miss you

In order to relieve Mr. Gao and also for the injured Lin Yu, I freely became a bait since I approached Ji Ruobing's painful and proud Wen Wuyou. During more than a year of getting along with him, I found that the original psychology of revenge turned to love, and even In the dead of night, I will think of Ruobing's peaceful smiling face.

Sure enough, Ji Ruobing is a woman who will fascinate people once she gets deep. At first, she was resistant to my invitation, but gradually her resistance became less obvious. As the contact deepened, her attitude changed accordingly. .

She has a child, and a lover who is always not by her side but makes her miss day and night. That person is Wen Wuyou, the woman who snatched her away from Lin Yu.I've always wondered what's so good about Wen Wuyou, whether it's his appearance, temperament or speech, he's not as decent as Ruobing, why does she, Ji Ruobing, love that guy.

Another year of New Year’s Eve alone, the warmth and care I have been longing for for more than 20 years in my life disappeared the moment my mother passed away. A woman is also the only person in this world who loves me selflessly.

I think she especially thought about it. After my mother passed away, I went to nightclubs to get drunk to numb myself. My family said I was a prodigal daughter and useless. Many times I even felt that what they said was right. I was indeed useless, alive. Also waste of money.

On the day I met Linyu, she drank too much. The two of us happily punched and drank, and then we swayed to the hotel to get a room. I gave up on myself, and she tortured herself in the same way.

That night I gave her my body and my first night, it was very painful but I didn't want her, because it was my voluntary and it had nothing to do with her.

When she woke up in the morning, she found the blood on the sheets. When she put on her underwear, she told me that she would make up for my first night. She said that if she knew that it was my first time, she would never touch me.Later, before she left, she threw down a business card to me, saying that if there is something to call her, she is too busy to deal with this kind of shit.

That was the first impression Lin Yu left on me, what a cold asshole.

I put away my business card, just put it away, and didn't even think about asking for a phone call. After I got out of the hotel, the taxi stopped in front of me. I straightened my slightly disheveled hair and dragged the car door to go back to Tong's house, which I will hate all my life.

Half a month later, at a banquet, I was reprimanded by my father for saying something wrong. In front of outsiders, he unreservedly called me useless and useless. I laughed and held my wine glass tightly.

"Mr. Tong, I heard that you are very interested in xxx, right?" A strange voice suddenly came from behind, which was so cold that it made people feel chills in the heart. After Lin Yu walked in front of him, his father said with a smile on his face: "Linyu, you are getting more and more beautiful, your parents are okay."

"They, I don't know where to go. It's hard work to leave me alone to take care of the company. Mr. Tong wonders if I can borrow a few minutes of your daughter's time."

"Oh, good, you young people talk."

I know that later Linyu said that she wanted to associate with me mainly because of the business that her father liked. At that time, I was helpless even if I was taken advantage of, I would thank her for not letting me do that when I needed to rely on her the most. fell down.

Although Linyu looks cold, she is not a bad person. Although she used me to get the business, she also helped me get a considerable amount of financial income. Grandpa said, Tong Muge, I don’t have a granddaughter like you. Things, get out of here, get out of Tong's house.

To be honest, I depend more on Linyu. I like to rely on her. I didn't meet love until I met Ruobing, true love.

Wen Wuyou was not there on the day of Ruobing's performance. I asked her, "Sister Ruobing, why didn't Teacher Wen come?" She replied, "Wuyou went to work preparing for the Spring Festival Gala." I can't spend the New Year with you again." Then she hummed suicidally and didn't respond to me.

Every time I mention that person, I can see the loss and helplessness in Ruobing's eyes. She is so looking forward to and wanting that person to appear at the performance to cheer for her, but every time One time of waiting in exchange for empty joy, is infinite decline continue to wait.

I feel sorry for this woman who waits persistently without complaint or regret. I want to hug her tightly and tell her not to wait any longer when she is tired. She will not give up her career and come to see you. Give up and keep waiting.

At the end of the Spring Festival Gala, I saw the words Wuyou Dance Troupe appear on the TV. I heard that the man who danced solo was Wen Wuyou's most proud student and the only apprentice she had accepted for many years.

I don't know dance, but I know a thing or two after staying in the dance company for a long time. I have to admit that the dancer's skills are superb, and the movements are quick and neat without being lingering.

When the midnight bell rang, I clasped my hands together and said silently, Happy New Year, Mom, and Happy New Year, Ruobing.

It was snowing outside the window on the first day of the new year. I picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and called Ruo Bing to call Ruo Bing. It took a long time before the call was picked up by the other party. I heard the other party deliberately lowered his voice, "Hi Shepherd Pigeon, you also have a happy Chinese New Year, I'm sorry to answer the phone."

"Oh, it's okay. Is Mr. Wen home?"

"Well, I came back after three o'clock in the morning and just fell asleep for a while, do you have anything else to do?"

"No, I just want to wish you a new year."

"Okay then, take a good rest. I've been exhausted recently. I'm fine. I'll hang up."

"Okay" before my words landed, she hung up the phone in a hurry. I knew that I must have gone to take care of that guy. It's obvious, I've been waiting, waiting for Wen Wuyou to lose my temper, but I didn't expect that she would keep me safe year after year, I can't wait any longer, I can't wait any longer, I want to tell you that she Wen Wuyou You don't deserve you to pay for her like this, to keep the vacant room alone for her, and to shed tears for her alone.

