I hate the world

The nights here are not as warm as in the city.The wind and sand blowing is terribly painful and cold.

In front of the dilapidated little house, I just sat on the stool by the door, looking at the stars in the sky.Just like the habit when I was a child, I always said to the sky, "Take me away, I don't want to be in this world anymore." Obviously, it doesn't work every time.

In the distance, a person seemed to appear faintly.Coming covered in wind and sand all over his body, his steps were easy and steady, he was not born here.

I squinted my eyes until the person opposite stood still in front of me, then I raised my head and smiled, "It's you, Ding Jin."

People outside would never have imagined that Ding Jin, the most promising new-generation actor at the Beijing Film Academy, came here to teach as soon as he graduated, and he taught for five years.

The current him has been corroded by the dry climate, but he has more indescribable charm, and his whole body reveals a maturity beyond his peers, which makes people want to cherish it.

"What's the matter?" I stopped looking around and stood up.

Ding Jin moved his lips, "Go and sit inside."

"Are you sure you want to do it?" I squinted at him, "When did you become so unrestrained?"

Ding Jin looked at him helplessly, "Even if he is with someone else, you should change your temper anyway."

I smiled nonchalantly, "What to change! That's what I don't want."

The steps in front stopped, and Ding Jin raised his hand and was about to wave at me. I grabbed his arm and threw him onto the table in the living room.His hand was stronger, and there were obviously a few sounds of frail body.

"Fuck, you want to slap me again?" I grabbed his throat with a playful pleasure. "Sometimes, I still think about the relationship between you and Jiang An. Why do you beat me when I say a word to him?"

Ding Jin looked at Xiao Shen who was condescending above him, gritted his teeth with hatred, and waved his hand on his neck, the man actually climbed onto his body again, sitting on the sensitive part with his long legs bent into an M shape.Ding Jin's body trembled, "Go away."

I stroked his face with my hand, and moved his lower body, "Why, can't take it anymore? Yoyo, who called him so happy when he was under my body back then."

"You still have the face to say it? Did you let An An see it on purpose?" Ding Jin blushed, and grabbed the man's arm with both hands desperately, trying to keep him from moving.

I put my face close to his, met his eyes, and moved my lips slightly, "Kiss me, Jin Jin"

No one can resist Xiao Shen's temptation, not even God.What's more, Ding Jin, who is a mortal, is even more impossible to refuse.

Ding Jin bit his lips tightly, biting the upper and lower petals until they were red, then let go, finally closed his eyes, and wrapped his arms around the man's neck, just a mouth-to-mouth touch.Seeing that the man didn't make any movement, he had no choice but to stick out his tongue and test it lightly.At the beginning, it was just a superficial gentleness, but in the end Ding Jin couldn't hold himself anymore and became fierce.

I passively endured the enthusiasm of the people below me, and my clothes were all taken off, "Want it?"

Going in forcefully, Ding Jin snorted violently and let out small groans.The fragile small table could not bear the weight of the two of them, making a harsh shaking sound.I dragged him out of the table, sprawled out, and started moving again.

"Hmm..." Ding Jin's sweat wet his hair and blurred his eyes. He raised his hand to touch his face, but he grabbed it and pushed it up.

I did it again, and when the desire faded away, I carried him back to the bed and covered him with a quilt.

"What are you thinking?" I turned my head and grabbed his hand, which was still hot and humid, with the temperature of my body.

Ding Jin also turned his head to look at him, it was nice that his hand was still warm while he was holding it. "You...forget it."

I have no desire to explore further, "Go back during the Chinese New Year, we will be together."

Ding Jin was startled by these words, his whole body bounced up, the pain under his body made him hiss, "You, you..."

"Don't you want to know about Jiang An?" I pressed a kiss on his forehead, "If you think about it carefully, you will know."

Ding Jin, who was stunned, looked at Xiao Shen who stood up without blinking. Seeing him walking forward and standing still at the door, a thought suddenly came to his mind, "Are you helping me avenge?"

I smiled at him, "The reaction is too slow."

Such an answer made Ding Jin dumbfounded, "Although he... is my younger brother after all, it's too cruel of you."

"So didn't I make it up to him later?" I spread my hands, "Just let me feel guilty for the rest of my life, is this punishment good?"

Ding Jin was speechless, he had never understood this person's brain circuit, yes, they had known each other since childhood.At that time, he was still young, but he already knew what it was like to be moved.

News of Xiao Shen's return to the world spread like wildfire.When the two appeared at Shangjing Airport holding hands, everyone's eyes were instantly blinded.

Xiao Shen, who has never had a black spot scandal, was broken by himself.Of course, this only shows that the support behind Xiao Shen is gradually weakening.

By the time I realized this, it was too late.Seeing a large pile of newspapers and news reports on the desk, I frowned and looked up at the assistant opposite.

