Song of Glass

Jiao Wangyu was a little guilty, he didn't dare to look up into Pu Songqiu's eyes, for fear that the other party would find out that all this was his conspiracy.

However, because of this conspiracy, Jiao Wangyu suddenly realized that being a "little person" turned out to be so enjoyable.

So long ago, he was worried about this and that, worried that he would be rejected and disgusted, worried that he would affect the life of the other party, and as a result, he was depressed, the food was bitter, the tea was bitter, and even the dreams he had were bitter.

Why bother?

Why can't you be more selfish and let yourself live a happier life?

Of course, when he thought this way, he still felt guilty. After all, everyone knew that homosexuality was not a good thing at all.

Jiao Wangyu held on to Pu Songqiu's hand with extreme force. He knew that he must have hurt him, but he still didn't want to let go even a little bit.

So selfish.

so bad.

While Jiao Wangyu condemned himself, he held the other party tightly.

Totally broken.

Pu Songqiu never spoke, just supported him.

Jiao Wangyu's feet were numb, he was limping and couldn't use his strength, and he had selfishness, so he leaned directly on the other person.

After throwing away the face, being a human being is really much happier.

Jiao Wangyu couldn't help but want to laugh.

After entering the campus, Jiao Wangyu thought that he should find something to talk about, and asked, "Where do you live now?"

In Jiao Wangyu's memory, Pu Songqiu had become more talkative during the previous semester when they were in the same dormitory, but now it seems to have returned to the state when the two were classmates in high school.

Jiao Wangyu knew that part of the reason was family changes, and part of the reason was that he hadn't been back to school for a long time, and he was still a little uncomfortable for the time being.

"Fifth floor." When Pu Songqiu spoke, white mist spewed out from his mouth.

It's so cold.

Jiao Wangyu thought.

"How about [-] on the fifth floor?" Jiao Wangyu's numb feet had already healed, but he didn't tell Pu Songqiu that he wanted to steal the other's tenderness for a while longer.

Jiao Wangyu muttered softly, with a little disappointment in his tone: "You seem to be alienating me again."

His words were like the bone-piercing ice in the glacier, the sharp side of the ice directly pierced Pu Songqiu's heart.

"May [-]." Pu Songqiu answered lightly.

The world in front of Jiao Wangyu's eyes is pitch black, and he is no different from a blind person at this time, but he is rarely flustered at all, because he knows that the person beside him will definitely lead him to the right and safe place.

"That happened to be my upstairs." Jiao Wangyu smiled, "After we moved to the dormitory, we arrived here on April [-]."

Pu Songqiu was silent for two seconds, and said, "What a coincidence."

In the darkness, Jiao Wangyu pursed his lips.

He finally understood that Pu Songqiu was simply a "topic stopper", and the conversation just now was simply a reenactment of their high school days.

But at that time, after discovering that Pu Songqiu didn't like chatting, Jiao Wangyu didn't say anything more. He didn't like to do the kind of thing that puts his face on other people's cold buttocks, but it's different now. He wants to "boil Songqiu in warm water" .

"After you left, the No. [-] bed in our dormitory was vacant for a semester, and another person was arranged to come in last semester."

Pu Songqiu looked forward, and just said "hmm" after Jiao Wangyu finished speaking.

It hurts him, and it hurts to think about it.

After the accident at home, the counselor persuaded him not to suspend school as much as possible, but he insisted because his situation at the time did not allow him to stay in school at all. Affect those around you.

Pu Songqiu has never regretted dropping out of school, but occasionally when he suddenly thinks of Jiao Wangyu, he feels a little regretful.

Fate brought them so close and gave him such a good opportunity, but he voluntarily gave up.

If he hadn't dropped out of school, then that bed still belonged to him. When he was insomnia and upset in the dead of night, as long as he turned over, he would be able to see the person he liked.

Now, there was another person there, who took his place.

It's usually fine, but once I think about it, my heart still feels sour, especially when Jiao Wangyu mentions it.

"The new roommate is pretty good." Jiao Wangyu said, "I can introduce you to another day."

Pu Songqiu didn't want to answer this question at first, but when he heard Jiao Wangyu say that others are "very good", he felt uncomfortable.

"no need."

Jiao Wangyu turned his head, the two of them got close, and saw the expression on each other's face when they turned their heads.

In fact, Pu Songqiu didn't have any expression on his face, and he couldn't hear any emotion when he said this.

But Jiao Wangyu just felt that he was unhappy.

It's better to be unhappy, he is deliberately causing trouble.

Being unhappy means that Pu Songqiu is very concerned about this matter. If he cares about this matter, then he may also care about himself.

This is Jiao Wangyu's current logic.

should be religious.

Jiao Wangyu didn't know if Ying Zong was a good teacher, and he didn't know if he could get closer to Pu Songqiu like this, but he knew that at least this would allow the two of them to interact a little bit, otherwise Pu Songqiu would be an iceberg. If you stand still, the iceberg will not melt by itself.

Take a gamble.

It couldn't be any worse anyway.

Jiao Wangyu suppressed a smile, lost his mind, slipped on the soles of his feet, and almost fell down with Pu Songqiu.

