Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

After interrogation, it was found that the leader of the assassins was Cui Jingren, the youngest son of Cui Huairang, the former governor of Qingzhou. Luckily, he escaped a catastrophe. Hearing that his family was in trouble, his family was destroyed, and he dared not go back. He could only hide his name and live on in the world.

However, he was still not reconciled, so he gathered these few assassins and looked for an opportunity to take revenge when Shu Yi was hunting. Because of the strict guards around him and the hasty preparations, this result was already expected.

Shu Yi made a decisive decision and killed them all without leaving a single one behind. He also sealed the mouths of these guards, not to reveal a single word about today's matter.The injury is not serious at all, it is better to turn it into a small matter, otherwise it will be a matter of right and wrong.

After this incident, he lost his interest in hunting, so the day ended in a hurry, and he rushed back to the palace early the next morning.

Shen Yanzhi's injury was healed by the accompanying imperial doctor in time, and he didn't hurt his bones, so he was fine after applying the medicine for a period of recuperation, but the injury on his waist was a bit severe, so he was not suitable for riding a horse, but because of his status, he could only ride a horse. He suffered immediately, and suffered a lot on the way back.

And it seems that when I fell off the horse, I also hit the back of my head, and there was a big swelling. I didn't feel much pain at the time, but after half an hour, it started to hurt faintly. It's a big deal that needs careful observation.

When they arrived at the gate of the palace, a sedan chair came to pick them up immediately, and it was Xie Quan who took the lead and personally sent Shen Yanzhi back to Wende Palace.Getting off the sedan chair at Wende Palace, Xie Quan bowed respectfully and said, "My lord, rest well, the emperor will come to see you when he is free."

Shen Yanzhi smiled lightly, "The emperor is busy with government affairs, so I don't need to bother the emperor to visit me in person for my minor injury, the announcement room is busy with palace affairs, please go back, father-in-law."

After finishing speaking, he walked into the room without looking back, Xie Quan seemed to have seen a trace of coldness in Shen Yanzhi's eyes the moment he turned around, it was a look he had never seen before, everyone said that Mr. Cheng Huan was very mean, But in front of the emperor, he has always been as gentle as jade, calm and comfortable, and to him, he can be regarded as loving his house, but just now...

Xie Quan didn't understand what it meant, even if he wanted to report it before the special change, he didn't know what to say.

Yuan Bao stood by and saw that Shen Yanzhi's expression was not right, so he didn't dare to speak up easily, but Chun'er noticed Shen Yanzhi's abnormality, and hurriedly brought the medicine box, raised his hand to roll up Shen Yanzhi's sleeve, and hurriedly said, "I heard The young master was injured in the hunting ground, if the injury is serious, let the servants take a look."

Shen Yanzhi hid for a while, his face was cold, "No need, it's just a small injury"

"Let this servant take a look, the young master's face is very pale, but where else is he injured?"

"I said it's fine!"

Only then did Chun'er realize that something was wrong with her young master. She glanced at Yuan Bao, saw him winking at her and shook her head, so she took the medicine box and prepared to go out. Just as she walked to the door, she suddenly heard Shen Yanzhi call her, " Chun'er, where is your family?"

Chun'er said, "My parents are still alive. I have one older sister and two younger brothers. They used to live in Jiangzhou. Now...they haven't contacted each other for several years."

"why?"

This is the first time Shen Yanzhi asked her about her life experience. He used to be afraid of touching her heartache, but now he is curious about how many misfortunes there are in this palace, and how they survived these misfortunes.

Chun'er paused for a while, showing embarrassment, but finally said slowly, "Back when the two younger brothers were born and the family had no money, the parents planned to choose one of the servants and elder sisters to be sent to the palace as a maid. When I was young, I only knew that I would leave my parents and cry loudly, and my parents also coaxed the slaves, promising never to send the slaves into the palace, but later—"

"What happened next?"

"Later, the servant fell asleep after dinner, and when he woke up, he was already in the carriage entering the palace..."

Shen Yanzhi raised his eyes and asked softly, "Don't you complain?"

Chun'er smiled and shook her head, "How can I not complain? I hated it when I was a child, but when I grew up, I understood the helplessness of my parents. The older sister in the family needs money to get married, and the younger brother wants to go to school. Every time the slaves send money It is always happy to think of the smiling faces of their parents when they go home, but...they have never seen their slaves in the past years in the palace.

