hibernating man

It's not that Yu Xiqiao didn't think about it, but he had already denied the possibility that Tang Jianxin liked him.Because at his most desperate and worst time, although Tang Jianxin was always working hard to treat, he never crossed the boundary between doctor and patient. over him.

Yu Xiqiao slowly withdrew his hand.

"Brother Tang, you will always be the person I should be most grateful to. If it weren't for you, I think I've still lived a life of only three seasons, with no sun in winter, and I'm still a drug basket tortured by pain. For me For me, you are a different existence, but it is impossible to become a lover. I, I have no expectations for feelings, so let it be, it is also very good, still by the water, wandering in the clouds and wild cranes."

Tang Jianxin looked at the other party's indifferent eyes, and did not insist any longer.

The night before leaving, it was practiced for Tang Jianxin as usual.Lingzi cooked the dishes, and the three of them sat around together. Yu Xiqiao poured Tang Jianxin a glass of wine and filled it himself.

"I used to always tell you not to drink, but now we can finally have a good drink together."

"I used to be a good drinker. I didn't realize that when I was sick, I drank to death. Later, when the situation improved and I returned to China for work, it was inevitable that I would have to socialize. Once I was careless, and I was drunk a lot by Xiu Jinghong, and almost let me drink. He was sold. If he hadn't met Jingyu that day, he might have been sent to someone's bed."

"Didn't Xiu Jinghong call you brother? Why did you do such a thing?" Tang Jianxin frowned.

"The businessman cares about profit but is not affectionate. He just wanted to help me because I saved his brother. Probably, my character of not being moved by money and power moved him a little bit. Although he is a friend, it is only on the surface. The friends on the Internet are not of the same class after all. It is estimated that even the little affection is lost now."

"Maybe it's right for you not to go back. It's good to cultivate and live here, but it's a pity that I work there all the time. Otherwise, I really want to stay."

At this time, Lingzi answered, "It would be great if Brother Tang could move the work here."

"It's so easy. There are so many patients waiting for me. It's not easy to move."

The work of curing diseases and saving lives has its own halo. Tang Jianxin who said these words seemed very noble, and Lingzi's eyes sparkled when he looked at him.

Probably because of something on his mind, Tang Jianxin drank too much for the first time here, and seeing that he was about to fall asleep, Lingzi helped him upstairs.

Yu Xiqiao packed up the dishes and chopsticks. At this time, the sky was getting dark, and there might be guests coming to stay in a while.He sat behind the counter, turned on the TV, and changed channels boredly.

After a while, the door rang.

"Can I borrow my mobile phone, please? I lost my mobile phone." The visitor hurried to the counter.

The voice sounded very familiar. When he looked up, he saw Ouyang Jingyu standing in front of him, looking at him with the same astonishment.

I thought about whether we would meet again countless times, but this reunion was completely unexpected.

After only a momentary absence, Yu Xiqiao quickly regained his composure, took out his phone and handed it to him.Ouyang Jingyu didn't answer, but looked at him fixedly.Yu Xiqiao had no choice but to withdraw his hand in embarrassment.

At this time, Lingzi came down from upstairs and said: "Brother Qiao, the air conditioner in 201 seems to be broken." After seeing Ouyang Jingyu, she stopped suddenly.

The awkward silence between the two was finally broken, and Yu Xiqiao felt relieved, turned and walked upstairs, saying, "I'll go and see, you can receive me."

Reiko's eyes widened, she couldn't believe that she saw Ouyang Jingyu alive.She was very excited to see the star, but the cold aura radiating from Ouyang Jingyu made her a little scared.

Coincidentally, Ouyang Jingyu came here to shoot the location of a film, and today his part of the filming went very well. After work, he came out to hang out by himself. The phone was in his pocket because he was a road idiot. I have to take it out to check the map at any time, and the result is that it takes the effort to buy a bottle of mineral water, and the mobile phone is gone.Without a mobile phone, it is tantamount to getting lost. He can't tell the exact location of the crew, and he can't ask who to ask.I just walked in front of this hotel, and felt that the style looked very friendly, so I came in to borrow my mobile phone, never expecting to meet an old friend.

