Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

Shen Yanzhi came in when he was a child, and only left when he was near Mao, taking care of him all night.

Xie Quan looked at Shen Yanzhi quietly kneading his sore shoulders, feeling a lot of emotion in his heart. He didn't understand why he came late at night after not seeing Shen Yanzhi all day. Only now did he realize that he was worried that the palace servants would be lazy and his condition would worsen at night. Take care of yourself.

For as long as four years, everyone can see this heart clearly, but the one who should see it most is confused.

Not long after walking out of the Xuanshi Palace, he suddenly ran into Ning Qingru head-on, Shen Yanzhi originally wanted to avoid it, but thinking that he was about to leave the palace, he would never leave any regrets, so he gritted his teeth and moved in front of Ning Qingru.

"Master Ning, please take a step to speak"

Ning Qingru was obviously taken aback, glanced at him with extremely contemptuous eyes, and said coldly, "I'm in a hurry to go to the emperor, and I don't have time to take a step to talk."

After finishing speaking, he raised his foot and was about to leave, but Shen Yanzhi quickly stopped him, "Just a few words, it won't take much effort, if Mr. Ning really has the heart, he won't come until the sun rises, so there is no need to talk about that guest between us." It's a cliché"

Ning Qingru's face turned cold, she didn't speak any more, and followed him to a secluded place.In fact, he was still resentful about the drug administration that day, and was really disappointed with Shen Yanzhi. He thought that he had no choice but to step into the palace to do such dirty things, but he never thought that he was willing to degenerate and could not be pulled even by force.

Even though he was deeply involved in this, in his heart he was different from Shen Yanzhi, at least, he hadn't compromised yet.

That day when Shuyi left alone, he was grateful and remembered it deeply in his heart.

"what do you want to say?"

Shen Yanzhi said slowly, "Since Mr. Ning wants to take care of you, please take the trouble to provide some snacks. Although the meal you ordered to prepare is nourishing, the emperor still prefers to eat some porridge and side dishes when he wakes up. Since the emperor's fever has not subsided, it is inevitable that his whole body is aching. Even if Mr. Ning is unwilling, let the palace servants knead it, and the bedding should not be too thick—"

"What exactly do you want to say?" Ning Qingru was a little impatient.

Shen Yanzhi didn't seem to hear him, and continued, "I've never seen the emperor's kindness before, three hundred elite soldiers greeted him outside the city, you should know the depth of the emperor's intentions, even if you enter the palace, no matter how rude you are, The emperor has put up with it, even if it is that kind of thing...the emperor has never forced you—"

If Ning Qing couldn't bear to listen, she walked around him and wanted to leave. Shen Yanzhi grabbed him violently, her voice seemed to be choked up, "I want to say..."

One word at a time, categorical, "The emperor treats you wholeheartedly, even if you are perfunctory, you should behave yourself. The sincerity given to you by others is not for you to trample on at will!"

"What?!", Ning Qingru found it inconceivable, and then immediately understood the meaning, evoking a sarcastic smile, "Cheng Huan, I'm sorry you can't understand people's hearts"

"I just don't understand!" After hearing a bang, Shen Yanzhi suddenly rushed forward and pressed Ning Qingru hard against the wall. The two were about the same height. Although Shen Yanzhi was not as strong as Ning Qingru, his aura was definitely not Lose him, "But I know that human hearts are made of flesh. Even if you are a piece of ice, you should be warmed up! The emperor is currently lying on the bed sick, and he still hasn't woken up. It should be you who takes care of him all night in front of the bed! "

Ning Qingru was smiling all the time, she was relieved to see Shen Yanzhi's resentful eyes, did she fall in love with him?That lofty emperor just couldn't understand his own heart, but he could, he could understand Shu Yi's heart, and he could also understand Shen Yanzhi's heart, but he just... didn't want to make them too complacent.

Obviously unwilling to let the matter develop to this point, but couldn't help but add insult to injury, "What I do is my own business! Don't forget, it was you who reminded me of the dangers in the palace. You are not qualified to order my feelings, let alone I feel it's unfair! Cheng Huan, you have nothing to complain about. In this palace, no one cares about how much suffering you have suffered, and no one cares about what you think in your heart. You asked for everything now!

sincere?As I said, even if I don't want what you want, the whole world won't want it, and you won't get it! "

"Yes! I can't get what you have at your fingertips, but Ning Qingru, you also remember—" Shen Yanzhi gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, "My today may be your tomorrow, don't be too Proud, our emperor is not such a long-term lover."

