Carved Bones of Rebirth

Just because it came late and the flowers didn't bloom as fast as spring, I would like to do everything in exchange, so that I can walk through those cold years with you.

Cen Ge was in a daze. He didn't know if it was because Yan Leng's embrace was too tight. He felt suffocated, but the embrace was so tight and warm that he was almost reluctant to break free. An idea was quietly sprouting in his heart. Growing wantonly under indulgence, the warmth of this embrace made him so greedy.

"Cen Ge?!"

A sudden sound pulled Cen Ge's soul back. Although his expression was still a little dazed, he broke free from Yan Leng's embrace.

"Second Uncle..." Cen Ge managed to regain his voice and pretended to be calm.

"Who is this man?" The second uncle's expression was indifferent. People in small towns in this era are relatively simple, and they don't have as many colorful intestines as later generations.

"It's... a classmate of mine, um, classmate, we don't see each other sometimes." After all, Cen Ge lacked confidence, and he stumbled to answer these words, but he had to make things right.

"Oh, it's your classmate, so how can I let him stand outside, please come in quickly!" The second uncle was very hospitable, so he opened his mouth and invited Yan Leng home without thinking too much.

It would be fine if it was someone else, what kind of scene has Young Master Yan never seen before, can he still show his timidity in such a small scene?Even in the huge Jiangzhou City, there are only a handful of people who can talk to Yan Leng.It's just that as soon as Cen Ge gets involved, he immediately becomes extraordinary, not to mention Cen Ge's "mother's family", the status immediately rises to more than one level.

Cen Ge hadn't completely escaped from the state just now, and he didn't know what Yan Leng was going to do. More importantly, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking. He didn't know what he wanted Yan Leng to do. Stay, still don't want Yan Leng to stay.Such a rational and calm person saw Yan Leng, but his heart was in a mess.

Cen Ge just stood there frowning, not knowing what to say for a while.Yan Leng kept staring at Cen Ge, seeing Cen Ge standing with frowning brows, thinking that he didn't want to let him in, Young Master Yan immediately said, "Second Uncle, I dare not bother you, I have something to do later, so I won't let you in." Go in, maybe come to the door again some other day."

This second uncle Yan Leng blurted out, but Cen Ge's second uncle didn't think much about it, thinking that the two had a good relationship, so he followed Cen Ge's call, and then nagged Cen Ge a few words to be with his classmates, etc., etc. He went in first, leaving Cen Ge dumbfounded, this person is really...

"Cen Ge."

"……Um?"

"Cen Ge."

"..."

"Cen Ge, would you like to go somewhere with me?" Yan Leng pretended to say these words calmly, but his heartbeat stopped suddenly, he held his breath, and did not dare to look into Cen Ge's eyes, only lowered his head, his eyes tightly closed. Staring at the hem of Cen Ge's clothes, waiting for Cen Ge's answer.

Cen Ge's heart was already in a mess, and he had lost the ability to think. He didn't know how to respond.

Yan Leng suddenly reached out and grabbed Cen Ge's hand, picked up the bag he dropped on the ground with the other hand, and dragged him to the nearest hotel, before Cen Ge could react , Yan Leng had already paid the money, pressed his ID card, and took the room key to open the door. When Cen Ge understood his situation, Yan Leng had already locked the door and walked towards him step by step.

After all, Cen Ge is still Cen Ge, a man with his head above the sky and his feet on the ground, a man who made up his mind and went away, a person whom he hadn't seen for ten years, it was just too sudden just now, now that Cen Ge came back to his senses, he changed back again That cold Cen Ge, for a moment, the two refused to give in to each other, the air seemed to freeze into ice at this moment.

In the end, it was Yan Leng who looked away first. He felt as humble as a dust in front of Cen Ge, and just dragged Cen Ge to the hotel to get a room. It was already the last bit of courage left in him. But when Cen Ge saw him, he felt guilty.

Yan Leng slowly began to unbutton his coat, casually took off the coat and threw it on the ground, took off his clothes one by one, and quickly stripped himself clean.

Cen Ge just watched all this calmly, as if what Yan Leng was going to do next was unimportant, but his heart was getting colder and colder to the bone.

Yan Leng, do you have to deprive me of all my last memories?

Yan Leng was naked like this, walking towards Cen Ge step by step, until Yan Leng suddenly pressed against Cen Ge's body, until Yan Leng suddenly laughed, until Yan Leng sneered and knelt down.

