I decided to give up on you

Qiao Ke watched Lin Jian cry in front of his parents' tombstone and told how much he was sorry for them. The regret and guilt that came from inside made Qiao Ke feel that Lin Jian in front of him needed his protection even more, because He can no longer withstand any storms, like a piece of paper that will be broken at any time.

It will shatter if touched lightly, Qiao Ke walked over to help Lin Jian and said, "You have been kneeling for too long, the ground is cold, let's go back to the hotel first."

Lin Jian caressed the photos of her parents on the tombstone reluctantly, and said in a low voice that was almost inaudible, "I really want to eat dumplings."

This sentence was just heard by Qiao Ke. He is not from the Northeast, so he doesn't know the meaning of dumplings, but he knows that dumplings must be eaten during the Chinese New Year. He also knows what dumplings mean to Lin Jian, but He hadn't eaten that dumpling until now, and Qiao Ke felt sore in his heart, a little uncomfortable, and the feeling of dull pain became more intense at this time.

He took Lin Jian's hand and walked out of the cemetery. At this moment, the sky has become more and more gloomy. It will snow at some time, and the temperature is gradually getting lower. When getting into the car, Qiao Ke covered Lin Jian with his coat "Uncles and aunts won't blame you, because there are no parents who don't love their children. You can sleep peacefully and call you when the time comes."

Yes, there are no parents in this world who do not love their children, but if the parents are gone, Lin Jian thought of this and smiled mockingly at herself, thinking to herself, "They will never forgive you, never will, because you You gave everything to that man and forgot your parents, you are the saddest existence in this world."

Snowflakes are gradually falling in the sky, Lin Jian has been looking out the car window, she hasn't returned to her hometown for a long time, but why can't she feel a trace of happiness, but the feeling of depression in her heart is getting stronger and stronger, the knot in her heart is untied , But why do I feel that there is a piece missing in my heart.

The car drove to the hotel, and the two went up. Qiao Ke handed the room card to Lin Jian and said, "I'm going out to do something, you go in first, and I'll be right back."

Qiao Ke, who has never been far away, suddenly said that he had something to do and wanted to leave. Lin Jian took the room card with some puzzlement and entered the room. After half an hour, Qiao Ke came back with a glass bowl in his hand. It was filled with steaming dumplings, and he put the dumplings on the coffee table and said.

"I borrowed the back kitchen of the hotel to make it. I don't know what kind of stuffing you like, so I made it according to the taste of the Northeastern people. It is sauerkraut and pork. You can try it and see if it tastes good."

Lin Jian took the chopsticks from Qiao Ke's hand, shaking slightly while holding them. The small dumplings in the glass bowl were still steaming. As the food spread, Lin Jian cried, crying while eating. After 12 years, he finally tasted the taste of his mother's cooking again.

All the things in my heart were put down, and Lin Jian was relieved at this moment, because the things that he had been caring about for 12 years were finally fulfilled today, and he didn't have to close his eyes because of the past, let alone care about life and death because of those feelings, even if he died at this moment, There is nothing in this world that is worthy of nostalgia.

Lin Jian lived half his life, and at the age of 30, he was not as good as a human being. He thought about what he was doing in college. Apart from running around with Gu Moshen every day and focusing on studying every day, the rest was just After listening to Gu Moshen's words, after graduating from university, they each looked for a job, rented a house, and lived a normal life, but they still put Gu Moshen first.

Looking back on the past, Lin Jian didn't live for herself in half her life, but this time she can finally live for herself.