I decided to give up on you

Qiao Ke carried Lin Jian back to the ward. His whole body was cold. Qiao Ke was a little anxious. He put down Lin Jian and hurried to find a hot water bottle. He was also afraid. Gu Moshen came, and Lin Jian's whole body People are wrong. Compared with his 12 years, Gu Moshen has been with him for 25 years, which is unparalleled.

He will remember the path Lin Jian walked, the people he met, where he lives, and the door number, including the first time he fell down and cried for the first time. Qiao Ke didn't know anything about these things. They all come first, first come first, but he showed up too late, and Gu Moshen came too early, the three of them couldn't escape the past after all.

Qiao Ke's hand holding the hot water bottle was shaking. He was afraid that Lin Jian would leave and follow Gu Moshen back to his home in Beijing. This was where he was most powerless. He was right in front of him, but he couldn't keep him , There is no other way, what can he do, he can only watch his beloved return to his original home.

Qiao Ke put the hot water bottle in Lin Jian's hand, he looked at Lin Jian with a look of reluctance, this piercing pain really made people breathless, Lin Jian looked at him, knowing what he was thinking, He held Qiao Ke's hand and smiled slightly, "I won't go back with him, there is nothing between us, only the memories are left, I can't hold on to the memories anymore, it's all over, It's in the past."

Lin Jian repeated the same words over and over again, and it has passed, but in Qiao Ke’s view, it has not yet passed, 25 years, how could it be possible to forget it, those days of going to school, the days of skipping classes together, sneaking out from home How could the days of playing be forgotten.

Those memories were enough to make people struggle for a while. Lin Jian hugged the hot water bottle and gradually fell asleep. After the operation, his body was still very weak. Qiao Ke was worried all the time. For a while, he had a persistent high fever due to the inflammation of the wound. After being in a coma for two full days, Qiao Ke stayed by the bedside for two days, guarding without eating or drinking.

It wasn't until the fever subsided that he called his name, and Qiao Ke realized that if he fell asleep without calling his name at that time, what would he do, and how could he live in this world alone? He knew how deeply he loved him, and he also knew that without him, he didn't even have the confidence to live.

He has been looking forward to the day when Lin Jian accepts him. He is also willing to wait and be more willing to protect the one he loves. The ward is quiet, only the sound of Lin Jian's soft breathing is the companion. Frowning uncomfortable, he snorted, and said in a raving voice, "I miss home."

Qiao Ke's heart trembled and began to ache. He patted Lin Jian and said softly, "When you recover, I will take you home to see your parents."

I don't know if Lin Jian heard it, but he no longer frowns, and there is a slight arc on his mouth.

Gu Moshen left the hospital and got on the car back to the hotel. The wind and snow on his body hadn't dissipated. He knelt in front of the bench for a long time. Maybe he thought kneeling could make up for his past mistakes, or maybe it was Kneeling can make him feel more at ease. He once promised Lin Jian's parents that he would be good to him for the rest of his life.

In the future, if he looks like a fool, he will definitely take him home to see the second elder, but he will never go back after this trip. He has lost Lin Jian's home and his home. What else does he have? Face to talk about his promises in front of Lin Jian's parents.

He slapped himself again and scolded himself bitterly, "Your uncle, you bastard, you are not as good as a pig or a dog. Where are those guarantees you used to make? Did you let your mother eat them?"