Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

Shuyi was completely speechless, he stared at Shen Yanzhi stiffly, like...he actually said the word like...it seems that Ning Qingru asked him the same question, do you like it?Do you like this person named Cheng Huan?

He still remembers Ning Qingru saying to him, "You don't like that person who has been with you for more than 1000 days and nights, you haven't even kept a liking for him."

But Shen Yanzhi, since when did he start liking him, since he just entered the palace?or when?To what extent do you like it? Why would such a transparent person kneel in front of him and say a word of love to him in an extremely helpless posture? He is not the most wealthy and the most powerful, because he is the king of a country. Jun, did you serve carefully by your side?

Since when did things become uncontrollable?

"That day you took me out of the palace, why did you let me go on purpose? Could it be that you let me go on purpose because you heard the news earlier?"

Shen Yanzhi put down his arms, and walked with difficulty step by step, every step was like being pricked by needles, his posture was extremely weird.

"That day you came here in a hurry and pinched my neck with your hand, but you didn't exert any strength. Are you distressed, are you afraid, are you afraid of my death, afraid of my leaving?"

No, how could it be, Shu Yi desperately denied it in his heart, but Shen Yanzhi's every word swept through his body like a stormy wave, making him powerless to resist.

"Even at the last moment, you never gave up. You still want to keep me by your side. Even if you trample on my dignity, I don't blame you. Shu Yi, as long as you say a word, I only want a word from you!"

Shen Yan's knees came under him, with his head held high, he tugged on his robe, weeping, like a dying man uttering his final roar.

But Shuyi couldn't answer, he couldn't give him the answer he wanted, he still remembered that his mother and concubine were bedridden with illness, and his father never even came to visit his mother and concubine for the last time, but his mother and concubine had cared about his father for more than ten years. I remember, I remember the mother and concubine's last entrustment to him. She told him that to be a man and a king, one must "be happy but not chaotic, deep but not sinking". Only in this way can he not be hindered and be a good monarch.

"Shuyi... that day, you...", why didn't you save me...

Shen Yanzhi didn't ask, and he didn't ask after all, not because Shu Yi raised his hand and slapped him, but because he suddenly didn't want that answer, enough, enough.

He heard Shuyi's condescending sneer, and heard his emotionless words lingering in his ears, until Shuyi was about to turn around and leave, he realized what Shuyi was saying.

Shu Yi said, "Cheng Huan...you should know best why I keep you by my side"

Shen Yanzhi almost rushed over, but it was in vain. He fell to the ground in embarrassment, begging helplessly, and roaring, shaking the whole room, "Then give it back to me! Give me back what was stolen from me! Return it to me!" Give it to me!"

At the end of the shout, the voice faded away, Shuyi looked at him incredulously, not understanding what he was talking about, only to see Shen Yanzhi sobbing, and murmured, "Give it back to me, you give me back my heart..."

For a moment, Shu Yi even wanted to rush over to pick him up, but he held back in the end, clenched his fists, the veins on the back of his hands were bulging, trembling slightly, he opened the door and left without looking back.

Happy but not chaotic...deep but not trapped...

The emperor shunned everyone and walked alone on the long street. The palace people followed closely behind with lanterns. It seemed that this long road had no end, and it seemed that it could go on like this forever.

I don't know how long it took, the sky began to rain lightly, and then the rain became heavier in an instant. The autumn rain always came quickly and fiercely. The night wind blew on my body mercilessly, and the raindrops quickly wet my clothes. The robe soaked the whole body with coldness, but it couldn't cool people's hearts.

Xie Quan immediately ran up with an umbrella. He didn't know what Shuyi and Shen Yanzhi said inside, but when he heard Shen Yanzhi shouting "Give it back to me!", he knew that something was wrong. Even so, Ruoshuyi got wet When the rain catches cold, he can't bear this responsibility, so he can only bite the bullet and persuade, "Your Majesty, the autumn rain is getting colder, you should hurry back to the palace."

