not to die

Female cousin), aren't you afraid that I will seduce men..."

"I said you," Shen Qu suddenly put his arms around Meng Andong's neck, "I'm seducing you, why don't you take a good look at me."

"Do you treat everyone here?" Meng Andong asked.

"I just tried a few...all of them are too ugly, not as good-looking as yours...why, should we..."

The sealed mouth couldn't speak any more annoying words, Meng Andong bit the tip of Shen Qu's tongue angrily, and didn't stop until he tasted the blood.

He let go of Shen Qu, watched the eyes of the person in front of him regain some clarity, and asked again: "Shen Qu, do you want to be a (female cousin) so much?"

Shen Qu covered his mouth, he was trembling with pain, his chaotic brain became much clearer when he looked at Meng Andong again, he blinked his eyes, a little slurred: "Meng...Meng Andong?"

Meng Andong ignored him, just took out his wallet and took out a thick stack of red notes.

"Is this enough to buy you for one night?"

"You want to be a (female cousin), don't you, I want you to be enough!"

Both of them were drunk, and their sanity was very unclear.Meng Andong was in a hurry, his unreasonable anger made him pull Shen Qu out regardless, and glared fiercely at everyone who looked this way.And Shen Qu wanted to back away in a panic, he felt the force from his hand, but his brain was clouded, he only knew that he seemed to have done something wrong.

"Hey buddy," someone said that the road was uneven, and he was one of the group of people who just stared at Shen Qu, "I don't want to go with you, don't force it, what are you doing so violently? We also have obedient little 0 here." Well, don't be angry, big brother!"

Meng Andong glanced at this person, and sneered: "If someone you have liked for several years suddenly sells out, will you be angry?"

The holding hands shrank suddenly, Meng Andong looked back at Shen Qu, and asked, "Is the wine still awake? You took my money, and tonight is mine."

"No, it's not...Meng..."

Meng Andong stared at the man across from him for a few seconds, then sneered, "Then you want to go with him?"

Before Shen Qu could react, Meng Andong pushed away the people in front of him and dragged Shen Qu out.

Meng Andong walked in a hurry, Shen Qu was still dazed, and staggered behind, bumping into Meng Andong unstoppably.Meng Andong didn't let go of his hand for a moment, he wished he could crush Shen Qu's whole body and stuff it into his body.

He has no such thing as sanity anymore.What is reason in front of love?

Walking in front of the locomotive, Meng Andong finally let go, and Shen Qu suddenly lost his support and rushed straight forward.

"You can't even stand still? You are really brave, Shen Qu." Meng Andong hugged Shen Qu, sniffed his neck, "It smells like alcohol, and you still sell it like this?"

He stepped onto the scooter, with one arm still around Shen Qu's waist, and said, "Sit on."

"Where are you going?" Shen Qu's confused eyes made Meng Andong even more furious. If he hadn't come, this bastard might have gone to someone's bed tonight!

"Go home." Meng Andong licked his lips, "cao you."

Shen Qu became more sober in the cold wind all the way, but the aftermath of alcohol still made him a little dazed.He was obviously afraid in his heart, but he looked at Meng Andong almost obsessively.

His back, his shoulders, his stubble... everything.

However, these are Shen Qu's elusive.

Shen Qu's hands loosened, and Meng Andong noticed it, and said sharply: "Hold tight!" At this moment, he almost wanted to burn the whole street clean, and when he thought of Shen Qu kissing and hugging other people, he wanted to go Ape.

So how did he have the idea to hand over Shen Qu to others?This is his Shenqu, the one he saw at a glance from the dirty swamp, the one he desperately wanted to keep, the one he would rather bear the name of unfilial piety to love...

"But you think...it's just you think..."

Zheng Bai's words suddenly echoed in his mind, and then a series of thunder explosions were caused, which made Meng Andong burst into tears without warning.

Shen Qu was probably thrown into the room, he bumped into the table and just groaned.

"Anton...Meng Andong...don't go crazy..." His ending was trembling, and Shen Qu was very clear about what was going to happen next, and he feared as much as he longed for it.He smelled the strong smell of alcohol on Meng Andong's body, and he was afraid to wait until tomorrow, when Meng Andong regained his senses, his dream was just a dream.

"Crazy? I'm not crazy." Meng Andong tore off the button of his shirt, he loosened his belt, his face was expressionless, only his eyes were red, and he lit his lust in the dim light, "Aren't you trying to be a (female watch) girl?" What? I bought you..."

"Would you rather make out with others than with me?"

"How did you become like your mother?"

Meng Andong pressed Shen Qu firmly against the wall, and Shen Qu struggled immediately after hearing his words, his beautiful eyes were full of water.