When Xiqiao came down, Ouyang Jingyu was already sitting on the sofa in the front hall, hugging the flower-shaped pillow on the sofa, crossing his legs and looking around.Reiko stood behind the counter and looked at him cautiously, seeming a little reserved.Seeing Yu Xiqiao come down, Lingzi was relieved, and said quickly: "Brother Qiao, he said he would wait for you, you...know each other?"

Lingzi didn't know the relationship between Tang Jianxin and Ouyang Jingyu.

"Well, I see. You should go back to rest early today."

Reiko nodded hesitantly, packed her things and left first.

Only Yu Xiqiao and Ouyang Jingyu were left in the front hall.

"Your girlfriend? Is this a husband and wife shop?" Ouyang Jingyu asked.

Yu Xiqiao didn't admit it or deny it, because he felt it was meaningless, and said: "You just said that you lost your phone? Is there any important information in it? Where is it lost, maybe I can help find it."

"It's nothing important, it's just a bunch of phone numbers, pornographic photos and so on, how could I be so stupid as to save them in my phone. Can you find them?"

"You can try."

Yu Xiqiao asked him about the location of the lost cell phone, and called Lin Quan.This area is a popular tourist route, with many tourists and thieves, but most of them are habitual offenders, and the Public Security Bureau can basically know about it.

"I called my friend from the Public Security Bureau, and he said to help with the investigation, and he will call back later."

"Brother Qiao really leans against a big tree to enjoy the shade wherever he goes."

This sentence was quite thorny, but Yu Xiqiao ignored it.

"Do you need to call and report to your friends? Maybe they will worry about you if such a person runs around."

"I didn't come out to play. There was a scene filming here. I wanted to go out for a walk after I finished filming the scene. But I lost my phone and didn't have a Baidu map. I got lost. But it's fate. Once lost, I found you."

"I'm really happy for you to see you develop so well." Different from the blunt tone of the other party, Yu Xiqiao said gently.

"I'm not like some people who say they hate going back on their word the most, and I would never be that kind of person. In the end, I lied faster than anyone else. I still remember the agreement back then. Even if the person is gone, I still have to do it, right? .”

Ouyang Jingyu seemed to be venting his anger, with a straight face, cold eyes, and particularly harsh words.

Lin Quan quickly called and said that the thief who stole the mobile phone had been found, and it turned out to be the repeat offender, and asked them to go to the police station to pick up the mobile phone tomorrow.

Hearing this, Ouyang Jingyu said: "Okay, I'll pick it up tomorrow, so I'm going to trouble the boss, take me in tonight?"

Yu Xiqiao prepared a big bed room for him, and Ouyang Jingyu came down not long after he went up.

"The air conditioner didn't work well."

Yu Xiqiao followed him upstairs to debug, only to find that the power supply was not plugged in.

As soon as he returned to the counter, Ouyang Jingyu called the front desk again.

"The TV won't turn on."

Yu Xiqiao went upstairs again and found that the remote control was out of battery, so he replaced the battery.Back at the counter again, before the chairs were warmed up, the front desk phone rang again.

"what happened again?"

“The water in the bathroom is not hot.”

"Impossible, we supply hot water 24 hours a day, please put it on for a while."

"It's really not hot, if you don't believe me, come and see for yourself."

Yu Xiqiao hung up the phone helplessly, thinking that this little ancestor had become really difficult to serve.

The water is normal, and the water will be hot after a while.

"The water is ready, come and wash."

Yu Xiqiao turned around to go out, but Ouyang Jingyu held on to the bathroom door with both hands, blocking him inside.

"What are you doing?"

Yu Xiqiao was a little flustered. I haven't seen him for a few years. Ouyang Jingyu has grown a lot taller, nearly a head taller than himself. It seems that he is 1.8 meters tall. His youthfulness has faded, and his figure has become stronger. The face that felt so heroic is now even more resolute.

The two frowned and looked at each other, neither of them said a word.There was only the vague sound of running water in the bathroom.

Yu Xiqiao didn't want to be passively suppressed by him, so he stretched out his hand to push the opponent, but was grabbed by his wrist and pressed against the wall.

"Let go, what do you want?"

"What? Tell me, why did you leave without saying goodbye? Don't you like me? What's the matter if you disappeared without saying a word? If you want to break up, you can just say so! Why do you have to do this? If I didn't just meet you this time , you never plan to go back?"

