[Comprehensive British and American] Jason Wayne's Road to Struggle

After going out for a trip, Jason seemed to have calmed down a bit, but in fact, not only did his mood not improve, he even became more depressed.

During afternoon tea time, he lay on the table, biting the rim of the cup once and for all, looking like a black cat whose ears were about to collapse. He couldn't even read Shakespeare's sonnets with a British accent. Make him feel better.

Little Robin asked his grandfather distressedly: "Ah Fu, if you like someone very much, but that person doesn't know the real you, what should you do?"

"Real me?"

Ah Fu put down his book and squinted his eyes under the warm sunshine.

"Master Jason, few people in this world can fully understand another person, because mutual understanding is the most delicious fruit that takes time to grow, and it is usually difficult for us to obtain it easily."

Jason nodded half understanding, took a sip of black tea, and slowly laughed.

"There's definitely going to be grinding in the process, right?"

Ah Fu nodded approvingly: "Not only that, sometimes people will quarrel because of it, but as long as there is love and together, the problem will always be resolved."

This conversation finally made Jason a little relieved. Even though he was still disappointed in himself, he was also disturbed by the hidden differences and rifts between himself and Batman. It will be resolved, and he and Bruce are family, and of course they will always be together.

Jason's new season of figure skating has begun. The youngster who has been promoted to the adult group can be said to be very sharp. He has the world's best jumping technique and extraordinary artistic expression. The newly edited programs "Green Sleeves" and "Our Lady of Paris" "The Academy" has been favored by referees and praised by audiences since its release.

Since he started to participate in the figure skating competition, he has never won a place other than the first. This has not changed since he entered the adult group. All opponents are vulnerable to Jason.

Jason knows that he has great advantages as a figure skater. His body is between the sexes, flexible yet powerful, agile and agile. His limbs are slender and well proportioned. The hip ratio is close to the 0.7 that only women have, and the height is only 1.6 meters, which means that the center of gravity and axis are more stable.

Although the lack of male hormones caused by his physique made Jason's muscle gain slower, but it also allowed him to maintain a very slender body shape, and Jason didn't grow a beard, and his appearance looked indistinguishable.

Figure skating is a sport that depends on appearance. A beautiful boy like Jason with a beautiful appearance just stands on the ice, and the referees are more willing to give him high marks.

Since entering adolescence, Jason has always had to suffer from physical and psychological pressure at the same time, which made him at a loss for a while. Fortunately, the fact that he can have surgery after the age of 18 hangs his reason, and figure skating has given him a lot of pressure. The honor and sense of accomplishment he brought made Jason occasionally feel that this body didn't just make him a "monster", but it was a bit beneficial.

After the two sub-station competitions, Jason won two sub-station gold medals at the American station and the planting flower station, accumulating 30 points, reached the finals of the figure skating grand prix, and won the grand prix at the age of 15 unprecedentedly. The senior gold medal in the final.

He was menacing and unstoppable, and "Requiem for Heaven and Earth" and two other performance skates made Jason popular in commercial performances as well.

The teenager began to consciously participate in commercial performances that made money, and prepared to fight for scholarships when applying for college.

Jason didn't think about leaving Bruce, but his subconscious had already made him understand that he would eventually take a different path from his father and brother, and before that day came, he needed to let himself have the confidence to be independent.

However, a case interrupted all Jason's preparations.

It was actually not the first time Jason encountered a similar case, where the perpetrator killed innocent people, and then took advantage of loopholes in the law to survive.

Jason was furious as always, and he decided to teach the so-called diplomat's son a lesson, letting him know that diplomatic immunity sometimes doesn't work.

Then the man fell from the balcony.

Batman was furious about this, and directly banned Jason from continuing the night patrol. He said that if Jason had been too reckless and irritable recently, he should take off Robin's uniform and calm down.

Jason stood in front of Batman and repeated again: "I said, he fell by himself, I didn't kill him!"

Batman fell silent, and after a while, he asked: "When you approach the opponent step by step and make the opponent retreat step by step, do you really not know that that person will fall?"

Jason stood still.

He didn't know how to answer this question, because he couldn't say for sure that he wanted the criminal to live. The fact is that he hoped that the man would be dead, but he didn't kill the man, because he didn't want to leave Batman yet, So he will not do things that touch the opponent's bottom line.