"Akai, what's going on?"

Chen Kai's expression was also unprecedentedly serious, "Xiao Shen, our hostile Shangya Group and Star Express Company have merged. Although you have been secretly presiding over the overall situation, their stocks are still rising very fast. Moreover, they went up again yesterday. Acquired some subsidiaries."

My hand that turned the pen stopped, and at this moment, I was extremely sober.

Although they all call me Xiao Shen, it is only because I am a strong person, and as long as I am human, I will never be a strong person.

"Is there any way to solve it?" I said lightly.

Chen Kai was a little hesitant, but finally said, "Recently, the daughter of the chairman of Shangya Group is on a blind date, and you are one of the candidates."

"Chen! Kai!" I snapped, "Stop talking. I won't agree."

"Xiao Shen, the other party is pressing harder and harder." Chen Kai straightened his expression, "Do you want your father's glory to be ruined by your hands?"

I rushed down from the desk, grabbed Chen Kai by the collar, and yelled at him, "I told you to stop talking! Did you hear that!"

Chen Kai, who was let go, straightened his clothes, "Then I'm going out." The moment he opened the door, his footsteps paused, "Xiao Shen, you are a very good actor,"

I know what he said next.But, first of all, I'm my father's son right?In fact, without my father, I can go to the top, can I?Now, I seem to doubt myself again.

The second generation of chaebols is different from the ordinary rich second generation. They are often richer than the third generation, and their ancestors have even received honors. It is common for them to eat and chat with the president.

They succeed easily.It's really easy to succeed.But relatively, they sometimes pay an excessive price in exchange for the so-called success they don't want.

Keeping the family business is something that the generation N of the chaebol must promise.For this they will pay any price.

In less than three months, the headlines of newspapers all over the city are full of news that "On June 6, the daughter of the Shangya Group, Shang Xian, and the son of the Xiao Group, Xiao Shen, held an engagement ceremony".

Ding Jin, who had been locked up in the villa all this time, did not know the news. He was cut off from any communication equipment and completely lost contact with the outside world.

Xiao Shen would come back every night, Ding Jin thought he was busy with work.So he can only read and write during the day.

He has already written [-] words of stories about himself and someone, and Ding Jin feels inexplicably happy thinking of this.Although sometimes he would wonder why Xiao Shen wanted to "imprison" him, but seeing him every day, what could be more important than that.

So when he heard the doorbell ring, Ding Jin was stunned for a moment. It was only two o'clock in the afternoon. Could it be that Xiao Shen came back so early?

He happily jumped and ran towards the door, "Xiao..."

"An, An An?" Ding Jin looked at the person at the door in surprise.Just as bright and incomparable as before. "Why are you here? How do you know it's here?"

Jiang An looked at Ding Jin with disdain, "Brother, you couldn't compete with me when you were young. When you grow up, I thought you could win against Xiao Shen once, but I didn't expect it to be nothing more than that."

Ding Jin was confused by his words, "What are you talking about?"

Jiang An threw the newspaper in his hand on him, "They got engaged yesterday, so it's hard for Xiao Shen to come over every night." He said sourly, "Well, I admit that he is more beautiful than I imagined. I like you a little bit."

After reading the newspaper, Ding Jin staggered, almost unable to support his hands. After the world spun, the world disappeared.I've been waiting for a long time, I really have been waiting for a long time, can I still wait?

"Brother! Brother!" Jiang An supported him in a panic, and was slapped down by Xiao Shen who hurriedly followed behind, "Fuck, Jiang An, isn't it enough for me to fuck you? Get out!"

Jiang An looked at the person he was thinking of in front of him in disbelief, with tears rolling in his eyes, he was speechless.After a while, he regained his composure, made an emergency call, and waited by the side without speaking.

My heart jumped up and down several times, but there was nowhere to go, so I could only hug him tightly, "Jin Jin, wake up quickly. I was wrong, I was wrong."

The family doctor arrived, "It's nothing, the emotional ups and downs are too big, just be careful not to irritate him in the future."

Jiang An sent him out of the door, came back and saw the two people in the bedroom, looked at them for a while, then smiled miserably, and walked out the door quietly.

This night, the wind is also exceptionally cold.Jiang An walked step by step on the road in the middle of the mountain, hugged himself comfortingly, and suddenly burst into tears.Then the tears could no longer be suppressed, and they collapsed like a flood bursting an embankment.

"Xiao Shen, I miss you so much." Even if you use me or abandon me, I don't mind.But I can't stand not seeing me in your eyes!I can not stand it any more.

Hot tears flowed down his wind-cooled face, like scars. Jiang An squatted on the deserted avenue, crying unscrupulously, extremely sad, like a little beast abandoned by the world.