hibernating man

It snowed heavily last night, and the streets in the early morning were covered in a white and cold atmosphere.The snow on the road is too thick and it is very difficult to walk. Some units have organized people to sweep the snow at the door.Even though the departure time was still early, the road conditions were unstoppable and the car was driving very slowly.

There was plenty of warm air in the car, and Ouyang Jingyu let out a sigh. Last night, he was filming very late, obviously lacking in sleep.

"We'll be there in half an hour."

Probably because he was worried that he was in a hurry, the assistant carefully explained.

He nodded and closed his eyes.

In fact, he is not in a hurry, but the people around him are always cautious about him.He asked himself that his temper hadn't turned bad, but he clearly felt that the people around him treated him differently.

What can change in six years?It seems like nothing has changed, but it seems like everything has changed.

What I wanted so much back then doesn't seem to matter now, as time can smooth everything out.

The car drove to a building, which he was very familiar with. Although he had been away for a long time, it still touched a certain emotion deep in his heart.After the combination with Chi Li disbanded, he terminated the contract and changed to a new company. Although there was nothing between the two of them, because of the company, the relationship was obviously not as close as before.

This is the first collaboration in six years.

Although the quarrel with Jinghong Media was not very good back then, it was not to the point where they would never get along with each other.He has grown into an adult who can think rationally instead of being emotional like he used to be.Earn money, and the project itself is good. If you cooperate well, everyone will benefit and win-win in the end. This is the professional attitude you should have in your work.

In order to cooperate with the promotion of the drama, they will be interviewed by Grapefruit Entertainment together.

Chi Li is still following the idol route, but Jing Yu's company is planning a powerful route for him, and he is indeed proving this with his own efforts.

After finishing the styling and waiting for the recording, the two chatted casually as before.Chi Li stretched out his hand and patted off a piece of powder stain on his shoulder, and Jingyu recalled the scene of the two of them living together when they were young.

"You are deeper than before." Chi Li said.

"Have it?"

"Ah."

Jingyu didn't say anything, he felt that he was becoming unhappy, he got everything he wanted, became a top player in the industry, won the best actor, he was only 26 years old, but every step he took was steady and steady.It seems that after the turmoil of the year when I was 20 years old, I have never done anything extraordinary.

"By the way, I'm going to..." Chi Li was about to say something when the host Yuzi came to say hello, so he stopped talking.

The interviews are all scripted, and he has basically read all the questions and made some preparations.But something unexpected happened.

The emotional life of male artists is a very sensitive topic, but it is also the most curious one by the outside world.Jingyu has never been rumored to be scandalous. One is that he feels disgusted, and the other is that the company does not have such an arrangement.He even wondered if it was because of Shi Hao's help behind the scenes that he avoided these usual tricks.

His current partner is a rookie who debuted in the draft two years ago, a pretty boy, because Jingyu is very busy with work, they don't spend much time together, so every time they meet, they go straight to the point.He couldn't even tell if it was love or not.

One's own sexual orientation must never be exposed.He is well aware of this.

Unexpectedly, Chi Li disclosed his love affair on the show without warning.

There was no gossip, no guesses, and no signs. Chi Li suddenly said that he and actress Liu Nannan had been together for half a year, and the relationship between the two was very good.

Apparently the host was also very surprised, and asked Jingyu, "Wow, the secrecy work is so good, I didn't expect it at all! Did Jingyu know about the relationship between the two before?"

He didn't know, but the two came to show their brotherhood, and it would be embarrassing to answer truthfully.

"Of course, but until he decides to make it public, I keep it a secret for him."

Glancing at Chi Li, he couldn't see the meaning in the other's eyes.

"What about you?" Yuzu looked at him with a smile, "I'm suddenly a little worried that another male god will suddenly have a relationship." The host smiled at the camera.

"No, no, I'm looking forward to a relationship, but I'm still single."

"He, he has been unable to let go of the person in his heart." Chi Yue interrupted suddenly.

Unbelievable, it feels like being put together.Looking at Chi Li, the other party still smiled decently.Even if he was angry, he didn't want to blame Chi Li, but he completely lost his illusion about Jinghong Media.

