Wei Lan

更新时间：2013-04-2501:26:18字数：8861

"Doctor, is he okay?"

My head was dizzy and heavy, and I couldn't help but tilted to one side. Fang Qicong's worried voice came from my ear.

Well, it's nothing serious, it's just a fever, so there's no need to make such a fuss?I think when I was young, I would just sleep in and drink a bowl of ginger soup!

I really hate the smell of the hospital, the pungent smell of disinfectant!

"Don't worry, it's nothing serious. But..."

"Please speak up."

"Injuries on the patient's body...you persuade him, it's better not to fight at a young age."

"……I see."

"Hey, young people nowadays are just impulsive. Look, don't you have to suffer yourself if you damage your body?"

"You said so."

"Okay, here is the prescription. You go to pay the fee, get the medicine and you can go, take it according to the above regulations."

"Thank you doctor."

hum~~!Although my head was dizzy and painful, and my eyelids were unreasonably heavy, my hearing became extremely sensitive.

What the old man said about fighting, but I didn't even return a punch, I was beaten for nothing!Still got beaten by the guy in front of you!What a self-righteous nonsense!

Fang Qicong carefully lifted me up. (I say cautiously because I feel very gentle, and I hardly feel that someone is exerting force on my body that is heavy like iron. Could it be that I lost a few pounds after being beaten up?)

"By the way, your friend can't move flexibly now, and feels much heavier than usual. Be careful when you support him."

The doctor, an old man whose face I don't know, added a word of "concern".

"Okay, I'll take care. Thanks doctor."

It seems that my perception is already dull enough...

"Xiaohui, are you okay? You'll be home later, just bear with me." Fang Qicong's gentle and considerate voice came from beside his ear.

I'm fine, just trying to sleep.I answered him with difficulty.

"I'm really sad to see you groggy and unable to speak."

What?It turned out that I didn't even say anything, I just answered him consciously.

No, I'm really going to fall asleep.

Just thinking about it, his consciousness fell into darkness.

***

"Zhang Ming, Zhang Ming, wait for me." Panting heavily, I ran towards Ming.

"Don't worry, I won't run away." Ming stood in front of me with his schoolbag on his back, looking at me calmly.

I was very happy when I heard that Ming was waiting for me.So I speeded up and ran forward.

But it was strange, as if the distance between me and him hadn't changed at all, he was still standing in front of me and waiting for me, and I was running hard like I was exercising on a treadmill, but I never made any progress.

There was a lot of sweat on my anxious forehead, and I shouted loudly to Ming: "Ming, I can't run, I can't run."

Ming frowned when he heard that, and said to me unhappily: "That's because you didn't run hard, you have to work harder."

"But, I've tried my best!" Seeing Ming's unhappy look, I became even more anxious, and rushed forward with all my strength, but the distance between us remained unchanged.

"Forget it, you're so slow, you'll be late when you come over. I don't want to be punished by the old man for copying the "Student Regulations", so I'm leaving first." Ming turned around and left after speaking.

"Ming, wait for me, wait for me." I yelled anxiously.

hell!Why did Ming disappear in the blink of an eye?

No, I have to hurry up and catch up.

"Ming...Ming, wait...wait for me, wait...for me."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

"Then...how can I...can't see...you"

It seems that a warm hand has grabbed me, who?Is it Ming?

It's so blurry in front of my eyes, there is a shadow that I can't see clearly.

I tried to open my eyes wide to look at the shadow.

"Wake up, do you want something to eat?"

"what……?"

Awake?Could it be that I was dreaming just now?

"Still confused? I've been asleep all day."

The figure in front of me gradually became clear, and that person was looking at me with a smile.

"Fang Qicong?"

"It's me. Feeling better?"

"Better?"

My head was still in a dormant state, and I couldn't react to his words for a while.

"Hey, you have a fever of 39.4 degrees, and you have been sleeping for a whole day, and it is now 9 o'clock in the evening."

"Really? But it's not dark, is it?"

"Haha, so you also have silly and cute moments? Of course it's not dark, but this is my house, how can it be dark with electric lights!"

