I hate the world

When I saw a group of people wearing green military uniforms who looked like policemen broke into the room, I jumped from the computer to the bed in fright, and hid under the quilt for life and death.

The mother's cry came from outside the quilt, "Son, we are also doing it for your own good. Go with them quickly, it will be cured, it will be cured."

"I don't want it, I don't want it." I pulled the quilt desperately until a strong force lifted the quilt, and two burly and strong people grabbed me out of my 170-135 catties stature.

I broke free quickly, tears and snot falling from all directions on my face.I tugged hard at the foot of the bed, but my strength was too weak, and I was pulled off, with bruises on my hands.How can I have time to care about so much at this time, I plopped down on my knees, and kowtowed vigorously, "I don't dare, Mom. I will never go online again. Don't send me to an Internet rehabilitation center." Out of the corner of my eye, I saw just appeared at the door Suddenly, he was overjoyed, "Dad, hurry up and persuade Mom! Dad!"

"Needless to say, you have to go if you go this time, or you have to go if you don't. You have ruined the face of the family." Li Jianguo waved his hand with a gloomy face.

I don't know what it feels like to say something that was just casually said before. I just feel that the sky is dark all of a sudden.I was still kneeling on the ground begging my mother hard.But Dad stopped me, and the police officers arrested me like a prisoner.I waved their hands away fiercely and walked out by myself.

"Son, it's very good there, very good, as long as you quit the Internet, you will go out soon. We will visit you once a month, and you will study hard there..."

The voice behind me became quieter and I was pushed into the car.The neighbors, aunts and aunts all came to watch the excitement. Mom was still crying, and Dad stood at the door with a gloomy face.

The car started, and I looked back again.At this time, they all thought that I was afraid to move, so I grabbed the handle of the car, jumped down, and ran towards the middle of the road.

The people behind caught up, and with Mom's shouts and Dad's curses, I was pushed into the car again.This time, until the destination.I was let go.

We are a relatively remote village in J City. I entered an Internet cafe in the first year of junior high school, and it has been out of control since then.Every day I go to an Internet cafe more than ten miles away from home to save my breakfast money and go online.He cheated his parents of money and said he wanted to buy information books.Sneak money hidden in the cabinet.His grades also plummeted, and in the end he even skipped classes and refused to attend.My parents both work in the factory, and they didn't know about my situation until nine o'clock in the evening. Finally, the teacher called and ordered me to drop out of school, so I found out about it.My mother cried on the spot and told me to go to school properly, and took out some savings to buy me a computer.I was so happy at the time, I didn't care so much, I still went to school at first, but gradually I went back to my old ways, and finally the school directly expelled me.Dad beat me up, and Mom still cried, but there was nothing she could do.Until I heard from an aunt who said that there is an Internet rehabilitation center that can be sent in for reform.I thought it was just a joke at the time, but I didn't expect it to come.

It took several hours of driving to arrive.By this time the sky was gray.When I was escorted into the gate, I saw that a sign on it was a bit worn out, but I could still read the words clearly. "XXX Cultivation School", there is a line of small words below it, which is somewhat vague.Probably a ten-year golden signboard or something.

Now that I have entered, although I am afraid, I also know that there is nothing to do now, so I can only take my time.But I don’t think I did anything wrong. I shouldn’t be in an Internet rehabilitation center. I’m only 15 years old and still in the third year of junior high school. Although I was expelled from school.And it's all my parents' fault!I hate to think.

The house in front of me is a bit dilapidated. Although our rural schools are not as good as those in cities, they are much bigger and more beautiful than this one.I registered my name with the staff of the Internet Rehabilitation Center. They asked me to write on a piece of paper, and asked me to draw a sentence, just like going to prison on TV.Before I could look, I was ushered in by another man who looked very tall.

