I decided to give up on you

Back at the hotel, Gu Moshen sat on the sofa blankly as if his soul had been drawn out. What was he thinking? One day when he went to see Lin Jian's parents, he thought and thought, and finally came up with only four words.

"Self-inflicted" Yes, everything is caused by himself, and he has made things up to this day. No wonder who, he doesn't know how many times he slapped himself in the past few days, but why did he slap him on the face? I can't feel the pain, it seems that the whole person is numb, but that part of my heart hurts terribly.

At night, I poured alcohol into my stomach desperately. The alcohol flowed in my stomach, and my whole body was as hot as a fire. But in the chaotic state, I still remembered Lin Jian's crying face. People said that alcohol can anesthetize themselves , Gu Moshen drank desperately, but the more he drank, the more sober he became, and the more he drank, the more sinful he felt.

When he was drunk, Gu Moshen would often see Lin Jian, who was sixteen or seventeen years old, holding a book and asking him with a blushing face, "Brother Gu, Brother Gu, I don't know how to solve a problem, teach me."

The smile is really bright, but why did the smile disappear at that time? He thought about it, oh, it turned out that the smile gradually disappeared after being with him for so many years, and his little Jane would never smile again , his little Jane would never call him Brother Gu again, Gu Mo covered his face deeply and began to cry, tears streaming from between his fingers.

The bits and pieces of the past also slipped away through his fingers, he picked up his mobile phone and called his assistant, his voice was hoarse and old, "Jing Huai, is the pair of rings I asked you to find someone to order?" .”

Listening to Gu Moshen's voice, He Jinghuai knew that he hadn't had a good rest and slept for many days. The voice was also mixed with the strong nasal sound after crying. He couldn't stand the stimulation anymore, otherwise the Fragile nerves will break sooner or later.

He Jinghuai said cautiously, "It's already done, and it will arrive at your place the day after tomorrow. According to your request, the heartbeat is engraved on the ring."

Gu Mo fumbled for his ring finger. The meaning of the pair of rings was very good. It was called "Eternal". Unswervingly loyal, I don’t know how many men and women have been hanging out. In those years, I really didn’t go home. I went back at most once a month, and sometimes I didn’t even go home for half a year.

Lin Jian was left alone in that cold house, sleeping on a cold bed, without even the sound of his own breathing at night. He regretted what happened to him in those few years, how could he let Lin Jian There are only two words in life, waiting, the more he thinks about it, the more he wants to cut himself into pieces.

After the operation, most of Lin Jian's stomach was removed, and she had no appetite. Qiao Ke looked at Lin Jian who was getting thinner day by day, and felt distressed. Lin Jian refused to drink the hot and hot milk. Qiao Ke's nose was sore, My heart hurts, and my body will collapse if I don't take in a little nutrition, let alone chemotherapy.

Qiao Ke coaxed Lin Jian and said gently, "You are obedient, you drink a little bit of the milk I finally warmed up, do you know how long it takes me to run from the apartment to the hospital, I am afraid that the milk will be cold, so I put it in my arms If you don’t believe me, look, my flesh is red hot.”

Qiao Ke purposely coaxed him with grievances, Lin Jian immediately laughed when he saw his childlike expression, took the milk from Qiao Ke's hand and said, "I'll drink it, I can't waste your Chef Qiao's time." Some thoughts."