That's right, then I was really dreaming just now.That's right, I'm already this old, how can I still go to school with Ming?

"By the way, you keep calling someone's name in your dream, is it Ming? Is he important to you?"

"Well...he, he is my good friend."

"Hearing you yelling so anxiously, shouldn't it be a nightmare?"

"Well... I... I dreamed about him... He was eaten by monsters!"

hell!It's okay to sleep so muddled, but he still talks in his sleep!It's embarrassing enough for me to be such an adult.

"Really? You're still yelling for him to wait for you. Haha, wouldn't it be something you're eager to become a monster too?"

"No, no! I'm going...to save him, yes, to save him, so I let him wait for me."

"Hehe, you were so brave in your dream."

"Yeah, hehe..."

How embarrassing, if he had been a little smarter he would have heard I was talking nonsense.

Alas, returning monsters and saving lives!If that's the case, it would be great, at least there can be a modern gay version of "Heroes Save the Beauty".Yeah...if that's the case, hehe...haha...

"What are you giggling about?"

"No, it's nothing." Fang Qicong's question full of doubts came from my ear, and I was more than half awake when I was in a fantasy.

"By the way, I'm hungry. Just now you seemed to want me to eat something."

sky!Did my nerves burn out with a fever? I kept thinking about something! !What kind of "heroes save the beauty" are you still counting on? Haven't you already decided to give up completely?Shao Hui, sober, sober.Don't let people see the joke!

"Yes, yes. Come on, sit down first, and I'll serve you a bowl of porridge to moisten your stomach."

Fang Qicong took a cushion and put it on the head of the bed, and then helped me sit up.

Seeing him so considerate, I feel a little embarrassed.

Growing up so big, this is the first time to be taken care of by a man (except my dad, of course).

"Thank you, thank you."

"You are welcome, we are friends."

"..." Friend, am I already your friend?I looked at him in surprise.

"Oh, look at what I'm talking about. I not only hurt you, made you unable to go to work, but also made you sick. You will never forgive me, let alone be a friend. Don't care about my wishful thinking I'm going to serve you some porridge right now." Fang Qicong looked at me embarrassedly.

"Wait," I grabbed the hem of his clothes who turned around, "I don't care, you can treat me as... a friend, I'm very happy, really." I also felt embarrassed.

"Really?"

"Really." I knew I was blushing, and hurriedly lowered my head.

"Hehe, that's really great. I'm so happy. You sit first, sit down."

Looking at the back of Fang Qicong happily walking towards the kitchen, I feel warm in my heart.

He is such a nice man.

I don't know what type of man he likes?

ah!Suddenly realizing that I had this kind of thought, I was taken aback and quickly shook my head vigorously.

Why did I think about something and nothing today!

What are you doing!Really have a fever and goofy?How could there be such an idea? ?

How long have we known each other? I just think about this. Could it be that you are interested in others?

No, no, don't think about it, how is it possible? !He must be too kind, so I can think about it.

"Come on, drink it while it's hot." Fang Qicong walked towards me holding a small bowl, with a sunny smile on his face.

"Thank you, thank you." My heart was beating so fast that I was too embarrassed to look him in the eye.

***

"Shao Hui, call."

"..."

"Shao Hui, call me!"

"..."

"What are you thinking, brother!"

Xiao Li suddenly patted my shoulder hard from behind, and I almost jumped up in fright.

"Wow! Scared me to death, what are you doing?"

"Brother, I have your call. I've called you several times, but you haven't responded at all."

"Really? Oh, sorry. Thank you."

"I don't know what you think about so seriously, it's like dreaming, maybe you want to get married?"

"Fuck you! You haven't written the horoscope yet! Hurry up and go."

I stayed at Fang Qicong's place for two days, and today is my first day at work.When I go back to work, I can't calm down, and I can't help but think of the situation of being taken care of by him in those two days.It's the first time I've been taken care of so considerately since I've grown up. It's a lie to say that I don't feel good. It's only two days since I cared about him so much, which made me a little uneasy.I don't know why I'm always thinking about him, and to say I'm interested in him would be an exaggeration.After all, I'm not someone who gets emotionally involved so easily.why?Is it because there is a kind of closeness peculiar to the same kind to him?I have no idea……

"Hey, come on now, look at how proud you are."