Reiko was sitting behind the counter, looking down at the iPad in her hand. An entertainment talk show was playing on it, and the volume was turned up very loudly.Like most girls in their early twenties, Reiko is also very interested in entertainment gossip.Yu Xiqiao was cleaning the photo frames on the photo wall in the front hall, but he could still clearly hear the conversations of the people in the interview.

Although he had already let go, his heart still twitched when he heard that Ouyang Jingyu had been unable to let go.He wasn't sure if that person was him, the two of them hadn't been together for a long time, and they had been separated for so many years, so it probably wasn't him at all.

The feelings when I was young, came violently, but also cooled down quickly.

Someone opened the door and came in.

"welcome."

Yu Xiqiao put on a professional smile and said to the visitor.

"Oh, it's raining outside, and the road is really difficult." Tang Jianxin put away the umbrella and put it in the bucket by the door.

It is the rainy season in Dali at this time, and there is a wooden barrel for guests to put umbrellas at the entrance of the hotel. The shape is also very unique, and it is a heart-shaped wooden barrel.In order to attract more guests to stay, Yu Xiqiao has put a lot of thought into the design of the hotel, which really makes the hotel look very artistic, from the decoration of the rooms to the shape of the cups.

Yu Xiqiao was not surprised to see Tang Jianxin. Tang Jianxin found him the second year he came here, and since then he has come here every November, saying it was a vacation.

"Brother Tang." Lingzi put down the iPad in her hand, and greeted Tang Jianxin with a smile.

"Reiko has become beautiful again, here, a gift."

Tang Jianxin was very good at pleasing girls, and would bring gifts every time he came.But Yu Xiqiao felt that it was because he was an expert in psychology, not because he had any special thoughts about Reiko.But that girl obviously has some concerns about him, otherwise she wouldn't have been in love forever.

"How many days will you stay this time?"

"About a week."

"Okay, okay, Brother Tang will stay for a few more days, and Brother Qiao will be with you." Lingzi answered the words lively.

"It's because you want someone to accompany you." Yu Xiqiao said with a smile.

"Recently there are few customers, Brother Qiao seems to be very worried." Reiko interrupted.

"Is it because of the off-season?"

Yu Xiqiao shook his head: "I don't know, but it hasn't reached the point of closing down. There are still a few months when the restaurant is full, and the income can be maintained."

After checking in, Tang Jianxin went back to the room first and said he wanted to take a rest.

Yu Xiqiao still remembered that when Tang Jianxin came here for the first time, he was really taken aback. He didn't expect that he could be found so easily.

"As your psychiatrist, I immediately thought that you would go back to the place where you grew up. In fact, it's my fault. When I suggested you go back to China, I should have let you come here. The seasons are like spring, and there is no winter."

"Did Lin Quan tell you?" Yu Xiqiao asked.

Lin Quan is his child who grew up in the orphanage. He has never left Dali. Now he is a policeman in the Public Security Bureau. It is thanks to Lin Quan's help that Yu Xiqiao can come back and open the hotel smoothly.

"Ah, fortunately I still kept all the information you gave me, so I found him. It turned out to be the case when I asked. After all, you left without saying goodbye, are you going to dump me as a doctor? I am really shocked. , I thought you were satisfied with me."

"It's not that I'm dissatisfied. Thanks to you, I don't have to take medicine all the time, so I can work on the job I like. Although I'm gone now, I'm happy to have had it."

"Actually, I am confident that I can cure you, uh...my younger brother has caused you a lot of trouble, and this kid even came here to accuse me of being unsympathetic. I will not tell him about your situation, but I hope you can Continue to cooperate with my treatment."

"It's not that I don't want to be cured, it's just that I feel tired. Let it be like this. Don't you also say that you are not sure when it will be better? Don't worry, I won't seek death. I can just stay here and make ends meet. I also... don't have enough money to support this hopeless treatment."

The last sentence is the key point. Although he himself did despicable things after being blackmailed by despicable people and threatened the brothers of the Xiu family with the past scandals, his savings are only enough to buy this hotel.

"Forget it, it's nothing. I have great confidence in you. You don't need treatment fees. Believe me, you will get better soon."

At that time, Tang Jianxin seemed too sincere, and because of his last desire to become a normal person, he agreed to Tang Jianxin.

