not to die

The fragility can be broken at a glance, he has been self-righteous, and he has been making a cocoon.He didn't dare to see his heart clearly, let alone see Shen Qu's full of affection.

Meng Andong hugged Shen Qu, and his tears made Shen Qu's heart tremble.Shen Qu opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, the grievances and fears from the past flooded out.

He finally has someone to rely on and a branch to live in.

Shen Qu wanted to howl, but found that he could no longer make any sound, his head hurt like being squeezed, forcing him to cry out the bitterness of these years.

But Meng Andong just hugged him for a long time, and said, "I love you too, Shen Qu."

In the second half of the night, it was lingering to death.

After the heat subsided, both of them collapsed on the bed.The curtains in the bedroom have not been drawn, and the stars can be seen tonight.

"Shen Qu, have you ever felt happy in all these years?"

"Yes," Shen Qu leaned towards Meng Andong, "On the way to England secretly, I thought that as long as I could see you, I would die when I returned."

"Where am I worthy of your liking?"

Shen Qu's hand gently covered Meng Andong's, and he interlocked his fingers tenaciously.

"No one has ever been so nice to me."

"For a while when I was young, I thought that if someone could ask me if I was hungry, and then lead me to eat delicious food, my life would be his."

"I found that there was never such a person."

"But I finally met you. Although the snacks at the night market are very spicy, when I think of that meal, I feel that God has treated me well."

Shen Qu turned sideways, staring fixedly at Meng Andong.

"You are so nice, why don't I like you."

Meng Andong held Shen Qu's hand tighter, his voice was a little hoarse.

"Compared to you, I'm such a jerk."

"I didn't dare to say that I liked it before, let alone love. But even though I saw my mother being killed next to you, I still had a thought in my heart that it's fortunate that you are okay."

"I've been really sick of myself for a while."

"I also know about your going to England. You can't sleep well when you're drunk. I think you can't sleep well in Zhang's house. But I only dare to have a good time with you when you are asleep. say."

"I've said I love you so many times, and you don't even know it."

Shen Qu raised his head, his eyes sparkling.

"I got it now."

Ahhh suddenly found a mistake Σ(っ°Д°;)っ

Correct it here.

Shen Qu's uncle: Zhang Yunzheng, in a high position.

Cheap Dad: Zhang Yunqi.

Second Uncle: Zhang Yunfan.

I wrote the wrong QAQ before and the context did not match up. If there is a personal blog, I will rewrite it.

sorry sorry m(__)m

Meng Andong woke up early in the morning and lay there in a daze.Shen Qu was drunk and tortured last night, sleeping soundly.Meng Andong leaned on the bed and looked at Shen Qu for a while, then kissed him on the cheek contentedly.After a while, kissed on the other side.

The phone was vibrating again, Meng Andong was afraid of affecting Shen Qu's rest, so he took it over, glanced at it, and pressed reject.He walked out of the bedroom lightly and closed the door.

Some basic daily necessities have been added to the house, and there is no shortage of kitchen utensils. Meng Andong bought some ingredients a few days ago.When he was in the UK, he often made food by himself. After so many years of honing, he can be regarded as a master at home.

The millet porridge was cooking in the pressure cooker. Meng Andong chopped green peppers and onions, and marinated a small dish of meat, waiting for Shen Qu to get up and fry it for him.There was still milk and bread in the refrigerator. Meng Andong poured a glass of milk and ate by the stove with the bread bag in his hand.

It is undeniable that he has to solve some bad things, Meng Andong relished the taste of milk in his mouth, and poured out another glass.But he was not so afraid anymore, and after a moment of emptying his mind, Meng Andong thought of a sentence he had seen on the Internet.

Falling in love with someone is like suddenly having a weakness, but also suddenly having an armor.

Now that he has felt it, he smiled, feeling as comfortable as if he was buried in a cloud.

Zhang Yunfan sat firmly in the venue, and the old man and Zhang Yunzheng also came one after another.Lin Mu's parents were not there, and Lin Mu was sitting alone on the steps of the stage.The venue was carefully arranged, pink and red hearts can be seen everywhere, and lilies and roses are also placed on every table.

The makeup Lin Mu put on today is very temperamental. She is a pretty little girl, but the sickness on her face can't be covered even with thick foundation.Zhang Yunfan called the doctor to stay in the hotel, ready to be called at any time.

"Where's Huaijin?" Zhang Yunzheng glanced at the time, "Is there a traffic jam on the road?"

Mr. Zhang also glanced over, but didn't speak.

Seeing that the time was almost up, Zhang Yunfan sighed and said, "Father, brother, I'm going to make a fool of myself today." Before the two could react, he had already stood on the stage with the microphone in hand.