At that time, the slaves understood that they were not irreplaceable, as long as they were given money, it didn’t matter whether that person was a slave or not, maybe even if they died, they would only feel sorry for the loss of a sum of money.”

Hearing this, Shen Yanzhi couldn't help but look at Chun'er's expression, it was as expected, plain and ordinary, she didn't complain about the cruelty of his parents for abandoning him, she didn't complain about suffering silently in the palace, but she was chilled by the indifference of her parents, Disappointment to the point of utter resoluteness, all the hurts are gone from then on.

"Go out," Shen Yanzhi sighed, "I won't see anyone today."

"Yes, young master, take a good rest." Chun'er withdrew and closed the door.

The sun was shining brightly outside, but it wasn't actually warm. The autumn wind was blowing on him like a knife, and the high sun was just like his scene in the palace, it was just an appearance.The so-called honor and favor are just like people drinking water, knowing whether they are warm or not.

Shuyi's anxious and caring expression was recalled over and over again in his mind, one of the two, he and Chun'er were the last ones to be abandoned.

Four years of close companionship is not as good as his love for him at a glance.

Fortunately, he has decided to leave.He has been looking for excuses to stay here. In the past, he wanted to watch the empress give birth to the eldest son of the emperor. Later, he wanted to watch Shuyi get the Ning Qingru he wanted. Until now, he finally has no reason to stay. In fact, Yu Shuyi is not irreplaceable, but he has been deceiving himself and others.

But in the past four years, he has never complained. Whether Shu Yi despises him or doesn't complain about his humiliation, he complains about his fondness for the new and dislike of the old, his ruthlessness, and his unwillingness to save.

Looking around, every detail in this room is related to Shu Yi.

On the screen in the back room is a picture of the evening that he sketched on a whim. I still remember that he had just entered the palace not long ago, and he was very surprised by everything around him. He was both panicked and looking forward to it. .Shuyi took him up to the city wall, and pointed out to him this great river and mountain. The setting sun was glowing red, and that was a scene that would never fade away in his mind.

On the desk is Shuyi's favorite Hui ink rice paper, next to the incense burner is Shuyi's favorite "A Dream of Southern Dynasties", and even the orchid pattern on the porcelain is Shuyi's favorite. Shen Yanzhi stood up suddenly, trying to find something that belongs to him here. own stuff.He dropped the Hui ink, dropped the incense burner, and even lifted up the whole room of porcelain and smashed it, but nothing, nothing, everything here is from Shu Yi, and it was all given to him by Shu Yi.

Irony, ridiculous.

The palace people outside heard the commotion in the house, and whispered to the young master outside the door, but they didn't even ask "What's the matter?", when they heard a furious voice from inside, "Get out of here!" Son!"

Startled, Yuan Bao ran up and scolded angrily when he saw this, "Didn't you tell me not to disturb you, stay away, don't disturb your rest!"

The surroundings fell silent again, Shen Yanzhi went from dawn to darkness, and then watched until the candles were changed one after another.

He wanted an answer, even if death was waiting for him, even if he gave up leaving the palace, he still wanted an answer, an explanation for these four years.

At some point, the door was quietly opened, and Shen Yanzhi raised his head from the crook of his arms, because he was on the bed and retreated into a corner, unable to see who was coming.But the cold autumn wind poured in, filling the whole room in an instant, with the aura he was familiar with, the majesty of the emperor, even though the two of them were several steps away, Shen Yanzhi could clearly feel who he was.

Shuyi took the first step into the door, and what he saw was this scene: the ground was covered with tiles, and debris was everywhere, making a mess. When he got closer, he saw a small figure huddled on the bed. , pale as paper.

Shen Yanzhi saw Shu Yi clearly, and suddenly gave a bleak smile, his voice was particularly abrupt in the silent room, "The room is chaotic, the emperor will not be surprised."

Shu Yi frowned, without saying a word, watching Shen Yanzhi stepping on the broken porcelain on the ground with bare feet, blood was dripping immediately, but he didn't seem to feel any pain at all, standing there with high spirits.

Shuyi suddenly felt a headache, and his intuition told him that something was wrong with Shen Yanzhi.However, he lowered his voice and asked, "What's wrong? It hurts badly? Does it hurt?"

