I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian thought about it because of the quarrel with her parents at first, and it took a long time to remember, ah!It turned out to be because of Gu Moshen. It rained for a long time that day, and the afternoon was also cloudy. The sun seemed unwilling to come out, and it was shrouded in haze all day.

Lin Jian, who had just received the admission notice, was very happy. She ran to Gu Moshen's house to share with him. Finally, she was admitted to the same university and was finally able to be with Gu Moshen forever. It was a very happy day. But when he got home, everything seemed to have changed. Dad had a gloomy face, clenched his fists, and looked angry.

His mother lowered her head with a sad expression. Lin Jian felt that the suffocating feeling in the air was simply too bad. He didn't know what happened to his parents. He saw such a scene as soon as he entered the house. It would be puzzling, but when he was puzzled, his father's rough and dark hand hit him directly in the face.

The pain made his mind go blank. He didn't know what he did wrong, why his father treated him like this, but the mother at the side stopped his father from crying, and Lin Jian asked in surprise, "Dad, what did you do? What, what did I do wrong, as for hitting me?"

Lin Jian's father raised his hand and tried to beat him, but was stopped by Lin Jian's mother. That weak woman used her thin body to stop a man who was much stronger than herself. She was a mother, in order to protect her son. , even if it is a sea of ​​fire, she will go down.

Lin Jian's father went mad with anger and said, "Look at the good son you gave birth to. For a man, you don't even want your own future. I, Lin Lufeng, don't have a son like him."

Lin Jian's mother cried even more sadly, stopped Lin Jian's father and said, "What's the use of saying this now, we agreed at the beginning, don't beat our son, he is our fate, we only have little Jane now Already."

At that time, Lin Jian was not as good-tempered as he is now. Maybe he didn't know what suffering was. He contradicted his father and said, "Future? Listen to your application for Peking University and Tsinghua University. I don't have that level yet. You are just a part-time worker. Mom's body It's not good and I don't have a job. What do you rely on to let me go to college? Besides, what's wrong with me and Mo Shen going to the same university? It's embarrassing for you. Yes, your son, I just like men, and I'm just so cheap, you Leave me alone."

Lin Jian now thinks about what he blurted out at that time, and he can never take it back, and he can't remember it anymore. After saying this sentence, his father's expression is different. It has been 12 years, and he has not called home or returned I went to the house to take a look, and almost lost contact with the family. Lin Jian still remembered that his mother came to him once in the second year of college and gave him some money.

That gentle mother always smiled in front of Lin Jian. He still remembered her mother's face that day, smiling so brightly, but as a mother, there were many involuntary things. At that time, Lin Jian's mother held Lin Jian said with his hand, "Your father actually doesn't blame you. Are you going home during the Chinese New Year? Your father misses you so much. He asked me to send this money. Although your parents have no savings, the two of you are outside. If you need money, you must tell your parents."

The plane landed, and the car drove for four hours. The snow had almost melted due to the warming weather. After walking for more than ten minutes, it finally arrived in front of the tombstone. Lin Jian's sore eyes and aching heart made Lin Jian kneel down. In front of the tombstone, he cried, crying very painfully.

Holding the tombstone and crying, "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I was wrong, my son was wrong, I didn't go home during the Chinese New Year, I didn't eat a dumpling made by my mother, and I didn't listen to you well. If there is a next life, I will, I will Be a filial son, parents, I miss you."