Cen Ge, who hadn't taken a step back just now, wanted to retreat after Yan Leng knelt down, but Yan Leng hugged his leg and couldn't move anymore.

"Cen Ge, please don't treat me like this, please." Yan Leng was originally smiling, but tears suddenly flowed from his eyes, "I know I deserve what I deserve, and everything is my fault , but you can't even give me a chance to repent... Cen Ge, you are more ruthless than me, if you say no, you really don't want it. But I can't, because I can't do without you, Cen Ge, I really like it you."

Cen Ge was shocked, he could see that Yan Leng was really serious, his eyes couldn't deceive anyone, he could also see, Yan Leng's eyes full of tears, there was his shadow, so clear that he couldn't avoid it, He couldn't even hide, but he didn't know what to say.

"Cen Ge, I've never loved before, and I don't know how to love, but now I just want to satisfy all your wishes, make you happy, make you happy, let you have everything you want, and make you happy , make you smile, smile at me. Cen Ge, I regret it, I have never regretted it like today, you know, I have caused a lot of troubles, and I have caused a lot of troubles, one by one, I have never regretted it. I have never regretted it, but I regret it now, really, I want to use all of my money to go back in time, to protect you by your side, to take care of you, until you hate me, or until a long, long time later.

Cen Ge, do you know, I had a dream, I dreamed that you were leaning in my arms, we were standing by the South River watching the fireworks in the sky, one after another, each one was so beautiful. "After saying this, Yan Leng knelt on the ground, raised his head, and looked at Cen Ge so reverently, there seemed to be bright fireworks in his eyes, but the tears flowed more fiercely for some reason.

Cen Ge felt that there was light in Yan Leng's eyes, which hit his heart at once, dispelling all his anxiety, anxiety and disappointment. He thought that Yan Leng was like the only god in his life, spreading divine light, Let him, as a believer, have light and hope, and bring all the beauty and touch in his life.

"So many fireworks lit up the sky and the whole Nanhe River. But when I looked down at your face, I couldn't see it clearly, I couldn't see it clearly, just like the person I was holding It's not like you, just like I never hugged you." Yan Leng seemed to turn all the 20 years of suffering into tears, and the tears were all over his face, so turbulent and so painful.

Cen Ge just watched, watched Yan Leng knelt at his feet, watched Yan Leng shed such ferocious tears, but he didn't say anything, he was always a lonely person, not to mention, he was so upset. numb.

I don't know how long it took, Yan Leng finally stopped the tears, stretched out his hand and wiped his face twice, and then covered his face with his hand so that he couldn't see his expression.But Cen Ge knew that Yan Leng was restraining himself, he understood this emotion, but he never expected to see it on Yan Leng one day.

Yan Leng slowly took his hands away, knelt back two steps, knelt one step away from Cen Ge, reached out and took the bag thrown at the foot of the bed just now, slowly pulled out a whip from it, and held the bag with both hands. Holding it up high, a long whip with steel wires twisted appeared in front of Cen Ge's eyes.

"Cen Ge, I also know that I am not qualified to say that I like the word, but I am still greedy, I want to ask you to forgive me, I want to beg you, don't leave me. I also know that you are angry, I did something wrong, you Punish me, whatever you want, or do what I did to you, pay it back twice or triple, whatever, I deserve what I deserve, just please don't leave me. Cen Ge, I am I really like you."

Cen Ge looked into Yan Leng's eyes, which were full of prayers.

After a moment of silence, Cen Ge took the whip and said, "Okay, if you change your mind, you can leave at any time."

Hearing that Cen Ge agreed, Yan Leng seemed to have relieved a heavy burden. As for the latter sentence, he automatically ignored it.He could be forgiven only after a beating. Even if he was beaten to death, he would not run away. He had been waiting for this day for 20 years.

Yan Leng turned around and braced himself with his back to Cen Ge.He had really suffered a lot from the whip, but it wasn't Cen Ge who took the whip, and Cen Ge didn't give him the pain.Now that Cen Ge is going to beat him, he is actually very happy in his heart, as long as Cen Ge gives it to him, he is willing to do anything and feels happy in everything, because Cen Ge is still by his side, because Cen Ge is still alive.

After Yan Leng turned around, Cen Ge's expression became a little complicated. He had seen Yan Leng in many ways, some were rebellious, some were arrogant, some were fierce and decisive, but he was always so high above him, like standing Whenever the person in the cloud makes such a low posture, kneels at the feet of others, prays naked, and if he wants to hit him, he turns his back to support him.

