not regret

Chapter 4

At the age of 17, their affair was revealed. Shui Yifan ran away from home with Shen Pan without hesitation, gave up his bright future, and suffered a lot with Shen Pan. At the most difficult time, a plate of fried noodles and two people spent [-] yuan a month. In the rented house, Shen Juan always said "I'm not hungry, you eat first." But Shui Yifan always took two bites, "I'm full, you eat."

The indescribable love for each other, although those days were bitter, it was also the happiest time for Shui Yifan. When he was young, he left his parents who restrained him, like an eagle flying into the sky, with all his ambitions waiting to be fulfilled. And he did it too. From the small worker on the construction site, to the captain, to the contractor, he suffered countless crimes, and after he got his own construction company, Shui Yifan retired and went home to become a moth. Only bored to judge this big tree.

Shen Pan's construction company is getting bigger and bigger, he has done many projects for the city government, and there are more and more entertainments.

Shen Pan stretched out his hand to stroke Shui Yifan's soft hair, "It's okay, I just feel like I haven't had enough good times with you."

"Go ahead if you haven't had enough. I won't leave. I'm afraid I won't have time in the future? Drive quickly, the supermarket will close when it's late."

After buying his favorite pork ribs, Shui Yifan sat on the sofa and waited for Shen Pan to make pork rib soup for him, while reading novels.

"Brother Pan, the protagonist is so miserable, he has a terminal illness, and his man treats him like that, he is simply inhuman." While reading, he was talking to Shen Pan about the characters in the novel.

Hearing the word terminal illness, Shen Juan paused holding the spoon, and replied, "What terminal illness did you have?"

"Blood cancer, bone marrow could have been transplanted, but the bone marrow was taken away. If there is no transplant, he can only wait to die. Just this man went out to raise a mistress, beat and kicked him. After knowing that he was sick, he wanted to Make up, why did you do it long ago, people’s hearts are dead, and you still want to save them? How can there be such a good thing, this kind of scumbag should not have love." After speaking his opinion in one breath, Shui Yifan felt happy in his heart a lot of.

Shen Juan at the other end suddenly said something that made Shui Yifan feel less happy, "If I get terminally ill, I won't be cured. Hide in a place where you can't find it and wait to die."

Shui Yifan's heart trembled, he stood up and hugged the man who was making soup for himself from behind, "What are you talking about, you have to be treated for bankruptcy, if you die, I will follow you. Bah, bah, nerves, let's talk about this What are you doing? Is the soup almost ready? I'm hungry."

"Go out and wait, I'll be fine soon."

When Shui Yifan turned around, he couldn't see the pain and struggle in Shen Juan's eyes.

Fragrant rice, clear pork rib soup, and fried shredded potatoes.The simple dinner is full of warmth and feels like home.

Shen Pan filled a bowl of pork rib soup for Shui Yifan, but what he thought in his heart was that he didn't know how many more times he could cook for you, Xiao Shui, you have to be strong.

After washing the dishes, Shen Pan accompanied Shui Yifan to watch TV dramas. Shen Pan couldn't watch the recent popular Gongdou drama, but Shui Yifan liked it, so he could only accompany him and watch, Shui Yifan Turned over and sat on Shen Pan, the buttons of the pajamas were opened a little bit, revealing the fine and fair skin, Shui Yifan stared at Shen Pan with watery eyes, "Brother Pan...do you want to...um..."

Having been together for more than ten years, Shen Juan still didn't understand what Shui Yifan meant, then he was really a piece of wood, so he put Shui Yifan on the sofa, stood up by himself, picked up Shui Yifan, and walked straight to the bathroom.

There are two people intertwined on the bed, one is tall and strong, the other is as gentle as jade, and the room smells like sex.

"Hmm... right here... um... Brother Judgment... Hurry up." Shui Yifan's fair skin was covered with pink, and his body was covered with piss. trace.

Shen Pan put all his heart into pleasing Shui Yifan, his skills were really not that good, he had never met anyone else in his life, only Shui Yifan was the only one, and Shui Yifan taught him a lot of experience.

"Xiao Shui...babe...I love you..." Shen Juan said emotionally some words he didn't know how to say before.

Recalling their first time, it was really not a pleasant experience. It would be a serious sentence, don't look like a ruffian at ordinary times, but he is really a pure boy in this matter, but Shui Yifan is good in every way. On the surface, he is an innocent boy, but his bones are terribly yellow, and there is no deviation at all in describing him as an egg.

The first time, it was Shui Yifan who took Shen Pan to the small hotel at 25 for one night. Later, I always felt sorry for Shui Yifan, so he also watched some action movies on the Internet to improve his skills, but some people are born like this, and it doesn't matter whether they learn or not, at least it is not so easy to do. It hurts.

After finishing the work for the first time, Shui Yifan was sweating thinly from his temples, half lying on Shen Pan's body, and said something that Shen Pan would never forget in his life, "I suffered this pain for you, Brother Pan, in the future I have to treat you I'm good."

Shen Pan's face was reflected in the young man's dark and clear eyes, and his affection was so strong that it couldn't be resolved. The defective quilt was filled with steam, and Shen Pan hugged Shui Yifan, "I swear with my life that I will treat you well."

That year, Shen Judgment was 16 years old and Shui Yifan was 17 years old.

Now, Shen Judgment is 28 years old and Shui Yifan is 29 years old.