not regret

Chapter 3

It was snowing when he came out of the hospital, and the snowflakes mixed with the northwest wind hit Shen Pan's face fiercely. This winter seemed to be much colder than previous years. Shen Pan clutched the test sheet, thinking of the doctor's words.

"Xiao Shen, it's not that my uncle said you, your father is gone, and you still don't cherish yourself. After all these years of hard work, it's over now. What's the use of earning so much money? Can it save your life? Son... .Why are you so miserable..."

Shen Pan stood numbly at the hospital gate, completely motionless, clutching the crumpled test sheet in his hand, not knowing what to do, the snowflakes drifted to the back of his neck with the wind, giving him a chill.

"How long do I have?" Shen Juan didn't dare to think about the time given by the doctor. It was too short, too short. If he promised Xiao Shui's life, he might break his promise.

"At most, it will be seven or eight months. Xiao Shen, eat whatever you want and go wherever you want. Uncle will not persuade you anymore. I have been a doctor all my life. Chemotherapy can only prolong it, and it cannot cure me. Instead of suffering That sin, it is better to do something you like in this short time."

favorite thing?The goal of Shen Pan's life is to let Shui Yifan live a good life and pamper him until he grows old, but now?Whether he can be with Shui Yifan at this meeting next year is uncertain, how can he live the life he likes?

Shen Juan crumpled up the few pieces of paper and threw them into the trash can.

"Xiao Shui?" Shui Yifan on the other end of the phone was reading manga while charging. The phone was a little hot, and it was even hotter when he put it to his ear. "Huh? What's the matter, brother judge? Miss me..."

Shen Ping calmed down, "What do you want to eat tonight? Brother Ping will make it for you."

"I want to drink rib soup. I wanted to go to the supermarket to buy ribs today. Don't you think you're free? I'm too lazy to go." Yifan poured hot water from his phone from his left ear to his right ear.

"Okay, now I'll pick you up, pack up and go downstairs, it will take about half an hour." Shen Juan really couldn't laugh, when he heard Shui Yifan's voice, tears flowed down unconsciously, his nose was a little blocked .

"What's wrong? Did you catch a cold? It sounds like you have a stuffy nose." Shui Yifan was not the kind of careful person, but Shen Pan's voice was very different, and he noticed it right away. "No, it's because of rhinitis." Shen Jue has rhinitis, which is not serious, but happens occasionally, and Shui Yifan doesn't care.

"Okay, ring me when you're here, and I'll go down." After hanging up the phone, Shui Yifan ran to change clothes while pulling on his slippers.

Half an hour later, Shen Juan waited until Shui Yifan, the young man from far to near, was the appearance he had liked all his life, and his thoughts could not help but return to the time when he first met Shui Yifan.

Shen Pan was rebellious since he was a child, and changed schools several times. During one transfer, he met Shui Yifan. In order for Shen Pan to learn the good qualities of the students, the teacher recklessly arranged the seat behind Shui Yifan for Shen. However, she never imagined that a good student would be led to ruin and could not turn back.

As soon as Shen Pan took his seat, he lay down on the table, and the first thing he said to Shui Yifan was, "It smells so good, it smells like milk. Little boy."

Shui Yifan was annoyed by the poor student behind him, so he told his father about it when he got home at night. Shui Jiansheng went to work in the Education Bureau, so naturally he couldn't let his son, who was good in every way, be with the poor student, so he called the head teacher that night Give way.

The next day, Shui Yifan was far away from Shen Juan, and Shen Juan looked at the young man who was far away from him with great interest, thinking "Hey, it's interesting."

"What are you in a daze for? Driving..." Shui Yifan's voice brought Shen Pan back to reality, the youth in his eyes was still so clean, and there was still a vague milky fragrance on his body.

The indelible tenderness in Shen Pan's eyes was extremely substantive, "Xiao Shui, these years, you have suffered with me."

Shui Yifan couldn't understand Shen Pan's sudden sensation, "What's wrong? Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"