"Hello, everyone, thank you for coming today to witness the birth of a new couple."

"Where's the groom?"

"Why doesn't the groom come..."

Zhang Yunfan didn't look at anyone else, he looked at Lin Mu, who was still staring blankly at the door without moving.

"Maybe everyone is looking forward to a beautiful story about a pair of fresh meat, but unfortunately, for some reason, today's protagonist has become an old meat, that is, me." He paused, and heard the following After seeing the puzzled expressions of his father and elder brother, the panic in his heart disappeared little by little.

One cannot be cowardly for a lifetime.

"Everyone here should know something about me. Trapped by love? Or do you not seek to make progress?" Zhang Yunfan smiled helplessly, "I am very glad that I have been able to lie to everyone for so many years. In fact, I just know too well that some people in the circle Things, so I chose another path early on, to be clear, I don't want to be controlled by the family, but I don't have any skills, so I can only hide."

"You should understand the general idea. If I obeyed my family's arrangement obediently, I would have such an engagement banquet back then, and soon I would get married and have children, just like most people's lives."

"But I have a lover, and I have been with her many, many years ago. She is younger than me, not a girl from a wealthy family, but the daughter of an ordinary family. I said earlier that I cannot give her a wedding , I can’t give her a title, I thought she would leave me, but she didn’t.”

"So in everyone's eyes, I am troubled by love, but I am actually a very happy person. But when I think about it again, my lover dare not go to the supermarket with me during the day, and even meeting each other is like meeting with underground workers," Zhang Yunfan shook Shaking his head, "We don't even dare to have a child."

"After hiding it for so many years, my father finally found her. I even thought of separating from her temporarily, and make plans when things calm down. But this is too unfair to her." Zhang Yunfan and the old man were angry. Looking at each other, he suddenly smiled, his face full of joy, "What's more, she's pregnant."

"Finally, thank you again for listening to me tell a boring story, please come and drink my wedding wine in the future. Thank you everyone."

Zhang Yunfan walked down, instead of returning to his seat, he walked slowly towards the exit.His steps were easy, and the heaviness in his heart disappeared bit by bit.

He suddenly wanted to tell the teenager who scolded him for "giving up on love" that he had never given up on love.

I also hope that no one will give up on love again.

The venue was a little noisy, Lin Mu stood up, her head was a little dizzy.

She thought that Shen Qu would not come. She had been worried that something would happen to Shen Qu, and now that she thought about it, there should be nothing wrong.

It would be a lie to say that she was not sad, Lin Mu walked slowly to the dressing room behind the stage.Last night Zhang Yunfan had informed her that the engagement was cancelled, but she still wanted to try.But if you don't love, you don't love, and it's useless for her to look forward to it.

But she is dying soon, can't even death be exchanged for Shen Qu's pity?Lin Mu felt blurred in front of her eyes, she covered her heart, and slowly squatted down at the door.

She knew there was a doctor here, so she didn't panic at all when she saw the figure in the white coat.She didn't want to die, since she saw Shen Qu for the first time, it was the first time in her stagnant life that she had such thoughts.

So no matter what, as long as there is still a breath, she will not give up.

When Shen Qu received the call from the old man, he just learned what happened on the day of the engagement. The old man didn't say much on the phone, but asked him to go back at night.Shen Qu hung up the phone, and Meng Andong was coming out of the kitchen with a plate of dishes. Seeing Shen Qu's expression and behavior, it was clear.

He arranged the dishes and served them out again. Seeing that Shen Qu was still distressed, he quietly stepped forward to hug Shen Qu.

"What are you thinking, you don't want to eat?"

Shen Qu was startled in his arms, but he just shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm going back to Zhang's house in the afternoon."

"Just because you don't think about food and drink? After all, they are your grandfather and uncle, and they won't do anything to you." Meng Andong pulled Shen Qu up, "Meng Gengyu didn't skin me and get cramps, you got nervous too early."

Shen Qu obediently followed Meng Andong to sit at the table, picked up the chopsticks but did not move. Just as Meng Andong put a piece of meat into his bowl, Shen Qu looked at him and spoke in a daze.

"I don't regret it anyway."

Meng Andong took a sip of the soup, smiled, and looked back at Shen Qu.

"I don't regret it either."

"Don't think about it, let's eat."

Mr. Zhang never thought that Zhang Yunfan, who was hanging around under his nose almost all day long, would make such a big commotion this time. He had clearly warned him in advance that the Zhang family would not recognize a daughter-in-law of unknown origin, but Zhang Yunfan Fan still said this in front of everyone.This is a slap in the face