not regret

Chapter 47

On the 26th day of the twelfth lunar month, Pan Wenqing brought Shui Yifan to his villa. He was afraid that Shui Yifan would not get used to it, so he could only bring the lazy sofa to Shui Yifan, but he could see a garden from the floor-to-ceiling windows of his house. , The flowers and plants in the winter garden are all withered, leaving only a piece of yellow and yellow.

I was afraid that Shui Yifan would make trouble if he didn't get used to it, but what he didn't expect was that Shui Yifan didn't even react at all, and let Pan Wenqing take him away from the place where he had lived for many years.

When moving the mangoes, the workers were terrified. The glass cabinet had to be dismantled and moved, which was very troublesome. Pan Wenqing did not move, and made a new one for the mangoes at his own home. He just needed to move the mangoes out, but no one Dare to go up and carry it, it was Pan Wenqing who had the courage to carry the mango out. It was not as heavy as imagined, but Pan Wenqing was still trembling while holding it. He was afraid, he was really afraid, but he had no choice but to hug it. When getting into the car, Pan Wenqing's shirt was soaked with sweat, and the wind blew in, making his body covered in goose bumps.

The person who was brought from the old house to take care of her life was an aunt named Qin who had been taking care of Pan Wenqing's mother. She had watched Pan Wenqing grow up since she was a child. She lived in the old house for a long time and always knew something about Pan Wenqing. The Pan family only had such a precious son, and they always loved him very much. Even if they knew that he liked the same sex, they didn't show too much excitement. They just said that they wanted a child, and they didn't care about the rest.

"Baby, this...is this going to be kept at home too?" Aunt Qin looked at Pan Wenqing holding a snake, and couldn't say anything frightening. If she can call, only Aunt Qin is left.

Pan Wenqing put the mango in the glass cabinet, sweat dripped from his temples, took out a piece of paper to wipe it, and took a moment to say, "Well, this is Xiaofan's treasure, you can't leave it there, you must bring it back."

Aunt Qin really couldn't like this person who was taken care of by her young master in every possible way, so she snorted softly and went to do other things.

Pan Wenqing led Shui Yifan to an open space behind his house. Pan Wenqing's villa was in the suburbs. He didn't like to deal with those messy people, so he bought a piece of land and built a house by himself, "Xiaofan, Don't you like lavender? When the weather is warm in spring, let's plant lavender here? And then raise a dog. Can you name the dog? What kind of dog do you want? You like small animals so much, sure It will be raised well, and then we will take the dog out for a walk every day, do you think it is okay?"

Shui Yifan stared blankly at the open space with unfocused eyes. He has been drinking medicine for the past two days. Although it has some effect, it is still not so obvious. Playing an auxiliary role, Pan Wenqing firmly believed that as long as he worked hard, Shui Yifan would have a good day.

Shen Juan has been in his hometown for a few days, and he has not had a good time recently. His condition is getting worse and worse. He has lymph nodes in his neck and underarms. It is very serious. His whole body is a little swollen. He basks in the sun with his eyes closed. , I still remember when I was a child, there was no place to go on New Year’s Eve, so he and Shui Yifan went to Internet cafes to spend this difficult time with friends. He always thought of his parents and how his father passed away during these festivals when it was easy to think of relatives. When you are with your friends, the noisy voice in the Internet cafe can suppress your thoughts.

Tang Yuze handed Shen Juan a glass of water, "Brother, do you really not need to go to the hospital like this?"

Shen Juan shook his head almost indistinctly, his voice was so hoarse, and the voice he said was not so pleasant, "No, why go to the hospital now, I've finished my work, so that's it, thank you for being here with me." Stay with me in the last days. You can leave after I leave. The money in the card should be enough to pay off your father’s debt. I will give you some more. You can finish the unfinished school. It’s really hard You have been taking care of me."

Sniffing, Tang Yuze's eyes were slightly red, "Brother, I'm here with you not because I want your money, you paid so much for him, he doesn't even know, why are you so stupid?"

Shen Juan took a sip of water from the cup, adjusted his sitting position, sighed softly, his eyes were extremely gentle, "He, he has been stubborn since he was a child, let him think that I abandoned him just to be with you , He can live with hatred in his heart, not to mention that he has Pan Wenqing by his side, who will take good care of him, Pan Wenqing will do no less than me, he loves him very much, I can feel it."

"Brother, I don't understand. You take care of everything. He doesn't know anything. Is it fair?" Tang Yuze sat beside Shen Juan, looking at this stupid man.

"Xiao Tang, you are still young, you don't understand, when two people are together, they don't talk about who pays more and who pays less, who is fair and unfair to whom, I do all this voluntarily, and I don't want him to reciprocate What, my last wish is for him to be happy." Shen Judgment said.

The sun shines on Shen Juan, and there is peace. This person is going to die soon, such a warm person, such a good person, Tang Yuze secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Brother, have you ever thought that his happiness is as long as You are in it, without you there is no happiness, from everything you have done for him, I feel that he must love you very much, how can you make him happy without you?"

Shen Juan smiled, and the corners of his beautiful lips were slightly curved up, like a warm sun in winter, like a coolness in summer, lingering in Tang Yuze's mind for a long time, in his future memories, really I can’t find such a gentle person in the world, and someone who loves someone so deeply that he will give everything, even his own life. As long as that person is happy, what a simple wish, As long as he is happy.

"Time is the best medicine for all sufferings. I think he will always come out and find his own happiness, and he will never have me in his happiness. If there is another life, I don't want to meet him again. I have no luck, and I have brought him down too." Shen Judgment said.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Pan Wenqing brought a lot of fireworks and lit them one by one in his backyard. The fireworks exploded in the sky, and the gorgeous light fell into the water and filled everyone's eyes.

When I was young, I had no money, and even if I wanted to set off fireworks, he and Shen Pan bought that kind of cheap fireworks sticks, which can be regarded as letting off fireworks. Silently make a wish in my heart, I want to be with this person standing by my side forever, just like this for a lifetime.

For so long, Shui Yifan had a rare reaction to the things around him. He stretched out his hand and slowly stretched forward in the void. In the brilliant fire, he saw a person walking towards him slowly, It looks like a young man, the person he has been thinking about all the time, "Brother Judgment".

His voice was covered by the sound of fireworks, Shui Yifan moved faster and faster, and gradually started to run, towards that blurred phantom, towards his youth of more than ten years.