Lingzi was introduced by Lin Quan, and she was hired to help with the store's affairs. Yu Xiqiao had a lot of time to hide in his room and be in a daze.At that time, the fear of crowds gradually faded away, and without the icy and snowy environment, I gradually became closer to the climate that is like spring all the year round.

In the past in Beijing, high-rise buildings, traffic and crowds could all be factors that made him feel uneasy, but now Cangshan Erhai Lake, blue sky and fresh breeze, facing nature every day, and meeting some casual and comfortable villagers and tourists, the huge trauma in his heart is really true. Little by little healed.

He still likes photography. He occasionally takes pictures of the surrounding scenery, takes photos for the guests in the hotel, and picks out his favorite ones to hang on the photo wall in the store. The long-standing sense of relaxation has slowly returned.In the past, when I fell into those regrets, I always blamed myself for being weak. As Tang Jianxin often said, mental problems are definitely not because you are not strong enough, and it is definitely not your own responsibility. There is no need to blame yourself, no need Dislike yourself.

He used to feel that he couldn't do it, that he couldn't accept himself as a mentally ill person, but when he started to let go of the harshness of himself and began to accept himself, the pain subsided miraculously.

Anyway, I am very grateful to this doctor who later exempted the high treatment fee and insisted on paying attention to himself.Every time Tang Jianxin came, he would chat and wander around with him. After stopping the medicine, his condition did not recur, and everything was developing in a good direction.

"Have you thought about going back?"

Right now, the two are sitting on the open-air balcony of the hotel, basking in the sun leisurely, and Reiko thoughtfully brought them some snacks.

"No more."

Thinking of the situation I might face when I go back, I feel troubled.

"Don't you still have a house? Just throw it away?"

"Let's throw it away for now. I like that house very much, and I am reluctant to sell it."

There is another key in Ouyang Jingyu's place. I don't know what he did with it. Throw it away?Or keep it?Probably not likely to go again.

"You don't have to worry about my younger brother." Tang Jianxin took a sip of the Pu'er in his hand, and said suddenly: "He has matured a lot, and he is not as silly as he used to be. Two years ago, he had a boyfriend. It seems to be getting along pretty well. What I am most gratified is that he has not been infected with the corrupt living habits of the entertainment industry, at least he knows the depth and does not mess around."

"Yeah." Yu Xiqiao lowered his head and said, "It's pretty good."

"You really feel good?"

"Yes."

"But because I never told him your whereabouts, this kid still refuses to see me. You can see that he has a good temper and a very stubborn personality. He fell in love, and I listened to his ex-manager Said."

"You mean Jiang Mu?"

"Ah."

Yu Xiqiao frowned slightly.

"Actually, I think it's better for him to keep a low profile. You should tell him not to publicize your relationship."

"No, right? It should be known by a small group of friends. Are you worried about him?"

"He was almost ruined by this back then." Yu Xiqiao told Tang Jianxin about being threatened by someone who claimed to be Jingyu's friend, and Tang Jianxin was surprised after hearing it.

"What else? Did you tell him?"

Yu Xiqiao shook his head and said: "No, I was still sick at that time, and he was young, so what can I tell him, it's just one more person who is anxious to get angry. I just want to use money to suppress the matter That's fine, I'm worried that if we make the other party anxious, we will all be in trouble in the end."

"You left because you were afraid of hurting him?" Tang Jianxin had a distressed expression.

"How can I be so noble." Yu Xiqiao said with a smile.

"Xiqiao," Tang Jianxin suddenly took his hand, "In your heart, have you really let go of Jingyu?"

Yu Xiqiao quietly looked at the rippling blue waves in front of him for a while, then nodded.

As if he had made up his mind, Tang Jianxin said slowly: "Xiqiao, actually I have always liked you very much. I didn't say it back then because it was not suitable for a relationship in your state. I wanted to I'll talk about it when you're better, but I didn't expect to kill my cousin in the middle. I know that the kind of sincerity that doesn't care is particularly touching, and I know that you are attracted to him, so I didn't dare to mention it later. I always It is indeed selfish not to tell him about you. Since you have let go, would you like to give me a chance? "