I hate the world

That time was crazy and lingering, just like countless nights before, and it was always messy and silent afterwards.

In the middle of the night, Xiao Shen pulled his hands away, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.Qi Yu woke up suddenly, Xiao Shen was a little surprised, "Did it wake you up? I'll go to the balcony to blow some air."

His androgynous face just stared at Xiao Shen, stretched out his arms, Xiao Shen hugged him knowingly, stroked his back, "Are you having nightmares again?"

"Xiao Shen, sometimes I really admire myself. I stick to your cold face time and time again. Haven't I thought about giving up, but I just can't do it. What the hell are you trying to do to me?! "

"November 11nd is my birthday, my mother's death day, and the day I met you. At that time, I thought, God is fair. If you lose the one you love the most, you will get the one you love the most. Love. But, isn't that wrong?"

"I don't love you, Xiao Shen, I really don't love you! Woooooo..."

Feeling the hoarseness of the person in his arms, Xiao Shen felt a slight pain in his heart.Who said no? Could it be that I have never experienced such pain?No, what I have suffered is not a hundred times and a thousand times what you have suffered?But then who should I talk to?

When Qi Yu gradually calmed down, Xiao Shen put him on the bed and waited for him to sleep peacefully.His eyes are really like him, full of dependence and trust, so he can't bear to refuse.

Picking up the cigarette Xiaoshen on the bedside, he went to the balcony, bit one and lit it for himself, a little spark was extraordinarily dazzling in this dark world.

God asked me how to solve the dust in the world

I looked down and saw my feet

Can't get past the demon in my heart

How to yearn for that touch of truth

Qi Yu stood up and leaned against the back wall again, did he make him suffer too much? When I met you, I realized that I had also acted out a bitter scene.Sorry, Xiao Shen, he stared at the figure outside the window.

When Xiao Shen lay down on the bed again, the sky had turned white, and Qi Yu heard a sigh in his ear, "You come back and live."

The next day, Qi Yu seemed to be half the owner of the apartment, including the baby Xiao Yan, like a normal family of three.

Xiao Shen was sending emails under the covers, and after Qi Yu went out to send Xiao Yan to kindergarten, he was urged by his manager to make an announcement.

Xiao Shen is the only one left in the small apartment, but he is not as popular as before.He made an appointment with a business partner, and there was an hour left, enough for him to complete today's tasks.

In the coffee shop, Xiao Shen looked at his watch again, it was fine, he was already 15 minutes late, he loosened his tie and was about to get up.Suddenly a person rushed out diagonally and bumped into him. Xiao Shen took a few steps back and grabbed his shoulder.

A fashionable woman over there followed closely, picked up a cup of hot drink and wanted to throw it here, her mouth was extremely fierce, "You're a fucking gay, shameless, let you seduce my husband..."

The crowd of onlookers gradually increased, and at this time the person who was waiting also appeared in sight, Xiao Shen got a little angry and at the same time had no choice but to walk towards the door, but as soon as he moved his foot, the person grabbed him tightly, and suddenly, Xiao Shen only felt hot for a while, and then the strong smell of coffee rushed into his nostrils.

If it was just a little troublesome at first, now Xiao Shen is very angry.He first took off the black suit on the outside, put it in his hand, and then turned his face to the culprit, but at that moment, all the external noise and his inner voice disappeared, "Ah... Yan?"

"Ayan" looked innocently and confused at the opposite person, and smiled nonchalantly, "Sir, you must have misunderstood someone. I'm sorry, I spilled it on you. I'll go first, bye."

Xiao Shen didn't even have time to stretch out his hand, the man who looked very much like Fu Jingyan ran out the door and out of his sight.

The belated business partner next to him kept apologizing, but Xiao Shen couldn't listen to a single word.He ran to the door as fast as he could, no, no, nothing!

"Ayan, is it really you?!" Xiao Shen looked around in a daze on the busy commercial street.

After a month of this incident, Xiao Shen gradually no longer remembered it.

In the kitchen, Qi Yu was preparing dinner, and he called out, "Ah Shen, there is no more soy sauce, go downstairs and buy a bag."

Xiao Shen sat up from the sofa, responded and went downstairs.

When the phone rang, Qi Yu just came out with braised pork ribs, which belonged to Xiao Shen, and Qi Yu picked it up a little hesitantly.

"Young Master Xiao, we found out that the person is Fu Zixu. Here is his address and phone number." In the email, a photo was sent.

When he saw that face clearly, Qi Yu's whole body softened, Fu Jingyan, Fu Jingyan, why do you always haunt me!

After clearing the phone records, Qi Yu pretended nothing happened and sat on the dining table. Xiao Shen opened the door and came in, asking a little strangely, "What's the matter, aren't there still bamboo shoots left uncooked?"

"It's enough anyway, isn't it? I'm not as greedy as you." Qi Yu couldn't control his emotions, his right hand held his trembling left hand, and changed the subject, "Tomorrow I'm going to Hangzhou to film, you accompany me Bar?"

