Bai Yueguang he bent suddenly

Midsummer, the tail of July, and Gull's birthday.

Three days ago, Sha Ou removed the medicine thread from his left hand, but because the wound burst once, the doctor still asked him to change the dressing and disinfect it every day after he was discharged from the hospital. However, considering that the follow-up rehabilitation work was not difficult, Sha Ou chose to complete it in a community hospital.

Although his left hand was still wrapped in gauze and cotton wool, he insisted on leaving the hospital.

On his birthday, Sha Yan went to the supermarket early in the morning and bought a lot of meat, eggs, fruits and vegetables. He refused to let Sha Ou, whose hand injury was not healed, cook for him. He insisted on cooking a birthday meal for his brother himself. .

Sha Ou smiled, and he was also happy.

In the middle of the night, Mr. Sha strolled around to pick up a custom-made birthday cake from the cake shop and came back. During dinner, he personally lit candles for Sha Ou, sat at the table and said cheerfully: "It's so fast, in a blink of an eye, my eldest grandson is very happy." Eight years old, an adult... Xiaoou, come and make a wish!"

The candle flame danced, casting an orange shadow in Sha Ou's eyes. Sha Ou crossed his hands on the table, smiled slightly when he heard this, and said, "You also said that you can make a wish even when you are an adult? No way... ..”

"That won't work!" Sha Yan said in a choked voice: "Whenever is the birthday, you have to make a wish. It's a good omen and the occasion! Oh, hurry up, brother!"

"...Okay." Shaou couldn't help but took a deep breath, and then gently closed his eyes.

Yes, this is his rite of passage.

At this moment of standing on the dividing line between teenagers and adults, is there any wish?

There are, and there are too many.

I hope that grandpa will be in good health and enjoy his family in his later years.

I hope that my younger brother will be safe and successful, and draw a blueprint for the future.

Also hope...

Sha Ou's thoughts moved slightly, and under the reflection of the candlelight, he chanted in his heart——

May all your desires be obtained and all your expectations come true in this life.

May what you see in your eyes will always be a bright and brilliant April day on earth.

As for me--

If your flower road is prosperous, I will have nothing to wish for.

Sha Ou opened his eyes, and without waiting for others to urge him, he blew out the candle.

"Wow!" Sha Yan pulled out the candles one by one from the cake and said excitedly, "I'll cut the cake!"

A piece of butter with a little less cream was given to Mr. Sha, and a piece with the figure "Eighteen" was handed to Sha Ou.

Sha Ou was slightly confused, and suddenly said: "Give me another piece."

"Huh?" Sha Yan was still holding the plastic cutter, obviously not understanding.

Shaou got up, picked up the cake with the "Eighteen" pattern, put it directly in the fresh-keeping layer of the refrigerator, went back to the table, and said, "Change another piece."

"Oh, oh..." Sha Yan didn't know why, so he cut another piece for him, put it on the plate and pushed it over.

After eating the cake, we began to eat the main meal.

A meal, three people, laughing and chatting, talking on and off, eating for nearly two hours.

As the time approached ten o'clock, the family birthday meal, which marked Shaou's adulthood, finally came to an end.

Sha Yan was also in charge of cleaning the dining table and washing dishes. After Mr. Sha washed up, he was placed by Sha Ou to rest.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Xiaoou returned to his room after taking a shower.

He sat down in front of the desk, removed the slightly soaked gauze in circles, used a cotton swab dipped in iodophor to slowly apply medicine to the wound, and then wrapped it up again, tearing off a piece of medical tape with one hand , to fix the tail.

After finishing bandaging his hands, Sha Ou subconsciously glanced at the watch on the wall, it was ten past eleven.

There are five and ten minutes, and it will be zero.

He sat on the chair, staring at the mobile phone on the desk, slowly lost in thought.

I still remember that on the night of the New Year's Eve, Lu Weiming said——

"When it's your birthday, I'll give you a present!"

At the beginning of April, Lu Weiming's birthday, he repeated it again——

"I've been preparing for a long time, so don't refuse."

, do not reject...

Shagull closed his eyes hard.

At the same time, the mobile phone on the table suddenly started to vibrate, and Sha Ou was startled, his heart rose to his throat in an instant, and the caller——Peter Pan was clearly displayed on the screen of the mobile phone.

One second, two seconds, three seconds...

Sha Ou's heart was beating violently, and his breathing began to be difficult, almost panting slightly. Finally, he grabbed the phone and pressed answer.

Before the word "Hello" came out, Lu Weiming on the other end of the phone laughed and said, "Happy birthday!"

"...Thank you." Shaou tried his best to control his voice and said, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, Lu Weiming quickly interrupted him again: "Where are you?"

"Home."