"I'm not……"

"You are." Meng Andong couldn't help Shen Qu to explain again. He persistently bit Shen Qu's lips, and then stuck out his tongue to lick the hot mouth until he thought that this person had already painted him. The imprint, this is the end.

He squinted his eyes and moved closer, the tip of his tongue brushed lightly at the corners of Shen Qu's eyes, he smiled lightly and said, "Where else is there?"

Although it was a question, the fingers had already moved around without a doubt.Shen Qu's shirt was half-faded to his waist, but it didn't fall down, revealing a white waist. Meng Andong held his breath slightly, and his big palm covered it.

"It must have been touched here, right? Even through the clothes." His fingers slid along the waistline to the buttocks with a burning temperature. Shen Qu shook his head, but he still couldn't help making a sweet sound .

Meng Andong sighed, he quickly untied Shen Qu's belt, and touched the place he wanted to touch with his hands irregularly.The wall behind Shen Qu was extremely cold, but his body was too hot, and he sadly wanted to avoid the cold, but the scorching heat was too hot for him to resist.

"If you had been a duck back then, wouldn't I have no chance today?" Meng Andong lowered his head and kissed Shen Qu's shoulder, breathing heavily. He raised his head again and pecked at the corner of Shen Qu's lips, "I like you so much, Shen Qu He, I want to give you everything good, why do you still run away?"

"You still want to sell it? Do you know how sad I am, Shen Qu?" Meng Andong seemed to be drunk and then awake. He held Shen Qu tightly and pushed him directly onto the table. "I thought you wanted Married, I thought we had nothing to do with each other...how could you leave your bright future and me behind?"

"You don't want what I want to give you, Shen Qu?"

He suddenly committed a ruthless force and stabbed straight there.He was also in great pain, and when he was crying, he vaguely thought of their first time, it was also in this pain.

The two of them seemed to have never been happy.

Shen Qu was like a fish jumping ashore, gasping for breath, his face was pale, his chin felt like it was going to shatter when he laid his jaw on the wooden table.But Meng Andong was still angry, he didn't know why he was angry, he was angry, or angry with himself.

He only thought of the eyes of those men in the bar, and he only thought of Shen Qu's posture when drinking.

The lights are blurred.He was afraid that he would not be able to catch Shen Qu again.

"In the end, you are just like your mother." Meng Andong kneaded Shen Qu's buttocks while moving them slowly.

Shen Qu wanted to turn his head to look at him, but he didn't have any strength in his body, and what was left to Meng Andong was only the redness of the corners of his eyes, maybe it was because of emotion, or maybe it was because of other reasons.

But Meng Andong didn't care.He may have gone mad.

"Yes... my mother is... that kind of person," Shen Qu said weakly as he was pressed on the table, "but I'm not..."

"No? Tsk, what are you doing now, Shen Qu?"

His fingers clasped the edge of the table, his knuckles turned pale, Shen Qu was silent for a moment, but the sobs overflowed from his throat.

"I love you, Meng Andong, because I love you..."

Meng Andong smiled, and his movements were even more unrestrained.

"I just took it as a joke. In the future, don't say it again."

But he burst into tears as soon as he smiled, Meng Andong thought faintly that he was really going to be mad all his life.He roared in a low voice, and ran amok inside Shen Qu's body.

He once also thought that the two of them were just a joke. A slum boy turned into the heir of the family, and a rich young man became lame and lost his mother. After years of reunion, it should be either you die or I live.But when it comes to them, they all become variables, one is infatuated to stupid, and the other is almost ruthless.

It's all like a script that's gone wrong, and every frame doesn't satisfy the audience.

But those who are trapped in it can no longer get out.

Shen Qu's eyes were a little dull, he bit his lips, feeling that people are really hypocritical, obviously his heart feels like a knife, but he can't escape the physical pleasure/sensation.He is like a lonely boat in the ferocious sea area named Meng Andong, but he is so stupid that he will not dodge or dodge, and he is determined to drown himself here.

"Shen Qu, do you still love me?" Meng Andong's breathing was a little unsteady, and he stared blankly at the white/turbidity between Shen Qu's buttocks.

Shen Qu regained some strength, he stood up, panted for a moment, then turned his head and leaned against the wall.There was still flush on his face and tears in his eyes, but he just looked at Meng Andong without thinking, and said, "Of course I love you."

"Whenever, I love you."

Meng Andong's eyes suddenly became dry, and then he cried stupidly.

He didn't dare to face this answer for too long, and he suddenly realized that what he thought was true was just what he thought.

He thought that Shen Qu would be very good if he married a wife and had children in the Zhang family, he thought that he would be very good when he looked at Shen Qu, and he thought that he would be very good without Shen Qu.

But he thought all of these