not regret

Chapter 40

When Xu Zhiqiao woke up, he didn't make a fuss, but was very calm. When he knew that Cui Can was fine, he showed a relieved expression.

"Now, you can behave yourself." Cui Can picked up a spoon and fed Xu Zhiqiao water.

Xu Zhiqiao smiled softly, a beautiful lip flower was drawn at the corner of slightly curved mouth, "It's good that you're fine." He held Cui Can's hand warmly, "It's good that you're fine" repeated this sentence,

"Are you an idiot? If you don't hug me, nothing will happen to us. It's fine now, and you will only be in a wheelchair in the future." Cui Can took Xu Zhiqiao's hand with his backhand and squeezed.

"As long as you're fine, no matter how big it is for me, it's a small matter." Xu Zhiqiao said.

Tears rolled in the eyes, Cui Can couldn't help crying again, put down the spoon, reached out and hugged Xu Zhiqiao, "Idiot, Xu Zhiqiao, you idiot."

Xu Zhiqiao patted Cui Can on the back, and responded softly, "Well, I'm an idiot, so are you still willing to be with an idiot in the future?"

"I don't want to." Cui Can returned.

Xu Zhiqiao was startled, then froze, "I don't want to".

"I want to marry you and be together forever." Cui Can hugged her even tighter.

Shui Yifan didn't show up for a few days, and Pan Wenqing couldn't see anything with the telescope at home, because Shui Yifan drew the curtains, Pan Wenqing had no choice but to knock on Shui Yifan's door.

After knocking for a long time, no one opened it. Pan Wenqing was sure that Shui Yifan was at home. He had nothing to do, so he could only call the unlocker. He repeatedly assured that his identity was really the owner's friend, and the unlocker opened it dubiously. Lock.

The room was a bit gloomy and cold due to the absence of sunlight for several days. There were large and small wine bottles on the floor, some standing upright and some lying down. The water was found by Pan Wenqing on the beanbag sofa. At that time, Shui Yifan had a fever, and he didn't know whether he was asleep or in a coma. When Pan Wenqing put Shui Yifan on the bed, Shui Yifan grabbed his clothes and murmured, "Judgment!" elder brother".

Pan Wenqing took his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it, "He has already found someone to replace you, why are you bothering?"

Pan Wenqing went to twist a cold towel and put it on Shui Yifan's forehead, gently wiped Shui Yifan's sickly fair face with his fingertips, his eyes full of love and compassion slowly scanned Shui Yifan, gently Sighing, he turned the towel over and put it on Shui Yifan's forehead again.

Standing up and opening the curtains, the sun shone in. The coldness in the room screamed that there was not even a hiding place. Pan Wenqing carefully looked at the house that Shui Yifan lived in for a long time. It was not big, but the decoration was very warm. In front of the French window, Pan Wenqing had seen Shui Yifan and Shen Pan hugging and kissing more than once, but he had never seen them quarrel.

Pan Wenqing stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows with a cigarette in his mouth. He couldn't figure out why Shen Pan would go out to buy MBs, and he couldn't figure out why he would give up Shui Yifan for a MB.

The phone in his pocket vibrated, and Shen Pan's name jumped on it. Pan Wenqing pressed the answer button in doubt, "Hello?"

Shen Pan's voice was pale and desolate, and his tone was very gentle, as if he couldn't speak loudly, "Pan Wenqing? Find a place to chat."

"Success, I was just looking for you, but you called unexpectedly. Let's chat, and you will fix the address." Pan Wenqing exhaled the smoke he had just inhaled, hung up the phone, and walked to the bedroom to take a look at Shui Yifan. He hasn't woken up yet, and it will probably take some time. On the table in the entrance, he found the key, held it in his hand, put on his clothes and went out.

Shen Juan coughed lightly. Since breaking up with Shui Yifan that day, his health has been getting worse day by day, and he has coughed a little in the past two days, but he hasn't stopped smoking. Two packs a day are not enough.