"Is there?" I quickly touched my face.

No way, I didn't think about that, how could there be some kind of smug pride?

"Hey~~ Don't touch it, answer the phone quickly."

"Oh! I almost forgot."

I hurried to the phone, and as soon as I picked up the phone, I heard Xiao Li say, "Don't worry, it's not a girl." After that, he laughed a few times.

I glared at him and signaled him to shut up.

"Hello, who is it?"

"It's me, Zhang Ming."

It's Ming again, he's been looking for me a lot lately.

"You boy, what's the matter?"

"I can't find you if I have nothing to do?" Ming's voice sounded listless.

"Heh~ You're here to raise an argument, right? Tell me, what's the matter?"

"It's really nothing, I just want to chat with you. You know... I'm bored now."

It feels like Ming is sitting lazily on the sofa, perhaps with his eyes closed.

"I can tell, but I'm at work now."

I glanced at Xiao Li, and he was also looking at me with interest.

"Let's have a drink together after get off work today."

"Go again? If you get drunk again, I'm not responsible for carrying you back."

I don't want to face you who is defenseless anymore. You must know that although I have made up my mind to forget you from the field of love, it is not easy to face the person I have been secretly in love with for a long time. It will take time for me to get rid of you The feeling goes elsewhere.

"Then... let's go drink tea."

"...I may have to work overtime today, and I won't be free until very late."

"Actually, I just want to have a heart-to-heart talk with you...It doesn't matter if you are late." Ming's deep voice carried a touch of sadness and helplessness.

Listening to his fragile voice, I asked myself how could I refuse?

Ming treats me like a bosom friend, how can I be worthy of his trust if I refuse?

"Okay then. In the afternoon you wait for me at the gate of our bureau."

"Didn't you say you have to work overtime?"

"Of course your business is more important. What is our relationship?"

"Hehe, then it's settled." Ming laughed happily on the other side.

"alright, bye."

I don't know when Ming will be able to cheer up from the broken relationship.

It is said that the more masters in love, the deeper they will fall when they meet someone they like, and it seems that this is true.

Fortunately, I am not a master, and there is still room for my feelings to be withdrawn.

"Your friend has been looking for you recently, and he called him several times when you were not there in the past two days. I heard his voice was weak, maybe something happened." Xiao Li's question came from my ear.

"You, mind your own business."

"Don't be stingy, tell me."

"I lost money playing gambling." I made up a lie casually.

"That's the thing, alas, you want to get rich and poor quickly! You tell your buddy, let him not be too special about that stuff. My brother also paid hundreds of thousands of dollars to go in, and didn't get a cent. Come back..."

Listening to Xiao Li's nagging, which can be regarded as caring or cock mother-in-law, I can only go along with the ambiguous laughter.

***

"Didn't you say drink tea? Why did you come to your house?" I followed Ming into his house.

"If you drink tea, I can also drink it here. I suddenly don't want to go outside." Ming sat down on the sofa, loosened the shoelaces, and kicked the casual shoes far to the shoe cabinet at the door.

"You can do whatever you want, there's nothing you can do about it." I said as I picked up Ming's two rickety shoes and put them in the shoe cabinet.

Ming stared at my movements firmly.He got up suddenly and walked into the kitchen barefoot.

"Hey! You're a fool, slipper!"

I hurriedly took the slippers to the kitchen and asked him to put them on.

"Shao Hui, you really know how to take care of people. If you are such a good person, if you are a woman, there will be many people chasing you." Pulled out a few cans of beer.

"Hehe, it's a pity that I'm not. And I'm very happy and like that I am a man, and I want to be in my next life."

Ming turned his head and glanced at me inexplicably, then turned back again.

"What are you doing with so much beer? It's good for tea, change it soon."

I don't want to see Ming drunk again, it's better to drink tea to be safe.

