I really want to die

When Su Chen watched Sui Yan disappear in front of him, he finally collapsed, the monster power poured out like a bank burst, and his whole body was burning with flames.In the end, the entire Kaiyang Palace was reduced to ashes in the sky fire.

If life can be repeated, how many tragedies can be avoided; however, when the result cannot be changed anyway, then the rebirth after death is one despair after another.

Seeing the Wukongjie Tree, Su Chen's face was blank. He looked at the Wukongjie Tree blankly, and asked a word, "How can you seal me again?"

Didn't they say that this is the burial ground of gods and demons?Didn't it mean that the sealed person couldn't escape until he died?

That's good, he just needs to sleep, and the world will pass.

But the Wukong Jieshu said: It can only be cracked and cannot be sealed, so there is no way to re-seal Su Chen.

"Heh." Su Chen smiled lowly, although his face still had a blank expression, "The seal cannot be re-sealed, so why do you want to unseal it?" Su Chen slowly raised his head and stared at Wukong. Boundary Tree's eyes were empty.

Wukong Jieshu only replied with four words this time: "This is the way of heaven."

"That's the way of heaven?" Su Chen repeated in a low voice, and slowly laughed in a low voice, the louder the louder the laughter, in the end, he almost leaned back and forth with laughter, tears oozing from the corners of his eyes.He stopped laughing suddenly, looked up at the sky, pointed at the sky, and complained sadly and indignantly.

"I don't know what kind of existence you are! What is the purpose of reincarnating me life after life! And what is the meaning of my existence! I don't even know if that person really exists, or is it in my mind? fantasies. If it’s just my fantasy, and you, are you going to deprive me of my right to fantasize now?!”

"What do you want me to do? Isn't it enough that I have died thousands of times? Even if it is a chess piece, it will always be removed from the chessboard. Why do I have to be on the chessboard all the time?"

His voice gradually lowered, as if all the strength had been taken away from his body by the shout just now, he couldn't even maintain the movement of raising his head, he stood with his head down, his hands quietly dropped by his side, after a long time, Wu Kongjie The tree has long since died, and he is the only one in the entire ice crystal world.

Perhaps, it has always been a person.

"Okay, God, you win, I admit defeat."

Su Chen left Wu Wuya, and when he passed the small forest, he hesitated a little, and finally flew down, and flew into the sky again, with a little white snake beside him.

Just like in the second life, Su Chen broke into Tianji directly, unlocked Sui Yan's memory seal, and then they began to travel around.He came to the hometown of the little white snake and sent the little white snake to her mother.This time, Little White Snake stayed by his side for longer and learned more. He didn't cry as much as he did in the previous two lives, but when Su Chen left, he stretched out his hands to hug his waist and choked out his sobs. The voice made a promise to him.

"After I grow horns, beautiful master, I will fly to you, and I will take you to fly in the sky."

Su Chen wanted to smile at her, but the corners of his mouth were no longer able to hang down as soon as he raised them, so he could only reach out and touch the little white snake's head.If he doesn't die repeatedly, maybe he can really see the little white snake that has successfully transformed its horns.

The darkness fell for the fourth time, and Sui Yan fell into a coma.This time, there was no fluctuation in Su Chen's heart. He calmly channeled that power into Sui Yan's body, and then waited for Sui Yan to open his eyes.

Su Chen reached out to caress his face, and stared at him without blinking. Is this person a fantasy of his?Because the reincarnation of hundreds of lives was too hopeless, so he fantasized about such a person coming to him?

Su Chen's eyes were slightly confused, and there was also a kind of sadness that had been imprinted in the bone marrow.Sui Yan's eyes dimmed, and he grabbed Su Chen's hand that was swaying on his face, a hint of distress flashed in his eyes.He didn't understand why from the moment they met, there was always faint sadness and despair on this person. He wanted to have himself by his side to slowly resolve this kind of sadness, but now, he couldn't do it.

Because, the gate of the abyss has been opened.

"Do you have to die?" Su Chen suddenly asked, and asked softly.

A look of surprise flashed in Sui Yan's eyes, as if he didn't expect Su Chen to ask such a sentence, he frowned slightly, pursed his lips, touched Su Chen's face, and said in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you of."

"Protection?" Su Chen repeated lightly, with a faint smile on his face, although the smile looked more sad than crying, "Do you know? This is already the fourth time I have experienced the opening of the gate of the abyss. "Su Chen's voice was very soft, he didn't look at Sui Yan, he just spoke his own words, and after Sui Yan heard his words, he frowned and looked at him with a puzzled expression on his face.

"And you, you have died three times. The first time, you trapped me in the heavenly mountain guard formation, and then I heard the news of your death from others; the second time, you sacrificed yourself in front of my eyes, sealing The gate of the abyss; the third time, the third time I just watched you, and you were wiped out." Su Chen raised his head to look at Sui Yan, and asked with a smile, "So, this time, how do you plan to die?"

Seeing Su Chen calmly ask "How do you plan to die", with a faint smile on his face, Sui Yan suddenly felt great grief, hugged him tightly, wanted to say something, and then In the end, there were only three words.

"sorry."

Su Chen was silent for a moment, leaning against his arms without moving, and said softly again: "Do you know? I also died three times, or in this world, I died three times. I thought I could prevent your death, But I found that no matter how many times I die, I can’t change this result.” After he paused for a moment, his voice became softer, like a sigh from the bottom of his heart, “No matter how many times I die, I can’t stop you. Death, isn't it?"