"Brother, do you want to go out?" Looking at Shen Pan who was standing at the door putting on clothes, Tang Yuze ran out of the kitchen with a spoon in his hand. The young man in an apron was full of worry. Shen Pan's body was really not suitable for going out again. Blowing in the cold wind.

Shen Pan kept tying the scarf, "Well, go out to meet a friend." Shen Pan clenched his fist to his lips and coughed, frowned, swallowing with difficulty.

Tang Yuze took off his apron, walked over in a hurry, and reached for his clothes, "Brother, let me accompany you. I don't worry about you going out by yourself."

"No need, I can go by myself." Shen Juan stopped Tang Yuze from putting on his clothes, "Just wait for me at home."

Tang Yuze's movements stopped, and Shen Pan's words made him a little dazed, as if the two were lovers at the moment, one went out, and told the other to wait for him to come home obediently.

Tang Yuze reached out and tightened Shen Pan's scarf, "Okay, I'll make soup and wait for you to come back to drink."

Shen Pan slightly turned his body sideways, Tang Yuze's movements reminded him of the little tricks Shui Yifan loves to do every time he goes out, his heart was pulled, and his heart, which was already beyond recognition, was torn off a piece of flesh at this moment, seven zero It's so bad, I'm afraid I won't be able to make it up again.

Shen Jue didn't leave a single word to Tang Yuze, and the action of closing the door was not muddled, neat and straightforward, separated by a door, Tang Yuze knew that no matter how good he was, he couldn't get into Shen Jue's heart, so he picked it up and put it on the sofa. He took off the apron, tied it on his body again, and sat on the sofa blankly. At this moment, no sculpture can compare to his sluggishness.

Pan Wenqing looked at Shen Pan who was walking slowly. This person has lost a lot of weight, his eyes are about to overflow with tiredness, and his walking steps are also very flimsy. Pan Wenqing cursed, Shen Pan, you have today?Do you know how decadent Xiaofan has become because of your abandonment. "Retribution? Seeing how you look, you're not doing well."

Shen Pan took off his scarf and sat down, looking up at the person he had found for Shui Yifan who could be entrusted to him for life. There were thousands of emotions in his eyes, none of which Pan Wenqing could understand.

"Well, it should be retribution, is he... okay?" Shen Judgment said.

Pan Wenqing flicked the cigarette ash, "It's not very good now, but it will be good in the future. Thanks to you, I have a chance."

Shen Juan smiled, but it was uglier than crying. He pursed his lips, but the tears didn't flow out, but flowed back instead, with bitterness in his mouth, "What's wrong with him?"

Pan Wenqing snorted, "You still have the nerve to ask what's wrong with him? Why didn't you think what would happen to him when you didn't want him? Is it too late to say this now? Shen Juan, are you out of your mind? For a MB doesn’t want him, how do you do it? Ah? How can you bear it?”

"However, I will take good care of him. Leave your broken house to you. Xiaofan is not rare. After earning so many years of money, he can't even give him a decent house. You are really a failure. People like you , Leaving is also a relief for Xiaofan."

Shen Pan lowered his eyes, and he didn't know where he was looking. He felt that the chaotic voices around him were all mocking him, mocking him as an idiot, who would cruelly abandon the person he loves the most, and still sit here calmly, with eyes as quiet as a black hole , no light can shine in, "Yeah, it's probably a relief to leave me. For the house, just take care of the small water. I have no problem. And please take care of him in the future. He doesn't like to eat. A lot, and also, he is afraid of pain, insects, and the dark, please, take good care of him, he has a bad stomach and cannot eat too stimulating things."

Pan Wenqing stood up and looked down at the people sitting there, "Seeing that you are not doing well, I am relieved. You will not interfere with Xiaofan's affairs in the future. Your marriage will not be recognized in China, and there is no need for it." If you go abroad to get a divorce again, let’s just go with that, by the way, in the end, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, it’s really a conscience discovery for a scum like you to quit voluntarily.”