"Go downstairs!"

Sandgull: "..."

He glanced at his younger brother who was already sound asleep on the bed behind him, exhaled heavily, grabbed the key and rushed out of the house.

It finally came.

In the middle of the summer night, cicadas chirp and insects chirp.

Sha Ou ran out of the unit door in one breath, paused, and stood where he was.

In front of the gate of the building, there was a black car parked, and the engine was still on. Lu Wei was standing at the door with his hands in his pockets. The tiredness on his face was hidden in the pair of peach blossom eyes, and he was looking at him with a smile.

"You..." Sha Ou was stunned: "Did you drive back?"

You haven't got your driver's license yet, don't you die!

Lu Weiming didn't answer, but suddenly strode forward, walked in front of him, stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms without saying anything.

Hugging so tightly, it was as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Sha Ou's mind was shocked, and a voice in his heart screamed at this moment: No, this can't be done!

He didn't dare to raise his hand to hug back, and he didn't even dare to pat Lu Weiming's shoulder symbolically.

However, it is also reluctant to push away.

Lu Weiming didn't say a single extra word, didn't mention how he tried to escape from home; didn't mention how he drove for almost seven hours, detoured all the way from the national highway, just to get there before midnight In front of him; without mentioning all the past that happened in the past ten days, there is no need to let him know about such a miserable coming out of the closet.

And all the thick and inextricable fiery emotions converged into a whisper in his ear at this time.

"Shaou, happy birthday."

His tone was unprecedentedly gentle and gentle, so gentle that Sha Ou's eyes were sore in an instant.

Sha Ou's throat choked up, he opened his mouth but couldn't say a word, he was afraid that he would ruin his work.

Can't help crying.

Lu Weiming didn't let go of him at all, chuckled in his ear and said, "Then, did I give you a gift?"

Sand Gull's pupils trembled.

"I......"

"Wait a moment!"

Sha Ou gritted his teeth hard, and slowly pushed away the person hugging him, his eyes were scarlet: "What are you going to give?"

Lu Weiming took a deep breath, and while he was nervous, there was endless throbbing in his heart: "I have a word for you."

He took a deep breath and tried to relax himself: "I..."

"Lu Weiming—"

Sha Ou clenched his right hand into a fist in the dark, his nails cut into the flesh of his palm, trying to stimulate the nerves with pain, but the hoarse and trembling voice finally revealed his emotions.

"Lu Weiming, there are some things that, once spoken, can't be undone. Some things, once done, it's not easy to go back."

"..."

Lu Weiming frowned slightly, as if the softest piece of tender flesh on the tip of his heart was suddenly pricked by a thin needle, and there was a brief but sharp pain.

He was ignorant and only understood three points, and couldn't help asking: "What do you mean?"

At this moment, Sha Ou wished he could die before it was over.

"I know what you want to say, but before you say it, you'd better ask yourself, are you really..."

Lu Weiming's face instantly turned cold.

This was a completely unexpected situation, and Sha Ou didn't play the cards according to the routine, which caught him off guard.

"You don't need to ask." Until this time, Lu Weiming was still trying his best to suppress his emotions, pretending to be relaxed: "I don't have a plan for this kind of thing, I treat you..."

"Or, you can ask me first, isn't it?"

Lu Weiming was stunned.

The shadow of the moon was rustling, and it fell into Sha Ou's dark and clear eyes. Lu Weiming looked at those cold eyes, but felt a chill in his heart for no reason.

It was clearly a midsummer night, but it seemed to fall into a cold sky.

After a long time, he opened his mouth in a hoarse voice, with a hint of temptation, and an expectation that was almost dispelled, and asked, "Then you, aren't you?"

Sha Ou bit the tip of his tongue hard, and the bloody breath spread out of his mouth. He looked at Lu Weiming silently, and after a few seconds, he answered with a pure voice.

"Sorry, I don't bend."

Lu Weiming was stunned for a moment, and his eyes turned red instantly.

The man in front of him, with clear eyebrows and a calm expression, told him half a minute ago - don't bend.

He said he wasn't.

He is not he is not he is not!

He said it himself...

Lu Weiming took a deep breath, and at this moment he could still chuckle: "Don't, don't be joking, aren't you? Then we two have been together for nearly a year..."

"Student relationships, friends, even siblings."

"Then why haven't I seen you treat other classmates as well as you treat me!"

"No one else has ever approached me proactively like you."

"Will you also give Liuli whistle to your friends? Will you give them a handmade 'Utopia' on their birthdays!"

"If I have friends who are as close as you are, I should be."

Lu Weiming: "..."

His eyes were red, his chest seemed to be surging with huge waves of magma, and his heart was almost burnt to ashes.

