I hate the world

When he woke up the next morning, Xiao Shen felt something was wrong all over his body.He still had Qi Yu's last loving face in his memory.

He sat up with his arms propped up, and his drowsy head was startled when he saw the surrounding decorations.He opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't say anything.Not your own home, not like a hotel.

The plush carpet is laid layer after layer, and the thick lace curtains are bright red and weird.The bed on which he was sleeping was even more terrifying. When he raised his head, it seemed as if he could touch a huge and gorgeous chandelier.

Someone walked in and seemed to be having a hard time opening the door for a long time.That sound made Xiao Shen's hair stand on end.

"@#$%" came in a five or six-year-old child, wearing a small suit, very awkward.

He spoke Japanese, Xiao Shen's head was blank, he calmed down, and tried to speak to him in English.But the other party is completely uncooperative.

Xiao Shen got angry and grabbed him when he got out of bed. The other party looked at him in surprise and said something he couldn't understand. "Hell, who am I?"

The child didn't answer, and ran out the door as soon as he turned around and broke free.

"Pa" Xiao Shen stretched out his legs and kicked over the table beside him, and it was just a thud when it fell on the blanket.For the remaining three days, Xiao Shen found that there was no one in the villa except himself and the children.

So, what happened and who I am is completely unclear.This powerlessness drove him mad.No mobile phone, no internet, just a Japanese-speaking kid.There are also three meals delivered to the door on time every day from who knows where.

A week later, Xiao Shen planned to communicate with that child again.

"Hey, come here, I promise not to hit you." Xiao Shen pointed out his intentions.The child in pajamas was holding an English storybook in his hand and looked at him with his head tilted.

Xiao Shen snatched the book, pointed to himself, and the book.It means I will tell you.Fortunately, he understood.When the child lay obediently in his arms, Xiao Shen felt that he was complete.

So, when he picked up the kitchen knife he had prepared a long time ago, he couldn't bear it, but he did it anyway, bleeding all over the place.Then the knife was wiped towards his neck.

After returning, Xiao Shen's first reaction was unexpectedly indifferent.He looked at Qi Yu at the side, put his hand on his face, and pulled the corner of his mouth.

The person in his arms groaned and gradually woke up. "What's wrong, why are you looking at me like this?"

Xiao Shen's eyes were complicated for a moment, but he was still gentle, "Have you checked my phone?" Stopping Qi Yu who was anxiously trying to explain, he continued, "I finally understand a little bit why I came to this world The old self was just an act of coercion."

Qi Yu, who was completely bewildered, looked at him stupidly, not even knowing that he was being strangled by the neck.He didn't struggle with his limbs until his breathing gradually stopped, but it was too late.

Xiao Shen moved expressionlessly, and smiled darkly, "I'm sorry, Qi Yu. I was forced."

After eating the corpse, Xiao Shen got up to wash up as usual. In the mirror, his handsome face remained unchanged, with a trace of hair around his mouth, which looked a little strange.

I want revenge on this world!I want revenge on this world!I want revenge on this world!

Qi Yu seemed to have disappeared from this world.No one knew that this person had ever existed, and everything related to him was completely destroyed.

The first thing Xiao Yan did when he came home was to throw himself into his father's arms and act affectionately. Xiao Shen was noncommittal, playing with him and letting him go to the room to rest by himself after eating.After watching his back for a while, Xiao Shen turned around and sorted out his things.

Nobody knows what he's planning, not even me.

That night, he drove to a bar, and when he came back, there was another person in the car.

The next day, this person also disappeared.A month passed like this, and Xiao Shen repeated what he had done.

One day, Xiao Shen successfully hooked up someone at the bar and wanted to leave. Tan Sien, who was walking towards him, saw him and excitedly let out a high, but found that Xiao Shen didn't even look at him.Tan Sien stepped forward and patted his shoulder, exposing her face in front of him.

Only then did Xiao Shen look up.It had been so many days before he caught a trace of panic and bewilderment in his eyes.

Tan Sien was taken aback by him, "Xiao Shen, what's wrong with you, is there a ghost?"

Hearing this, Xiao was startled, knocked off his hand and walked forward.The drunk companion in his arms was swayed by him.

After Xiao Shen walked out the door, he took a thoughtful look at the back, sure enough.

Entering that world for the second time, Xiao Shen didn't want to waste time at all.He quickly killed the child, ran out the door, and an asphalt road appeared in front of him.Unlike the first time hesitating, he ran forward cruelly.Until he was exhausted and passed out.Waking up from the cold at night, Xiao Shen curled up with all four limbs.How I wish, all of this was just a dream, or it would be nice if I fell ill.

Get up and run during the day, can't run, hide and sleep by the road at night, eat some grass and bark when hungry.That road seems to be a celestial road, with no side in sight.The surrounding environment has not changed, as if this is just a treadmill.

When he was teleported back from starvation, Xiao Shen covered his eyes with his arms.Tears dripped down like hot oil, another failure.

At this moment, the phone rang, and Xiao Shen lay motionless on the bed.Waited for the second ring before picking up.Vigorous anger came from over there, "Fuck, Xiao Shen, what do you mean?!"

