I really want to die

Su Chen blew himself up again.

This time, he didn't speak to Wukongjieshu, and after breaking through the ice layer, he flew away from Endless End.

Passing through the woods again, Su Chen stopped, and let the little white snake follow him like in the first life.

Su Chen did not reappear in human form and soared to the celestial pole. In fact, he remained in fox form except when he rescued the little white snake in human form.Su Chen brought the little white snake to Qingyao Mausoleum in Tianji, and stayed here with the little white snake, but occasionally went to Kaiyang Palace to watch that person from a distance, but never showed up.

Every day, he lay on a rock with the best sunlight in Qingyaoling, basking in the sun quietly, not moving a bit all day long, at most giving advice to the little white snake on his cultivation.

"Beautiful master, why don't you always talk?" The little white snake felt bored after playing for a while, and swung its body with thin thumbs to swim in front of Su Chen——under Su Chen's teaching, it has now mastered it by itself. A spell that shrinks the body.

The little white snake was very sad, because it only saw the face of its beautiful master once, and never again.The beautiful master is obviously so good-looking, why does he look so unhappy?

"Beautiful master, I made a good friend today. It has the same tail as mine. May I bring it to meet the beautiful master?" The little white snake suddenly said happily as if remembering something, and Su Chen raised his head. Eyelid looked at it, and the little white snake's voice became quieter, but he still whispered, "I want to make the beautiful master happy. My mother said that if you make good friends, you will be very happy."

"Your mother?" Su Chen finally spoke, his voice was a little hoarse because he had not spoken for a long time.Hearing his voice, the little white snake raised its tail in joy and said excitedly.

"Yes, my mother is very smart and knows many things. I like my mother the most."

Su Chen looked at the little white snake who was happy as if its skin was shining, knowing that it was genuine joy at the moment, recalling the scene when he saw the mother of the little white snake in the second life, his eyes softened slightly when he looked at the little white snake, and asked it:

"Since you like your mother so much, why do you want to leave her? Isn't it good to stay by her side all the time?"

The little white snake's tail drooped instantly, and its head drooped, looking a little sullen, "Because I wanted to transform into horns. When I was a snake egg, my father failed to transform into horns and died, and my mother was always very sad. I hope my mother can Be happy again, when I can grow horns, my mother will be very happy, won't you, beautiful master?" After the little white snake said, his voice became happy again, and his eyes stared at Su Chen with sparkle.

"Beautiful master, when I grow horns, can I take you to fly? I'll take you to my hometown, take the beautiful master to meet my mother, and then I can tell her loudly that I found it. The most beautiful person in the world is my master!"

After Su Chen heard this, he didn't speak for a long time, until Little White Snake became nervous, thinking that he had said something wrong, then Su Chen spoke again, and asked softly: "What if you fail? Then you will Like your father, what will your mother do at that time?"

The little white snake was stopped by the question, and after a long time, he whispered, "I, I don't know, I haven't thought about it, am I trying to do it right now? I haven't thought about something so far away."

Su Chen glanced at it lightly, feeling a little complicated.The little white snake has a pure mind and does not have any distracting thoughts. It says it doesn't think so far, not because it can only take a step and see, but because it doesn't have so many assumptions and ifs in its heart.

If you can succeed, what should you do now; if you fail in the end, what should you do now.

There are so many ifs and assumptions.Don't you want to make an angle?Well, let's work hard in this direction.

That's it.

Su Chen lowered his eyes and lay motionless on the stone.

Can he, like a little white snake, simply work hard for something without thinking about what if?

Two days later, the little white snake came to Su Chen with a strange bird, a bird that looked like an owl with only one foot and a slender tail.

"Beautiful master, this is the heel. It is the good friend I told you about. Its tail is as beautiful as mine." The little white snake cocked its tail as it spoke, with a little complacency in its tone .

When Su Chen saw that heel, his mood was a little delicate.In the first life, he left the little white snake alone in Qingyaoling, but the little white snake was frightened by this bird and cried loudly. In this life, it made friends with this heel.

The world is wonderful, the trajectory of the little white snake has not changed, but the results of certain things have changed, so does it mean that he can achieve a different result if he wants to?

Su Chen came to Kaiyang Palace again, just like the previous few times, he just lay on the top of the high wall, looking at Kaiyang Palace from a distance, without getting any closer.

When the disciple guarding outside the palace saw Su Chen, he couldn't help but let out a "huh" in doubt.

"This red fox is here again. It seems to recognize our way to the Yang Palace. It has appeared several times."

Another disciple followed his line of sight and couldn't help but let out an admiration, "What a beautiful red fox, did it come from Qingyao Mausoleum? I've never seen a red fox before."

"It just appeared in Qingyao Mausoleum recently. Many of my classmates have seen it, but it doesn't seem to like people approaching. Senior Sister Qin has been trying to attract it to our Kaiyang Palace but failed. I didn't expect it to come by itself. And I come here every once in a while, and every time I lie on the top of the wall over there, the position has not changed, I almost suspect that this fox is here to see someone."

"Senior brother, what you said is obviously an ordinary fox that has not even opened up its intelligence. Although foxes are actually quite smart, such a humanized thing is definitely impossible. Besides, even if it is so smart , then who did it come to see. Didn’t you say that this fox has appeared several times, but none of our Kaiyang disciples know it.”

While the two were talking, their voices suddenly stopped, and they bowed to the person who came out and said, "Your Majesty."

Sui Yan stepped over the high threshold of the palace, glanced at the top of the wall, and said softly: "How many times do you think this fox has been here?"