Xiao Shen didn't care, sat beside him, held his shoulder, and kissed him on the lips, "Okay, take this opportunity to give yourself a vacation."

Doing it on the bed at night, when her body was invaded, Qi Yu suddenly felt that she was extremely cheap, that if she didn't love herself, she didn't love herself, and she insisted that time would change everything.But at the moment when the soul was filled, Qi Yu bit Xiao Shen's shoulder fiercely, until there were bloodstains, he didn't feel that it doesn't matter if he doesn't love, he is not by his side yet.Finally that day will come.

In Xixi District, Hangzhou, it happened to be raining heavily that day, and the director announced the disbandment after a few words of explanation, and we will start filming again tomorrow.Qi Yu didn't go back to the hotel, but waited for Xiao Shen to come over in the lounge.

A temporary actor pushed open the door and saw Qi Yu nestled on a chair, with red lips and white teeth, as beautiful as jade.He walked over gently and found Qi Yu was asleep with his eyes closed.After boldly poking his head down, those bright eyes opened at this moment, "What are you going to do?" The voice was hoarse with exhaustion.

"Qi Yu, aren't you gay, what are you pretending, let's play." Few people in the circle would dare to speak like this to Qi Yu, and Qi Yu was still a little bit overwhelmed.The man had already hugged him and groped his body, Qi Yu was so angry that his face was flushed, and at this moment he was pulled into his arms with both hands.Hearing the familiar cool smell, Qi Yu calmed down.

Xiao Shen kicked that scumbag's lifeblood, and stepped on it several times, "I don't even look at who Qi Yu belongs to, who gave you the courage to touch him, damn it, don't even think about doing it here I'm a mess." The more he talked, the more angry he became, and the more ruthless his attacks, fortunately he was stopped by Qi Yu, and if he went any further, he would be killed.

They walked out, and there were green trees and blue sky outside the door.Qi Yu felt very happy, very happy, so happy that he burst out laughing, he looked at Xiao Shen beside him, his eyes were filled with tenderness, as if it couldn't overflow, it poured out.He hugged Xiao Shen's waist tightly, and Xiao Shen hugged him back, like a painting blended with mountains and rivers.

Not far away, a paparazzi took this photo.

Sure enough, the next day, as expected, it was full of "Xingyu Media BOSS and Youngest Actor" headlines, and the financial section also used it as the front page, accounting for nearly half of the page.

In the office, Xiao Shen took a look at the newspaper, only frowned, and then he did what he should do.

Qi Yu, who was sitting in the lounge, was surrounded by the crowd around him. Although he had heard about his relationship with the BOSS before, he was the only one who had been exposed so carelessly.Qi Yu was tired of coping, but still had a gentle look, and replied with a smile, "It depends on how the company arranges it, and I'm not very clear about it."

Then Qi Yu was hastily called away by her boss.Qi Yu's agent, Xiaotong, is a capable woman with a DINK doctrine, strict and responsible, and Xiao Shen directly hired her to be Qi Yu's exclusive agent.So Qi Yu was not surprised to see Xiao Shen in the conference room on the sixth floor, but he was a little bit looking forward to how he would deal with it.

"Let's leave it at that, just hire a trooper online to say something good, and other public relations work as usual." Xiao Shen glanced in Qi Yu's direction, and Qi Yu walked over and sat beside him.

"Tired?" Xiao Shen raised his hand to caress his earlobe, and pulled the scattered hair behind his ear.

Qi Yu only felt a shudder all over his body, pursed his lips, his original expectation turned into panic, he lowered his head, "I'm sorry, I ordered it."

There was only a pause in the movement of the ear, Xiao Shen sighed, and pressed Qi Yu into his arms, "I know. Don't do such a thing again, I don't want to be deceived."

The manager Xiaotong can see clearly behind him, and is deeply worried about Qi Yu's future.Qi Yu, who just entered this circle three years ago, is pure and clean, not like a child in the world, but an angel who fell into the world.Really, the first time you see him, you will feel that such a person really exists.However, the person behind it is Xiao Shen, a man that Xiaotong can't see through.He turned Qi Yu into a double character, with passion and cunning on the one hand, and the appearance of the first time he met him on the other.Now, she even uses the bad methods in the entertainment industry to win the love of others, but is this really okay?Xiao Tong frowned, quietly closed the door and backed out.

Xiao Shen let go of the person in his arms and stood up.Outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows is the setting sun that is about to set, but unfortunately half of it is blocked by the tall buildings in front, and it is always impossible to see the whole and complete.It's like life, Xiao Shen thought to himself, when his waist was hugged tightly, Qi Yu's gentle voice came from behind his ear, "Do it here."

Xiao Shen's right hand touched his soft hair, and the last few strokes made him get closer to him impulsively.All the sprayed liquid got into Qi Yu's mouth, he glanced up and swallowed it all.The fishy smell was very strong, which made Qi Yu a little happy.He has become like this too.