When he spoke again, his voice was so soft that he was afraid of disturbing the wind of the summer night: "Then...you will also celebrate the New Year with other buddies, and make a promise together..."

"Lu Weiming—"

Sha Ou felt that he couldn't listen to a single word, and when he heard a word, he was stabbed in the heart, the knife was fatal, and his internal organs festered.

"I'm sorry if we misunderstood you because of our closeness before, but I really can't lie to you about this matter."

Sha Ou thought, such inconsistency must be punished.

That's okay, the retribution is only on him.

If I have a heart to love, but no love, how can I give you an empty promise with nothing to prove?

How dare I keep you by my side selfishly, hanging on like this, leading me, letting you accompany me through a thorny journey that I am not even sure about.

The young man in front of him is impulsive, always upward, and always high-spirited.

In the future, there will be a gorgeous and wanton life, waiting for him to experience and feel it to his heart's content.

He should not be bound to his own world.

I can't, I dare not.

The brief silence was infinitely elongated.

After an unknown amount of time, Sha Ou saw a large drop of tears suddenly welling up from the corner of Lu Weiming's eyes, and at the moment of falling, he quickly raised his hand to wipe it away.

Lu Weiming lowered his eyelashes, looked at the shadows of two people on the ground under the clear moonlight, and suddenly said something like a mosquito——

"I told you not to refuse, you promised me."

"You suddenly don't count, I can't stand it."

These words almost killed Sha Gull.

The sense of weightlessness hit him unexpectedly, and Shaou felt that if he stayed for another second, he would not be able to hold on anymore.

If possible, he hoped that Lu Weiming could leave in anger, roar, go crazy, yell at him, blame him for scolding him, and even rush over and punch himself directly.

But he didn't.

He is just wronged.

Carefully wronged.

Sha Gull's voice trembled violently: "You..."

"Stop it." Lu Weiming raised his head, and at this moment he could barely smile at him, "Shaou, stop it."

"..."

"How's your... hand?"

Sha Ou was startled for a moment, and immediately said: "It's all right."

"Oh."

After two seconds, Lu Weiming said, "Then I'm going back."

What is Ten Thousand Arrows Piercing the Heart?

Lu Weiming said, "Go upstairs."

What is grief is nothing more than death.

Seeing that he really turned around, at the last moment, Shaou finally couldn't hold back and called him softly: "Lu Weiming!"

Lu Weiming tilted his head: "Huh?"

"You..." Sha Ou took a deep breath and said, "Can you wait for me?"

After all, he was reluctant, but he really didn't dare to say more about unnecessary words.

One more word and I can't hold it anymore.

After Sha Ou finished speaking, he turned around quickly, and immediately ran upstairs. Lu Weiming saw the sensor light in the corridor light up instantly, and smiled vaguely.

What else can I wait for you?

He turned back into the car and drove the car directly out of the community gate.

It was already midnight, and Sha Yan was still getting up to go to the bathroom. As soon as he went out of the room, he saw his brother rushing in from the door and heading straight for the refrigerator.

"Brother, where have you been so late?"

Sha Ou didn't answer, took out the cake in the fresh-keeping layer, and then rushed out the door without looking back.

Sha Yan's drowsiness immediately faded away, and he ran to the window of the living room, leaning on the window sill and looking down.

I saw Sha Ou running out of the door of the corridor unit with the small plate holding the cake in two or three steps, and then stopped abruptly outside the door of the corridor.

Outside the door of the unit shrouded in darkness, there was no one there.

Sha Yan was still puzzled: what is his brother doing?

Feeding mosquitoes with cake in the middle of the night?

He saw Xiaou standing at the door for a long, long time, so long that he fell asleep again, and when he almost called Xiaou to go upstairs through the window, Xiaou suddenly moved his footsteps.

He saw Shaou carrying the cake, walking step by step to the opposite of the door of the corridor unit, sitting on the stone steps, and then eating the cake silently by himself.

In the next second, Sha Yan covered his mouth and almost screamed out.

It's not just because Shaou left in a hurry and didn't take a fork, so he ate the cake with a small plate.

It's not because the big brother who has always been self-made and self-made is indifferent to his mouthful of cream.

It was because he suddenly saw, under the moonlight, Sha Ou's tear-filled eyes.

He is crying.

The author has something to say: here we come!The big knife finally fell, I promise this is the most ruthless knife, it's gone, it's really gone!

嘤，来聊天！感谢在2020-07-1316:29:13~2020-07-1419:43:34期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 5 cows; Sakuragi Banyue, come and cut me 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 55 bottles of Jinjiang Love Begonia; 10 bottles of Yingmu Banyue; 9 bottles of Niu?; 5 bottles of Chuci;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!