not regret

Chapter 49

Shui Yifan turned his head, didn't say much, just looked at Pan Wenqing fixedly.

Pan Wenqing also knew that he couldn't be too eager for quick success, and he had to take his time with Shui Yifan, too anxious was not good for anyone.

Shui Yifan's injury was not serious. He was discharged from the hospital on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year. After returning home, Pan Wenqing really guarded Shui Yifan every step of the way, for fear that he would do anything to hurt her again.

Originally, Shui Yifan slept alone before, but Pan Wenqing didn't dare to let Shui Yifan sleep by himself after this incident. After taking a shower at night, he stood at the door and hesitated for a long time, wondering whether he should go in or not.

After hesitating for a while, he cheered himself up, and still took the first step. Shui Yifan on the bed was already asleep. Pan Wenqing looked at the person he had been thinking about for a long time, and didn't feel that it was a lie, but he restrained himself very much. Alright, he was thinking about when Shui Yifan would be ready, and he would complete this matter with Shui Yifan's consent. He didn't want to take advantage of others, and he wanted the first time with Shui Yifan to be agreed by both parties. Under the circumstances, he felt that this matter must be happy physically and mentally, "Brother Qiao is right, I am probably a saint himself."

Gently lifted the quilt on the other side, and Pan Wenqing tiptoed into bed. Shui Yifan fell into a deep sleep because of the medicine, and he didn't feel anyone around him.

Pan Wenqing slowly approached Shui Yifan, and took Shui Yifan into his arms. After so long, Pan Wenqing was finally able to hold Shui Yifan so safely, and buried his head in Shui Yifan's fair and slender neck, greedily Shui Yifan has a special smell that belongs to Shui Yifan. It's strange to say that Shui Yifan always has a milky fragrance that seems to be absent, which is faint, and you can't smell it if you don't smell it well.

"Xiaofan, I really, really love you. Get well soon. When the weather gets warmer, I'll plant lavender with you, okay?" Pan Wenqing slept peacefully, never feeling at ease.

As the weather gradually warmed up, Tang Yuze pushed Shen Pan to walk slowly along the small road along the river. Shen Pan didn't have much strength to walk around in the current situation. Tang Yuze could only push him out to see the scenery outside when he wanted to come out.

There are young buds growing on the willow tree, which are green and tender, very cute, one by one like a small bag. "Brother, look, the tree has sprouted."

Shen Pan's hand holding the photo trembled slightly. He recalled that in the early spring of last year, he accompanied Shui Yifan to Hangzhou to play. At that time, Shui Yifan was wearing a white sweater and light blue jeans, just like a college student. They chartered a boat, listened to the boatman talking about the history of the West Lake, got off the boat and walked on. Qiao, Shen Juan clearly remembered that Shui Yifan was so excited that he broke the phone because he didn't know what he saw, and was annoyed for a while.

In the evening, Shen Pan found a restaurant with good reviews and took Shui Yifan to eat his favorite fish. Looking at Shui Yifan who looked like a kitten, Shen Pan rolled his eyes with a smile, and he carefully shaved Shui Yifan's fishbone , such a stable life is the most comforting. Shen Juan enjoys every minute and every second with Shui Yifan. As long as this person is in front of him, any troubles can be turned into a wisp of smoke, and any unhappiness can be relieved. ease.

They got acquainted because of the game. Originally, Shen Pan was thinking about when to take Shui Yifan to Xi'an to see the Big Wild Goose Pagoda and the prosperity of Chang'an, but there was no chance. The river water, like the relationship that I have kept for more than ten years, has flowed away so slowly. His little water should be doing well now. After all, Pan Wenqing loves him so much, and he will definitely take good care of him, but when he thinks Shui Yifan lost himself in the days to come, and Shen Pan's heart began to ache again. Although it had been broken into pieces, it still hurt when he thought of their little bits and pieces, and his eyes would still be red. They had known each other for more than ten years , What a stroke of ink and color, it is the only light in his life, how can it be possible to erase it if you don't want it?

Although it is getting warmer, the wind will still be cold. Tang Yuze tightened Shen Pan's clothes, and pulled up the slipped blanket, with a soft and gentle voice, "Brother, it's getting cold, let's go back?"

There were still wet tears on Shen Pan's face, and he stared blankly at the photo in his hand. Since he separated from Shui Yifan, the photo of Shui Yifan had never left Shen Pan's hands. , Erosion day and night, let Shen Juan never a day without lingering under the claws of lovesickness.

In a blink of an eye, it was already March, the grass was growing and warblers were flying, and everything was recovering. Pan Wenqing took Shui Yifan to plant lavender in the open space behind the house. The land was so large that he couldn't plant it by himself. Ask the workers to help.

Pan Wenqing had participated in the Arbor Day when he was a child at school, so he never took a shovel again, loosened the soil, and then planted the seeds. After a while, he felt a little tired. The sun in early spring was warm on his body, Shui Yifan was sitting very close to him, watching him dig the soil, and the soil was scattered on his shoes, Pan Wenqing just trembled and smirked at Shui Yifan.

After planting only a small piece of land in the morning, Pan Wenqing got a blister on his hand, and trotted to Shui Yifan, "Xiaofan, Xiaofan, look, I have a blister."

Shui Yifan raised his head and looked at Pan Wenqing suspiciously. He didn't know what he was going to do.

"Xiaofan won't hurt anymore if you blow it off." Pan Wenqing stretched out his palm in front of Shui Yifan. He originally wanted to tease Shui Yifan. These days, Shui Yifan has improved obviously, at least others talk to him time, he will react.

Shui Yifan looked at the dirty hand in front of him, and after a while, he breathed lightly.

This breath was blown directly into Pan Wenqing's heart along Pan Wenqing's hand, numb, he held Shui Yifan's face in his hands, and couldn't be happier, "Xiaofan? Xiaofan, who am I?"

"Pan Wenqing" Shui Yifan answered Pan Wenqing's question in a rare way.

Pan Wenqing hugged Shui Yifan happily, and turned around in a circle, "Xiaofan remembers me, you finally remember me."

Shui Yifan saw the spinning world in Pan Wenqing's arms, he just felt that Shen Pan had been away from him for a long time, it had been a long time, it seemed like a century, and finally, when all things were recovering, he finally came to his senses little by little. Walked out of Shen Juan and his feelings.

Shui Yifan's condition is getting better day by day. He can already have a simple conversation with Pan Wenqing, and he no longer needs someone to feed him. He can eat by himself. Pan Wenqing sees it in his eyes and feels sweet in his heart. The feeling of "seeing the moon" finally made him wait, finally.

While eating, Pan Wenqing just looked straight at Shui Yifan. Shui Yifan raised his head and looked at him, his eyes were full of doubts, and he tilted his head, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I'm just happy," Pan Wenqing looked like a stunned young man who had never experienced anything in the world. He would just smile stupidly when he saw a girl he liked, and he didn't know everything else in his heart because of this joy. How should I express it, I can only smile like this.

Shui Yifan continued to eat with his head down. He probably had a vague memory of how Pan Wenqing took care of himself during this time.

Shui Yifan felt that he had had a dream, which was muddled. Now that he woke up from the dream, he had to face the reality and the fact that Shen Juan was not around. Although he was still not interested in anything, it was much better than before. too much.