Song of Glass

You stay with me.

This is also a new expression learned by Jiao Wangyu.

In the past, although Jiao Wangyu has always been the kind of person who needed company, he always wanted to express it in a roundabout way, because he was afraid that if he directly asked for help or request, he would be rejected.

He doesn't like being rejected.

Many times, people are like this, because they are afraid of being rejected, so they choose to test cautiously or simply retreat, always feel that this is to protect themselves, but in fact, it is precisely because of this that they miss a lot of things that they cannot foresee Wonderful unfolding.

People like Ying Zong live too directly, even after being rejected, they still continue to persevere.

This kind of "spirit" may sometimes become synonymous with "ridiculous" in the eyes of some people, but Ying Zong himself lived happily.

Probably really answered that sentence - the person who loves himself the most has the best life.

Jiao Wangyu let go of so many worries, and didn't worry about the scene after he was rejected in advance. He just asked directly, and once the other party refused, he would try to fight again.

Isn't it just face, isn't it just self-esteem?

Anyway, the world is dark now, anyway, there is no one else except him and Pu Songqiu now, anyway, Pu Songqiu now has the intention of not being close to him anymore, everything will not get worse, so let’s move on Sink.

The broken pot is broken, it won't get worse anyway.

Although Jiao Wangyu hadn't deliberately learned anything this year, he was always with Ying Zong, subtle, and some behaviors were naturally recorded in his mind.

Acting like a baby is not very good, but it is not difficult to pretend to be pitiful and imitate one or two.

What's more, for Pu Songqiu, even if Jiao Wangyu didn't deliberately pretend to be pitiful, it was enough to poke his heart.

Not only poking, but thinking of the sentence that there is someone he likes, Pu Songqiu's heart was pierced to death.

"Is it okay?" Jiao Wangyu stood there without moving, "If you don't agree, I won't leave, I'll just stand here."

He said: "Maybe the auntie in charge sees me as pitiful, so she can ask me to go over and chat with her while eating melon seeds and gossiping."

They stood in the hall at the entrance of the dormitory building. The hall was so empty that there were no students coming and going. Jiao Wangyu even felt an echo when he spoke.

The first floor was cold, and the blowing made Jiao Wangyu have a headache, but he was still not in a hurry to go back, and quietly waited for Pu Songqiu's response.

How can I describe Pu Songqiu?

The tenacity in him is very uncomfortable.

Competition, do not know who to compete with.

But Jiao Wangyu thought about it again, aren't they all like this, hasn't he been competing with himself all these years.

Fight because of sexual orientation, fight because you like someone, and fight because you don't know how to get along with the person you like.

They're all pretty screwy.

"To your dormitory?" After a long time, Pu Songqiu finally spoke.

Jiao Wangyu hesitated for a moment, then said, "Can I go to your dormitory?"

Pu Songqiu obviously hesitated, but finally agreed to Jiao Wangyu's request.

Even after a year, even though he felt that he should not like Jiao Wangyu that much anymore, but when he came back here and met Jiao Wangyu again, he was still obedient to this person.

Pu Songqiu frowned and dragged him upstairs, neither of them spoke, each counting the steps.

Jiao Wangyu was actually proud, he could feel that Pu Songqiu was a little bit resistant to his past, but didn't he surrender in the end?

This shows that Pu Songqiu still has some space for him in his heart.

He sniggered in the dark, while the other was anxious.

Pu Songqiu brought Jiao Wangyu to the door of his dormitory, and took out the key to open the door. Before entering the door, Jiao Wangyu asked, "Have you not met your new roommate yet?"

Pu Songqiu pushed open the door and told him: "I don't have a roommate."

"No roommates?"

"Well, next door is the power distribution room, there are two people here." Pu Songqiu led him in, and pulled a chair for him to sit down.

Jiao Wangyu could see the vicinity clearly, while looking at the dormitory, he listened to Pu Songqiu's words.

"This dormitory is empty and no one lives in it."

After hearing what he said, Jiao Wangyu's mind raced, and he almost came up with the idea of ​​moving here.

But you can't be too eager for quick success, and you have agreed to "cook it in warm water".

"That's pretty good," Jiao Wangyu said, "otherwise you have to get used to each other slowly with people you don't know."

Pu Songqiu didn't speak, and sat on the chair on the other side.

Jiao Wangyu deliberately brought up the past: "It's a good thing that you and I shared a dormitory when I first entered college."

Pu Songqiu looked at him in surprise.

"For more than a week before I came to report, I was so anxious," Jiao Wangyu smiled, "You know, I am most afraid of being alone, and I was thinking at that time, when I arrived at the new school, I had no friends, and my roommates were not the same. It's strange, it's so hard. I couldn't sleep well for a week."

Jiao Wangyu said: "When I came to the school, I found that you were in the same dormitory with me. I thought you were sent by heaven to save me from fire and water."

In fact, Jiao Wangyu's words were not all compliments, nor were they all deliberately uttered routines to remind Pu Songqiu of his memories.

He thought so from the bottom of his heart.

Jiao Wangyu is afraid of being alone, and often feels a little flustered in front of new friends. He is a person who has a lot of worries. He is afraid that some of his living habits or inadvertent actions will offend others. awkward.

He thinks a lot and puts a lot of pressure on himself.

He is the kind of person who is afraid of unfamiliar situations and also afraid of taking risks.

