I really want to die

In the open field, a group of people were sitting in twos and threes, cooking a fire.

It was already dark at this time, and the camp was set behind a huge leeward rock, surrounded by gravel and sparse vegetation, and a shuttle bus and two off-road vehicles were parked on both sides of the camp.

This group of people was obviously divided into two parties. One party was only seven or eight people, but all of them were strong and well-trained, and the weapons they were equipped with were not ordinary weapons such as knives, axes, and steel rods.Everyone has guns pinned to their waists, and the only woman among them even has a gun stuck in each boot on both sides.

On the other side, there were more people, about twenty people, and it seemed that they were much looser, and they didn't all sit together.Only people who are acquainted will sit together. They set up a fire and chat a few words from time to time while lighting the fire.

Beside the off-road vehicle, a man with a resolute face was leaning on the door of the car, looking in a certain direction with his arms crossed, showing a thoughtful expression.

"Captain, what are you looking at?" A gentle young man wearing glasses came over, followed the man's line of sight, and asked casually.

Jin Huan leaned against the car door and didn't move, his eyes were still looking in that direction. Hearing this, he pursed his lower lip, frowned slightly and said, "It's nothing, I just care about that boy."

Zhao Jian followed Jin Huan's line of sight again, and looked more carefully this time. There was a hollow tree trunk lying on the ground over there.A young man who couldn't be seen sat hugging his knees next to the fallen tree. He didn't light a fire, and he wasn't with other people. He just sat there alone, and didn't seem to care much about the outside world.

Zhao Jian frowned, "We met this group of survivors yesterday. They said they were going to the nearest base, and they happened to be on the same road as us, so they gave them a ride. This kind of team looks like a temporary team, and people don't like it." Qi is also normal. There are not many people who are alone like this young man, but it is not easy for him to survive alone at such a young age."

After Zhao Jian sighed, he found that his team leader was still staring at him. Not only did he not relax, but he frowned even deeper. He couldn't help but jokingly said, "Captain, you are staring at others like this, be careful that Xiao Yu will be jealous." Said that while glancing towards the camp, he happened to meet Shangyu Min's eyes, and the smile on his face could not help revealing a bit of teasing.

Jin Huan withdrew his gaze, glanced at the camp, and finally looked at Zhao Jian and said in a serious tone: "If this leads people to misunderstand, it's better to say less in the future, it's not good to cause trouble to others." After leaving the off-road vehicle, we went to inspect outside the camp.

Zhao Jian shrugged, noticed Yu Min's looking gaze, scratched his chin and said to himself: "Trouble? Is it trouble for others or trouble for myself? Alas, Luohua is intentional, flowing water is ruthless, Xiao Yu likes it." The captain is such an incomprehensible man, she will have to work hard in the future." Shaking his head and sighing, he walked back to the camp slowly.

When it was getting dark, Jin Huan returned to the camp after finishing his patrol, and subconsciously looked at the fallen tree again, only to see the young man sitting in the same posture as before, and it seemed that he hadn't moved.If he hadn't seen his eyes open, Jin Huan would almost have wondered if he had fallen asleep.

The people in the surviving team sent over some of the food they had prepared. Although food is one of the most precious materials now, they can't let others do it for nothing.In the last three years, the concept of equivalent exchange is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. There is no such thing as a free lunch. If you want someone to help you, you have to pay them accordingly.

Jin Huan and the others don't care whether these people get paid or not, they just drop in anyway, but since they sent their wishes, it's not easy to refuse.

After dinner, it was completely dark.Jin Huan arranged a manned vigil. He looked at the boy again, and found that the boy took out a thin blanket from his backpack and put it on his body. Then he hugged his knees next to the tree, as if he was going to sleep.

Just spend the night like this?No fire, no thicker blankets?

Since the beginning of the end of the world, the climate has also become abnormal. Although it is only August, the temperature at night is already very low.Didn't you see that other people were crowded together in twos and threes, sleeping around the fire?

Jin Huan watched, his eyebrows furrowed again unconsciously, and he also noticed that the boy didn't eat at all at night.

Not gregarious, withdrawn, and very ignorant of taking care of himself, Jin Huan almost wondered how this young man survived these three years in the last days.

He took out a can from his backpack and walked towards the boy. When he was four or five steps away from the boy, the boy who seemed to be asleep suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him.

