hibernating man

Yu Xiqiao was too lazy to argue with him, and said, "What do you want to eat? I can go buy it. Many shops are still open at this time."

"The service is so good?"

"The famous film king condescends to live in a small shop like ours, so of course he should treat him well."

These words were obviously well-intentioned, but they always sounded harsh to Ouyang Jingyu. His face darkened, and he said, "Really? Since I want to treat you well, I want special services."

"Special service?" Yu Xiqiao frowned, "Isn't it special enough for the hotel owner to buy you dinner in person at night?"

"Not enough, I want something more special."

They are all grown-ups, but they still have the tone of a child playing a rogue.

"What more do you want?"

Ouyang Jingyu hesitated for a moment, then said in a low voice, "I want you to chat with me."

Yu Xiqiao couldn't laugh or cry when he heard it: "I'm the only one looking at the store today, I can't go to the guest's room to chat with me, I'm really sorry."

"Then let's chat here." Ouyang Jingyu insisted.

Seeing that he couldn't resist the other party, Yu Xiqiao sighed and sat with him on the sofa in the front hall.

"Come on, what do you want to talk about?" Yu Xiqiao asked.

"Have you been here all these years?"

"Ah."

"Just because you're hiding here? Are you cured? Is this place so magical?"

Only then did Yu Xiqiao remember that Tang Jianxin was still upstairs, and he didn't know what time he planned to leave tomorrow, and if the two brothers ran into each other, they didn't know what would happen.

"Uh... yes, it's like spring here all the year round. When I had an accident, it happened in November, just in time for a heavy snowfall. It was extremely hot and extremely cold. Do you know that feeling? It's very scary. Later, my lover at the time was very concerned about the ugly scars on my back, so he broke up with me not long after, it was a big blow, and it turned out like that. At first, I couldn’t see people at all, and I couldn’t work. Later, thanks to Dr. Tang, the situation improved. It got better, and it became only in winter."

Ouyang Jingyu heard Yu Xiqiao bring up his past for the first time.

"Thanks to him, if he is so kind, he should find you with me as soon as he finds out that you are missing, and he said that it's just a doctor-patient relationship and there is no obligation. Otherwise..." He didn't continue, How else?Maybe find him soon?So what?Without himself, Yu Xiqiao would not be doing well.On the contrary, it was me who kept thinking about the other party.

"Jingyu," Yu Xiqiao said softly, "I'm sorry that I left without saying goodbye. I'm really sorry. You always cared about it, maybe it was just because you were unwilling. What you can't get is the best, maybe, If I hadn't left, we would have broken up a long time ago. I now know what my behavior has caused you. You can't let go of me, or let go of the past, because you can't figure out why I left you. But you now I know, and I also know that this is all my fault, so don't worry about it anymore, let him pass the past."

Ouyang Jingyu didn't speak, he was silently thinking about Yu Xiqiao's words.Is he really what he said?Are you really just not reconciled?Really just don't get the best of the best?

Both of them were silent, Yu Xiqiao checked the time, it was almost 10:30.

"Go to sleep, you'll be busy tomorrow." He said softly.

Ouyang Jingyu stood up, and Yu Xiqiao also stood up, but after only taking two steps, Ouyang Jingyu turned around again, put his arms around the back of his neck, and kissed him.

It was just a light kiss and let go quickly.

Yu Xiqiao stood in place and watched the tall and straight figure leave, feeling a little sour again in his heart.

Early the next morning, Yu Xiqiao knocked on Tang Jianxin's door.After waiting for a while, Tang Jianxin opened the door sleepily.

"What time is it?"

Yu Xiqiao didn't speak but pushed him away and went straight into the house and closed the door behind him.

Tang Jianxin looked at him in surprise, but then he beamed with joy: "You are..."

"Your brother is here."

"What?" The smile disappeared.

"I said I came here to film a movie. I lost my phone while strolling alone. I came in to borrow my phone, but I ran into it. He was too careless. Why is he still as nervous as before? You need to help him more in the future." Okay. Fortunately, Lin Quan helped to find it, and I will take him to get it later, and I will tell you so that the two of you don’t run into each other.”

"I came here early in the morning to talk about this? How could it be such a coincidence? Are you sure he didn't find out your clues and come here on purpose?" Tang Jianxin frowned.

Yu Xiqiao shook his head: "Probably not, I'll go first."

Tang Jianxin grabbed him, pushed him against the wall by the door, bowed his head and kissed him.Yu Xiqiao struggled to push him away, but he was pressed firmly against the wall with both hands.

Tang Jianxin sucked on his lips for a while, then slowly let go.

Yu Xiqiao glanced at him, said nothing, opened the door and went out.

Just happened to run into Ouyang Jingyu who also came out of the room.