Shen Yanzhi suddenly let go of his hand, turned around angrily and strode away, Ning Qingru looked at his back, although she couldn't bear it, she didn't stop him in time.

It's not his wish that he came here, Shen Yanzhi is the same, they all lost some of the most cherished things, he sympathizes with him, he pities him, but it is impossible to make him proud, it is impossible to make Shu Yi proud.

Since it's going to be bitter and painful, they can't run away alone, and they can't see others being happy when they are suffering.

What is right or wrong is life.

Shen Yanzhi returned to Wende Palace, and took out the bank notes that he had packed up a long time ago. These bank notes were all his savings over the years, and he would soon be able to buy a property in a wealthy place in the south of the Yangtze River. It was probably enough for him to live.But before he could tuck it into his sleeve, Chun'er suddenly barged in.

Shen Yanzhi hurriedly turned around, his movements were awkward, and he finally stuffed the banknotes in. Looking back, he saw Chun'er standing there holding the porridge bowl, then immediately smiled, and put the porridge bowl on the table, "My lord, you've been tired all night. , drink some porridge and rest."

Shen Yanzhi also smiled, sat at the table as if nothing had happened, tasted the porridge, and felt mixed feelings in his heart, Chun'er... Yuan Bao... I don't know how they will live when they are not in the palace, even with the queen's blessing , but the days must not be better than now.

"Son, how does it taste?"

Shen Yanzhi looked at her and said with a smile, "Your craftsmanship has always been good."

Chun'er smiled even deeper, she saw it, how could she not see it, she could see such a thick stack of bank notes clearly, and coupled with the young master's flustered eyes, it was already clear.

Son... want to go...?

Chun'er walked to the desk, and took out a few wooden boxes from the cabinet, which were still heavy, which meant that Shen Yanzhi had no intention of taking them away at all, she knew best about the young master she had served for so long, these things must be What is left for them is reserved for management in the palace. The young master is kind and affectionate.

Shen Yanzhi was stunned for a moment when he saw Chun'er move out those boxes, only to see Chun'er opened one of them, and saw that the original bank notes in the box were gone, and he was sure that Shen Yanzhi had plans to leave, but Chun'er's expression was expressionless. Instead, he took out a jade bracelet with a smile, and shook it in front of Shen Yanzhi, "This is the bracelet. I have been thinking about it for a long time. Last time I was polite to the young master, I didn't take anything. I feel that I am at a loss. Today is the birthday of the servant, how about you give this jade bracelet to the servant as a birthday present?"

Chun'er didn't know, she almost cried at the end, it turned out that it was not so easy to hide, her eyes became red uncontrollably, and tears poured out of her eyes uncontrollably, crying and choking, "Young master's stomach is cold, night I can't sleep well, this red date and lotus seed porridge is an excellent food for nourishing the stomach and calming the nerves, and it's not something rare..."

Shen Yanzhi understood, he could only sigh, and said, "Silly girl..."

Who would have thought that Chun'er cried even harder, Shen Yanzhi couldn't bear it, just wanted to reach out to wipe Chun'er's tears, but unexpectedly Chun'er knelt down on the ground, kowtowed to Shen Yanzhi fiercely, sobbing uncontrollably.

Everything is in silence, gratitude, reluctance.

Worried that the wall has ears, I can't even say a word of farewell, I can only kowtow to express my heart, but I dare not make unnecessary actions and words, for fear of delaying my son's effort.

Shen Yanzhi looked at Chun'er, and could only squat down, gently embrace her, stay for a while, then stood up and ordered, "I heard that the chrysanthemums in the palace are blooming very well recently, take some palace people to pick some back , let’s make chrysanthemum cake. I’m tired and want to sleep, please don’t bother me.”

Chun'er understood Shen Yanzhi's meaning, when he left, no one in the palace had seen him, they only knew that he was resting in the room, how could he know that he had left the palace long ago, so that even if Shu Yi became furious when he found out, he would not take it and the fire was cast upon them.