A gleam of satisfaction flashed in Jin Huan's eyes, his vigilance was pretty good, and he looked like he was surviving in the last days.He went straight to the boy and knelt down, passed the can in his hand, looked into the boy's eyes, and said in a gentler tone as much as possible:

"I saw that you didn't eat at night. Is there not enough food? This is for you."

The boy—that is, Su Chen, stared at the man who handed him the can with a slightly complicated and calm look, without moving.

Jin Huan shook the can in his hand, and said with some explanation: "It contains soybeans and a small amount of pork. Don't worry, it's all produced after the end of the world. It hasn't expired or been polluted. It tastes good. You can try it." .”

Seeing that the boy was still staring at him without speaking, his dark eyes were like whirlpools that could attract people's attention, and he wanted to pursue the secret hidden in them.Jin Huan was slightly dazed, almost lost in the young man's eyes. He took the young man's hand and stuffed the can into his hand, then patted the young man on the shoulder and said, "We will send you to the nearest base. If you need any help, you can come to me at any time." After speaking, he stood up and walked back to his place.

Several team members looked at Jin Huan in surprise, and when they saw him come back, they couldn't help but said: "Captain, I never thought you could be a bosom brother, if the captain can pat me like I did just now during training." shoulders, I will definitely be willing to train for you, Captain, to the death.”

"That's right, that's right. I didn't expect the captain to have such a gentle side. He's just a warm man in the last days."

The only female player in the team did not tease Jin Huan like the others. She focused on the boy on the other side, feeling a little puzzled.They met this surviving team yesterday, during which Jin Huan didn't say a word to that boy, but why did he pay so much attention to him?

While thinking in her heart, Yu Min slowly frowned.

Regarding the teasing of the team members, Jin Huan just glanced at them indifferently, and said: "The people who are on duty at night, I think we can rearrange the row."

"Ah, the captain doesn't want it." A wail sounded, and then they all shut up obediently.

After Jin Huan simply tidied up the team members, he turned around and looked at the boy, seeing that he was staring at the canned food he gave him in a daze, neither eating nor sleeping, he couldn't help frowning slightly.

Su Chen's mood at this time is a bit complicated. In this life, he has no plan to recognize Jin Huan—to be precise, it should be in this world and the future world. He doesn't want to recognize that person again. It's good to keep silent on the sidelines.

He didn't want to experience the despair of the previous world, the endless torment of lovesickness after the eternal separation of life and death.

I knew it was such a stumbling block, so how could I not know each other?

Therefore, if you don't know each other, you don't know each other, and if you don't know each other, you don't fall in love.Anyway, he has experienced so many worlds alone before, and now, he is just going back to the past.

In fact, in this world, he has experienced it for the fourth time.In other words, in this doomsday world, he had died three times, each time to save that person.The reason why he appeared in front of this person now is because this person will suffer a second death calamity soon.

It seems to be the same as the previous world: he keeps dying and rebirth, preventing the death of that person.But there is also a difference. No matter what he did in the previous world, he could not prevent Sui Yan from dying. In this world, as long as he helps Jin Huan avoid those dangers, this person will be fine and can continue to live.

Su Chen doesn't care how many times he dies, he just needs to watch that person die from a distance.

When Su Chen woke up from this world for the first time, the apocalypse had already begun for two years. The whole world mutated, people turned into zombies, animals and plants also mutated, and the surviving humans lived very hard.Later, supernatural awakened people gradually appeared. All of these people have powerful force, and their physical fitness is far beyond ordinary people. Their speed and strength have reached inhuman levels, and they can fight mutant beasts with bare hands.It is with their participation that the remaining human beings gradually adapt to the end times, and survival becomes relatively easy.

However, even powerful supernatural beings are not invincible, they will still be injured, and they will still die.

In the first life, Jin Huan and his team members accidentally fell into the siege of a group of huge mutant beasts, and they were about to be annihilated.Su Chen found a mutant beast cub nearby, and he let go of the cub's blood, causing the mutant beast army to go mad, abandoning the enemy in front of him and turning around to chase him.Jin Huan and others were rescued because of this, and Su Chen was naturally torn to pieces by the army of crazy mutant beasts.

In the second life, one year after Su Chen woke up, Jin Huan was forced into a forest full of mutated plants. When Su Chen rushed in to find him, he had already fallen into a severe coma.Su Chen spent a lot of effort to rescue him from the forest, but he died due to too much poisoning and serious injuries.

