miss you

He and Huiwen drove home separately at the entrance of the company. When they got home, the light in the living room was still on. When they opened the door and were about to call Ruo Bing, they heard a man's voice coming from the house.

"Worriless, I'm back."

"Master Wang, why are you here?"

"Oh, worry-free, uncle has something to ask you."

"Wang Shu, you are sitting in the room. I dare not answer what you said. You can say whatever you want. It's not about asking or not. How can you let the juniors bear it?"

"Okay, Uncle Wang didn't love you for nothing before, worry-free, for such a thing, Uncle Wang and I will retire from the stage next year. You know that the Spring Festival Gala will be held in the last year of this year. Hundreds of millions of eyes are staring at the Spring Festival Gala. Come on, there is still more than a month to go, and the dance is not satisfactory, Uncle Wang would like to ask you to do me a favor as the chief conductor."

"This..." After hearing Uncle Wang's words, I looked up at Ruo Bing who was sitting opposite. I couldn't see any expression on her face, and then I opened my mouth to evade: "Uncle Wang, you are such a big and important person." Evening party, it’s not appropriate to entrust such an inexperienced person to me. With Uncle Wang, you also know that I don’t dance anymore, and my feeling for the stage is much worse. See if this is okay, I’ll help you see if there are any others Is there a suitable candidate?"

"Worriless, Uncle Wang replied that you just rejected it. In this way, the show is still under review. As long as you are willing to help me reserve a spot for your dance troupe, you can see it. This is the Spring Festival Gala. You don't want to borrow it." Do you want to take this opportunity to make your dance troupe a household name?"

"Uncle Wang, you are not leaving me a way out. Let me think about it. I know you are anxious, but this task is too difficult for me. You have to let me think about it."

"Okay, then worry-free, Uncle Wang will be waiting for you at the stage tomorrow, come early."

Is this old man going to do it? How much money will you give me if I agree to help you?

"Taiwan Director Wang gave us a lot of opportunities in the early years. He probably came to you because he didn't have any recruits. It's not easy for you to see the head of the station with a sad face." Ruo Bing opened his mouth when I turned over. Silent and did not speak, I just don't understand why she is so talkative, maybe the old man said something to her when I was not at home, otherwise how could Ruo Bing speak for him and persuade me to help, such a high-pressure and high-intensity rehearsal As well as supervising my body on the spot, not to mention it was unbearable before, it is even more unbearable now. A while ago, she scolded me for wanting to work and die, so why do I still ask me to help? Isn't it contradictory.

Seeing that I didn't respond, she said again: "Don't you want your dance troupe to be on the stage where hundreds of millions of people are watching? What a great opportunity."

"You..., but... Once tomorrow is over, I won't be able to go home until the first day of the Lunar New Year. Your performance..." I missed Ruo Bing's performance again and again, and it made me worry Tong Muge's relationship, just when I wanted to seriously deal with the relationship between the three of us, suddenly crossed into such a thing, I don't want to end up winning the world and losing my wife.

Turning left and right, it was annoying, and finally couldn't sleep, so I sat up and stared at the sky with my eyes. Ruo Bing felt sleepy after being tossed by me, and then she held my five fingers and said: "It's okay. , even if you are not here, I will dance for you."

"Ruobing, there is actually one thing that I don't really want to tell you. I know you don't want to owe others, but I'm really afraid that you won't want me."

"How come, let me hear what happened."

"It was Tong Muge who told me when she first took over the dance troupe a year ago that she would avenge Jing Linyu and would not make me feel better, and asked me if you would fall in love with someone else. I felt very sad at the time. It's ridiculous that I didn't pay attention to a little kid, but the situation is different now. Do you remember that dinner party, Jing Linyu and Mr. Gao were together, after I went up with her, do you know what she said to me? , she said that it was because of my appearance that Jing Linyu was in great pain. After she separated from you, she had the idea of ​​committing suicide, so she said that it was time for me to pay off the debt. Ruobing, I was really afraid, so I started a big Compress your work schedule and try to spend more time with you, Ruobing, I know that I have been in a bad mood for the past few years and you have not been so comfortable, Ruobing, it's not that I don't want you to go out to work and do what you like, Even if you want to dance, it’s not good to dance beside me. I’m not a control freak, and I don’t have the need to control you. Ruo Bing, I’ve worked so hard to be with you. I really can’t bear it. The wind is blowing and the grass is moving, so I beg you to be considerate and considerate of me, okay?"

Ruobing, I didn't want you to bother to deal with this kind of emotional dispute. You are innocent, but I really can't help it. Maybe the days to come will be busier after this. In the interval, I don't want to fight with you because of outsiders. Forgive me for making you bear the responsibility that you shouldn't bear.

I was vulnerable and curled up in Ruo Bing's warm embrace like a child longing for warmth. Her lips kissed my forehead and kissed my trembling eyelashes. She said, "You should have told me earlier, dear, don't be afraid I'm afraid, nothing will happen, nothing will happen, go to sleep." That night, Ruo Bing coaxed me into a dream like a child, and in the dream I heard Ruo Bing calling me home over and over again. , hurry home.

The next morning, under Ruobing's instructions, I went out to report in the station. Before I went, I called Huiwen and asked her to arrange for Zhigang and the others to come over.When I arrived at the studio, all the staff members of the review team and director team were present. When Uncle Wang saw me appearing in the studio, the tense muscles on his face relaxed. He walked towards me quickly and took me to meet other The staff knew each other, and we quickly entered a rigorous working mode after getting a general familiarity with the situation.

