not regret

Chapter 48

Suddenly being hugged by Shui Yifan, Pan Wenqing was ecstatic. He thought that Shui Yifan was awake, and he thought he had finally arrived, but the reality still poured a basin of cold water on him. It was getting worse, some hallucinations had already appeared, he picked up Shui Yifan horizontally, and carried him back to the room.

After feeding Shui Yifan and drinking medicine, the medicine has the effect of sleeping, and soon Shui Yifan fell asleep. Pan Wenqing sat on the side and held Shui Yifan's hand, "Even if you treat me as a He's fine too, I'm willing to be a stand-in, talk to me, you haven't spoken for a long time, Xiaofan, please let me beg you? Please let me beg you..."

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Shen Juan was sent to the hospital by Tang Yuze because of his serious condition. The hospitals in the small county did not have such good medical conditions. The doctor advised them to transfer to another hospital. Even the most basic life support could not be done here, but Tang Yuze He couldn't decide, so he could only wait for Shen Juan to wake up and ask him what he meant. In fact, Tang Yuze knew that there was no need to ask. Shen Juan came back just to wait for his life to run out, and he would not agree to go anywhere else.

Shen Pan's illness is about to enter the countdown. Tang Yuze doesn't know if he can accept the day Shen Pan leaves. He likes him, he knows, and he also knows that no matter how hard he tries, he won't be able to reach his heart, but he just can't let it go. He couldn't let Shen sentence himself to leave, he hated Shui Yifan, he was jealous of him, he felt that Shui Yifan didn't deserve such a good person at all, he felt that Shui Yifan was not worth Shen's sacrifice for him at all.

On this day, when Pan Wenqing was feeding the mangoes, he felt something was wrong. The snake didn't move at all. Although the mangoes didn't move much at ordinary times, it was different from today's situation. He boldly put his hand into the glass cabinet , wanted to feel what was going on, when he touched the mango, he knew that the snake was dead.

Pan Wenqing panicked for a moment. The snake was regarded as a treasure by Shui Yifan. He knew that it would irritate Shui Yifan even more if it died so suddenly. The dropped things will rot and stink, so it’s not a problem to leave them like this, he thought he would dispose of them secretly without making a sound, but he couldn’t die, just when he struggled to take the mango out of the glass cabinet , Shui Yifan suddenly appeared behind him, looking at him motionless, or looking at the mango in his arms, the pupils in his wooden eyes moved slightly, if Shui Yifan can now The snake was probably the only one who responded.

"I, I'll take it out for a walk..." Pan Wenqing was so frightened that he broke into a cold sweat, he was afraid that Shui Yifan would look at him like this, he was afraid that Shui Yifan would see that the snake was dead.

Shui Yifan didn't give him any chance to continue talking. He walked over directly and raised his hand to touch the mango. Although the temperature of the mango is usually cold, whether it is alive or dead, Shui Yifan has raised it for four years. , can always be clearly distinguished, and has not spoken for a long time, Shui Yifan opened his mouth, and the voice in his throat seemed to be blocked by something, hoarse and unpleasant, "It...is it dead?"

Pan Wenqing didn't dare to tell the truth, so he could only boldly say, "No, no, it fell asleep. I just took it out for a walk, and put it back in a while. Go back and rest."

"Find a place to bury it." Shui Yifan nestled back into the beanbag sofa after saying this.

Pan Wenqing didn't say anything else, he could only go out with the mango in his arms. After he turned around, he didn't see the fruit knife that Shui Yifan hid in his sleeve.

Pan Wenqing managed to bury the mango, and hurried back. As soon as he entered the house, he saw Shui Yifan lying in a pool of blood. He had already dealt with the mango as quickly as possible, but when he came back, he saw this. A scene, the whole person was stunned, it was Aunt Qin's screams that pulled him back.

Pan Wenqing hurriedly picked up Shui Yifan. In his panic, he didn't see where Shui Yifan was injured, but sent Shui Yifan to the hospital in a panic.

When Shui Yifan opened his eyes, what caught his eyes was the snow-white roof. He knew he had failed, and Pan Wenqing snatched him back from the hands of the god of death. It hurts so much.

The place where Shui Yifan pricked was the liver, but the prick was missed, and his life was saved, but he lost too much blood and was a little weak. Pan Wenqing was sent to the doctor in time. dead.

Cui Can held Shui Yifan's hand, unable to extricate himself from grief, "Fanfan, why do you do this, do you think it's worth it for someone who abandoned you? Think about your parents, me, you... You are so ruthless, doesn't it hurt when you pierce yourself?"

Shui Yifan turned his head to look at his friend for many years, who had been staying with him for the past two days, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was haggard, "I'm sorry."

Cui Can quickly shook his head, "No, no, I didn't dare to tell your parents about you, they don't know yet. I know you don't want them to worry, I want you to call them after you recover."

When Pan Wenqing came in from the outside, he saw that Shui Yifan had woken up, his legs were suddenly a little weak, and his whole body was numb. He staggered to Shui Yifan's bed, grabbed Shui Yifan's other hand, "Xiaofan? Xiaofan, are you awake? You scared me to death, you scared me to death..." Before he could finish speaking, Pan Wenqing was sobbing so hard that he couldn't speak.

Shui Yifan held Pan Wenqing's hand tightly for the first time when he was awake. Although he didn't use much strength, Pan Wenqing could feel it, and finally said three words in his throat, "Thank you."

Pan Wenqing was overwhelmed by Shui Yifan's sudden gentleness, and replied in a daze, "It's good that you're fine."

When helping Shui Yifan clean up his body, Shui Yifan was no longer as resistant as before. Pan Wenqing picked up Shui Yifan's clothes, gently lifted off the gauze, and saw that it was less than three centimeters but almost killed Shui Yifan. He closed his eyes, thinking that his hard work would always move Shui Yifan and make him accept himself, but he never thought that Mango's death would make Shui Yifan no longer have the desire to live, "Xiaofan , out of the hospital, shall we raise a dog?"

The ward where Shui Yifan lives is on the third floor. There is a tall willow tree outside the window. The tree has nothing but the branches. Pecking, Shui Yifan looked at the two sparrows in a daze, until Pan Wenqing said that he wanted to raise a dog, and then he took his thoughts back. At the beginning, he also wanted to raise a dog. He liked the kind of big dog. I don't really like the kind of small dogs that have to be held in my arms and act coquettishly. At that time, Shen Pan said, "Just keep a pet that matches you. Dogs that need to be walked Forget it, you are too lazy to walk yourself, you choose the same as the snake and the palace guard.” In the end, Shui Yifan chose the mango, and now the mango is also dead, as if telling Shui Yifan that the relationship between him and Shen Pan is really not good The room for turning around has really come to an end, and there is no turning back, as if it is drawing an end to this relationship.