The questions that had been accumulated for so long were finally thrown at the other party like a cannonball. When he was tormented by these unanswered questions, this man was here to enjoy himself in front of the boss as if he had nothing to do?

Thinking of this, Ouyang Jingyu was so angry that he wanted to break Yu Xiqiao's head to see what he was thinking.

"answer me!"

Yu Xiqiao lowered his head, sighed, and said, "Is it meaningful to say this now? You already have a new life and a bright career. Isn't that great? Forget about the past."

"Forgot?" Ouyang Jingyu approached him, the tips of their noses were already close to each other, Yu Xiqiao's unique mint smell wafted into his nostrils, and he was still so familiar, "It's meaningful, of course it's meaningful, I always want to Do you know why you were dumped back then? Is my sincerity so worthless with you?"

His eyes were a little red, Yu Xiqiao didn't dare to look any more, turned his face away.

"Yes, yes, I already have a new life. There is no need to hold on to the past. If you let it go, I can let it go too. However, you still have to pay back the explanation you owe me."

Can't escape?Yu Xiqiao closed his eyes, he wasn't used to those noble-sounding explanations, what's the point, saying it would only look hypocritical.

"Because, I think you are too troublesome. I am so sick that you still bother me, and you still feel good about yourself, which makes me feel very troublesome. You see, now that my illness is cured, my choice is right. of."

The temperature in his eyes was cooling down rapidly, and Yu Xiqiao watched the burning flame slowly go out.

"How are you?" Ouyang Jingyu asked softly.

"Ah."

Letting go of the hand on his shoulder, Ouyang Jingyu took his hand, lowered his head and rubbed it lightly, and gradually clenched it, just like when he was at his home back then.Those hands were still so warm.

Just hold it for a while, then let go.

"You go back." Ouyang Jingyu lowered his head and didn't look at him again.

Yu Xiqiao felt sad for a while, but still pretended to be unmoved, turned and left.

Sitting behind the empty counter, he couldn't stop the tears from streaming down his face.After recovering from illness, I seldom shed tears like this.At this time, guests came again, and he hurriedly wiped away his tears and checked them in.

It seemed that they were a couple, seeing his red and swollen eyes, they looked a little embarrassed.

The girl asked carefully: "Well, are you okay?"

Yu Xiqiao forced a smile and said, "It's okay, thank you."

After completing the formalities, the two went upstairs, leaving Yu Xiqiao alone.I have spent many nights like this, but I have never felt so lonely.

When I decided to leave, I didn't feel so uncomfortable. Over the past six years, watching him appear on TV, watching him get better and better after getting rid of the troubles of the past, and watching him finally become the actor, isn't it always very gratifying.Across thousands of mountains and rivers, I never felt suffering.But right now that person is upstairs, obviously so close, yet seems too far away to be touched.

It is indeed impossible to touch him, he has long since ceased to belong to him.Those love words back then were just fascination for a while.

Just like when I was young, I was crazily infatuated with Xiu Jingyun at that time. For him, I went to learn acting, entered the entertainment circle, and tried to get close to him. Such a passionate infatuation, I finally let go of it.

No one can help being hurt.

Maybe my own leaving without saying goodbye, just like Xiu Jingyun's deceit, drew a sharp knife in the heart of the other party.No matter how deeply you like it, it can be cut off.

But that's my choice, I can't regret it, I can't regret it...

Yu Xiqiao lay prone on the counter, burying his face in his arms.He hates the emotion of regret, and he still remembers the pain of being tortured and bitten by this emotion, the torment of being so painful that he became sick.

There was a faint sound of footsteps, but he couldn't tell whether it was the voice on the TV or someone walking around. After hesitating for a while, he still raised his head.

Ouyang Jingyu was walking towards him, he stood up and asked, "What's the matter?"

"I'm hungry, do you have anything to eat here?"

"We don't serve dinner, but we have instant noodles, do you want it?"

"Ah, forget it. What's wrong with your eyes?" Ouyang Jingyu stared at him and asked probably because Yu Xiqiao's eyes were red.

Yu Xiqiao lowered his head slightly and said, "It's okay, I probably have a cold."

To strengthen his convincing, he took out a tissue and blew his nose.

"Lie." Ouyang Jingyu's eyes were sharp.