Passing through a corridor, walking through a patch of grass, the surroundings are bare, just looking at it, it is a bit oozing.Then I was taken into another building.I wanted to ask where I was going, but I didn't dare to ask, so I had to hold back all the way.When I reached the third floor, I finally stopped.He pushed it straight in, and instantly everyone in the room looked at us.

Then I was terrified by what happened next.Those who were still lying down to sleep or read books by the bed all got out of bed well-trained and stood in a row. I counted seven of them in total, and it seemed that they were waiting for me.I bother!

"Zhao Jiafeng, Meng Dong, Zhuo Zixiao, Fu Jing, Shan Feng, Zhao Qingqing..." A string of names came out, as if they were used to it.I hurriedly reported mine too, "My name is Xiao Shen, everyone..." Before I could say a good word, the teacher pointed to me the bed in the farthest corner, "You are in bed No. 8, you can get it tomorrow morning Take a day off, study normally on Monday, save whatever you have to say until tomorrow, and go to bed now."

I just nodded, took off my shoes, climbed up the ladder and got into bed. The light was turned off with a "snap", and suddenly plunged into darkness.

This day is destined to be an unusual, sleepless day.I spread the quilt, and thinking about what happened today, tears fell again. Although a man does not flick his tears easily, he can't stand the blows one after another.I don't know how long I'm going to stay here, let alone my game is going to start a gang war tomorrow!

After a while, the person on the lower bunk stretched his feet, "Xiao Shen, Xiao Shen." I hummed hastily, with a heavy nasal voice.

"I, Zhao Jiafeng, where are you?"

"The ones from Fulin Village next door, how about you?" Of course I knew I had to build a good relationship with them, so as not to be singled out and be bullied.

"I'm not from J city, but from N province. I was tricked by my uncle. I have seen through what this place is for. It's a labor camp for youth. Be careful with your skin and tender flesh."

Another person intervened, "We, Comrade Qingqing, are frequent visitors of the teacher!"

Fuck, I'm not some kind and pure master, of course I know what they're talking about.I didn't expect that rape would really happen, maybe it would happen to me.I shivered suddenly, and quickly asked, "What should I do?"

"What else can I do, wait to pick up the soap." Another somewhat sinister voice broke in.It was the guy from the next shop. I tried to look up, but all I could see was a dark patch.Damn, forget I have night blindness.

"What's the noise?" Someone passed by outside, and a beam of strong and dazzling light shone around me. I quickly held my breath and didn't dare to move.

The bedroom was quiet again, and I gradually fell asleep amid the slight cursing on the lower bunk.

In the morning I was woken up by screaming.It seems to be the sinister guy from yesterday, named Meng Dong.I got off the bed and saw a person crowded in the corner on the right.Messy hair hid his face.His arms were tightly covering his feet, as if he was crying.

I suddenly moved with compassion, and took a step forward, "Well, what's the situation now. Let's not do anything."

Unexpectedly, the tall and burly Meng Dong pushed me to the wall, I swallowed my saliva, stood up again and wanted to talk.I fell directly to the ground again.The people around were doing their own thing as if they were watching a play.

"Damn it, don't even look at what you are, you still want to stop me!" Meng Dong pointed at me and yelled, kicked me down, and I quickly covered my head.

In the end, it was Zhao Jiafeng from the lower berth who begged for me, and I begged for mercy again and again, saying that I dare not do it again.Now I understand that there is a club of gangsters here, who speak with their fists, useless like me, it's better to be a wooden man.My eyes moved over those few people who were used to it, and I silently wrote it down.

Then I recognized my way and went to the toilet, so I could only stay in the dormitory.I probably know that this Internet rehabilitation center starts at 6 o'clock in the morning every day, goes to work somewhere, has breakfast at 8 o'clock and then has two classes, and then goes to work after lunch until 6 o'clock in the evening.All contact was cut off, and if a parent came to visit, they were not allowed to go in under the pretext that the child hadn't quit.There are a large number of people here who were deceived, orphans and left-behind children accounted for the majority, and some took the initiative to learn or quit the Internet, but what they can learn depends on the sky.