"No more tea, only wine."

"Then I'll go out and buy it now."

As soon as he turned around, Ming grabbed him.

"I don't want to drink tea." Ming looked at me irrefutably.

"You are so willful." I sighed softly in my heart.

"Why do you like it so much?"

"What?" I couldn't understand what Ming said?

"Why do you like being a man so much?"

"Why? I don't know either." Thinking about it, I really don't know.

"I don't like being a man." Ming turned his back to me and whispered this sentence that surprised me.

"Why? Don't you always like yourself very much?"

"I... don't like it now. I hate myself!"

"...Why do you have such an idea? You are fine."

"Not good! I'm not good at all!" Ming turned around abruptly, holding my arm tightly with both hands, his eyes widened.

"What’s wrong with you?"

The Ming at this time was completely different from the Ming I usually knew who dealt with everything with ease.I've never seen Ming speak loudly, and I've never seen him stare like this.

"Hui~~ Damn, I can't forget her! I can't calm down no matter what I do now, I'm not like the original me at all. I'm very sad..." Ming's hand that was holding my arm tightly turned and tightened He hugged me tightly, his entire weight on top of me.

"You, you sit down first and then talk."

There was a familiar body odor from Ming who was close to my chest, and I couldn't help but panic.

Although I know you are having a hard time right now, I am also having a hard time with your posture.This can be said to be the "first intimate contact" when both parties are awake.

"Hui, help me find a way to chase her back." Ming ignored my words and still hugged me tightly.

"I thought you'd forget her soon... You probably forgot what you said to me last time, right?" I sighed helplessly.

Looking at Ming's beautiful black hair close to his ear, I hugged him back with pity, and kept stroking his back to show comfort.

"Don't be sad. I didn't know how deep your feelings for her were last time, so I rashly advised you to give up. Let's have a good talk this time and see if there is any room for redemption."

"Hmm..." Ming nodded his head next to my ear, and the feeling of soft long hair brushing against my ear made me shudder.

No, if I continue in this posture, I won't even be able to speak.

"Let's sit on the sofa and talk slowly."

"Okay." Ming finally let go of the hands holding my body, took a few cans of beer on the cooking table and walked out.

Fortunately, I secretly let out a sigh of relief in my heart.I'm really worried that if I don't control it well, it will be bad if I react.

"What is it about her that attracts you so much?" After adjusting my breathing, I sat next to Ming.

"She... is very gentle and caring about me." Ming handed me a can of beer, took a can himself, opened it and drank it.

"Drink slowly, no one will grab you." Drinking heavily on an empty stomach like Ming is the most likely to hurt your body. I quickly grabbed his hand to stop him from continuing to drink. "If you're drunk, you won't be able to hear my countermeasures."

When Ming heard this, he obediently put down his hand.

Heh, one sentence is so powerful, you are really deep enough.

"Since she cares about you so much, why would she think you ran away without money?"

"I do not know either."

"There must be a decent reason, right? For example, do you always quarrel and have different personalities?"

"No."

"Is there no sign at all?"

"No."

"...Then, maybe she is really the kind of woman who dislikes the poor and loves the rich. Actually, there are many such girls in society now, so please be careful. There must be someone better than her."

"Are you calling this help?! You are telling me to give up!" Ming stared at me angrily.

"Then what else can I do?! If she really likes you, why would she run away?" My voice also rose unconsciously.

"You! She is not such a person!"

"Oh? Then what kind of person is she, tell me!"

"She is very similar to you! Gentle, considerate, always listens to me seriously, cares about me, in her heart I know that I am the most important!!"

Ming shouted at me excitedly.

"..."

shock!

Am I right?

Ming said that she is very similar to me, gentle, considerate, always listens to him seriously, cares about him, he knows that in her heart...he is the most important.She is very similar to me... so Ming knows that he is the most important in my heart!How did he know?

"You, how do you know?" I became nervous.

"My feeling." Ming looked at me calmly.

My heart was hit in an instant, and my blood was boiling...