It happened to be lunch break when Hui Wen brought the dance troupe, I handed her a boxed lunch and said, "We will be the first one in the afternoon, have you chosen the show yet?"

"Well, I chose a newly choreographed dance, and I didn't skip it. This is the first official rehearsal, so I don't know if it will work."

"Well, I'll take a look when it's okay. I told Ruobing last night about Tong Shege and Mr. Gao."

"Well, it's good. You should tell her, so as not to let them take advantage of it."

"But Ruobing, she..., I'm afraid she will suffer."

"You are afraid that she will suffer, don't worry, even if you are cut into eight pieces, even if you have a hair, Ruobing is more likable than you, don't worry about it."

"No, what do you mean?"

"What I mean is, you work hard, and you leave the rest to Ruobing. She is better at handling it than you."

"Uh, yeah."

"Yes Yes Yes"

Hui Wen said that I should have pointed it out to Ruo Bing a long time ago, and said that Ruo Bing was much better than me in dealing with this kind of matter. I didn't understand her and she didn't answer me.The Spring Festival Gala entered the countdown state, and our entire program group finally entered a [-]/[-] state of preparation. I have not experienced this intensity for many years, and I was so tired that I was on the verge of collapse.

"Come down the steps slowly, don't feel dizzy." Huiwen caught me at the moment when my body was swaying, and I was carried off the stage step by step by her, "That... I'm emphasizing it once, when I dance The light is slowly turning on." I walked down and chattered, got off the stage and Huiwen carried me back to the lounge and laid me down on the single bed.

"Why are your hands shaking so badly? It's okay."

"Hehe, if you can't do it, you have to do it. There are still the last few days, and it's time to grit your teeth."

"This is the video of Ruobing's performance. Can you watch it? I'll make milk powder for you."

"Oh, let me have a look." Taking the mobile phone Huiwen handed over and pressing the play button, the show is called "Missing You", Ruobing's figure is as graceful as before, looking at me makes my eyes red , I saw the anticipation and longing in Ruobing's eyes during that period of tangled and complicated emotions. I admit that I am not a careful person, nor a qualified daughter, lover and mother. The role I play in life Without exception, they all failed, but they still held me up high and looked up.

"Drink it while it's hot, you don't know that many people at the scene cried, worry-free, Ruo Bing has endured a lot since being with you, in fact, her ability to bear is not worse than yours, and she is more mature and stable than you Don't worry, even if President Jinglin Yugao and Tong Muge add up, she won't be shaken, you are really lucky to meet such a good woman."

Because of the all-round martial law, I didn’t call Ruobing once until the Spring Festival Gala. The show kicked off under the watchful eyes of the people all over the country. All the staff and I were sweating from the back of the stage watching every move of the front desk. If there is a loss, it stands to reason that after thousands of rehearsals, nothing major will happen, but even a small flaw will make us feel sorry for those who are exhausted.

All the processes were carried out step by step. At 11:30 in the evening, when Zhigang led a group of young dancers onto the brightly lit stage, my nervousness reached its peak. I sit, but I have to stand stubbornly in the dark and look up at Zhigang dancing.

I changed that dance a total of [-] times before finally showing the final product to everyone. I even felt the pain of nails piercing into the palm of Zhigang when Zhigang stood up. The music slowly flowed and the lights slowly unfolded. , despite all the sweat and dedication, the audience in the audience gave warm applause and finally felt gratified.

In my nervousness, I had the illusion that the totem on Zhigang's back was growing with his dance steps. The ancient traditional totem had sprouted buds, and they all bloomed at the final curtain call. After this performance, I welcomed In the second overturn of her career, Huiwen said that everything is fate, in which you do not belong to the family, and you will not be held back by grievances and grievances.

I said, this is not fate, but the luck my family gave me.

The success of the performance made Zhigang famous and my dance troupe received more attention and honor. When the bell struck twelve o'clock in the morning, I wished everyone a happy Chinese New Year with the host in the hall of the studio.

"Sister, sleep if you're sleepy." After many years, I was picked up again by Zhigang. He recalled his youthful appearance when he was eighteen or nineteen years old, and I said, "I still remember the first time I saw you, you were so timid that you didn't dare to look me in the eye."

"Isn't it? At that time, I had never seen a big shot. In my eyes, sister, you were not much like a god at that time. Your heart almost jumped out of your mouth."

"Are you still worried about going on stage now? I just danced very well and brilliantly. Were you nervous when dancing on top?"

"No, not nervous at all."

"Really"

"Um"

"why"

"Because you're here, I'm not nervous."

"I use it that way"

"Well, my sister has you in my life and danced after you."

This is the second time Zhigang mentioned such words. The first time was the day when I took Ruobing to the dance troupe. At that time, Zhigang was impulsive and reckless. He asked me loudly, why, sister, what is she? ,Why.

I couldn't catch my eyes and finally fell asleep in Zhigang's broad chest. This sleep was very deep and long. Zhigang fulfilled his wish and became my most dazzling disciple, bar none.

Since then, people will see an outstanding male dancer introduce himself on TV and say: "Hi everyone, I am Wen Wuyou, a student of Mr. Wen, and my name is Li Zhigang."

My name is always put in the front by the lovely Zhigang, and his words, sister, in my life, there is first you, and the dance is also engraved in my memory together with his perseverance and cannot be erased .