Shu Yi ignored him, his mind was filled with the phrase "Happy but not chaotic...deep but not sinking...happy but not chaotic...deep but not sinking...", but could he do it? .That child, the child he thought could be dismissed with things outside his body, did not know when his heart was moved, with a thin body and a unparalleled face in the world. The son is unparalleled in the world."

But when did that child leave an imprint on his heart, deeply... indelible.

The emperor who has always been invincible suddenly felt so helpless. Since he was a child, only people taught him how to weigh the pros and cons, how to be a prince who assists the emperor's brother, or how to be a ruthless person in the palace. No one told him to like it. What is it, no one told him how to like it, even his most trusted and closest mother and concubine only told him not to use his heart or emotion, otherwise he would be doomed and regret it.

That liking... what the hell is it, he is so flustered now, is it called liking?

How would he like that little guy, what kind of expression, what kind of actions, what kind of words?How could he fall in love with someone, as an emperor, how could...

The emperor's young man doesn't know love and hate, and is most afraid of heartbeat.

On the second day, the emperor was ill, and the imperial physicians of the imperial hospital consulted. He heard that he was drenched in the rain last night, and he developed a fever shortly after sleeping. .

When Ning Qingru went to visit, it happened that the empress's physician had just arrived, and the palace was very quiet, the palace people were trembling and did not even dare to breathe, the footsteps could be heard clearly even if they were slightly louder, solemn and nervous.

Ning Qingru walked to the bed with a sigh of relief, and was really surprised when she saw Shuyi, he had never seen Shuyi so weak and embarrassed, his face was flushed, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he was breathing hard , seems to be enduring great pain.

Picking up the handkerchief on the shelf, washing it in the basin and squeezing it dry, sitting on the edge of the bed and wiping it carefully, as if sensing someone coming, Shu Yi moved restlessly, muttering something in his mouth, but The voice was too low, and Ning Qingru couldn't hear it when she got close, so she just pretended to be raving and didn't care.

"Isn't the imperial doctor feeling better after seeing it?"

The voice resounded in the empty room a bit abruptly, Xie Quan immediately stepped forward after hearing this, and said in a low voice, "The imperial doctor prescribed the prescription after administering the needle, just after taking the medicine, it still hasn't healed."

"Is there someone to watch over night?"

Xie Quandao, "There are palace people serving in shifts, and they dare not neglect the slightest, Mr. Ning, don't worry."

Ning Qingru nodded lightly, and sat for a while, seeing that Shuyi felt uncomfortable, but there was nothing she could do about it, but it was more difficult for Shuyi to rest when there were more people, so she didn't plan to stay any longer, and got up and left soon.

Seeing this, Xie Quan followed all the way to the gate of the palace, and suddenly Ning Qingru asked, "What about him, hasn't he been here?"

Xie Quan was stunned for a moment, and then realized that "he" was referring to Shen Yanzhi, and said, "Mr. Cheng Huan hasn't come yet."

Ning Qingru was silent for a while, and without another word, got into the sedan chair and returned to the palace.

In the middle of the night, it was dark and quiet, and the palace guards by the side were drowsy, and almost knocked over the copper basin, but Xie Quan pulled him outside the palace and expelled him from Xuanshi Palace on the spot. It was to kill the chickens to warn the monkeys, and the palace guards behind the night guard really cheered up one by one.But even so, Shuyi showed no signs of getting better.

Three quarters later, very light footsteps suddenly resounded in the silent palace, one step... one step... Although the sound was deliberately soft, it was still caught by Xie Quan sensitively. The palace servant walked out with a dark face, but saw that it was Shen Yanzhi.

Surprised, he quickly stepped forward and bowed, "It's so late, why is the young master here?"

Shen Yanzhi was wearing a black robe at this time, with his hair combed up, and he knew he didn't come in a hurry. As he walked into the house, he asked, "How is the emperor? Is there someone watching?"

