I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian wondered more than once why he listened to Gu Moshen like that. He stroked his hair, and he seemed to understand a little. It was just for his poor and humble love. Lin Jian's voice trembled, a little scared Gu Moshen Mo Shen said with a look on his face, "When my hair grows, I cut it myself because it's inconvenient."

Gu Mo approached him with big strides, his huge palm grabbed Lin Jian's hair, he gritted his teeth and said, "Cut your hair without my permission, it's really an embarrassment to you."

Gu Moshen was really angry. Lin Jian could tell that the bloodshot eyes were clearly visible. Lin Jian didn't refute or beg for mercy. This was what he had thought a long time ago. He pulled his hair and threw it on the sofa. At this moment, he had already forgotten what reason is, and slapped Lin Jian heavily on the face.

A red mark immediately appeared on his fair face, and blood flowed from the corner of his mouth. I don't know when Gu Moshen had the habit of beating people. In the past, no matter what Lin Jian did, he would ignore it. But now, he seemed to be a different person. Lin Jian covered his face and looked at him with moist eyes. The stomachache came again and again, which made him a little unbearable.

Lin Jian had never spoken to Gu Moshen loudly, but this time he really yelled at Gu Moshen, "How many times have you hit me? Have you counted it yourself? How the hell am I in your eyes? What the hell, what did I do wrong?"

Every time Lin Jian was beaten by Gu Moshen, he would clearly remember it. This was the third time. The previous Gu Moshen would never do this. He still remembered that in high school, Lin Jian was targeted by a few hooligans. Thinking about the only change in his schoolbag, Gu Moshen sent him home all the way regardless of his own safety. Lin Jian still remembers it to this day.

But why did Gu Moshen forget that, and he forgot it completely, Lin Jian smiled, he was not laughing at others but himself, he laughed at himself for being so cheap that he would follow him shamelessly after being beaten Gu Moshen seemed to be woken up by Lin Jian's scolding, he stared at him blankly, he watched Lin Jian sitting on the side crying silently, Gu Moshen seemed a little guilty.

He raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, but they fell again, turned around and opened the door, and left. Lin Jian sat alone on the sofa, and he murmured, "If I die, will you miss me?" ah."

Lin Jian seemed to be very obsessed with death. He was thinking that if he could get Gu Moshen's love after death, then his death would be worth it. He could give up everything, even his life, for Gu Moshen, but Gu Moshen couldn't even look at him. He didn't even want to take a look, Lin Jian curled up and hugged herself, the pain in his stomach seemed to be indifferent to him, after all, no one in this world loves him anymore.

Lin Jian is like a person abandoned in the wilderness, wandering in the boundless wilderness, but no one has ever discovered his existence, and Gu Moshen is his wilderness, Lin Jian has even dreamed of junior high school recently At that time, Lin Jian was lively and cheerful, and he was recognized as a pistachio, while Gu Moshen was also recognized as a sportsman, and he was sunny and mature.

The cold face is also the dream object of most girls, and Lin Jian is not excluded here. He really wants to go back to that time, his family is still alive, and the person he loves is in front of him, but everything can’t go back, just dumped The old water can't be taken back into the cup, and even she becomes depressed and unwilling to make friends, all because of Gu Moshen, loving him made Lin Jian completely abandon her original self.