I decided to give up on you

It was late at night, chilly, Lin Jian woke up from sleep, there was nothing else in the room except the silence, and the stomach that had been hurting for a long time was much better, there was no light in the room, and the bright moonlight shining in from outside It sprinkled on the floor in front of the balcony, and Lin Jian lay down under the moonlight.

The moonlight was bright and the stars were shining, as if one day a few years ago, Lin Jian stood under the big pagoda tree, blushing, and confessed to Gu Moshen. It was the third confession, Lin Jian remembered it clearly, He thought this was the last confession, and if he disagreed, he would give up, but sometimes fate would really favor him, and Gu Moshen agreed.

And he agreed very quickly. He didn't know whether he should be happy or sad. In short, that night was unforgettable. Thinking about it now, Lin Jian felt that he was really stupid at that time. He confessed again and again, was disappointed again and again. I chose to confess again, knowing the result, but chose to gamble again, and lost the whole game.

In the end, he suffered the consequences. Lin Jian never resented anyone. The only thing he resented was that he chose to love this person without hesitation. He murmured, "Tomorrow is the anniversary of her death. Will you go? You will."

In Lin Jian's memory, the one person who never stops thinking of her is his twin sister, Lin Dan. She is beautiful, gentle and talented, and her long hair is always so eye-catching. When she was 15 years old, she was diagnosed with leukemia and lost all her hair in less than half a year. The pain of chemotherapy made Lin Dan even more miserable.

The only way to save her was a bone marrow transplant, and the only match for him was Lin Jian. At that time, Gu Moshen would accompany her every day, chat with her, and let her forget her illness. Gu Moshen always thought about Lin Jian , because he is the only person who can save Lin Dan, how could Lin Jian not know that all the kindness to him is from Lin Dan.

But that was his own younger sister, and he couldn't just sit back and watch, but there were too many accidents in that year, his father was laid off and his mother fell ill again, and the family couldn't afford the surgery fee to treat Lin Dan. Lin Dan's condition worsened, and she died when she was 17 years old. Lin Jian still remembers that Lin Dan didn't want his bone marrow, let alone his family to save her.

She just hoped to leave beautifully without adding any burden to the family. Lin Jian felt guilty for this and was criticized by Gu Moshen. Perhaps it was from then on that she became a substitute for her younger sister and even Gu Moshen. The person who hurts so much, Lin Jian has been enduring it because she loves him, and this kind of humbleness without dignity has been trampled on time and time again by Gu Moshen mercilessly.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. Lin Jian got up from the cold floor and walked to the door. The moment the door opened, Gu Moshen was standing outside the door reeking of alcohol. She kept saying "Xiao Dan, Xiao Dan, please don't leave me, please, please don't leave."

Lin Jian knew that this was what a drunk said, but this was the first time, he couldn't count it. When he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he always said Lin Dan's name, not Lin Jian. , he helped Gu Moshen staggered to the bedroom, took off his clothes and lay down comfortably.

But Gu Moshen dragged him to his chest. Lin Jian was lying on his chest and listening to his heart beating faster because of alcohol. Gu Moshen's affection after drinking was never for him. It was the shadow of another person. He hugged Lin Jian and blurted out the words that hurt Lin Jian completely.

"He didn't save you, why didn't he save you, Lin Dan, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much."

Don't you want to save him? Lin Jian smiled, he wanted to save him too, but he was too late, she left in such a hurry, without even saying a word to her, she left, Lin Jian is his brother , the only person who can save her, how could Gu Moshen say such easy words, like a sharp knife piercing Lin Jian's heart, making his bloody wounds show up in front of everyone again and again.