I decided to give up on you

In a blink of an eye, Lin Jian has already been in the hospital for half a month, recovering well after the operation, except that she doesn't like to eat, everything else is fine, and winter is about to pass, Lin Jian looked out through the window of the ward, and said yes Looking at Qiao Ke who was peeling an apple.

"I want to leave the hospital. The hospital is too deserted. The many cries at night make me feel very uncomfortable. Qiao Ke, can I leave the hospital?"

Lin Jian's eyes were shining with water, and his tone was full of pleading. Qiao Ke was so distressed that he would have chemotherapy in a few days. Lin Jian refused to stay in the hospital and insisted on being discharged, so Qiao Ke could only let it go He looked at him, "Okay, I'll ask the doctor in a while, we'll be discharged from the hospital in a while, and it just so happens that the apartment is almost cleaned up, and you can live in it after you get out of the hospital."

Lin Jian pulled the corners of his mouth and forced a smile. Qiao Ke saw that Lin Jian was different from the past, so he didn't dare to ask. After all, he was afraid that if he asked about Lin Jian's sadness, he would cry for a while again. Lin Jian today He especially likes to look outside, and he has seen the calendar on his phone countless times.

Lin Jian suddenly murmured, "Mom, I want to eat dumplings stuffed with sauerkraut that you made. Dad, Erguotou smells so good. I miss you, my son misses you."

It was still so cold outside, and there was a thin layer of frost on the glass. Today is the anniversary of the death of Lin Jian’s parents, but he couldn’t even visit the grave, because the distance was too far, so he couldn’t even convey his miss. He had to look outside at the dry branches and The less bright sun misses the past.

Lin Jian used to be happy, carefree, with his parents alive and home, but now he is sick, and other people have family members to visit him, but he has nothing, only Qiao Ke guards him day and night, Lin Jianhong His eyes became sore, and his nose became sore. If, if, if, if he listened to his parents and got married and had children, would everything change now.

It's a pity that time can't go back. It's too late. People always have to be responsible for their own actions. At this point today, it is Lin Jian who made a mistake. He admits his mistake, but his parents can't hear it anymore. Lin Jian Jane suddenly covered her mouth and began to cry. His mournful crying echoed throughout the ward. Qiao Ke stood outside the door and he didn't go in.

He knew what Lin Jian was thinking at the moment, and he knew why he was crying. Parents are the most important thing in life, but he didn't even see their parents for the last time. Where was Lin Jian at that time, where was Lin Jian? Busy going to school, busy working hard with Gu Moshen, busy falling in love, when Lin Jian knew that her parents had passed away, she still heard about it from a stranger.

Yes, I heard it, it was like talking about other people's family affairs, so-and-so's parents died, there was no one crying around, and there were no children kneeling in front of the grave to burn paper money. It is conceivable that Lin Jian What kind of mood was it to hear about this matter? Qiao Ke was there at that time, watching Lin Jian's ruddy face gradually turn pale.

The twinkling pupils also became dull, and tears glistened in the pupils. He cried all night that day, and woke up the next day. Going back, he is not worthy to be their son, he is too unfilial, even today he has not been able to go to his parents' grave, burn incense sticks, and say a few words.

Qiao Ke only heard Lin Jian muttering to himself in the ward, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I miss home, I want to go home, I want to go home."