Bai Yueguang he bent suddenly

After the summer vacation of the second year of high school, Sha Ou never saw Lu Weiming again.

Including Lu Weiming's cold jokes of "san warming a day", they also never appeared on his mobile phone.

At first, Sha Ou just forbeared and kept silent about it. After all, he was the one who rejected the other party with righteous words that day, and he no longer expressed any leeway to change his mind, let alone dared to be like Lu Weiming. It was an extravagant hope to get along like a "good buddy" back then.

He thought about the ending, thought that Lu Weiming would treat him at a respectful distance from now on, or even avoid him, and he felt that this result was still within his tolerance.

But what he never imagined was that Lu Weiming would disappear from now on.

After the summer vacation, Lu Weiming didn't come back to school to make up lessons.

The classmates in the class were also puzzled, but they all came to ask him, but Shaou could only answer "I don't know".

He really doesn't know.

In the end, a few boys in the class who had a good time with Lu Weiming called him, but only the cold mechanical female voice automatically answered.

"Sorry, the number you dialed is empty, please check and dial again."

It wasn't until this time that Sha Ou began to feel an indescribable panic in his heart.

Lu Weiming left, canceled his mobile phone number, and cut off all contact with the students who had studied and lived with this class for nearly a year.

Later, Yang Guang accidentally mentioned in class that Lu Weiming transferred his student status before the summer vacation was over.

But it is not known whether it will be transferred back to Beijin City or other places.

He walked quietly, but cleanly.

That person who has always been passionate and impulsive, will kill more decisively than anyone else once his heart is chilled.

But at that time, Sha Ou still felt that this result seemed acceptable.

After all, the fast pace of the graduating class of senior high school can really torture people until they are mentally exhausted and have no time for other things.

But even so, Sha Ou still gritted his teeth and insisted on working in the bar. In the last year, he couldn't be willful in his studies, but he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when it came to making money.

Moreover, even if he never revealed it, even when Mr. Sha and Sha Yan still asked about Lu Weiming, he could lightly dismiss it with the sentence "I transferred to another school again", but he knew that calmness was just an illusion. That night, there was an undercurrent of thoughts dormant in his heart.

——Wait for me, when I have the ability to respond to you unscrupulously and like you, then I will stand in front of you with this loving heart.

So he worked harder.

In the time without Lu Weiming, in this chaotic and noisy city, in his lonely and cold life, like a tireless spinning top, being whipped by an invisible whip——

On and on, unable to let go.

In a blink of an eye, it was autumn.

At that time, Sha Ou felt that he seemed to have adapted to this rhythm of life in the past few months, and also adapted to the emptiness of the desk on the right, until that day.

On a weekend night, the bar was full of people, and more than half of the new customers called the bartenders to recommend wines. Several bartenders in the store took turns to take orders. After half the night, everyone was drunk .

Sand Gull got a little drunk that day.

When he came out of the store after get off work at night, he didn't dare to ride a bicycle and walked home along Yonglu, a pedestrian street.

The street lights and shadows were white, Sha Ou squinted slightly, and his footsteps were slightly vain.

As a result, as soon as he reached a corner, he suddenly heard someone behind him shout softly, "Look at the road!"

land?

Sha Ou was stunned, and for a moment, he even forgot what day it was. He suddenly turned his head and saw a young man supporting another young man, and the two were moving forward in small steps.

The man who was being held up was obviously drunk, and his feet were floating like he was about to take off, and most of his body was directly hanging on the person next to him. The person who was supporting him obviously had no choice but to hug him tightly. His waist held the man under his arms as safely as possible, and the drunks made noise all the way, and the two just walked past him like this.

But at the moment when he was facing him, Sha Ou could clearly see that the person supporting the drunk man with confusion did not have the slightest trace of anger and impatience on his face, only shallow helplessness, and there seemed to be a trace of If there seems to be no trace of laughter.

Sha Ou stood where he was, watching them stumbling and walking a long way without moving.

It wasn't until the figures of the two of them completely disappeared into the night that he suddenly turned around, bent down, supported the green trees on the side of the road, and vomited in darkness.

Tears choked all over his face and flowed to his mouth so bitterly.

This sudden drunkenness in the middle of the night is a fig leaf to cover up all emotions.

On the empty and lonely street, beside the cold and quiet road, only in such a quiet space and time can he hear the voice in his heart.

Where did it go?

I miss you so much.

The next day, Shaou found Brother Hong, resigned from his job as a wine pusher, and returned to his job as a waiter who only received a basic salary and tips, and insisted that the daily working hours be shortened to before eleven o'clock in the evening.

So far, he has not touched a drop of alcohol.

Later, he bought a book with a code lock, copied down the "source of happiness" that Lu Weiming had sent out one by one, set the code, put the book in the deepest drawer, and on that drawer, There is also a small brass lock.

It's like when you buried your own green youth with your own hands.

