I decided to give up on you

Lin Jian let out a long breath, he is already used to such hurtful words, isn't he, who made him just a drunk person, who made him the one he loves to the core, he pushed Gu Mo away Shen, the gentleness in his eyes swept over Gu Moshen and said, "You are drunk, I will pour you some water."

I don't know when the hand that was tightly holding Lin Jian had already let go. Lin Jian was like a derailed train with no direction. This person is always like this. One second he scolded you deeply, but the next second he fell asleep Like a child, Lin Jian didn't know how to get along with him, but he still went to the kitchen to pour water. Every time Gu Moshen got drunk, he had to stay up all night to take care of him.

The body burned by alcohol made Gu Moshen very uncomfortable, and every time he was with him at this time, it was always the unknown Lin Jian. Gu Moshen never knew that Lin Jian, who was left alone, was alive Like a puppet, the love injected into his heart is being consumed by him bit by bit.

Lin Jian returned to the bedroom with the water glass. Gu Moshen was already fast asleep. He put the water glass on the head of the bed, bent down and stroked Gu Moshen's face and said, "You fool, I won't be here anymore. Good point, it's not so easy to be a stand-in."

Lin Jian's stomach started to hurt again, and it was really painful. He clutched his stomach and walked out lightly, took out a few pills from the cabinet and swallowed them whole. She also ate too much. Lin Jian looked at the transparent glass bottle and took a lot of red and green pills, but it just didn't work.

Thinking of the doctor's words and the test report that day, Lin Jian curled up on the sofa and stared blankly at the roof. He suddenly remembered that it was time to visit his sister. Tomorrow is her death day. It has been a long time since she went there. Lin Jian forgot , Maybe it was when I was with Gu Moshen, maybe it was when I went to college, or maybe it was when I stopped contacting my parents.

Lin Jian's eyes were wet. If his sister was still there, if everything could be restarted, would his life be different? Thinking of Lin Jian, he closed his eyes sleepily, and Lin Jian was doing it all night long. An identical dream, that was the scene where they swore to each other.

Gu Mo took his hand affectionately and said, "Whether you are poor or rich, whether you are sick or healthy, are you willing to spend your whole life with the man in front of you?"

Lin Jian said without hesitation, "I am willing."

The dream is so beautiful, but it's a pity that it's just a dream. After waking up from the dream, everything will become reality. Lin Jian rubbed her eyes and looked at the empty room. He knew that Gu Moshen had left. Lin Jian took out a bag from the cabinet. He simply put on a down jacket, went out, stopped a taxi, and drove to a cemetery in the suburbs.

The taxi finally arrived here after driving for an hour and a half. Lin Jian paid the money and got out of the car, because the road was very difficult to walk due to the snow and mud. In the past, the cemetery of Lin Jian's younger sister was only in Lin Jian's hometown, but Gu Moshen Still stubbornly buried her here, Lin Jian knew that he just missed Lin Dan so he could come and have a look.

Lin Jian walked for more than ten minutes and finally arrived at his sister's cemetery. He looked at the flowers in front of the tombstone. He knew that Gu Moshen had been here, because this was Lin Dan's favorite lily. There was no accumulated dust on the tombstone, which proved that Gu Mo When Shen You came to clean it, Lin Jian smiled. He obviously cared so much about this cold tombstone, so why didn't he care about his own.

He touched Lin Dan's photo, forced a smile and said bitterly, "Little girl, look at him, he can't even remember the crabapple flower I like, he is a man, it's a pity that you called him brother for so long , It’s really cheap for him.”

Lin Jian smiled, and she shed tears. She still remembered that Gu Moshen was so drunk on her birthday, and handed a bouquet of lilies to Lin Jian, and said with a smile, this is your favorite flower, but Lin Jian He never loved pure white lilies, but he loved the red crabapple, just like Gu Moshen didn't love him, but loved his sister.