"What do you mean, that's what it means." The hour hand just pointed at the number 12.

"Don't play this with me, you can't afford it." Tan Sien on the phone almost jumped up.

Xiao Shen moved the phone a little further away before saying, "Room 3, Building 201, Garden District."

When the doorbell rang, Xiao Shen walked over to open the door. Seeing the eyebrow raised by the visitor, Tan Sien at the door blushed and walked in slowly.

"Sit down, what do you want to drink? There is water, black coffee." Without waiting for his answer, Xiao Shen poured a glass of water and put it on the tea table.

The stars outside the window made a collision sound.Looking at the tall and tall man opposite, Tan Sien couldn't help feeling uncomfortable. Even though the lights in the hall were so bright, they couldn't illuminate him. He was completely immersed in darkness, as if he had been corroded long ago.

"Yes, He Jialun had plastic surgery to become him. I arranged for him to appear in the coffee shop that time. I just wanted to see how you react." Tan Sien's hand holding the teacup was slightly blue, and his eyes were fixed on himself feet.

Xiao Shen turned around and looked at him, "Ah Yan, I'm so miserable that you lied to me." Tan Sien's body froze, and he raised a pair of red eyes to look at him, "Then what do you think I can do. Even you can't fight Isn't it?"

Xiao Shen was forced to slip and fell to the ground, "Yes. I don't even understand that you were reborn on him."

"Don't think about it, you can't figure it out." After finishing speaking, he pointed to the sky, then walked over and hugged him gently, "I have already killed He Jialun for you, now you can do it."

Xiao Shen hugged him back, but it was only an incorporeal body, his lips stuck to his lips, and slowly penetrated.When he raised his hand, Tan Sien was waiting to die with his eyes closed.Xiao Shen let go of his hand, his face full of unbearable, "No, no! I can't do it."

"Qi Yu can do it, why can't I!" Tan Sien's voice was slightly hoarse.

"You are different! Ah Yan. Just loving you makes me unable to do it." Xiao Shen smiled wryly, grabbed his hair, and pulled it hard. "And, don't you know, you can't die. You'll be born again and again until I can't find you."

"Ah!!! Why did God play us like this. Ah Shen, Ah Shen..." They hugged each other tightly again, as if they had become one.So, it became one.Tan Sien swallowed Xiao Shen without any struggle.

After recovering, Tan Sien stood up.The redness in his eyes disappeared instantly.There was a pain in his head, and after a while he walked out suspiciously. "Hey, why am I here?"

Xiao Shen was stunned for a while, and he had already arrived in that world.Looking at the fifteen or sixteen-year-old boy in front of him, Xiao Shen curled his lips, it seems that there is no hope now.

"Let's talk, He Jialun." Xiao Shen spoke fluent Chinese, and couldn't help being rude again, "What the hell."

The boy named He Jialun had a handsome face, unlike the monstrous one at the beginning.I don't know whose skin it is wearing.He lightly raised his hand, his joints were distinct, and touched the man's face, but passed through.

"As you know, this world is fake. It exists for you. Or to make it easier to understand, you are just a character in such a book."

Xiao Shen squinted his eyes, noncommittal.He didn't move, just watched him talk.

"So I'm not He Jialun, neither is Fu Jingyan, nor are Qi Yu and Xiao Yan. Now Xiao Yan doesn't exist in that world either. Everything related to you is gone. Only you, Xiao Shen, you have to go on forever. "He Jialun took a step forward, just in line with Xiao Shen.

Xiao Shen couldn't help being touched when he heard this, but he felt faintly in his heart that these were not the truth.However, it doesn't seem to matter what the truth is.

Don't trust the world.

"Do it again. Just like before. Do it one last time."

Without any lubrication or foreplay, Xiao Shen's fingers penetrated into his back and twitched lightly.When he was moved, he pulled it out again, "You will disappear anyway."

"Yeah, we're just a toy for them. We've disappeared tens of thousands of times." He continued, raising his pointed chin, "But, I'm still a little bit unhappy. This world We touched a little closer again. It's a pity..."

Goodbye, Xiao Shen.His gaze finally turned to that person, full of grievance and reluctance.

We finally never see each other again.I'm really just a passerby.Because of my willful and reckless behavior, I made you suffer. I'm sorry, Xiao Shen.Originally, you could reach Consummation, and this world would not collapse.

When it finally disappeared in the halo, only the voice "I'm not reconciled" still remained in Xiao Shen's ears, echoing for a long time.

For a moment, Xiao Shen wanted to laugh, so he did.Then he wanted to cry again, so he did.He has never understood this world.Suddenly I remembered the propositional composition in the college entrance examination——Who am I?

It was not known whether it was night or day outside the window, Xiao Shen tried his best to stand up, walked to the window, and the branch of Lv Yaya stretched inside.Suddenly, Xiao Shen felt that everything disappeared.

Over the past 30 years, it is not like floating clouds, especially deep.

Looking back, I only found the matchmaker, but I was waiting for God's grace every word.