Seeing the other party's probing eyes, Yu Xiqiao bowed his head guiltily and walked towards the corridor.Sure enough, Ouyang Jingyu caught up.

"Who's in that room?"

"You don't know me either."

"Hey, it's not like the girl yesterday was not your girlfriend, is she in that room?"

"Don't talk nonsense."

"Then why are you blushing?" Ouyang Jingyu persisted.

"That's enough, whoever it is is none of your business." Yu Xiqiao said seriously.

He was quite scary when he was serious, Ouyang Jingyu stopped talking.The two took a taxi to the police station where Lin Quan was located, and the thief had already returned the mobile phone.

Yu Xiqiao thanked Lin Quan, Ouyang Jingyu took the phone, and after turning it on, he found about twenty missed calls, all of which were from his assistant.Turning the phone back, the little assistant was about to cry when he got through.

"Brother, where did you go? If you don't come back all night, I thought something happened to you? If we can't be contacted again, we plan to call the police."

"My mobile phone is out of battery. I stayed at a friend's place for one night, and I will go back in a while. Don't worry."

Yu Xiqiao was worried that he would get lost again, so he took a taxi to the hotel where the crew was staying. Seeing him enter, he left in peace.

When they went back, Tang Jianxin was flirting with Lingzi, both of them looked very happy.For a moment, Yu Xiqiao felt that these two people seemed to be a good match.

Seeing Yu Xiqiao came back, Tang Jianxin pulled him to the open-air balcony and asked, "How is it? I heard from Lingzi that something didn't look right for the two of you yesterday, so you won't be shaken again."

Yu Xiqiao smiled helplessly, and said, "Do you think I am so easily shaken? I sent him back. We chatted for a while yesterday. He has such good conditions. Why does he still miss me, an old man in his 30s?"

Tang Jianxin nodded as if convinced.

"It's time for me to go too. I'll see you again when I'm free. If you have anything to do, contact me anytime."

"Ah."

Only two days later, Ouyang Jingyu came again.Yu Xiqiao came back from buying dinner outside and ran into him at the door of the store.

"We're leaving tomorrow. Before we leave, let's say goodbye." Ouyang Jingyu said, taking the rice in Yu Xiqiao's hand naturally.

"Three people may not be enough, I'll go buy some more." Yu Xiqiao said as he turned around and wanted to leave, but was held back.

"I want to eat your fried rice with eggs. You shouldn't have rice and eggs here."

The three of them sat around the dinner table, and Ouyang Jingyu sat where Tang Jianxin usually sat before.Reiko glanced back and forth between the two of them with big round eyes, and finally ate with a sullen head. She was usually quite lively, but today she was very quiet.

Yu Xiqiao had nothing to talk about, and the atmosphere of silence became more and more depressing.Lingzi probably couldn't take it anymore, and quickly finished her share, and said to Xiqiao, "Brother Qiao, I'm full, I'm going to the front desk." She nodded to Ouyang Jingyu, and left in a hurry.

There were only the two of them left beside the transparent glass round table, so quiet that even the sound of the wind blowing through the treetops could be heard.Ouyang Jingyu said: "Brother Qiao, your skills are not as good as before."

There was still more than half of the egg fried rice in his bowl, so he put down his chopsticks and stared at Yu Xiqiao who hadn't finished eating.

"Not only cooking skills, everything is not as good as before." Yu Xiqiao replied indifferently.

"Oh? Really? Is there anything worse than before?"

Seeing his expression with a hint of a smirk, Yu Xiqiao knew what he was thinking of.

"If it's a good thing, it's worth talking about. Since it's a bad thing, it's fine not to mention it." He wouldn't let the other party tease him.

"It doesn't matter what you say, but what others say. I want to help Brother Qiao to see if it's really what you said. Maybe you're underestimating yourself."

"No need." Yu Xiqiao gave him a cold look as a warning.

Sure enough, Ouyang Jingyu withdrew his smile and said, "I'm joking, but you take it seriously. Don't worry, I already have a lover, and I won't forget the old love."

"That's really nice."

This meal is really heartbreaking.Yu Xiqiao declined Reiko who wanted to wash the dishes, walked into the kitchen by herself, watched the water wash away the oil stains and residues in the bowl, and suddenly wanted to sprinkle some washing spirit on her heart, so as to clear up all her complicated thoughts washed away.

Yu Xiqiao's room is on the first floor. If Reiko is on duty, he will go back to his room to sleep. If he is on duty, he will let Reiko go home.In order to avoid being harassed like last time, he left Reiko at the front desk and hid in the room by himself.

I turned on the computer and found the deepest file folder, which contained all the photos I took when I was a photographer.There is a folder named "Second Brother" inside. When it is opened, it contains all the photos taken for Ouyang Jingyu that year.