But Batman doesn't trust him.

That suspicion made little Robin feel a deep pain. He stood still and said slowly: "B, you know that if you want to know the truth of the matter, you can go to Wonder Woman to borrow the mantra lasso." ?"

He questioned his father: "Why didn't you do this, but directly doubted me? I have been working hard to gain your trust, but have you ever trusted me?"

Jason has been waiting for the day when Batman entrusts his trust to him, waiting and waiting, until now, he really can't wait any longer.

Batman stiffened.

"I sometimes wonder if it's harder for me to gain people's trust because I came from Crime Alley, you know? When I was in elementary school, if someone's stuff was stolen, everyone would suspect I……"

Jason took off his belt and cloak, and he sniffed.

"You're right, I should calm down, we should all calm down, and, I really didn't kill that scumbag, you can use a lie detector on me, or go find Wonder Woman, I will follow. "

After saying this, he turned and left the Batcave.

Bruce stood there, and after a while, Ah Fu came over with hot tea.

The old housekeeper sighed: "Master, he is crying."

Bruce replied blankly, "I know."

When Jason talked about trust issues, tears began to accumulate in those turquoise eyes, which could not be shed, but Jason has a very strong character, and he would not want to cry in front of Bruce. When Jason looked up, he knew he had made things worse.

Bruce sat down with his face covered. He shook his head and sighed: "I let him rest for a while, not only to calm him down, but also because this matter involves diplomacy, and there will be a period of public opinion turmoil in the future. I don't want to involve Jason. to here, but I haven't thought about trust issues..."

And he didn't question Jason's character, but Jason is on his menstrual holiday for the past two days, if he has an impulsive problem due to emotional problems caused by changes in body hormones, it is also possible.

Ah Fu poured a cup of black tea and placed it in front of Bruce.

"Master Jason has a very sensitive part of his character, but you should trust his reason. He became Robin only after passing your test. I think he has always been clear about what he is doing and what he wants to do."

"I know, maybe Jason's right, I didn't put any real trust in him, he was prejudiced before, and I did the same thing as those people, he must be very disappointed in me."

Bruce looked down at the tea leaves floating in the water, and sighed deeply again.

It's such a contradiction, isn't it?Jason is his precious child, the light that guides him when he fights in the dark area, and keeps him from getting lost. It is his partner, comrade-in-arms, student, and soldier. He wants to protect Jason, but he can't stop. Doubt.

Ah Fu gently watched the child he had grown up with, and said with a smile: "Regarding this, I will give you the words I once gave to Master Jason. As long as there is love and together, the problem will be solved." It will always be resolved."

And Jason and Bruce's love for each other must be unquestionable by anyone. After all, in the past three years, Ah Fu has seen with his own eyes how they approach each other and heal each other.

Although there will always be a lot of bad emotions before the problem is solved, Ah Fu believes that they can persevere. After all, they are Batman and Robin, and the dynamic duo can always overcome everything.

When people are sad, they always want to find someone close to them, even if they can't pour out all their hearts, but as long as they stay together, it can be regarded as psychological comfort.

As for Jason, the first person that popped into his mind was Dick.

Dick is the golden boy he admired, and also his elder brother, senior, and lover. Jason has many things that he cannot tell Bruce and Afu, but he can tell Dick. There is a search for understanding.

After participating in the Perfect America Championship, he didn't go back to Gotham directly, but instead ran to Bludhaven, and then learned from Dick's colleagues that Dick had already asked for leave to go to Gotham.

"A gentleman named Gordon called and hoped that Dick would visit his daughter. The lady seemed to have encountered something bad recently. Mr. Gordon hoped that Dick could comfort her."

Jason froze for a moment: "Well, Dick hasn't told me about it yet."

Dick hadn't seen him play live this season, so he had invited Dick to watch the National Championships before, and Dick had turned him down, so Jason thought Nightwing was busy.

Maybe it was because Dick wanted to give his lover a surprise, so he didn't tell Jason that he had gone to Gotham, just like Jason didn't give any news this time, so he went straight to Bludhaven.

Little Robin immediately got on the bus back and rushed all the way back to Gotham. After getting off the bus, he hailed a taxi and went to the hospital.