In the third world, the fifth year after Su Chen woke up, at that time, the contest between humans and mutant creatures had gradually gained the upper hand, and it was only a matter of time before all mutant creatures were eliminated.Jin Huan also became the number one powerhouse in the last days, and was worshiped by all surviving humans. At that time, he was deeply feared by those in power, and finally set up many ambushes to get rid of him.

Su Chen's own force value was basically zero, and it was too late to contact Jin Huan's team members at that time, so he had no choice but to try to get close to the person in power, ignite the bomb on his body and die with him, so as to relieve Jin Huan's death.

Now, it is Su Chen's fourth rebirth in this world.Nine months had passed since he woke up, and Jin Huan's second death was not far away, so Su Chen came to him in advance, trying to help him resolve this crisis.

But he only wanted to help Jin Huan resolve the crisis secretly, and he didn't want to expose himself.

In the last life, that is, in the third life, he only appeared next to Jin Huan one month in advance, and many things had already laid hidden dangers at that time, resulting in his body being injured even though he succeeded in saving Jin Huan.Even if he didn't adopt such a drastic method five years later, he still wouldn't be able to die in that life.

In order to avoid the situation like last time, Su Chen came to Jin Huan earlier this time, but he didn't expect to attract his attention. Although he only gave a can, Su Chen was quite disturbed, thinking Is it better to avoid it further.

The next day everyone packed up the camp and prepared to go on the road after breakfast.

Su Chen can be said to have the simplest things among all of them. He stuffed the blanket back into his backpack and touched the can of food that Jin Huan gave him last night.Su Chen hesitated, took out the can, and ate it for breakfast.

On the other side, Jin Huan was talking to the team members, and out of the corner of his eye, he noticed that the boy was holding the can, digging it up with a spoon, and a faint smile flashed in his eyes.

When everyone was about to board the bus, Su Chen picked up his bag and walked towards the shuttle bus. He was stopped by someone halfway there. Su Chen raised his head and looked expressionlessly at the man who suddenly stopped in front of him.

"Are you alone?" Jin Huan glanced at the bag on Su Chen's body, and he couldn't help but frowned, saying, "That's all you have? If you don't mind, you can Come with us in a car."

Su Chen glanced at him expressionlessly, without saying a word, and walked directly past him to the bus.

Jin Huan, who was so ignored, didn't feel angry. He just turned around and looked at the young man's thin back, pursed his lips, frowned, and stood silently.

"Ha, Captain, you were rejected. That kid is so handsome." Some team members who saw this scene booed, but Jin Huan ignored it.

Next to him, Yu Min looked at Jin Huan's posture of staring at the young man's back, the expression on his face remained unchanged, and a dark light flashed in his eyes.

The team moved forward, bringing up dancing dust along the way.Today most of the area is covered with sand and the old roads are submerged.Some of the less frequented places look almost like deserts.

After entering a small town, the car was forced to stop, and the road ahead was blocked by an overturned truck. The two off-road vehicles were passable, but the shuttle bus failed.If you don't want to make a detour, you have to find a way to drag the truck away.

Hang the hook in front of the truck, and the other end of the hook is tied to the off-road vehicle, and the truck is towed away by the off-road vehicle.

"Han Xuan, I need you to be vigilant and pay attention to the movements in the town. We don't know if those things come out." Jin Huan gave an order to his team members.

"Yes, Captain."

Zhao Jian jumped on the roof of the car and looked into the town. The town was quiet and quiet, with only a few wreckage on the ground. They had been dead for a long time and turned into mummified corpses.

"It's so quiet. It doesn't look like there are any zombies. Maybe they're all hiding at home." Zhao Jian murmured with emotion in the car.

At this time, Han Xuan, who had already climbed up a dead tree next to him, raised his gun to be on guard. Hearing what he said, he said, "That's not necessarily true. You forgot that we went to a certain county last time. It was so quiet, but halfway through the car was blocked." Surrounded by zombies pouring out, they almost didn't fold inside."

Zhao Jian's eyes widened, he rolled his eyes at him, and said angrily: "Don't be so crowed, how can you be so unlucky every time."

While the two were talking, the off-road vehicle had already been started, because it was stuck deep in the sand, and it always slipped from time to time.

