I decided to give up on you

Xia Zheng said happily, "Look, he doesn't even recognize me, but he only recognizes you. Mo Shen still loves you. If you accompany him, I will leave first."

Lin Jian stood there in a daze. The man in front of him was too old, and even the wrinkles around his eyes were a little more. It was not long since he left, so why did he change so much? Seeing Gu Moshen tidying up the bed excitedly Looking at Lin Jian happily while tidying up the things.

After a while, the white hospital bed became spotless, and he walked to Lin Jian and took his hand and said happily, "Come and sit here, little Jane, the room is too small to compare with home, but you can't stand all the time, ah, By the way, do you drink water, do you want to eat anything, I will give you..."

Gu Mo looked at the small ward, there was nothing but a pot of hot water, he suddenly stood there in a daze, with a disappointed expression, Lin Jian pushed him away and said, " No need, I'll be leaving in a minute."

Gu Moshen turned around with a smile that was not a smile, and looked at Lin Jian with unbearable pain, "I still hate me, now I understand for a while, and I am confused for a while, maybe I won't know you after a while. When I still understand, even if I want you to chat with me, I will live by the will to miss you, little Jane, if it weren't for you, my current life would be meaningless to me."

Meaning, Lin Jian doesn't understand what the meaning of living in this world is, every day is so painful, every day is lingering every day, except for eating and drinking every day, life is really important to him. In order to have no interest in life, he didn't even take a look at his parents' death. He obviously left Gu Moshen, but now he looks back.

He didn't understand what he was living on now. "The meaning of life, I have long since lost that kind of thing, Mo Shen, I have thought about it a lot these days, and I think I don't actually hate you, I just hate myself in the first place. I insist on being with you, if I can, I will choose to listen to my parents, then my life will not be so miserable."

Perhaps such words are more hurtful, but Lin Jian said what she had always wanted to say in her heart, and Gu Moshen just sighed and said, "If I could choose, I would still choose to be with you, at least not as sad as it is right now."

Lin Jian smiled wryly. Perhaps in his opinion, even if he went back to the past, the result would still be the same. Nothing would change. The only thing that would change would be to say to his parents, sorry, Lin Jian looked at the sun outside the window He said to Gu Moshen, "The sun is going to set after all, and I have to go after all."

These words made Gu Moshen's heart skip a beat, as if something was about to leave his heart. The pain of being torn apart made it difficult for Gu Moshen to even breathe. He hugged Lin Jian tightly, Crying like a child, she said, "I don't want to lose you, I don't want to live a life without you again, such a life is really too difficult, even if Xiao Jane stays for me, who can't remember who you are at any time OK."

Not remembering is not a kind of happiness, at least those sad things will not be remembered again, Lin Jian pushed him away, and shed two lines of tears, "I can't stop thinking about the things you did, we started from that It's been impossible since the evening, don't say anything to make me stay."