Yan Leng, can I trust you again?

With a flick of the wrist, there was really no strength left, just a whip, and the skin was ripped apart.

Yan Leng didn't expect it to be so painful as soon as he came up, one of them didn't support himself, and he threw himself directly to the ground, but he didn't dare to rest, he took a breath, and immediately supported himself back, trying hard to cover up the slight trembling, and immediately burst out In a cold sweat.But he forgot that Cen Ge's life was not good these years, but his tight muscles were forced by life, and Yan Leng's heart was full of pity.

Cen Ge picked up the whip, not for revenge, nor for revenge, nor for a joke, but for the final test. He wanted to know how far Yan Leng could go before giving up. He wanted to know how far they could go. I wonder if he can still trust Yan Leng once, his heart has already been shaken.

As soon as Yan Leng supported himself, the next whip came down. Yan Leng closed his eyes suddenly, his lower lip was bitten and bled, and his ten fingers were tightly grasping the floor. Apart from continuing to abuse his lips, he could not use any force. Nowhere.Yan Leng's arms propped on the ground were trembling, cold sweat rolled from his temples, he was suffocating in pain, and he couldn't breathe for a long time.

This whip directly bites the opening of the previous whip.

"Swoosh!"

"Swoosh!"

"Swoosh!"...

Yan Leng was unsteady and fell directly on the ground again, the gash on his lower lip was bitten deeper, he swallowed all the roaring and moaning, leaving only one or two muffled groans.

Ten lashes, but there is almost only one cut on the back, and the bone can be seen deep.

After Yan Leng breathed a sigh of relief, he backed up again, but his arms were shaking violently, and the whip twisting the steel wire was very heavy, not only biting flesh and blood, but he would be disabled if he was not careful, but he couldn't leave. Even if he dies, this is what he deserves, and it's not even enough.

Cen Ge held the whip and looked at the gash on Yan Leng's back that was bitten by the whip. The flesh turned outward fiercely, and the deepest part of the wound was faintly white. He might have hurt the bones. He knew in his heart how much it was, and he knew how painful the whip was, but the man remained silent, propped on the ground, and only suppressed panting could be heard in the room.

Suddenly, Yan Leng said, "Cen Ge, you, cough, do you want to hear me scream?"

Cen Ge was stunned, "If you want to hear it, I'll call. Whatever posture and how you want me to do, as long as you tell me, I will do it."

Cen Ge was stunned. He remembered that on New Year's Eve, Yan Leng started having sex with him, and later, while stuffing something behind him, he asked him, "Should I call you, huh? Are you going to call me?" At first, he refused to do so. I screamed, but later, even if I wanted to scream, I didn't have the strength to scream, it hurt so much, and it was so humiliating.

Does Yan Leng want him to return them all?But those are so painful, so humiliating.

Cen Ge held the whip firmly, the cold tip of the whip pressed against Yan Leng's back, the same wound.

The corner of Yan Leng's mouth curled up, but his hands braced himself even harder. Compared to the humiliation of letting others play with him, just the pain is nothing. Cen Ge, you are still reluctant, Yan Leng, you are still so despicable, use Cen Ge I like you, I am soft-hearted towards you, but what can I do?Cen Ge, I can never leave you again.

Feeling the whip leaving his back, Yan Leng let go of his lower lip, but bit the inner wall of his mouth, ready for the next whip to hit him with severe pain, but the whip didn't fall down for a long time.

"Yan Leng, do you really not want to leave? This wound is already deep enough to see the bones. One more lash will hurt the bones, and a few more lashes will hurt the internal organs. It's not worth it for you to go." And I can't bear it.Looking at the back of the man in front of him covered in cold sweat and blood, Cen Ge said indifferent words, but there were hot tears in his eyes. He didn't know what answer he wanted to hear.

"... Cen Ge, where do you want me to go? I gave you my heart, where do you want me to go? I hurt my bones? I hurt my heart? So what? Cen Ge, in this life, I live Just for you, my soul, my body, everything about me is yours, you can do whatever you want with me, just don't drive me away." Yan Leng's voice trembled violently, if he could choose, He is willing to give everything in exchange for the person in front of him to stay, without Cen Ge, he has nothing.

Cen Ge couldn't hold on to the whip any longer, so he slumped on the ground, buried his head in his hands, and cried silently. He wanted to cry away all the grievances, disappointments, and sorrows, but he couldn't cry. Make a sound.His strength, coldness, and rationality were all shattered at this moment. In fact, he was just a child.