He had visited Barbara many times before, and he could see her occasionally. More often, she would refuse Jason's request to meet. Jason walked through the corridors familiarly, and soon arrived at the place where Barbara was. The door of the ward.

Then he saw Barbara put her arms around Dick's neck just in time to kiss him.

Dick subconsciously tilted his head to avoid it, and saw Jason standing at the door.

He was startled.

"Little Wing, why are you here?"

Jason twitched the corner of his mouth: "I'm here to visit Barbara too."

He put on a disguise almost subconsciously, and waved to Barbara friendly: "Hi, Barbara, good afternoon."

Barbara uncomfortably brushed her sideburns behind her ears, and her ears were red. She didn't think she was a particularly conservative girl, but it still made her a little shy to let a minor see that she was about to kiss her ex-boyfriend.

"Well, good afternoon Jason, thank you for visiting me."

Dick opened his mouth: "Little Wing, I..."

Jason interrupted him: "I know, Director Gordon invited you to come and see Barbara."

He smiled and looked normal.

"I brought fruit, do you want to eat?"

Jason's skill at peeling apples is very good. He can peel an apple in less than a minute without breaking the skin. Dick stood silently by the side, but he and Jason tacitly kept the atmosphere within the normal range, because Barbara has symptoms of depression, and no one wants to irritate and hurt her.

"Little Wing, I don't want to get back together with Barbara, I won't cheat, and I won't leave you."

Jason looked down at the bricks and stones on the street, and didn't speak. Dick walked up to him, pressed his shoulder, and forced Jason to pay attention to himself.

He pleaded: "Jay, I only have you in my heart, but Barbara needs help, so I came here..."

"I don't mean to blame you. In fact, it's a good thing that you can comfort Barbara. After all, I'm not the one who can help her."

Jason expressed his understanding, but there was still a place in his heart that was very uncomfortable until they returned home and had the dinner prepared by Ah Fu together.

Bruce looked at the two children who were too silent, and out of guilt, he took the initiative to provoke the topic, trying to ease the atmosphere and make everyone more comfortable.

"Dick, did you see Barbara today?"

Dick paused for a moment, then nodded: "Well, Director Gordon wants me to visit her."

Alfred and Bruce showed a clear look.

Everyone knows that Dick and Barbara had a relationship, and Barbara obviously has an old love for Dick, and Dick can help Barbara at this time, which also makes everyone think that these two young people are in love after going through this ordeal. , and maybe start over.

Dick smiled awkwardly, which was interpreted as the young man's awkwardness in dealing with his relationship with his ex-girlfriend, while Jason buried himself in his food.

No one knew that they had been in love for a year, although they never dared to go on a date in an amusement park hand in hand, and even went to the movies, they dared not choose "Brokeback Mountain" which Jason favored.

As for Jason, he was a bisexual, immature kid who started throwing tantrums before his father's trust, and no one thought he and Dick were a good match.

Dick wanted to explain, but for the first time he didn't know how to put it.

Jason also waited for Dick's explanation, he thought to himself, what do you say, or don't say anything, just stand up and kiss me, tell them you love me.

Man is a very contradictory creature. It is clear that Jason was the one who first proposed to hide this relationship, because once Dick is found to be in love with the second adopted son of his underage adoptive father, it may have very bad effects. He also didn't want to see Nightwing's leg broken by Batman, but now Jason hoped that their relationship would be recognized.

At least, don't let him look at his relatives who are optimistic about his lover being with someone other than himself.

However, the dinner ended in silence after all.

Jason stood up and said lightly, "I'm done eating."

The author has something to say:

Barbara is a good girl. She fell into depression after being injured by the clown and became paralyzed. However, she did not give up her life in the end. Instead, as an oracle, she helped her The comrades in arms protect Gotham. If she knew that Dick had picked up Jason, she would definitely slap the ex-boyfriend who was in love with the underage, but she didn't know, and Dick and Jason didn't want to hurt her. , also concealed this relationship, and others felt that Dick Ken came to comfort and help Barbara, indicating that this pair should have a momentum of reunion.

This tangled Shura field was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. It directly collapsed Jason, who had a crisis of trust with Batman and a disagreement with his family.