I decided to give up on you

The indifference in Lin Jian's tone made Gu Moshen's heart ache a little. He is in a good state of mind today, maybe he is waiting for Lin Jian to appear, or maybe he wants to say sorry for what he has done, Gu Mo Shen did not keep Lin Jian anymore, but sat on the bed and looked at the sun while talking.

"The sun will set, but it will rise as usual. I will wait for you, and wait for the day you come back to me, just like you waited for me back then."

Gu Moshen turned his head and smiled at Lin Jian. There were many emotions in the smile, but the most was reluctance, but this relationship has long been in the past, and there is no way to get together again Well, the word "broken mirror reunited" now seems very weak.

Lin Jian left the nursing home. When he left, Gu Moshen was still looking at the warm sun outside. Because of Lin Jian's words, the sun became his last consolation, and it was only this consolation that allowed him to get through the waiting .

Lin Jian got into the taxi to his home. Along the way, he was thinking about Gu Moshen's face that wanted to please him. He was careful, for fear that he would turn around and leave just because of a word, but those pitiful things at the end Even being flattered is not worth Lin Jian's last hurtful words.

Lin Jian smiled, and tears came out of the smile, and her heart felt sour. The pain that Gu Moshen gave him once seems to be reversed now. He feels that he is no different from Gu Moshen in the past. While giving warmth to others, those pains like tearing skin will follow.

Suddenly Lin Jian said in a low voice, "Mo Shen, you used to hurt me deeply, but now I am so much worse than you."

The taxi soon drove to her own community. Lin Jian got out of the car and saw Qiao Ke standing beside the car. Qiao Ke must have been waiting for a long time. Lin Jian walked over, holding on to a smile, but Qiao Ke is not a fool either, with such a stiff smile, Lin Jian thinks he is doing a good job.

Qiao Ke hugged Lin Jian distressedly and said, "You don't have to force yourself in front of me, you can cry if you want."

From that night onwards, Lin Jian, who was trying not to cry, finally broke the embankment, and cried loudly in Qiao Ke's arms, as if the world had nothing to do with him. I cried out all the pain and suffering, and now face and dignity are not important.

Lin Jian cried for a long time, and the clothes on Qiao Ke's chest were wet, probably because of crying for too long, Lin Jian was exhausted and fell asleep in Qiao Ke's arms, obviously still so weak, why did he force himself to do that? Qiao Ke didn't understand why this person was always so stubborn, and how far he had to go before he could show his vulnerable side.

Qiao Ke picked up Lin Jian and went upstairs, and carefully put him on the bed. Even though he moved lightly, Lin Jian still woke up. He looked at Qiao Ke and said with a thoughtful look, "I want to go to sacrifice I would like to thank my parents, and think about it, I haven’t seen them for a long time, and although I know where they are buried, I have never been there once.”

Looking at him like this, Qiao Ke felt a little uneasy for some reason, but he couldn't let Lin Jian be alone, Qiao Ke touched his head and said softly, "Okay, then let's pack up and go. "

Lin Jian didn't say a word, just tidying up the house on his own. Ever since he was with Gu Moshen, the distance between him and his parents had grown bigger and bigger. Lin Jian didn't even take a look at them until they passed away. She was too guilty and self-blaming. The knot in his heart became bigger and bigger. This time he made up his mind and thought about it for a long time, but he still didn't dare to face his dead parents.

Because on the day he was admitted to university, he had a quarrel with his parents, and before he could say sorry, it was already separated forever. It has been 12 years in a flash, and that sentence of sorry has been kept in his heart for 12 years.