I decided to give up on you

Qiao Ke stayed in the living room all night. He didn't sleep, but sat. He could hear rustling sounds from the bedroom. He knew that Lin Jian didn't sleep that night either. It was hard to sleep all night with that pain.

Qiao Ke knows very well how difficult it is to let go of a relationship, not to mention that their childhood sweethearts have been together for 25 years. Not everyone has such a relationship. Before, Qiao Ke never thought of arguing with Gu Moshen, but he found that he was a little Greedy, wanting their 25-year relationship to be lost forever and never mentioned.

Qiao Ke will never forget that smile at the first meeting, like the warm winter sun, he will always remember, that smile has warmed him for four years in college, but he can't be so selfish, let Lin Jian never have that kind of smile again He wanted to see Lin Jian smiling, just like before, Qiao Ke sighed silently.

Maybe it’s like this. It was almost dawn, and Qiao Ke heard Lin Jian vomiting, and immediately ran to the bedroom. Lin Jian sat on the ground with a pale face, and it seemed that he had vomited several times. Qiao Ke anxiously poured a glass of water for Lin Jian to feed, but after a while he even vomited the water he drank.

From yesterday to now, Lin Jian basically didn't eat much food, and now he vomited it all out again. There was nothing in his stomach. Qiao Ke was a little anxious, picked up Lin Jian, and rushed to the emergency department of the hospital just after dawn. The already thin person is now a small one lying on a hospital bed.

After lying in the emergency room all morning, Lin Jian finally had the strength to sit up and speak a word. He looked at Qiao Ke's big dark circles and slightly tired face, his entire eyeballs were abrupt, and the whites of his eyes were filled with bloodshot streaks. .

Lin Jian smiled at Qiao Ke and said, "I used to think you were a naughty playboy, but now you seem to be very down-to-earth. I always want to give you something, but you don't seem to want anything, including me. body, I can’t repay you, I thought a lot in one night, you are a person worth entrusting, but you love the wrong person, even in the next life we ​​may never meet again, Qiao Ke is sorry, I can’t love you.”

Qiao Ke only felt that he had heard such words too much, and his heart was not so uncomfortable. Lin Jian said that he loved the wrong person, but he knew that he did not love the wrong person. If it was the next life, he would fall in love with Lin Jian again. He will not give him up to anyone, Qiao Ke bought millet porridge long ago and waited for him to wake up to eat. He put the spoon by Lin Jian's mouth, but Lin Jian shook his head.

Qiao Ke said like coaxing a child, "Hey, eat a little bit, nothing in your stomach will make you feel uncomfortable."

Lin Jian pushed Qiao Ke's hand away, and said with unbearable pain in his eyes, "Come back to Beijing with me, I want to take a look at him, originally thinking of a difference, we will never see each other again in this life, and we each There is nothing to worry about, but he is not as good as me. He has no one to take care of him when he is sick, and Xia Zheng can't take care of him all the time. Since Jiang Qing passed away, he has taken on the responsibility of taking care of Jiang Qing's parents. Responsibility, the two elders are getting old, he needs to be by his side."

Qiao Ke nodded and said, "Okay, you can go wherever you want, but let's drink the porridge before we can go to Beijing."

Lin Jian took a sip of the porridge and thought of many things. People, they can’t always live according to their own ideas, and their life can’t always be smooth. When he was young, he could eat a piece of candy and was satisfied, but when he grew up, The sugar that goes in is all bitter.

He used to think that if his parents were alive, he would be at home, so he would have nothing to be afraid of, but then his parents were gone, and he couldn't go back home, so Lin Jian thought about it, he is being taken care of by Qiao Ke now, but what will happen in the future? Who can know that.