't dare to leave the revolving platform for too long, so he would go back to the revolving platform every ten years to confirm that Sui Yan's soul fragments were still there.

Every time he dragged his scarred and exhausted body back to the revolving platform, Su Chen's mind was blank, as long as he confirmed that Sui Yan hadn't died completely, he could continue to work hard.

In the past 100 years, Su Chen has traveled to many places in the abyss, some of which have not even been visited by any other living beings. However, he has not found anything useful.

200 years have passed, and Su Chen is still running around in the abyss. In order to go to farther places, he has changed the cycle from the original ten years to 30 years.

In the 300th year, Su Chen looked at the dim light spots around him, and remained silent for a long time.

Up to now, he actually has no hope—maybe he has no hope from the beginning, but he wants to live until he dies, so he needs to find something to do for himself.

In fact, in the past 300 years, in addition to seeking ways to repair the soul fragments and leave, he was also looking for another thing-something that would allow him to die without having to live so long.

When he first explored the abyss, Su Chen was always injured, but in order not to let himself die, he had to practice desperately to improve his strength.So slowly, he was injured less and less often, and he was no longer injured.

As a nine-tailed fox, Su Chen's current cultivation has surpassed all his predecessors.Correspondingly, he will live longer than all nine-tailed foxes.In Su Chen's fully awakened inheritance memory, he knew that the longest-lived nine-tailed fox was 700 years old.

So now, even if he doesn't do anything and waits until the next time the gate of the abyss opens, it's perfectly fine.

However, that meant nothing to him.

In the 700th year, when Sui Yan's soul fragments were about to perish, Su Chen finally found a way to leave the abyss, and also found a way to warm up the soul fragments.

However, there are only very vague records of this method, and it is not mentioned whether anyone has used it, let alone whether this method can be successful and effective.Su Chen couldn't wait any longer, so he left the abyss with Sui Yan's soul fragments and returned to the original world.

After a battle of the abyss, the world doesn't look much different, perhaps because the gate of the world was sealed in a timely manner this time.

Su Chen put Sui Yan's soul fragments in a bead brought from the abyss, put it on his neck, and then repeated what happened in the abyss.It's just different this time, he wears the bead on his body, so he doesn't have to go back to a place every once in a while.

He went to the deep snow forest on the edge of the extreme desert, because according to the legend of this continent, the resurrection of the dead once happened there.Su Chen went and did not find a way to bring the dead back to life, but it was worthwhile to be able to watch the scenery of the desert snow reflecting the sun with Sui Yan.

In the following hundreds of years, Su Chen traveled all over the world and Kyushu, covering every corner of the world.He saw many novel things, saw various countries with different customs, and found many treasures with strange functions, but none of them were what he needed.

Later, he heard that at the far end of the southern continent, there is a great witch who knows everything in the world and can solve all problems in the world.Although Su Chen didn't believe it, he had almost searched the whole world, so he chose to go to this place.

So, Su Chen came to the Wangu Building in southern Xinjiang, and met the very long-lived witch who lived in the Wangu Building. It is said that he was the child born of the combination of the demons and humans. No one knows how old he lived.

When the big witch saw Su Chen, he slightly raised his eyelids and glanced at his neck. Before Su Chen could speak, he asked in his extremely old voice:

"Why do you carry a dead soul on your body, and it's still incomplete?"

There was no surprise or shock on Su Chen's expression, he stroked the bead habitually, feeling a sense of dust settled in his heart.

After traveling for nearly a thousand years, what he was looking for was no longer hope, but a voice telling him that he could stop looking for it.Now, this voice, he finally heard it.

"I heard that you can know everything in the world, and I want to ask you a question." Su Chen looked at the witch whose eyebrows and beard were as white as frost and snow and dragged on the ground, and said calmly, "Has the lifespan been reduced?" A way to shorten it and die naturally?"

The big witch's eyes opened slightly again, "Nine-tails is perfect, it's hard to cultivate to this point, and you can enjoy a long life, why do you want to run counter to the world?" He paused, before Su Chen could answer, he continued, "Yes To find a dead soul in the bead? Perhaps it should not be called a 'dead soul', there used to be a shattered soul in it, but it has long since disappeared, and now the bead is nothing more than empty."

Su Chen twitched the corner of his mouth weakly, without showing much expression, he looked at the big witch in front of him, and repeated his question again.

Seeing that he was so persistent, the big witch finally sighed and told him.Finally, when Su Chen left, the big witch spoke, as if talking to Su Chen, but also seemed to be just sighing to himself.

"Things against the heavens are rarely accomplished, but they can be accomplished. This is beyond the way of heaven and cannot be said."

unbelievable?

Su Chen looked up at the sky, with a very calm expression on his face.

By now, he had no such thought.

Su Chen used the method told to him by the great witch to dissipate his lifelong cultivation and demon power, so he changed from a nine-tailed demon fox to a real ordinary fox—the remaining lifespan is only a few dozen short load.

He finally returned to Qingyao Mausoleum in Tianji, where he would not have to worry about being caught by hunters and dying accidentally.

It still has fiery red fur, with a white spot in the center of the forehead. The only difference is that there is a white bead hanging around the little fox's neck.

Years in the mountains, decades passed in a blink of an eye. As an ordinary fox, Su Chen was too old to move around, his fur had faded, and he could no longer look the way he used to.He turned his head in the direction of Kaiyang Palace, and lay quietly on his stomach.

When his eyes were about to close, two young women appeared in his sight, not wearing the clothes of Tianji disciples.

One of the younger women in white clothes saw the dying fox with half-closed eyes. She covered her mouth and let out an exclamation, her eyes instantly filled with tears.

"Sister Xuanqin, look there is a fox there, it is dying. It, it looks a bit like the beautiful master, it would be great if the beautiful master came back."

"...Sister Xuanqin, why doesn't the beautiful master come back? I have grown horns and I can fly to the sky...I flew to look for him, but he is not here, and has not been here." The voice of the woman in white slowly fell.

"Obviously I promised that when I grow horns, I will take him to fly, but he left and never came back."

"Mom said that the more beautiful a person is, the more deceitful he is."

"...beautiful master, you liar."

No, I didn't lie to you, it's just that I can recognize you when you grow up, but you don't recognize me when I'm old.

Su Chen thought so, and slowly closed his eyes.