After sitting on the lower bunk and chatting with Zhao Jiafeng for a while, I belatedly said, "Then when can we go out?"

"I don't know, I came here about half a year ago. It is said that Brother Dong has been here for 5 years and has a good relationship with his superiors. Do you understand that he and Qingqing used to be the same?" He made a cross gesture with his hands. "So Qingqing became the teacher's concubine, and he was upset. He had to find fault every day."

"Is there any king law here? Why is no one in charge?" I interjected.What about our personal safety?We have rights don't we?

"Who cares? It's not working every day. It's far away from the government. Someone will take care of it if something goes wrong. As far as I know, a dozen people have been played to death." Zhao Jiafeng looked numb. "The ones who look similar here have basically been dived before, so take a closer look."

When he said this, I immediately broke into a sweat.Trembling, he said that he wanted to escape.

"Don't be stupid, you can escape, and we still use it here? It is said that Brother Dong has succeeded before, but unfortunately," Zhao Jiafeng tightened his throat, "he was caught by his parents again, you see here is very strict Yes." He smiled, with a strange tone in his tone.

I feel like the whole thing is not normal here, what should I do.Looking at the scenery outside the window, I felt for the first time how powerless I was.If I had known, I would not play computer games. If I had known, I would have listened to my parents. If I had known...

"Xiao Shen!" A voice outside the door blasted me back to my soul.

When I followed the teacher tremblingly, the pair of green eyes full of desire when he spoke just now kept dangling in front of my eyes.

With a "snap", as soon as I arrived at the place, the door behind was closed. My heart tightened, my legs softened, and I fell to the ground convulsively.

Looking at those desire eyes with disgust, I spit out some more saliva and white foam from the corners of my mouth.

Finally, I was sent back to the dormitory. At that moment, I realized that I had a real body.

After being carried to the dormitory, Fu Jing, who was closest to the door, looked at me in surprise. There was already a wound on my fair face, which was accidentally scratched when I fell to the ground just now.

After taking simple rescue measures, I lay weakly on the bed, talking nonsense from time to time.

"Do you know why there is a person lying on the bed all the time?" Zhao Jiafeng lay on the edge of my bed, pointing to bed No. [-], "His name is Bai Qianli, he pretended to be stupid and had his legs broken, two."

As I was about to fall asleep, I was thinking what a strange name it was.

Fortunately, my leg was not broken, and the scars on my face had scabbed over. The teacher seemed to have forgotten about me.My illness is also slowly improving.

When I went to class on Monday, I saw Bai Qianli, who was in bed number four, got out of bed.I finally understood why I had to break his legs, because he was very beautiful, just like a little white rabbit.If I didn't get him, I would also be angry with embarrassment.

He was carried down by Shanfeng from the lower berth, and he walked forward leaning on his crutches. His back was very straight. I kept looking at him, and suddenly I wanted to cry.I can remember that back forever.

In the classroom, [-] or [-] people crowded into a classroom of more than [-] square meters, and the dilapidated tables and chairs were crooked, just like the children in the mountains shown on TV.But I absolutely do not mean to belittle, because I am not more pitiful than them.

I randomly found the last seat and sat down, only to find that Bai Qianli was next to an aisle when I turned around.Mouth opened, I waved to him, his expression is expressionless.A sweet and tender little face is old-fashioned, but it is a bit pitiful.

"Why is the morning work canceled?" In front of them were two people they didn't know, talking.

"It is said that two more escaped people were arrested, and they want to serve as a warning to others."

I was taken aback because two people I knew appeared at the door, Meng Dong and Zhao Qingqing.Their clothes were tattered, and there was not a clean spot on their bodies.

last night?Because I was sick, I had no idea what they were doing back then.Yesterday's dormitory was also quiet as usual.

Then Meng Dong and Zhao Qingqing seemed to be locked up elsewhere, but none of us knew about it.