But because of Pu Songqiu's presence during that time, everything was not so worrying.

Although he and Pu Songqiu did not become close friends in high school, at least they were familiar with each other, and Pu Songqiu took good care of him during that period when he was embracing the new world at a loss.

Jiao Wangyu actually didn't know if he fell in love with this person during that time, probably, otherwise, why didn't he realize that he would have insomnia because of the other person when he was in high school?

But he wasn't sure. After all, he found that he really didn't know himself very well.

However, why bother so much? It doesn’t matter when he fell in love with him. The important thing is that he likes this person very much. Will there be a day when this person's world will be full of his footprints and only his shadow?

Unlikely.

But try it.

Jiao Wangyu said, "I'm very glad you were there at that time."

Pu Songqiu looked down at his fingers. When he was working part-time, he accidentally cut a deep gash on his right index finger. Now the wound has healed, but there is still a scar.

It's like, you used to like someone very much, even if one day you reluctantly dig that person out of your heart forcibly, your heart will still be incomplete from then on.

It is said that the scar on the finger will not disappear.

As for the person in my heart...

Pu Songqiu couldn't experience the feeling of a broken heart, because he couldn't uproot this person at all.

"Jiao Wangyu."

"Ok?"

"You're 20 years old."

"It's still eight months away."

"I'm an adult, I've grown up, actually..." Pu Songqiu paused, and then said, "You shouldn't rely too much on others."

Jiao Wangyu felt uncomfortable when he said it, his nose was sour, and he really wanted to lose his temper, and really wanted to tell Pu Songqiu that he just had to rely on others.

But he held back.

Instead of losing his temper, he said calmly, "I don't want it."

Pu Songqiu was a little surprised, because the tone made him feel a little strange.

Jiao Wangyu said: "I've been independent for a year, and I'm exhausted. You can count yourself back."

He moved the chair to lean against Pu Songqiu: "I need to lean on for a while."

Pu Songqiu didn't move, and then Jiao Wangyu leaned on his shoulder.

"Oh." Jiao Wangyu sighed with a wry smile, "I'm really exhausted."

Pu Songqiu straightened his body, and even his breathing became lighter for a moment, as if he was afraid of disturbing the other party.

Jiao Wangyu deliberately vomited bitterness to him: "You, I really shouldn't talk to you anymore."

He said: "It was agreed at the beginning that we would keep in touch, but what happened? Once the person left, there was no news, like a kite with a broken string."

Jiao Wangyu complained: "Pu Songqiu, do you really consider me your friend?"

At this moment, if Yingzong saw them like this, he would laugh at them with contempt and say, "How can anyone make friends like you? The way you 'straight men' get along with friends is really hard to describe."

Pu Songqiu didn't know how to answer Jiao Wangyu's question, so he simply kept silent.

Jiao Wangyu is also used to this person's temper, let him go, talk or not.

"I've never been the kind of person who cares about everything." Jiao Wangyu stared at the door of the dormitory with a disappointed expression, but his tone was as relaxed as possible, "But I'm really angry about you."

He stopped and continued after a while.

"Song Qiu, can I still call you that?"

"En." Pu Songqiu finally responded.

Jiao Wangyu smiled wryly: "I thought you were so annoying that you didn't want to talk to me anymore."

"No."

"Then why are you ignoring me?" Jiao Wangyu sat up straight and looked at the person in front of him, "I know you had a difficult time, so I want to be with you even more."

He pursed his lips and forced himself to say that he was uncomfortable.

"They all say that people need company when they are most vulnerable. They need someone who is willing to understand him even if he can't empathize with him. I regard you as my best friend. I really want to be with you, even if that Sometimes I don’t have class and run over to find you, as long as you say you want to see me, I’ll go over right away.” Jiao Wangyu clenched his back molars, trying hard not to cry.

He hasn't felt this bad for a long time, but it's more like a grievance than a pain.

It turned out that he didn't need to pretend to be wronged in front of Pu Songqiu. Speaking of the past year, he really felt wronged.

"I just want to be with you, what's wrong?" Jiao Wangyu's voice began to choke, "I just want you to know that even if your family is gone, you are not alone, can't you?"

I kept my eyes open, but the tears still fell.

Jiao Wangyu panicked, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, got up and wanted to run.

He didn't want Pu Songqiu to see him cry.

Can't say why, but I just don't want to.

But when he got up, he bumped into the water dispenser in a panic, and was pulled back the next moment.

"Why are you crying?" Pu Songqiu frowned, and pulled him back.

Jiao Wangyu looked up at him: "I didn't cry."

"Cried."

"Yes, I cried." Jiao Wangyu took a deep breath, "Then you apologize to me."

Pu Songqiu looked at him helplessly, and apologized helplessly.

Facing Pu Songqiu like this, Jiao Wangyu actually couldn't bear to blame him. As soon as the other party apologized, his tears became even more fierce.

He hugged Pu Songqiu regardless, patted Pu Songqiu's back lightly and said, "I really didn't think about it. At that time, I just imagined hugging you as I am now."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-2706:23:43~2020-07-2806:32:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Xiang Bei, 1 plain steamed stuffed bun;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of the wall and the shore; 5 bottles of the screaming cow, Tsundoku, Sui Chihuan; 3 bottles of Yuanlouxi (Jiang Lin); 2 bottles of Gufan Yunwaishu;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!