Song of Glass

Jiao Wangyu's mind was full of confessions, his eyes stayed on the ground, he couldn't find the direction where the dice rolled, he just stared at it emptily, and the picture in front of him was that he walked in front of Pu Songqiu and said to him: "I You're gay, and I like you."

Ying Zong was talking to Boss Yan in a low voice when he saw Jiao Wangyu standing up suddenly.

"I forgot to do something important," Jiao Wangyu said, "Let's go first."

Ying Zong didn't say much to ask what "important matter" was, but just waved to him with a smile in his eyes: "Be careful on the road, goodbye."

Jiao Wangyu said "goodbye" to the two people in the box respectively, and then rushed out.

The bar is actually not a good place for him. The reason is not that the place is crowded with fish and dragons or too noisy, but simply because of the dim light. Every time he comes, he has to find his way by feeling most of the time.

Coming down the stairs, Jiao Wangyu was in a hurry. He grabbed the handrail of the stairs and almost sprained his ankle.

Then, a false alarm.

Jiao Wangyu suddenly remembered that he sprained his ankle during the military training, and Pu Songqiu carried him to the school hospital.

That afternoon may have been constantly beautified in memory, but Jiao Wangyu knew that even without the blessing of memory beautification, the big boy who was carrying him and walking in the afternoon sun was still worthy of his heart.

Pu Songqiu is worthy of his heart, but he doesn't know whether he is worthy of the other party's heart.

Jiao Wangyu went downstairs cautiously, squeezed through the bustling and drunken crowd, and walked out of the feasting bar.

After he goes out, go to the right, 200 meters away is the bus stop that can take him back to school.

Jiao Wangyu hesitated for a moment, he really didn't have the patience to wait for the bus, so he stopped a taxi by the side of the road and rushed to the school.

Taxis are much faster than buses, cutting the time by almost half.

On the way back, Jiao Wangyu sat in the back seat of the car, looking at the street scene outside the window, the previous impulse finally cooled down slowly.

Not long ago, as if he had been fooled, he really planned to go back to school to find Pu Songqiu immediately, and tell him what he thought in his heart without reservation.

He didn't want to be cowardly, escape, or hide because of his sexual orientation.

But the impulse and passion are really easy to fade.

After more than 20 minutes, when he was about to reach the school, Jiao Wangyu's sanity had already returned.

He reckoned that if he really went directly to tell Pu Songqiu this, he would either scare people away, scare them away, or scare them away, there would be no other possibility.

For specific reasons, you can refer to the case of Yingzong chasing Pu Songqiu back then.

That's called - lessons learned.

"Student, stop at the school gate?" The taxi driver said suddenly, which startled Jiao Wangyu.

Jiao Wangyu hesitated and said, "Just stop at the bus stop next to the gate."

He hasn't figured out what to do yet.

When the car stopped, Jiao Wangyu suddenly realized a very serious problem. For some reason, the area was pitch black.

"Hey, is there no one in the school or what?" The driver sighed in confusion, "You haven't started school yet?"

Jiao Wangyu also felt strange.

The left and right sides of the road are simply two worlds.

The lights over there are still brightly lit, not only inside the school, but even the street lights are not on.

"Did the power go out..." Jiao Wangyu muttered, paid the fare and got out of the car.

He stood on the dark bus stop, feeling panicked.

The light from the flashlight was enough for him to walk back to the dormitory, just be careful, but the atmosphere was a bit creepy.

He saw that the security guard at the school gate was still there, so he went over to ask what was going on, but the answer he gave was that there was a sudden power outage, and he didn't know the reason.

Jiao Wangyu hesitated for a moment, and rubbed his feet against the snow on the ground.

He knew what he was about to do might be a little too much, but he still wanted to be the bad guy.

Be selfish for a while.

Jiao Wangyu retreated to the bus station, took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Pu Songqiu—is it convenient for you now?

After sending, he turned off the flashlight and stood there waiting for the other party's reply.

He really couldn't confess the way Ying Zong said, but the words Ying Zong said to him today were not useless.

Don't feel ashamed or even ashamed because of your sexuality, no one is at fault for this.

Recognize this fact and accept it.

Accept your sexual orientation, and accept yourself as that sexual orientation.

After so many years, Jiao Wangyu's knot has never been solved, and of course he will not accept Yingzong's few words, but he suddenly wants to try to reconcile with himself, although the road may still be long, It still takes a long time.

However, those are not what he will do immediately.

What he has to do immediately is to pull Pu Songqiu back to his side again.

Jiao Wangyu knew that he couldn't escape, and he finally recognized this reality.

Among Ying Zong's words, the one that moved him the most was the phrase "I'm worried that he won't meet anyone who likes him so much except me."

He decided to be selfish.

Jiao Wangyu stood in the dark bus station, the cold wind was blowing, and when he passed by, his face was cut like a knife.

But he was in no hurry.

Jiao Wangyu himself also found it amazing that these few minutes turned out to be the most peaceful period of time for him this year.