Sui Yan's reaction was to suddenly exert force, hugging him even tighter, as if he was strangling into his own flesh and blood, Su Chen didn't feel the slightest pain, but just sighed lightly, and said in a tone of "it's true": "It seems that I am right."

After a long time, Sui Yan let go of Su Chen, but he still didn't speak, but stared at Su Chen with deep eyes.Su Chen put his hands on his face, brushed his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose bridge and lips with his fingers, his voice was full of powerlessness and sadness.

"Tell me, are you real?"

Sui Yan cupped his face with trembling hands, and said in a choked voice: "I'm real, I'm real." After the words fell, he kissed Su Chen's lips, hot tears dripped on Su Chen's face, Following his own tears flowed into his mouth, scalding the already scarred heart.

The two were lingering to death, wanting to rub each other into their flesh and blood as if there was no next moment—no, they didn't have a next moment in the first place.

Sui Yan's movements were extremely gentle, Su Chen hugged him tightly, feeling the most real existence in his body.He suddenly tightened his grip on Sui Yan's back, his nails pierced into the flesh, and he became more and more forceful with his movements. After a long time, he opened his eyes that had been closed all along.

The tears in the corners of his eyes were wiped away, Su Chen opened his eyes motionless, and pulled the corner of his mouth expressionlessly.

So what if it is true, I will lose you eventually.

This time, Su Chen didn't wait silently. He participated in the battle after the first batch of abyssal creatures appeared.He not only fights on the ground, but also rises into the air, because Sui Yan's existence is equivalent to having an impenetrable defense, all he needs to do is attack.

The red dress in the sky later became an unforgettable figure in the hearts of many immortal cultivators.

When the sky was full of red light again, the people on the ground closed their eyes, and when they opened it again, the giant eye in the sky disappeared, followed by the man in red and the man who had been guarding him like a shadow. The immortal next to the man in red.

At the last moment when the gate of the abyss was closed, Su Chen ran into the direction where Sui Yan disappeared, and then he came to the world of the abyss.

Desolate, dead, eternal gray.

This was Su Chen's first thought after seeing the abyss world.

Then he saw some changes in himself. Su Chen, who appeared in the abyss world in the form of a nine-tailed sky fox, became more slender, and his nine tails stretched out, covering almost half of the sky.And the fiery red fur also changed in an instant, becoming darker, like coagulated fresh blood.

Where Su Chen appeared, there was a black mountain in front of him, but after a closer look, he found that it was not a mountain, but a huge black monster.After Su Chen appeared, the giant black beast with its eyes closed opened one eye and saw the fox with nine tails. It seemed to be taken aback, and the sound was like a muffled thunder.

"Huh? Didn't the nine-tailed fox go to another world ten thousand years ago, why did another one suddenly appear?" After a pause, as if he had discovered something, he looked at him with eyes that were only half the size of Su Chen's body, Asked: "Did you come back from another world?"

Su Chen's heart skipped a beat, and he looked at the giant black beast without saying a word.This giant black beast may have not seen other creatures for a long time, especially a creature that came back from another world. It is very chatty at this time, and Su Chen does not need to respond.

"I have been here for tens of thousands of years, and I have never seen a creature that can come back after going to another world, but this time, the time for the gate to be re-sealed is much shorter than before. It seems that the laws of that world have been derived to deal with it. There is a way to open the gate."

"The law of the world?" Su Chen's eyelids twitched, and he couldn't help blurting out.

"That's right, the opening of the gate of the abyss every ten thousand years is actually a confrontation between the laws of the two worlds. Otherwise, the creatures in the other world alone would not be able to resist the invasion of the abyss. And you, the son of the abyss who is lurking in the other world and inherited The people become the positioning coordinates for the opening of the abyss gate every 1 years, so that the gate can be accurately opened between the two worlds. But any positioning coordinates that have opened the gate once will be replaced by other invading abyssal creatures."

"Wait! What are you talking about?" Su Chen suddenly changed his color, interrupted it loudly, and asked in a slightly hurried voice, "You mean, because of my existence, the gate of the abyss will definitely open; and that The laws of the world next to it will re-seal the gate connecting the two worlds?" Su Chen only cared about these two things, and he didn't listen to what the giant black beast said about being replaced by other invading creatures.

The giant black beast seemed to think about it, blinked its eyes and said, "You are right in saying that."

"So," Su Chen's voice began to be a little unsteady, "What form will the laws of the world appear in? Will, will they be living beings? For example, people?"

"Everything in the world is within the law, of course including all life forms. People are creatures of that other world, and nature is also included."

Su Chen closed his eyes, thought everything through, everything was explained.

Why did the cultivators over there want to kill the Tianhu family, and why no matter how many times he was reborn, they couldn't save Sui Yan's life.

—It turned out that he came from the abyss.

——And Sui Yan is an existence derived from the laws of the world to seal the gate of the abyss.

In other words, if he is alive, the gate of the abyss will be opened; and when the gate of the abyss is opened, Sui Yan will seal it, because that is the meaning of his existence.

Su Chen laughed softly, he thought he was ridiculous.After dying so many times, he always comes back to life, and when he comes back to life, that person will die.They are like night and day, never intersecting, but he expects the two to coexist?

Isn't this ridiculous?

Life does not meet, moving like participating in business.

The way of heaven is indeed irreversible.