Xie Quan had no choice but to explain the situation again. Shen Yanzhi approached the bed and saw the maid changing the handkerchief. Just as she was changing, she saw Shen Yanzhi and hurriedly knelt down. Shen Yanzhi waved his hand indifferently and took the handkerchief from her. , softly said, "You don't need to serve here, go out, the palace guards come to change the water every half hour"

The palace maid agreed and withdrew with Xie Quan.

Putting the handkerchief on the shelf, Shen Yanzhi turned around and sat on the side of the bed, and was also taken aback when he saw Shuyi's appearance.The emperor who treated him coldly had a day when he became ill like this.Although he had a minor illness in the past, it didn't bother him, and his consciousness was still clear. Even if he wanted to take care of him, he was often driven back. The emperor always wants to save face. If the body of a real dragon is knocked down by a serious illness, it is really not a glorious thing thing.

This time...he couldn't stare at himself anymore.

Stretching his hands under the quilt, it was just hot, but not sweating, Shen Yanzhi lifted the quilt a little to let Shuyi cool off, washed the veil again and wiped his arms.Then I remembered that my whole body was sore and unbearable when I had a fever, so I tried my best to massage slowly, from the shoulders, to the arms, and then to the legs, carefully kneading inch by inch.

Time passed bit by bit, Shu Yi seemed to be very useful, the brows that were originally frowning slowly relaxed, and even his face was not so ugly, Shen Yanzhi thought that the massage had helped, so he worked harder.

A person's patience will always be exhausted, and hope will always be wiped out into despair. He no longer has any hope for Shuyi and him. Since Shuyi cut off his last thought, then he really There's no need to stay here anymore.

He thinks he is a passionate person, but he doesn't want Shuyi to really have the heart to destroy him, even with him, his heart.

After an unknown amount of time, Shu Yi seemed to be sleeping more soundly, Shen Yanzhi couldn't help but chuckled, and spoke slowly in the silent room.

"Your majesty... can you hear me? If you can hear me, just nod your head"

After waiting for a while, after confirming that Shu Yi was really fast asleep, Shen Yanzhi said again, "Tell me about you, you fell ill at this time, and I can't leave without worry if you don't wake up tomorrow What should I do, should I go..."

"I've said everything that needs to be said, and I've done everything that needs to be done. I've got this result, and I admit it." When he said this, Shen Yanzhi suddenly laughed, "Shu Yi, Shu Yi, why do you think you hate it so much? "

"I just want a nice word, but you don't even want to coax, and you don't even want to lie. Shu Yi, I'm right. Since ancient times, emperors have been ruthless, especially you."

"Once I'm gone, you must never catch me back. You drove me away. There is no reason to let me come back. Since I chose to leave, I, Shen Yanzhi, will never step in again for the rest of my life." This damn place”

"Ah, by the way... You have never asked me if I have a name after being in the palace for so long, and even the name 'Chenghuan' was given to me casually by you, Chenghuan...Chenghuan...do you know how many people in the world are there? Look at my jokes, everyone blames me, I shouldn't have ended up like that, even if I die, my father and the grandparents of the Shen family will laugh at me and scold me, this is what you brought to me, it's all caused by you... "

"I'm leaving, Shuyi, I'm really leaving", Shen Yanzhi kept repeating this sentence, not knowing whether to say it to Shuyi or to himself, it seemed that if he didn't repeat it over and over again, he wouldn't have that The courage to really leave, this place where he has lived for four years, even though it is full of thorns, is loaded with all his obsessions, and it is not easy for four years of affection to disappear once.

"Shuyi, today, let's say we are saying goodbye forever"

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Preview notice: In order to compensate for the stoppage of the post bar, there will be double updates on a certain day of the month that is not a holiday~ I think it is better to double-update when it is cool, and I also found... I am so treacherous...