Shen Yanzhi shook his head, "I didn't hurt my muscles and bones, I took the best medicine, and I'll be fine after a while."

Shuyi smiled lightly, with unprecedented patience, "What's the matter, who made you angry and threw so many things?"

He returned to the palace to rest for a while and came to see him. He was really worried about his injuries, but he didn't expect to see such a scene when he entered the door.

Shen Yanzhi looked at him coldly, with an indifferent expression, and Shu Yi couldn't tell if he was smiling, "I was thinking, if the buyer of the minister was not Liu Wei, and Liu Wei didn't give the minister to the emperor, the minister would be here now." Where is it?", paused for a while, and then said slowly, "Maybe on some flower boat, or in some gloomy place doing the most despicable things, thanks to the emperor, let me be prosperous and rich, and have no worries about food and clothing— —”

"Cheng Huan?"

Shen Yanzhi walked to the window with bare feet, and lifted the last complete porcelain vase in the house. Shu Yi looked at his bloody feet, he was always so thin, his ankles were so thin that they could be easily twisted, and his thin body made him feel uncomfortable. People looked only in shock.

"Everything I have now is given by the emperor. No matter what kind of day it is, I can only be grateful. I am grateful to the emperor for allowing me to be a master and enjoy the honor that everyone in the palace envies. Living the day that the world wants most...

But do you think I'm really having a good time here?Every day in this palace is like walking on thin ice, I am afraid that the food I eat every day is poisonous, I am afraid that those women in your harem will kill me all the time, even the joint impeachment of those princes and ministers can do nothing—"

Shen Yanzhi spoke louder and louder, until he almost shouted, until violently, "I can only wait in this square yard! Looking forward to it! Let's see when you are going to kill me!"

It shattered the porcelain bottle with a bang, piercing the silent night, accompanied by a scream, "Because of you! I live here like a ghost or a ghost, trying to fight for your favor like a woman, why? !"

Like an angry leopard, Shen Yanzhi bared his fangs towards Shuyi.

Shuyi looked at Shen Yanzhi in shock, froze in place, unable to utter a word.Shu Yi thought he heard it wrong, Cheng Huan in his impression was not like this, even if it was really a beast, he kept putting away his fangs and wagging his tail at him.He is always so well-behaved, even if sometimes he does some outrageous things, it is a capricious and capricious that Shuyi can tolerate, but now he seems to be expressing all his resentments, which is unacceptable...

Is he blaming him, blaming him for what?Since when?Why complain?Could it be that during these days by his side, he has been enduring...pretending...every moment is not stable?

Isn't what he gave him enough...

"Cheng Huan, what exactly do you want?" Shu Yi was not annoyed, this was beyond Shen Yanzhi's expectation, he had already made up his mind that maybe if he said these words, Shu Yi would be so angry that he would draw his sword and end him, but Shu Yi No, he didn't even see any angry expression, just puzzled, simply puzzled, and a real question, he asked, "What do you want..."

Since Shen Yanzhi entered the palace, Shu Yi has asked him this question many times, and every time his answer is the same, he keeps it in his heart, and Shu Yi also keeps it in his heart.

"I can give you the wealth you want, and you will be rich and prosperous here, with no worries about food and clothing; I can also give you the power you want. In this palace, from the concubine to the palace, everyone respects you." Respectful, even the queen is courteous to you.

Chenghuan, what exactly do you want? "

Shuyi didn't even know what he was talking about, he should have walked over, hugged that thin figure, passed his warmth to him, comforted him, told him not to be wronged, no one can bully him here he.

But Shu Yi didn't, at this moment, his heart was completely confused, a brand new Shen Yanzhi appeared in front of him, which he didn't expect.

"What do I want...money? Power?" Shen Yanzhi suddenly laughed, tears streaming down his cheeks in embarrassment, and he knelt down on the ground with a plop, kneeling on the countless scum, all thoughts were lost, "I want What do those things do, Shu Yi, why I have been patient, why I never complained, don’t you understand... I don’t want anything, I don’t want everything, I just want a place in your heart, It's just a location..."

"I like you, Shuyi, I like you", he knelt there like that day, in the middle of the night in the dark, cold wind was blowing, he stretched out his arms, and stretched his five fingers towards Shuyi as far as possible, he said, "I like you"

Not just a word of joy, but tears of blood squeezed from a broken heart.

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