I decided to give up on you

In the past, Lin Jian could put aside the secular world, and follow Gu Moshen without any scruples, but he can't now, because he is tired, exhausted physically and mentally. He used to be ignorant, little He broke up with his parents when he was young, and he regretted it. Even if he died, he would have no face to face his parents.

Lin Jian sighed and finally said the first sentence, "Gu Moshen, do you regret it? Do you regret choosing me?"

Lin Jian was afraid, he was afraid of hearing what he wanted to hear, his nose was sore, and he felt an unspeakable pain in his heart, but Gu Moshen still spoke, the tears blown away by the wind carried the memories of those years "I regret it, but I don't regret choosing you. I regret why I didn't know that I loved you from the beginning."

Lin Jian laughed, this was the first time he thought it was funny in so many years, he was the one who loved him at the beginning, didn't he know it, he suddenly laughed out loud, and looked at Gu Moshen with a very sad look "Do you really love me? Maybe you don't even know it yourself. I was born in the Northeast, and you were born in the South. We are different people, even our lives are different. Mo Shen, don't lie to yourself anymore. Your I know in my heart that you're lying."

Yes, Lin Jian no longer believes what he said, he has had enough of deception and disappointment, the word love is too difficult for him, like a sharp knife, it stabs at him fiercely, Apart from the pain day and night, and the death caused by excessive blood loss, his life was already miserable enough, and he didn't want to live the rest of his life in torment.

Gu Moshen's heart was gouged out by Lin Jian, he clutched his chest in pain, panting heavily, he could no longer find the old Lin Jian, he lost it, completely lost it, he staggered to his feet Said "But I live here, we grew up together, saw the same scenery, said the same words, why can't it work, Xiao Jane only I love you, it's not a lie, I know I have done too much to let you Sad thing, but I also said never again."

The sudden punch made Gu Moshen lose his footing and fell to the ground. The veins on Qiao Ke's neck exploded in anger. He clenched his fist and hit him straight. It was filled with the smell of blood. Qiao Ke was really protecting Lin Jian. He didn't know what Gu Moshen had said to him in the few minutes he left to make Lin Jian look so painful.

He picked up Lin Jianjian and turned back to the inpatient department. At that moment, Qiao Ke stared at Gu Mo with fiery eyes and said, "His life has been ruined by you. You don't deserve to stand here, and you don't deserve to be loved." he."

It's snowing, and the snowflakes falling on his body are so cold, Gu Moshen raised his head and looked at the gray sky, it's so cold, his heart is all together, he really regrets why he didn't find out who he loved in the first place , If you find out from the beginning, you won't lose him.

He suddenly remembered the scene when he met Lin Jian when he was a child. What a handsome little boy, so cute in vain, just like a doll. Since then, the two of them have become neighbors, going to school together, playing together, celebrating the New Year together, and finally What makes him happy is that everyone set off firecrackers and eat dumplings together on New Year's Eve, but those days will never go back.

At this moment, he really wants to go back to the past and say to Lin Jian, who is sixteen or seventeen years old, "I like you, can you be with me?"