The two disciples looked at each other, they didn't expect that their words would be heard by the Venerable, let alone that the Venerable would ask them about it.

The Immortals of the Heavenly Seventh Palace are unattainable figures for ordinary disciples, especially Sui Yan of their Kaiyang Palace, who is said to have the shortest training time and the highest cultivation level among the seven Immortals.

It's just that His Majesty is very indifferent and doesn't like to talk very much. Some disciples have been in Kaiyang Palace for several years, but they have never heard His Majesty speak. They never thought that they would be so lucky to be on duty today.

Your Majesty asked questions, and dared not be negligent. Although the two of them thought a lot in their minds, they still replied after Sui Yan's words fell into their mouths: "Return to Your Majesty, I have seen it with my own eyes three times. Senior Sister mentioned it twice."

After hearing this, Sui Yan didn't ask any more questions, and turned his gaze to the wall over there again, and looked at the little red fox on the wall.The little fox looked at him quietly for a while, then slowly stood up, jumped, and quickly disappeared from sight.

Sui Yan frowned slightly, for some reason, he felt that the little fox looked at him when he left, there was an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

After that, Sui Yan paid attention to the red fox almost subconsciously.Every day when he passed the gate of the temple, he would habitually glance at the wall to see if the little fox had come today. This habit was about to replace his habit of going to Tongyun Terrace.

It's a pity that the little fox hasn't appeared since that day.

The reason why Su Chen didn't show up was because he knew that Sui Yan was going to the East China Sea soon.

This time, as soon as Sui Yan stepped down from Tianji Mountain, Su Chen followed with the little white snake on his back.

Just like the first life, Sui Yan took care of the black snake that destroyed the ship, and let it go after a few lessons.Su Chen also let go of the little white snake and asked him to send his uncle and grandpa home.

"After you go back, live with your mother well. Even if you want to transform into a horn, you don't have to leave your mother's side." Su Chen finally transformed into a human form, patted the little white snake's head to bid farewell to it.

The little white snake has also transformed into a human form. During this period of time, under the guidance of Su Chen, the little white snake has made great progress, and has been able to perfectly transform into a human form.

The little girl cried sadly while hugging Su Chen, tears dripping down her cheeks.

"Beautiful master, I can't bear to part with you. I haven't grown horns yet, and I haven't taken you flying yet."

Su Chen patted her on the head, and said in a gentle voice: "Then, just wait for you to grow horns, and then fly to find me."

The little girl raised her wet face, and her eyes washed with tears appeared clearer and purer. She blinked her eyes, stared at Su Chen's face and said, "Then we've made an agreement like this, beautiful master, you must wait for me." ah."

Su Chen looked at her quietly, then smiled suddenly after a while, and said softly: "Okay, that's the deal."

The little girl stopped crying and stared at his smiling face in a daze.

After that, Su Chen followed Sui Yan all the way, followed him to the Ruins Mountain, and then returned to Tianji.

At this time, in the first life, darkness had already descended, but Sui Yan did not show any abnormal signs.

Only in the first life, Sui Yan fell asleep earlier, and the difference between that life and the two later lives was that at that time, Sui Yan was seriously injured to save him.

Sui Yan was injured, and the opening time of the gate of the abyss was brought forward.

Su Chen came to such a conclusion, a conclusion that made him trance.This shows that Sui Yan does have a very close relationship with the gate of the abyss. The gate of the abyss can be opened in advance because of his serious injury, and it can be closed because of him.

This is really not good news for Su Chen. If the matter of the gate of the abyss is not resolved, it seems that Sui Yan's deadlock cannot be solved.

Su Chen fell into his own thoughts all the way, not noticing that Sui Yan in front of him had already stopped, staring intently at his direction.

"Why are you following me?" Sui Yan asked calmly, his question finally brought Su Chen back to his senses, and when he looked up, he realized that he had unknowingly followed directly behind Sui Yan.

Su Chen didn't speak, just raised his head and gave him a deep look, and then walked towards Qingyao Mausoleum.Sui Yan stood where he was, staring at the direction the little fox left for a long time.

In this life, when Su Chen stepped into Kaiyang Palace for the first time, Sui Yan had already fallen into a coma.Su Chen turned into a human figure and stood in front of the couch, looking at Sui Yan, who was unknown on the couch, and stood quietly for a long time without any expression on his face.

He is like an indifferent spectator, watching the people on the stage play life and death parting, without any fluctuation in mood, and he is not moved by any changes around him.He just remained motionless, staring at Sui Yan who was on the couch.

After an unknown amount of time, Sui Yan finally stopped breathing completely, Su Chen's fingers trembled, cracks appeared on his indifferent face, and his heart ached in an instant.

——Isn’t it okay to do this?Regardless of whether the power left by the Wukong Boundary Tree is a blessing or a curse, should it be given to Sui Yan?

Just when Su Chen was gradually overwhelmed by despair and was about to explode his demon core again, Sui Yan, who was no longer breathing on the couch, suddenly opened his eyes without warning.

The great ecstasy made Su Chen unable to change for a while, his face was filled with joy, he took a step forward to hug this person, and blurted out: "You're awake!"

Sui Yan opened his eyes and looked at him. He didn't seem surprised at Su Chen's sudden appearance, but just stared at Su Chen's face and said expressionlessly:

"Su Chen, why didn't you come to me?"

The next moment, Sui Yan's whole body turned into ashes in front of Su Chen, and disappeared like smoke.

Su Chen's outstretched hand froze in the air, and the expression of surprise froze on his face.