He knows, he knows how much I care about him, and my feelings for so many years have not been wasted!

Feeling very excited, thinking very confused, what should I do?What should I say next?What?

"Then, how do you feel about her, her?"

"In my heart, she is also the most important!"

I can't do it... my heart is beating so loudly, it will be heard, be heard.

"So, I don't want to lose her... Shao Hui, you are my best friend, you must help me."

What? !Not what I thought?How come, that is clearly confessing to me!Why is it wrong again? I misunderstood?

"What's the matter with you, say something?"

"Emotions... I, this outsider, still... can't do anything..."

The beer can hidden in my hand under the coffee table has been severely distorted, just like my mood at the moment.

"Why? You can help me analyze it. I still have a lot of things with her that I haven't told you."

"It's... useless, I don't think I can help."

Oh, my heart hurts.

Hehe, why did I actually laugh?

Hehe, it's really strange.

"I said Zhang Ming, do you think she looks like me?"

I put the extremely distorted wine can on the ground, reached out and opened all the beer on the coffee table, I really wanted to get drunk and not think about anything.I don't want to laugh, I don't want this kind of laughter that hurts my heart and nerves!

"Yes, very similar." Ming stared at my face, as if seeing her through me.

"You said that she is gentle, considerate, always listens to you seriously, cares about you, and you are the most important thing in her heart?"

"Yes, I can't feel wrong."

"We're alike, and she's a lot like me?"

"Yep."

"Haha...hahahaha..."

"What's wrong with you, Shao Hui?" Ming looked at me puzzled.

"Haha, it's so funny, so funny." Tears flowed from my laughter, my stomach hurts so much.

"What are you laughing at? What's so funny?" Ming looked at me angrily.

He must have thought I was making fun of him by laughing at this moment?That's why he looked at me so angrily.No, I'm laughing at myself, myself!Ridiculous myself!

"Of course it's funny. Since she is so like me, why don't you fall in love with me? Hahahaha..."

"..."

"You made it look like she was a copy of me. You didn't say I was like her, you kept saying she was like me."

The strength is gradually lost, and it becomes more and more difficult to laugh, so strange...

"..."

"What did you say that you know that you are the most important thing in my heart, which made me think, think that you already knew, that I have liked you for a long time. It turns out that I would have misunderstood you. How funny!" He said funny, I couldn't laugh at all.My heart was so sore and painful that tears flowed down unconsciously.

Ming sat next to me, completely stunned.

Also, who can keep his face unchanged when he hears such a thing?

"You, what are you talking about? Are you kidding me?" The voice that came into my ears was obviously surprised and uncertain.

"Just kidding... yeah, I'm kidding." Tears couldn't stop streaming down.

An unconvincing nonsense.

"Shao Hui, why is this happening? It's not normal for you to be like this..." Ming stood up immediately after struggling to speak, and walked to the TV cabinet farthest from the sofa.

Feel uncomfortable sitting with me?Does it make you feel bad that I'm here breathing the same air as you?

Sorry, I'm so stupid.So stupid that I forgot the usual hiding, so stupid that I forgot that you have a kind of colored vision like everyone else.It's my stupidity that makes you feel bad now!

"I never thought about... falling in love with you, you are, you are a boy, how is it possible? I'm not a pervert." Ming looked flustered, although he was talking to me, he didn't move his eyes to me in embarrassment , I didn't miss the trace of disgust in his eyes.

I looked at him speechlessly, letting the cold liquid flow on my face.

"Sorry, I can't help you, I'm leaving." I forced myself to show him a cheerful smile, but the effect didn't seem to be good, I don't know if it would be uglier than crying.

Fortunately, Ming didn't look at me, but just said "OK".

As soon as I left Ming's house, I leaned against the door weakly.

Looking up at the sky, a boundless deep blue.

Close your eyes and take a deep breath, feeling the fresh night air.The tightness in the chest and the tightness of the nerves all eased.

"It's really bad! Crying and laughing, it must be ugly enough. Ming will never talk to me again. Hehe, don't worry about it, go have a drink and forget these unpleasant things."