Why sign the second brother?When he built this folder, Ouyang Jingyu was still a shy boy. The little thoughts that could not be hidden in front of him would always come out from those delicate eyes, the contradictory look of desire and concealment, It looks very silly.Thinking of this, he deleted the typed "Ouyang" as a prank, and changed it to "Second Brother".

Recalling this detail back then, I didn't expect that I could still remember it so clearly, and the smile that just appeared on my face slowly faded away.He has let go, if he doesn't let go, he will fall into pain like before.

There was a "dong dong dong" knock on the door.

Yu Xiqiao's first reaction was that Lingzi had something to look for him, and when he opened the door, he saw the "second brother" himself.No, he is no longer that innocent and somewhat silly boy.

"what's up?"

"I have something to tell you."

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

"I want to go in and talk." Ouyang Jingyu grabbed the door frame to prevent Yu Xiqiao from shutting him out.

Although reluctant, Yu Xiqiao let him in.After all, I'm leaving tomorrow, so if you have anything to say, it's good to say it clearly.Besides, everyone has already let go of their stance, so there is no need to act as if you are attractive.

As soon as Ouyang Jingyu came in, he looked around.Yu Xiqiao's room is not big, with a double bed, a TV, and a writing desk. The overall style is very simple and light, very similar to his house in Beijing.

"You really love this kind of frigidity." Ouyang Jingyu picked up the bottle of "abstinence" on the bedside table, "Still using it?"

"It was newly bought, and the previous ones were used up long ago."

"Of course I know it's a new one. I'm asking why you're still using it. Isn't it ready? Why are you still using it?"

"What does it have to do with this, it can't be used normally?"

Ouyang Jingyu opened the lid and sprayed it, exaggeratedly sniffed the air, and said, "I really miss it, but—"

He walked up to Yu Xiqiao and buried his head in the crescent of his neck, "What are you doing?" Yu Xiqiao said and wanted to hide, but the other party held his shoulder.

"I still like to smell you."

After speaking, he let go of Yu Xiqiao, pulled out the chair and sat down at the desk.There are a few books that Yu Xiqiao brought from home on the table. The reason why I know that they are brought instead of new books is because they seem to be quite old.

"I said, you came all the way and brought books with you? It seems that in your eyes, even books are more important than me."

"What is this? Can it be compared? Besides, it's all said that the past is over, why mention it?"

"Why mention it? I'm just angry. What's wrong with me? You want to treat me like this. Do you know that you are the first person I like? Do you know how I got here in those days?"

"If you come to Xingshi to inquire about crimes, please go back. I really have nothing to say to you." Yu Xiqiao felt very tired. Facing the face with reproach, he was shaken strongly in his heart. Do you regret it? ?Want to start over?

Ouyang Jingyu sighed and said, "I'm not here to blame you."

Yu Xiqiao sat on the bed next to him, waiting for the other party to speak, but Ouyang Jingyu kept staring at the row of books in silence.

"Didn't you say you have something to say?" Yu Xiqiao couldn't help asking.

"I think, sing to you, would you like to listen?"

Yu Xiqiao remembered that he hadn't sung for a long time. He didn't know why he suddenly wanted to sing, but he used to like his songs quite a lot, so he said, "Okay."

Ouyang Jingyu began to sing slowly.

if memories have windows

you'll see us when we first met

I don't know what to do

and mint you

You say you have a lot of secrets, none of them have anything to do with me

but if indifference

A great book is nothing more than a pile of waste paper

If you have a soft spot

A person can also be the center of the universe

……

Yu Xiqiao heard this song for the first time, and the lyrics were so obviously written by himself.Suddenly remembered that Ouyang Jingyu had invited him to a concert back then, but he didn't take it seriously at that time and rejected the other party.

Did he sing that song?But I heard it six years late?But what can I hear, nothing will change.The me at that time, in Tang Jianxin's words, was not suitable for dating.If you can't even love yourself well, how can you love others.

"Why are you crying?" Ouyang Jingyu had stopped singing, and Yu Xiqiao was still immersed in memories.

"Ah? Where is it?" He quickly reached out and wiped his eyes.

Ouyang Jingyu got up and sat next to him, and asked, "Do you regret it?"

"what?"

"You regret leaving me."

"No... no."

"Talk about me, don't you also know how to lie?"

He looked up at him, wondering how this man had become so sharp.Ouyang Jingyu took the opportunity to hold his chin and kissed his lips.

The author has something to say:

Once again, it deviates from the outline, so the gorgeous Lika text (.﹏.*), will temporarily suspend the update for the next two days~~~~~ For the time being, it is really only temporary, and it will definitely be finished, after all, I love it so much Yuxi Bridge (?????)