On the fourth day after the Spring Festival, I saw Wen Wuyou’s interview on TV. She took her apprentices to share her journey with everyone, and she called you to greet you with some anxiety. You said, “Worriless went to work. , I'll talk about it when I'm at a relative's house when I'm free, so I'll hang up first." She left you alone at home because of her work again, it's really disgusting.

Originally, I hated Wen Wuyou because of Linyu's relationship, but now I feel even more hostile towards her because of you. Subconsciously, I don't think she is a very good lover. She only loves her career and doesn't really love her. you.

It was difficult to pass another Spring Festival. When I saw you with black eyes again in the dance troupe, my heart was stung. You held Jun Bo's hand and taught him dance moves. Your patient persuasion made the restless The child is quiet.

I walked over to give you towels and water on the floor, and you thanked me, and I said, "Why did you come to the regiment so early, and many of you didn't come back." You shook your head and smiled wryly, saying that being alone at home is too boring, Come here and feel that time can pass faster, I asked if it was because of her, you kept silent.

At noon, you said that you would invite me to dinner in the afternoon and let me wait for you to send the child home first. I said that I would wait for you to come back. I cherish the time I can spend alone with you, and I am also obsessed with the smell you emit. The fragrance has been lingering in the tip of the pen.

You quickly sent the child away and returned. You asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said you can book a place. If you said Sichuan food is okay, I said yes.

"Come on, you order, I haven't eaten for many years."

"Well, what do you like to eat?"

"I can do anything, just order what you like."

You put the menu in front of me and asked me to order by myself, and said that you haven’t eaten for many years and don’t know if you are still used to spicy food. I ordered according to the usual taste, and you were considerate while waiting for the food He brought me a cup of tea and asked me if I needed other food, I smiled and shook my head to indicate no.

"Shepherd Pigeon, I have something to ask you. Of course, you don't have to answer me. If you think I offend you, you can accuse me of being rude."

"Sister Ruobing, you can ask, I must say what I can say, don't be polite to me, we are already so familiar."

"You...have a good time with Linyu, and you also know Mr. Gao, right?"

"right"

"You also know what happened between me and Linyu, and what happened between me, Linyu and Wuyou, right?"

"I don't know everything, but I know a little bit."

"I asked you so directly, you should know what I want to say."

"I know, Wen Wuyou has already told you."

"No, she didn't say anything to me."

"Ji Ruobing, I've fallen in love with you, and I've fallen in love with you too. You don't need to ask, I'll tell you frankly now, I know I can't match Wen Wuyou's position in your heart, but she can wait You seven years and I can wait for you for the next seven years and the next seven years."

"Muge, you are still so young, I don't deserve your precious youth for me."

"It's worth it, it's really worth it."

After I spoke firmly and firmly, I heard Ruo Bing sigh, then she poured herself a glass of water, picked it up, put it on her lips, took a sip, and said: "Wuyou can't eat spicy food. I chose this one on purpose before." The Sichuan restaurant invited her to dinner, and she only drank a few sips of water and left hungry. Muge, I have never been attracted to anyone except Wuyou, including Linyu at the beginning. I took care of everything so I made the wrong choice, and that relationship ended up hurting others and hurting myself. There is no other purpose for talking to you today. As someone who has been through it, I just want to tell you that sometimes what you think is right is not necessarily right , don't hurt yourself."

After the food was ready, she asked me to use my chopsticks first, and then she added a little to the bowl. She said, "It's really spicy, you should eat more." She didn't touch those dishes, and she was very quiet during this period Staring at the mobile phone on the table in a daze, she came out of the hotel and asked me: "Muge, go home or go back to the troupe." I said, "My car is still parked at the entrance of the dance troupe, let's go back to the troupe." On the way, she handed me a lollipop and said, "Eat one, to get rid of the taste in your mouth."

"Do you like this?"

"I don't like sugar very much"

"Then you still keep it with you. I see there are a lot of cotton candy in this car. Could it be that Jun Bo likes it? Didn't you forbid him to eat candy?"

"Um"

She wasn't talking to me, she said that she doesn't like candy and won't let her children eat it, so it must be Wen Wuyou, because she likes it.Thinking of this, my heart was instantly blocked by a big stone, and it was difficult to breathe. I pressed the car window to let cold air blow into the car to let myself breathe.

"It's here, go home early by yourself, don't come here during the Chinese New Year, and stay at home with your family." After the car stopped, she said goodbye to me. I sat there with my hands clasped on my kneecaps, and I was full of resentment when I mentioned my family. Before getting out of the car I said, "I have no family, they are all dead."

"Shepherd Pigeon..." When I pushed the door and ran away, I heard Ruo Bing's voice came again, I pressed the car lock and slammed on the accelerator, and Ruo Bing's car passed by, I think she must have seen me hideous faces and eyes full of tears.

Her unbearable hurt and my deliberate presentation afterwards gave me a little hope, and also brought her and Wen Wuyou's relationship to a stalemate for a while.I know that my behavior is immoral, destroying other people's feelings, and becoming a third party who can be punished, but when love comes, I have to do nothing, and I don't want to regret it for the rest of my life.