Don't think about anything, just wait quietly.

Waiting for news, or, no news.

Fortunately, Pu Songqiu didn't make him wait for too long, and the call came quickly.

"What's the matter?" Pu Songqiu's tone was exactly the same as before, and Jiao Wangyu seemed to have returned to the night when he was waiting for the other party to pick him up at the stadium.

Jiao Wangyu said, "I just got out of the car, why is it so dark inside the school?"

Pu Songqiu was silent for a few seconds: "You went out?"

"Yeah." Jiao Wangyu pondered for a moment, only telling half the truth, "Go out to have dinner with a friend."

"The power is cut off." Pu Songqiu said.

Jiao Wangyu stood there, smacking Pu Songqiu's tone repeatedly.

He said, "Brother Qiu, I lost my flashlight."

After speaking, Jiao Wangyu walked to the trash can and threw the flashlight into it.

At this moment, Pu Songqiu was lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

He has been lying like this for almost an hour, and an hour has passed, and there is no call.

"Can you come and pick me up?" At this moment, Jiao Wangyu felt that he was really bad. The first lesson he learned from Ying Zong was "bullying honest people".

Pu Songqiu gritted his back molars when he heard Jiao Wangyu's words.

He knew very well that he couldn't refuse any request from Jiao Wangyu, even after he was ready to live away from the other party.

"Where are you?" Pu Songqiu sat up from the bed.

"The bus stop in front of the school." Jiao Wangyu said, "My flashlight may have been left on the bus."

In the darkness, Pu Songqiu sighed.

"wait for me."

In 2011, Jiao Wangyu had already changed his mobile phone, and the flashlight function of the mobile phone he uses now is actually enough to help him walk back to the dormitory alone.

But he doesn't want to.

He has to wait for Pu Songqiu to pick him up.

In the northern night at the end of February, the wind swept the city with the snow from the previous day, and Jiao Wangyu squatted there, making himself look pitiful.

He secretly scolded himself for being a villain, but he had to admit that being such a villain and playing such tricks was really satisfying.

He waited contentedly, his phone clutched in his hand.

The cold wind stiffened his exposed hands, and his ears were starting to ache, but he still waited.

It takes time to come from the dormitory, let alone at night like this.

Jiao Wangyu squatted there singing, the song he sang to Pu Songqiu before.

Both the lyrics and the melody were wrapped in a layer of coolness, and he didn't know if the person he was waiting for would also get cold and hurt his ears on the way.

Pu Songqiu came running.

For a person with normal eyesight, once he gets used to the darkness, it is actually not that difficult to move. What's more, after coming out of the dormitory, the moonlight shines on the snow, and the snow reflects the world several degrees brighter.

Pu Songqiu ran towards the gate, he couldn't hide his worry.

Not only worried, but also a little angry.

Knowing that he is night blind, he still has to go out to have dinner with his "friends" at night.

Knowing that he is night blind, he still hasn't put the flashlight away.

Pu Songqiu was a little sullen.

But what's more, I'm at a loss.

He suddenly realized that during the year he was away, Jiao Wangyu might have experienced this kind of thing countless times. The other party was not a careful person at all, and it was common for Jiao Wangyu to forget things.

So, when he was not around, who did Jiao Wangyu look for?

Who ran all the way to meet him at night?

Who reached out to those who couldn't see the world clearly?

Pu Songqiu was jealous.

When approaching the school gate, Pu Songqiu slowed down his pace, and when he walked out of the school gate, he had already calmed down his breathing.

He didn't want the other party to know how anxious he was, how eager he was to come over to meet him.

He walked out of the school gate and saw the people squatting there from a distance.

Bloated down jackets, thick woolen scarves, but none of these can make the other party look warm.

In Pu Songqiu's eyes, Jiao Wangyu at this moment is lonely and helpless, he is flustered, and urgently needs someone to go over and hold his hand.

Or, the wrist.

As everyone knows, he has simply stepped into the trap set by Jiao Wangyu.

When Jiao Wangyu heard the footsteps, he deliberately didn't look at them, but just squatted there and sang softly.

Until Pu Songqiu approached and stood beside him, he stopped singing and looked up at him.

"Song Qiu?"

At this time, call Songqiu.

Pu Songqiu responded softly, then stretched out his hand to pull him.

Pu Songqiu wanted to hold Jiao Wangyu's wrist, but Jiao Wangyu took his hand calmly.

In fact, Jiao Wangyu's heart was not as calm as it appeared on the surface, he was surprised that he was so bold.

He grasped Pu Songqiu's hand vigorously, as if he was afraid that the other party would let go, he also shook the other hand.

He was pulled by the opponent, and half of his body weight was given to the opponent.

"The feet are numb." Jiao Wangyu said, "I squatted for too long."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-2507:28:45~2020-07-2606:50:12期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the landmines: Xiang Bei, a hundred ice creams, Qingming Yushang, and a fiery fish;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Xingran Yixiao, Xi 10 bottles; Ye Jiubai 4 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!