On the eve of the college entrance examination, Yang Guang talked to Sha Ou and told him the good news that the teacher in charge of self-enrollment at Peking University had contacted him. Because of his outstanding performance in the Olympiad, he could reduce his admission score by [-] points, which meant that , the institution of higher learning that he had dreamed of for a long time, took the initiative to open the door to him.

But Sha Ou said, "Forget it."

He said bluntly to Yang Guang: "I don't plan to go to Peking University, I want to go to the local media college."

Yang Guang was very puzzled by this, and the man who was always gentle and kind almost got angry with him: "Leave Peking University, which is at your fingertips, and go to the School of Media and Communication? What do you think!"

Although the School of Communication is also a first-class institution in China, and it is the only university with double "211" and "985" in the province, but compared with the highest institution at the top of the pyramid, there is still a big gap.

Sha Ou was very calm from the beginning to the end, and only said: "My grandfather is getting old, and my younger brother will go to other places to go to school in the future, so I have to stay, I can't leave."

Yang Guang is well aware of his family situation, but if such a good seedling will be lowered for higher education because of family ties, he can't just sit idly by as a head teacher.

So Yang Guang persuaded Sha Ou while visiting home to mobilize his grandfather and younger brother's thoughts. In the end, the three formed a team to brainwash Sha Ou together.

But Shaou was very stubborn this time.

After more than a week, seeing that the persuasion was ineffective, Yang Guang also admitted it.

So at the end of August of that year, Shaou was admitted to the Media College located in this city with the first place in the city and the second place in the province.

The summer of this year is finally over, and together with the 717, 105, 814, 205 and special 4 from Peking University to the North Sports, it is probably the last stop.

The original 15-minute drive was long and seemed to have no end.

Only the city under the feet, and the memory left here with the person who left, became the square inch connecting them to each other's past.

Sha Ou believes that if a person has already left, then he has to stay logically.

He couldn't let this only memory be scattered in the unknown years in the future.

Besides, he had a little luck.

Or maybe, after many years, will we meet again?

However, time gave him the most true and cruel answer.

After entering the university, Shaou majored in journalism. The coursework in the higher education institution was as heavy as that of the high school, and because he was not in the same district, he eventually quit his job in the bar.

Suddenly there was no source of income, and the savings in hand had to be used by Sha Yan to pay a high school student to study. One can imagine the pressure of life during those days.

But he gritted his teeth, and silently rejoiced in his heart.

Fortunately, Lu Weiming didn't have to participate in such a miserable life.

Later, influenced by his major, he gradually became interested in news commentary.

In the first semester of his freshman year, he started to write and really entered the world of current commentary circles.

First, he tested the waters by submitting articles on small websites. Seeing that the waves were higher than the others, he began to contribute to mainstream paper media.

Gradually, the famous commentator became famous, but no one knew that at that time, the big guy who used the pseudonym "24" to criticize current problems on major news media, newspaper websites, and discuss current affairs with a sharp style of writing was just a Young people under the age of 20.

By the time he was in his junior year, Sha Ou had become a special commentator for many top mainstream media, and had columns on many self-owned media platforms. People only see the "Flower of Gaoling" whose characters are unknown. There are countless manuscripts for newspapers, magazines, and professional websites every day. His pen name "24" is worth a thousand words.

At this point, he can finally completely stay away from the life of working and earning money while studying, and slowly, he can control the trajectory of his life in his hands.

It's just that the things remain the same, but the people don't exist.

When I was a teenager, my heart was always higher than the sky, and my whole body was lonely and proud. I always thought that I should wait until I have the ability to say love before I can love someone well.

But later I realized that even if fate generously allows him to write the script, nothing in life will go as planned after all.

When I have the ability to love others, the person I was attracted to at the beginning has already been scattered in the sea of ​​people, and I can't find it everywhere.

After graduating from undergraduate, Shaou was recommended to be a graduate student of our school. During his master's degree, he changed his professional research direction and focused on cultural industry management. While writing manuscripts, he tried to invest in cultural industries under the guidance of strong professional theories.

When he graduated, his net worth had accumulated to more than ten million yuan.

Although he can't match the top rich and powerful businessmen, at least his solid material foundation gives him the ability to control his own life and the confidence to love his lover well.

But at that time, he no longer had the extravagant idea of ​​"encountering" with Lu Weiming. It had been too long, so long that he had even blurred the reason why he insisted on staying here in the first place.

Waiting for too long has become a habit.

The most ruthless is Taicheng willow, which is still a ten-mile dike in a smoke cage.

The city is developing rapidly, the economy and society are advancing rapidly, and people are impetuous and flustered. They are afraid that if they are not careful, they will be left behind by the times and miss the subway that they have to go to work tomorrow morning.

But the sand gull is not afraid.

He even hoped that time would slow down a bit, leaving him a little more room to wait.

Even if it's just at dusk, among the noisy crowd rubbing shoulders, looking at it from afar.

So he deliberately slowed down, waiting for time to be an isolated island full of flowers.

If you don't come, I won't go.

The author has something to say: this chapter transitions, explaining some plots, such as why Xiaosha didn't take the exam to Peking University~

The next chapter is ten years later! ! ! !

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