"Be careful." Pu Songqiu was grabbed by him with one hand, and the other hand subconsciously supported his waist.

Jiao Wangyu suddenly straightened his body. He was obviously wearing a fat down jacket, and it was fine to touch him, but it was as if the other party touched him, and his skin hidden under the down jacket and sweater was burned.

Why didn't it happen before?

"What's wrong?" Pu Songqiu noticed his abnormality, and was a little worried, "Did you sprain your ankle?"

"No, no." Jiao Wangyu suddenly felt self-defeating, obviously he was setting a trap for the other party, but he was trapping himself more and more to death.

"I can't see." Jiao Wangyu said, "I'm like a blind man now."

"Freeze said."

"Really." Jiao Wangyu looked forward, frowning slightly, "I can't see anything except you now."

These words are facts, facts in various senses.

However, Pu Songqiu didn't dare to think too much, he could only understand it in the most superficial sense.

"Is the phone's flashlight still not working?"

"No." Jiao Wangyu lied to him, "I couldn't find the flashlight once when I came out of the library, and I almost rolled down the steps of the door with the light from my mobile phone."

Pu Songqiu frowned.

"It's very uncomfortable." Jiao Wangyu said, "After you leave, I don't know who to turn to when encountering such a thing."

In fact, it's not that I can't find it, but I don't want to find it.

Until now, apart from Pu Songqiu, no other classmates know that he is night blind, even Cheng Er and Jian Shao don't know, Jiao Wangyu tried his best to avoid the possibility of being discovered.

The fact that he has night blindness seems to be a secret between him and Pu Songqiu. The two of them have such a secret, and the connection between them seems to have not been completely broken.

During this year, Jiao Wangyu has been hypnotizing himself in this way.

Fortunately, one year is over, and Pu Songqiu is back.

Pu Songqiu returned to this school with the secret between them. This is Jiao Wangyu's best gift this winter.

"Where are Cheng Er and the others?" Pu Songqiu asked, "Why don't you usually look for them?"

"I don't want to." Jiao Wangyu was straightforward, "I don't want anyone else to know except you."

Pu Songqiu glanced at him, then immediately looked away.

He really wanted to tell Jiao Wangyu, don't treat him differently, any preferential treatment will give him an illusion, and this illusion may cause immeasurable mistakes.

"That's right." Jiao Wangyu thought, since he has already started playing tricks, let's do it thoroughly.

Either be a well-behaved person and stay away from people, or be a responsible villain who will spare no effort to do some bad things.

Jiao Wangyu said, "I'll tell you another secret."

Pu Songqiu gave an "um", waiting for Jiao Wangyu to confide in himself.

He is actually a little happy, although he is trying to suppress this joy as much as possible, but when he knows that only he knows such important things about Jiao Wangyu, there is really no way to erase the feeling of "I am special to him" this thought.

You shouldn't think so.

But I can't control my brain.

This man really likes to be affectionate.

Knowing that it is impossible, but still deceiving oneself and others, it is like stealing candy from others to comfort one's heart, it is very shameful.

"You don't seem to want to know very much." Jiao Wangyu smiled at him, that smile was a little naughty, not at all like the innocent Jiao Wangyu in ordinary times.

This smile is actually pretty, in the dark night, it reminds Pu Songqiu of the letter spit out by a poisonous snake.

But Jiao Wangyu is not a poisonous snake, but a ruby ​​that he wiped carefully and then hid.

"Tell me." Pu Songqiu looked at him, "I'll just help you keep a secret."

Jiao Wangyu smiled, hesitated for a moment, then withdrew his gaze and looked forward.

"Raise your feet." Pu Songqiu reminded him to go up the steps.

When Jiao Wangyu tentatively stepped on the steps, he said softly, "I have someone I like."

Pu Songqiu's expression froze, like a lake that was suddenly frozen, the ripples that appeared before being frozen still stayed there, feeling at a loss on the surface of the lake.

"I should have liked him for a long time, but I never found out." Jiao Wangyu said to himself, and suddenly found that Pu Songqiu's movements stopped, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Pu Songqiu tried his best to make his tone sound calm. In fact, before he spoke, his internal organs were shaking.

During the period when he was working, the boy who worked with him once said a word to him, and the other party said: "I am so cheap, obviously I rejected her, but sometimes when I think about it, there will be other men in the future." I can't stand being around her."

Yes, he knew that it was impossible for him to be with Jiao Wangyu, and he was already prepared to send blessings at Jiao Wangyu's wedding many years later, but he still couldn't imagine that one day Jiao Wangyu would have a girlfriend, he couldn't imagine The picture of two people passing by holding hands.

This is indeed a bit too cruel for him.

"Five steps," Jiao Wangyu said, "I counted them all when you were not around."

The two entered the dormitory building, but there was still no call.

Jiao Wangyu asked him: "I don't want to go back to Heigulongdong's dormitory by myself, can you accompany me?"

"I……"

"You can stay with me." Jiao Wangyu said, "I will be scared by myself."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-2606:50:12~2020-07-2706:23:43期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 pumpkin pocket;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Xiang Bei, Huo Huo Yu, Vegetarian Steamed Buns, GinkoMK1;

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