Chun'er nodded immediately, "The roof of the firewood house in the backyard is leaking. I'll let Yuan Bao and the others fix it. My lord, take a good rest... The slave...retired..."

She got up slowly, and when she was parting, she still couldn't bear to cast a glance at Shen Yan, still unable to suppress the grief in her heart, she turned around abruptly without looking back.

But after a while, Wende Palace fell silent, only the sound of Yuan Bao and other eunuchs clanging in the firewood room in the backyard could be heard, even if Shen Yanzhi strode out, no one would notice.

The reason why he needed Xu Huai's help when he left the palace was because after leaving the palace without authorization, Shu Yi confiscated his badge for leaving the palace. Without the badge, the palace really became a prison. Whether or not to go out is another matter.

The eunuch arranged by Xu Huai showed up as scheduled when the time was approaching, and took Shen Yanzhi who had changed his clothes all the way to the palace gate, and only told the guards that they were eunuchs who went out to buy, but the guards did not stop them, and let them go immediately.

The reason why Shen Yanzhi dared to leave so openly was because he made up his mind that Shuyi didn't dare to find out. The male favorite in the palace suddenly ran away. Let go of your dignity regardless of looking for a dispensable person.

When Shuyi really finds out that he has disappeared, he can't blame the palace servants of Wende Palace. Yuanbao and Chun'er are taken care of by the queen. Shuyi will not suddenly get angry and provoke others. Perhaps the final outcome is to claim that he is seriously ill If he dies, Mr. Cheng Huan will disappear completely.

However, Shu Yi might send secret guards to search secretly, but the beam is so big, it will never be found for a few years or decades.

Seeing that Chen Shi was approaching, he and Xu Huai made an appointment to meet outside the palace. Before Chen Shi, the morning court had not yet set in, it was the most dangerous and safest time, but none of them expected that Shu Yi would suddenly get seriously ill, so it was given to them. Created the best opportunity, maybe God opened his eyes and helped him.

Walking out of the palace gate, Shen Yanzhi looked back at the palace wall for a long time, the autumn wind was still, and he just left.Let go of Shu Yi, let go of obsessions, and even he left so suddenly that he didn't expect.

Going north for a few miles, I turned into an alley, and at the entrance of the alley, I saw an old carriage parked there, and the surrounding was silent.

Shen Yanzhi looked around, and got into the carriage quietly. Xu Huai was in the carriage, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

When Xu Huai saw him for the first time, he smiled slowly, "I was really dragged into the water by you. If you are unlucky and you are arrested, don't confess me."

When Shen Yanzhi saw Xu Huai, he was really relieved and smiled, "Master Xu, don't worry, if I die, I will definitely hold you as my back."

Xu Huai chuckled and became serious again, "Did it go well when I came out? Did no one find out?"

Shen Yanzhi nodded, "The person who brought me out—"

"Don't worry, there are so many eunuchs in the palace, how can the guards recognize him, even if they search, they can't find him, so you don't need to worry."

Shen Yanzhi nodded again, but said nothing.

Xu Huai raised the curtain of the car, sat in the driver's seat, and drove the car himself. This is a capital offense, and the fewer people who know about it, the better. Just in case, Xu Huai can only do such things.

Shen Yanzhi was sitting on the carriage, bumping up and down, the unremarkable carriage did not attract attention, and even when he left the city, it was very smooth, Xu Huai could only send him outside the city, and when he got outside, he had to rely on himself for everything, according to Shen Yanzhi Plan, before Shuyi is discovered, the farther you go, the easier it is to survive.

But the farther he was from the palace, the more confused Shen Yanzhi's mind became. The four years in the palace surged into his heart like a storm, and scenes were displayed in his mind like a glass lantern (ancient name, revolving horse lantern). What he wanted to forget, Unforgettable.

Inseparable, because knowing that we will never meet again, I always want to hold on tightly, and then I know that life is like a dream, and everything is empty.

Weaving palindromes by hand, I want to break my heart several times.I've done my best over the years, so it's not irreplaceable to be able to accept now.

In fact, I am still a little bit unwilling, but thank you anyway, for giving me an empty joy.

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