"Hey, it can't be done." The driver of the off-road vehicle poked his head out and shouted behind him, "Ask a few people to go over and push, and push hard together, so that the truck should be able to be dragged up."

Zhao Jian first looked towards the bus, and saw that most of the people on the bus had got off, standing or sitting, all looking weak, "Forget it, let the brothers get on." Zhao Jian shook his head, Call a few team members to go to the truck and push hard.

The truck moved a little bit and moved slowly towards the side of the road. At this moment, gunshots rang out, and Han Xuan, who was in charge of security, shouted loudly.

"There are zombies! The direction of the town is 50 meters, the number is unknown, and they are coming here."

"Damn, just say you can't have a crow's mouth." Zhao Jian cursed in a low voice, and retreated with several team members.

When they heard a large number of zombies coming in ahead, Jin Huan's team members were fine, and immediately picked up their weapons and prepared for battle as soon as they heard the alarm.Those ordinary survivors, although they had killed a few zombies, panicked when they saw the large area in front of them.

In the chaos, no one noticed that when everyone was running to the car, one person got out of the car.

It was Su Chen who got out of the car, and he looked at the zombies who were already very close, without any panic expression on his face.Although there seemed to be a lot of zombies, the people in Jin Huan's team were all supernatural beings. All of them had rich combat experience and were equipped with powerful firepower. I'm afraid this group of zombies could not pose a threat.On the contrary, he was in the same car with a group of panicked people. The driver's face turned pale with fright, and he looked more dangerous no matter what.

Apart from saving Jinhuan, Su Chen still cherished his life.

Sure enough, under Jin Huan's organization, the rushing zombies were basically repelled. Occasionally, a few of them missed, but they were also dealt with by the agile team members with their knives.They retreated while fighting, reducing the number of zombies, and quickly retreated to the location where the shuttle bus was parked.

I don't know if the driver was too nervous or there was something wrong with the car. The shuttle bus couldn't start. The people on the car looked at the zombies close at hand and screamed in horror.

"These idiots." Zhao Jian couldn't help cursing, then raised his head and shouted at the people in the car, "What are you doing sitting in the car stupidly, get out of the car and run to the back."

The people on the shuttle bus woke up as if they had just woken up from a dream, and began to scramble to squeeze under the bus, and then got stuck in the door and couldn't get out.

Zhao Jian was dumbfounded, and felt like cursing her mother, so stupid, how did these people survive until now?

In order to buy time for the people on the bus, Jin Huan and his team members did not retreat any further, and it was already a little difficult to resist. Seeing that those people couldn't even get off the bus, he couldn't help raising his hand and quickly shot the car door , Angrily said: "What do you want to grab, one by one, whoever grabs me again will blow his head off." While speaking, his eyes quickly swept across the car, but he didn't see the figure he wanted to see, and he couldn't help but feel a little anxious.Just as he was thinking whether to go forward and grab the person at the door and take the boy out of the car, he accidentally saw the boy standing there with a calm expression a few steps behind him.The young man's calmness was in stark contrast to the panic on the faces of the others, as if he was just sitting under the stage watching a play.

If it wasn't for the wrong occasion, Jin Huan almost wanted to laugh. He continued to kill the zombies while watching the boy's movements.

The people on the bus finally got off the bus, and then one by one started to run back desperately.Su Chen didn't run, he just stood a few steps away from Jin Huan, retreating with their formation.

For Su Chen, this person's side is not only the safest place, but also the most dangerous place.

Seeing that the zombies were almost wiped out, Su Chen patted the sand splashed on his clothes, stepped forward, and prepared to return to the bus.When passing by Jin Huan, he stretched out his hand and dragged him to his side. Su Chen couldn't react in time, and his eyes widened slightly.

"Where are you going? Don't run around, the threat hasn't been completely cleared, just stay behind me obediently." After a pause, he seemed to feel that his tone shouldn't be so harsh, Jin Huan patted the boy's face lightly, and said with admiration , "The performance just now was very good, keep it up."

Su Chen stared at him with wide eyes, unable to maintain the calm expression on his face.

Who will tell him that this familiar person in front of him is really the person who has been with him for three or four worlds?Why do you feel something is wrong?

Compared to Su Chen's inner struggle, Jin Huan was in a very good mood, and felt that the way the young man looked at people with wide-eyed eyes was very interesting.

Well, if there is a younger brother, it should be like this.

Jin Huan thought so in his heart.