Carved Bones of Rebirth

As time flies by, I only care about you, and I am willing to infect your breath.

/Cen Ge, I am obsessed with you like a demon, your breath, your smell, is the most alluring poison in the world, there is no medicine to cure it, moreover, I cannot extricate myself. /

Cen Ge was suddenly embraced by Yan Leng from behind, and he felt the person behind him rubbing his chin against his neck, as if comforting him. The distance was so close, so intimate, he actually felt that his and Yan Leng's breaths were gradually mixing together , both of them are infected with each other's taste.

Yan Leng hugged Cen Ge, feeling that the other party's originally stiff body relaxed little by little, and felt that his heart also settled down. Cen Ge still needed him, didn't he, his appearance was not entirely a mistake, right?Cen Ge, I am willing to spend my whole life to make you happy, are you willing to give me this chance?

Ever since Cen Ge realized that he would never get a little love in that "home" when he was a child, no matter how painful, bitter or sad, he would only shed tears into his heart. After his mother passed away, he would not even feel sad. Because he lost the last person who loved him in this world, who is he crying for.Only Yan Leng, when Yan Leng appeared in his life, he almost shed tears, this is a miracle bestowed on him by God, it is a ray of light in his incomplete and dark life, he treats him so well, let His heart was about to climb to the clouds with joy.But the higher he climbed, the harder he fell. His only, his luck, became a deception at that moment. He shed tears into his heart, but stained the wound more painfully, but this pain, He has no one to say.

Yan Leng, I know I can't bear you, no matter how far I go, I can't let you go, I can't forget you, I'm willing to cherish the days with you, whether it's the first time I joked with you or you gave me I don’t even want to forget the pain and sorrow, just like I don’t want to forget that there was once such a person in this world who didn’t despise me, didn’t look down on me, and didn’t think I was a mistake.But Yan Leng, we can never go back to the beginning, because just like I can't forget you, I can't forget the obscenity in your eyes when you looked at me that day, and the deep chill that surged from the bottom of my heart , I can't forget the pain of tearing and penetrating, I can't forget your endless methods, no matter how good we were in the past, no matter how good I was, no matter how much pain I could swallow, but I couldn't swallow the suffocating despair at that time, because it was you, that It was the god in my heart who pulled me down to hell, and I can never get out again.

Cen Ge stood up slowly, but there was indescribable pain and firmness in his expression, as if he was like an ascetic monk, who was burning with fire, but walked on firmly.

Cen Ge took Yan Leng's trousers and even put them on for Yan Leng with his own hands, but he let himself be overwhelmed by the thousands of prayers in Yan Leng's eyes, without saying a word, just hugged Yan Leng to the bed, and turned to Go to the bathroom.

Yan Leng watched Cen Ge leave all the time, obviously Cen Ge treated him so meticulously, obviously Cen Ge didn't hate his embrace, but the uneasiness in his heart was getting heavier and heavier, and he was almost out of breath.

Not long after, Cen Ge came back with a wet towel and a roll of paper, and began to wipe the blood on Yan Leng's back. The deep bone-deep wound, under Cen Ge's touch, did not feel any pain. I hope that time will stop like this and never go on.

Cen Ge carefully wiped off the blood stains left by Yan Leng's back, and found that after such a long time, the only wound on his back seemed more ferocious, and the surrounding area was also swollen, and it hurt even without touching it. Unbearable.

"Yan Leng, remember to go to the hospital. This injury... I have to go." Cen Ge's indisputable sentence made Yan Leng want to get up immediately, but when Cen Ge gently held him down, Yan Leng turned his head to look Looking at Cen Ge, he wanted to say something to make it up, but was interrupted by Cen Ge.

"Yan Leng, listen to me." Cen Ge's voice was not loud, but in Yan Leng's ears, it sounded like a verdict from a god. He could only wait with suspense, not daring to disobey it.

"Yan Leng, I like you, I really like you, I don't tell lies. Whether you really like me like you said or not, I like you.

I like your reckless arrogance, I also like how meticulous and comfortable you are when you treat others sincerely, and even like your pride in being arrogant.You are not like me, standing upright, but always standing in the shadows. In my heart, you are like a child of the sun, fearless.

Yan Leng, you should find a bright and beautiful woman to grow old with you and spend your whole life together, not someone like me.If, one day, you find someone who fits you well, I will bless you, and I want to see you live well.

Yan Leng, I'm leaving, you need to find someone who is willing to take care of you for the rest of your life, find someone who is willing to treat you well for the rest of your life, and be happy forever.

Let's not see each other again. "

Yan Leng knew that he could no longer remain silent, he knew that what Cen Ge said was true, and he also knew that Cen Ge could really be ruthless and never see each other again.But this is the case, so we can't let this person go, because in this world, there is no such a person who is willing to take care of him for the rest of his life, willing to treat him well for the rest of his life, willing to let him see the world for him, and willing to look at the world for him. Block all the wind and rain and pain, even willing to redeem a person who hurt him so deeply.

"Cen Ge, I probably know what's on your mind. In your heart, I'm probably just impulsive, I didn't think clearly, I couldn't see my own heart clearly, and maybe I was deceiving... Even if it's true that I like you, you I also feel that without you, Cen Ge, I will still be able to live well...even better.

But you are wrong, you don't know how deep I am, you don't know how happy I am and how regretful I am when I hear you say "you like me"... I have all my feelings for you. Much more than you think, and you are much more important in my heart than you think. "Yan Leng struggled to get up from the bed, his brows were trembling with pain, and his body was sweating again after being wiped clean, but he couldn't care about these things, grabbed Cen Ge's hand, and slowly placed it on his heart.

Cen Ge only felt that the serious and forbearing expression of the person in front of him made people feel painful.

"Cen Ge, you are the person I put on top of my heart. You like me, but I love you. I don't tell lies. I have you in my heart, and I have you in my heart. Don't be so cruel to me. If you want to leave, I will You can let go... Even if you let me cut out the flesh in my heart, as long as it is your wish, I will do it, but Cen Ge, don't treat me like this, please, it hurts too much, it really hurts too much, I can't bear it." Yan Leng's expression was painful and struggling as if he had cut out his heart with his own hands, Cen Ge could only feel his heart trembling.If the Yan Leng from before, no matter how cruel he was to him, he would be able to bear it, and he would not be able to bear any pain. As long as he thinks, he can't live without him for the rest of his life, but he would rather let him go if he hurts himself, but begs him not to go.But it was Yan Leng like this that made him so reluctant, and his heart ached.

That is what he desires most, and now, it is close at hand and within reach.

Even if he stabbed him in the end, it doesn't matter anymore, his heart is no longer his own, besides... Cen Ge looked up at Yan Leng, saw the deep gash on the man's lower lip and his full head. With the cold sweat on his face, he felt the vibration of the man's heart coming from his hand, and it went all the way to his own heart. He thought, he still couldn't lie to himself after all, and he still couldn't bear it after all.

That's fine, it's still too tiring to lie to my heart.

The two looked at each other for a long time, Yan Leng looked at the relief on Cen Ge's face, clenched his hands tightly, he did not know how many times he silently recited the words in his heart before finally saying them out, but the trembling unbelievable voice revealed the innermost feelings in his heart. Uneasy, he no longer dared to look into Cen Ge's eyes, waiting for Cen Ge's sentence.

"Stay here, okay?"

"……it is good."