I decided to give up on you

After coming out of the emergency room, a gust of cold wind blew on Lin Jian's body. His thin body couldn't withstand the biting cold wind. Qiao Ke took off his coat and put it on Lin Jian's body. The body temperature from Qiao Ke It is warming him a little bit, it is really cold outside, but this person is really warm.

Lin Jian pulled the corner of the windbreaker and got into the car slowly. While driving in the car, Qiao Ke said, "I have already booked the air ticket to Beijing. It's tonight. Go home and have a good sleep and eat something. Then you won't be so tired, okay?"

Qiao Ke's gentle and clear voice made Lin Jian very comfortable to listen to. He leaned on the seat and nodded slightly. Lin Jian didn't say much along the way, but he would answer a few questions when Qiao Ke asked him until he got home. Lin Jian didn't take the initiative to say a word, Qiao Ke always felt a sting when he looked at him like this.

He suddenly picked up Lin Jian's hand, placed it on his heart, and said with a more serious expression than before, "I know you don't know how to face Gu Moshen now, but look at me, I will always If you are with you, if you feel embarrassed or heartbroken, you can turn around, I am here, you can touch me as soon as you reach out, understand."

Lin Jian touched Qiao Ke's heartbeat, and it was so real and powerful. It was clearly a decision, but he was still hesitant. He was so determined to leave at the beginning, and he had clearly said that even if he died He wouldn't go to see him either, but he couldn't change his soft-heartedness.

Maybe it was his personality that hurt him, but Qiao Ke was still guarding him. Lin Jian smiled and said, "You really, always feel like a father, with such an old-fashioned tone."

Lin Jian said it half-jokingly, but he knew that he was the only one who really cared about him. Lin Jian's smile was so bitter and fake, Qiao Ke couldn't stop the pain from seeing it. Since then, that warm sunny smile has disappeared. Qiao Ke wants to see him smile, the kind of smile that comes from the heart without a bit of bitterness.

He put his hand on Lin Jian's head and rubbed it, "You just know how to tease me, you little villain."

Soft words are more comforting than anything else. Lin Jian has realized this since he was in college. Qiao Ke’s tenderness is beyond his tolerance. Even now he still feels that Qiao Ke’s tenderness does not belong to him. Belonging to anyone, but not to him after all, because he considers himself a sinner.

When he insisted on staying with Gu Moshen despite his parents' objections, he was already convicted of being unfilial. This crime made him unworthy of anyone's love. This was a curse he had cast on himself.

It was late at night, and Lin Jian and Qiao Ke came to the waiting room of the airport. Lin Jian was always uneasy until the plane took off and landed. He asked Xia Zheng where Gu Moshen lived, and there was a very good family there. Nursing homes, because they can get better care, also have their own nurses, but because Gu Moshen has schizophrenia, his mood is more irritable than before, so the nurses who took care of him left one by one.

The person who takes care of him now is Xia Zheng, who will chat with him when he is free. Gu Moshen always talks about Lin Jian, and as long as he talks about Lin Jian, his mood will be much better, so Xia Zheng often talks to him. From Lin Jian.

Hearing this, Lin Jian felt a little depressed. The temperature in Beijing is much warmer than that in the Northeast, but the smog is so heavy that people's mouths are full of bitter taste, making people feel a little breathless. Lin Jian Picking up the frozen red hand, he breathed a sigh of relief, no matter how warm the place the body that is afraid of the cold goes, the cold will not dissipate.

Qiao Ke walked across to him, squeezed his hand to warm him up, and said in a gentle voice, "I've ordered a taxi and I'll be here soon, I've booked a hotel where I used to live, and the environment there is pretty good, let's say you want to live at home."

Lin Jian looked at the gray sky, let out a long breath and said, "I want to go home and have a look."

Xia Zheng in the distance came over, Lin Jian asked him and asked for the key of the house, when Qiao Ke saw Xia Zheng, for some reason, there was a kind of anger that had nowhere to vent, Qiao Ke knew it better than anyone else, Lin Jian must go back to that home, but he has been avoiding it all the time. Now he knows that it is useless to escape. The result of choosing one of the two is that there is no him in the other.